Surrender

Chapter 2: The Kiss

Mikan’s POV

Oh my god, he’s on top of me again. His body is crushing my breasts… My heart is beating so fast… He’s only inches from my face… Why do I feel so hot all over?

Natsume’s POV

So, I’ve pinned her again. It looks like we’re in a similar position as earlier. Oh… her skirt is pushed up again. My knee is between her legs… she feels so warm. She’s starting to blush, but then again, I probably am too. This makes me want her so bad! Why am I such a coward when it comes to my love for her? I just want to kiss her and hold her and touch her…

Normal POV

Mikan and Natsume both blush as they realize the position they are in once again. However, this time it isn’t exactly a mistake. Mikan’s breath becomes irregular as she realizes that her heart is pounding, and it seems everywhere on her body is hot. ‘His knee is between my legs… why does it feel so good?’ She thought innocently. She didn’t know that she was turned on by him; she was too innocent to know any better.

Mikan looks into Natsume’s deep crimson eyes. She looks past the harsh exterior and sees the passion that lies beneath. Natsume leans down and presses his lips against Mikan’s. Mikan’s eyes widen in surprise as he forcefully kisses her. Her surprise yields and she lets him invade her. Their kiss deepens and Mikan is in bliss, her head starts to spin as she returns the kiss.

Mikan raises her hands to grasp Natsume’s shirt to draw him closer, wanting him to envelop her. Natsume burned with desire for her, and he explored her mouth deeply, aggressively. Natsume unconsciously moved his knee upwards until it pressed softly against her upper thighs under her skirt. A soft moan escaped Mikan’s lips, “Natsume…” Upon hearing her moan, Natsume pauses his aggressive actions and took a deep breath, ‘Shit, where is this going? If I don’t stop now… I don’t want to hurt her.’

Outside, a pair of cold violet eyes watched them. A quiet click of a camera lens is heard. “I’ll leave them alone from here…” and the person quietly slips away.

Natsume opens his eyes and gazed at the beauty that lay beneath him. He softly kissed Mikan again, before raising himself off her.

Mikan opened her eyes when she realized that Natsume was moving. She lay for a moment, looking flushed before she looked at Natsume. For a moment, she caught a glimpse of his face looking soft, almost lovingly. However, he immediately scowled and released the tension, “Hey, Cherries, your panties are showing.”

Before any embarrassing thought about what just happened could haunt her, Mikan jumped up and started screaming at Natsume. “You pervert!”

‘At least it’s not awkward. I don’t know how we would handle that.’ Natsume thought as they began arguing again. This time, the argument didn’t last very long.

“It’s late! I’m going to my room now!” Mikan yelled as she walked out of Natsume’s room and slammed the door.

Mikan ran as fast as she could back to her room. Once she got to her room, she threw all her clothes on the floor and flopped onto the bed. She took deep breaths to try to calm herself down, but her mind was racing.

‘Oh my god! What just happened? He all of a sudden just kissed me! It was my second kiss, and it was amazing… Wait, what am I thinking? I just let him take advantage of me!’

“What a pervert!” Mikan screamed to herself as she thrashed out her frustration on the bed. Finally, she began to settle down.

‘It was like he wanted to kiss me. He was entirely into it. What the hell is he thinking? Just suddenly kissing me like that? What does this mean? Oh! My heart is pounding so fast! What just happened? It was like I wanted him to touch me, to… What did I want him to do? I don’t understand!’ Mikan curled up under her covers and touched her lips with her fingers.

Mikan sighed, and thought of how sweet and passionate Natsume’s kiss was. As she fell asleep, it was all she could think of… “Natsume… I love you…”

As soon as her mind slipped into bliss, a small white envelope was slid under her door.

Natsume lay on his bed thinking about what just happened in his very own room. ‘I can’t believe I just attacked her like that! However, she seemed to respond, she didn’t fight me…’

“What the hell was that little girl thinking?” He muttered to himself. ‘She should have been scared of me. Hell, I was scared of myself. I was almost willing to take her in my arms, and make love to her on the floor! Wait, make love? I’m not a sissy!’ He scowled at himself and turned on his side.

‘I do love her though, so I suppose it would be accurate to say that too. I really have to watch myself. I can’t make her hate me even more! She doesn’t even like me in that way.’ Natsume stared blankly for a while and cursed his raging hormones. He was getting horny thinking about Mikan and their passionate making out on the floor, with him on top, with his knee between her legs…

“Arg!” He screamed at himself. Frustrated, he decided to go sleep outside in his favorite sakura tree.

The next morning, Mikan woke up refreshed. She showered and got ready for class. Before she walked out the door for the day, she noticed a small white envelope on the floor. She opened it to find a picture.

‘What is this?’ She pondered. Mikan took a closer look and screamed. It was a picture of Natsume and her kissing on the floor. Mikan wailed as she ran around the room flapping her arms.

Finally, she calmed down and examined the picture. It wasn’t that bad, she could see how much she had been blushing, but she looked really happy. And to her surprise, so did Natsume.

Mikan flipped the picture over and read the words written on the back. “Natsume kissing the Idiot.” Mikan stopped to think about what it read. “Hey! That means I’m the idiot!” She cried. ‘Who took this picture?’ She thought to herself. ‘Oh well, it’s rather nice. I should put it somewhere safe.’ Mikan then looked around her room for a place to put it. Her eyes finally rested upon a small empty picture frame on her desk. She placed it inside, and displayed it before running off to class.

Natsume grumbled as he walked into the classroom, late. Narumi sensei beamed at him. “Good morning Natsume! Did you sleep well?” Natsume simply grunted some more and made his way to his seat.

Mikan noticed him walk in and immediately blushed. She then thought of the picture, and wondered who could have possibly taken the picture. She looked around the classroom, looking for someone who looked suspicious. Of course, she found no one. “Hmph,” She slumped in her seat unhappily. ‘I would like to thank them…’

Natsume glanced at Mikan and blushed. Luckily she didn’t notice him look at her. He was exhausted since he couldn’t sleep the night before. He had gone to the sakura tree in search of peace, but was still unable to sleep until the early morning hours.