Am I Not Good Enough

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~*I Love You*~

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Tsukino Residence
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Usagi and Seiya quickly went inside to find that no one was home. Usagi went into the kitchen to find a note from her mother.



Usagi,
Your Father and I went out to business dinner
and your brother is spending the night
over at a friends house.
I made you some food and
put in to the fridge.
If you want you can stay the night
over at a friends house.
Love,
Mom


“Well I guess I got lucky,” Usagi said with a smile
“What do you mean Odango,” Seiya said as he came to read the note over her shoulder.
“I won’t have to make up a story to get to stay out for the night.”
“I see…Where did you want to go?”
“Well… I don’t want to stay here… or over at any of my other friends house’s and your place is probably not the best idea….”
“Maybe a hotel?”
“I guess that is our only option.”
“Well go get out of those clothes and get some dry ones and I will call and make a reservation while you get cleaned up.”
“Thank you Seiya.”
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A couple hours later
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Seiya and Usagi found themselves in Star and Moon suite at the local hotel. Usagi was now wearing a turquoise v-neck long sleeve skirt with black pleated skirt and black high heels. Seiya was wearing a black long sleeved shirt with a pair of dark tan pants and black dress shoes.
As soon as the walked into the room they noticed there was two queen beds to the right and huge TV to the left. Once the lights turned on it could be seen that there was also a small kitchen next to the TV and a hot tub next to the beds. The comforters were white and covered in gold crescent moons and stars.
“Oh wow Seiya this is beautiful,” Usagi said awe as she took in the surroundings.
“Wait there is more!”
“Really?”
Seiya grabbed her hand and led her to the bathroom with two sinks, a toilet and the biggest bathtub she has ever seen. The bath tub was dark blue and decorated in gold moons and stars.
“Wow Seiya…”
“Oh there is one more thing,” Seiya said again as he once again grabbed a hold of her hand and led her back into the main room.
“Lay on the bed.”
“Okay…”
Usagi quickly kicked off her shoes before climbing on to the bed and turning over on her back to only stare up not to a ceiling but the moons and stars. There was a moon roof!
“Wow Seiya!”
“It is only opens at night, it has a timer on it that shuts it as soon the sun starts to rise. This way you can sleep in.”
“Oh Seiya this is wonderful,” Usagi exclaimed as she got off the bed.
With out a second thought she walked over to Seiya and gave him a quick kiss on the lips.
“Odango…”
“Seiya…I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have,” Usagi said as she turned away.
But Seiya did not let her get far as he wrapped his arms around her from behind.
“Did you want to do that Odango? Did you want to kiss me?”
“Seiya… I’m sorry…I…”
“Answer me Odango,” Seiya said more sternly as he gave a soft squeeze.
“Yes…I did.”
“Then don’t apologize.”
“Odango... Can I … kiss you?”
Usagi looked over shoulder in surprise. She looked into Seiya’s eyes and saw the longing in there. But she also saw love and devotion and she knew that if said no he would accept that and not ask again.
“Yes…”
Seiya looked into his Odango’s eyes and saw the fear, as well as desire. Slowly he leaned forward until their lips touched in a soft kiss.
Oh my… she tastes so sweet… it is indescribable… but it is heavenly.
Usagi practically melted under his kiss. Her body seemed to come alive, almost as if she was on fire. Her heart began to race faster than it had ever done before. I have never felt this before… it feels so good… it feels so right…
Seiya broke the soft kiss and opened his eyes to find Usagi’s eyes still closed.
“Odango…”
Her eyes fluttered open only look into the dark blue pools of Seiya’s eyes.
“I don’t want to rush this Odango… I know you still feel obligated to your future…I want you to forget about that and enjoy life.”
“Seiya…I have never felt anything like that before… I have never felt so much love in one kiss… I have never felt so complete.”
“Good Odango…”
“Seiya…I …for a while now I have well…”
“What Odango,” Seiya asked as he turned her so that he was now standing in front of her instead of behind.
“For a while now… I started to have feelings… for you… that is beyond being friends… but I felt… as you put it obligated to my future. I tried to ignore it and with Mamoru not here I got confused…but I have never felt… what I just felt right now… Seiya… I… well…” Usagi said but then she bit her lip and looked down at the floor.
Seiya reached out and cupped her chin to slowly lift her head so that he could look her in the eyes “What Odango... tell me… what ever it is I will not be mad or disappointed. As long as you tell me the truth I can never be disappointed…”
“I … I love you.”
Seiya looked at Usagi in disbelief. He knew that she at least liked him, but he never expected this… She loves me… me…She loves me…
“Odango…” Seiya licked his lips before continuing “Are you sure?”
“Yes… I love you Seiya. That…that is the truth… I want to be with you in a way I never even ever imagined being with Mamoru. You have made me stronger in so many ways. You make me work harder to try to achieve my goals. Even when I feel like I can not go on, you show me I can. You make me feel complete Seiya. I want you to be my destiny… I want you to be my future… I want you to be my side as my King if I become Queen.”
“Odango… I love you,” He responded as tears came down his cheeks and smile appeared on his face.
Without a second thought he crushed his lips to hers in a passionate kiss that soon became a war of tongues. They kissed until they could not breathe and broke apart. Seiya rested his forehead on Usagi’s as they both took deep breathes and stared into each other eyes.
“I want to be yours Seiya…make me yours… please.”
“Odango… I love you so much, but are you sure?”
“Yes… make love to me Seiya.”
Seiya quickly gather Usagi up into his arms bridal style as he turned around to carry her to bed. As he carried her he kissed her and even when he sat her down on the bed the kissing did not stop. Usagi soon found herself lying on a queen bed with Seiya straddling her hips. Usagi put arms around Seiya’s neck as she continued to kiss him. Seiya suddenly pulled back and looked into Usagi’s eyes and asked “Odango, are you sure. If we keep on going I am not going to be able to stop. I will not hurt I promise… I will love you. But if you want to stop tell me now.”
Usagi looked up directly into Seiya’s eyes and said “I love you and I want this… I want you.”


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