Imaginary lovers are for losers

Sebastian entered the library. He had missed a pair of gloves, and after thinking thoroughly about his whereabouts, he concluded he must have left them in the library in a hurry. It was a grave mistake for a butler of his calibre to forget things, and he couldn’t forgive himself. He would lose valuable time by having to retrieve them. Sebastian made his way to the back of the library, where something made him halt his steps. He had wondered for a moment where the red haired shinigami had ran off to after yesterday, but he didn’t think he would find Grell in the library.. sleeping nonetheless. He looked at the desk, sure he had left his gloves there, but they were missing. Sebastian lifted an eyebrow, he was sure this was the place to find them, and he was never wrong.



‘Mmm Sebas..chan..~’ The black butler turned around towards Grell. ‘Yes?’ He answered. ‘More~’ The redhead moaned a little. Grell was still sleeping, probably having a dream involving Sebastian. Just as the demon butler was about to think Grell wasn’t that annoying when he was asleep, his eyes lingered on what he was holding. Those were his gloves. ‘Oi, Grell.. ’ Sebastian shook him back and forth, Grell woke up in an instant. His eyes widened. ‘Se-.. bastian?’ He stayed quiet as he noticed he just woke up, this wasn’t part of his dream anymore. ‘I was looking for my gloves.’ Sebastian stated simply. Grell blushed furiously, he had been holding them all the time, dirty as they were. He didn’t want to give them back, not like this, but it was too late.



Sebastian took his gloves from Grells hands and spotted the sticky liquid on them. ‘what is this?! What did you do with them?’ ‘GRELL!’ Sebastian did not mean to yell, but he recognised cum when he saw it. What had that red maniac been thinking? Grell stayed quiet, he looked at Sebastian, the real Sebastian. He compared it to the Sebastian he always imagined, the one that acted the way this Sebastian would act towards the young master. It was not fair he didn’t love Grell back, not fair at all considering how much the redhead was head over heels for him. He gave Sebastian a bold look: ‘you left them behind, and I deserved it..’



Sebastian seemed dumbfounded, how dare he talk that way to the demon butler, he could kill Grell this instant if he wanted to.. ‘You know what YOU deserve?’ Sebastian swung the gloves and slapped them into the redhead’s face with force. Grell took it without making a sound. He turned back facing Sebastian, despite his face being covered with cum, he held the same bold expression. For Grell it was all or nothing, he had had a good time, and Sebastian hated him anyway, he had nothing to lose: ‘Is that all you got?’ The redhead looked him straight in the eye, still sitting casually in the chair.



Sebastian was ticked off, before thinking he reached out, grabbed a handful of red hair and yanked Grell up from the chair. He wasn’t used to this, not being talked to like this, or treated like this. Grell never used to talk to him this way, where was his respect?! He glared at the redhead, that last comment… his eyes narrowed. Grell whimpered, tears filled his eyes. He threw the shocked red butler against the desk, resulting in a loud bang. ‘You want to know what I got?’ Grell stayed quiet, he had never seen the ever so calm and composed Sebastian react like this, it was only about a pair of gloves for heaven’s sake. He knew he had provoked Sebastian.



Before he could do anything, Sebastian had appeared behind him, he grabbed hold of Grells hair again to push him face-down on the desk. ‘Well? I bet that’s what you want.. ’ Grell still did not say a word, it was useless, he was going to get beat up, and that was it. He gritted his teeth as Sebastian’s hand hurt his head. He felt another hand fumbling around his chest, then his red-white striped ribbon was suddenly loose and pulled away from around his neck. He felt the other hand leave his grip on his hair, when his hands suddenly got tied behind his back.

Grell got scared. ‘Sebastian?.. what are you-’ ‘Shut up, you want this..’ Sebastian’s voice had a dangerous ring to it as he sneered at Grell. Maybe it was indeed better for the redhead to shut up…



‘Using my gloves for such a vulgar thing, I can’t let you get away with that, you understand that right, Grell?’ Sebastian pulled the shinigami up from the desk and turned him around. Grell could now see the demonic side of Sebastian, the usual look on his face had given room for a devilish grin. Despite the situation, Grell couldn’t help but feel attracted to this demonic feature of the black butler, who he still loved with all his heart. He was ready for whatever cruel thing Sebastian would do to him, as long as it was Sebastian. He looked up at Sebastian with a blank look. ‘Lost your tongue? Normally you don’t have problems with using it.’



An evil glimmer appeared in Sebastian’s eyes, ‘fine, if you won’t talk, you better put that mouth to good use. Kneel.’ Grell gasped ‘Wha?!’ With his right hand Sebastian once again grabbed a tight hold of Grells hair, and pushed him down in a kneeling position. He unzipped his pants with the other. The redhead started blushing furiously, he did not expect this in the least, what kind of game was the demon playing with him? ‘If you hurt me with those teeth of yours, you’ll pay dearly…’ Sebastian said smugly as he guided Grell to the bulge in his pants. Grell thought maybe Sebastian had finally lost his mind, making him do something like this, wasn’t this the thing lovers did? He couldn’t look Sebastian in the eye when he took the half hardened member in his mouth. It was something he’d dreamed of doing to Sebastian, but now Grell was confused as hell. Sebastian didn’t make him do this out of love, it was payback for dirtying his gloves, he wanted to humiliate the redhead, that was it. Then why was Sebastian clearly aroused? Grell couldn’t help but wonder.



His train of thoughts were quickly stopped as Sebastian yanked his hair roughly, making him go even deeper inside Grells mouth. Grells eyes widened, he let out an involuntarily whimper.

‘You could’ve told me earlier this was what you wanted.. I didn’t know you could be such a slut..’ Grell had wanted to protest, but Sebastian held his head firmly in place. He was now part of the demon’s dirty payback game, and in some sick way, he did enjoy every part of it.

He would not lose this, Grell would make Sebastian know just what he was made of. He focused on the blowjob, circling his tongue around the butler’s length, then bobbing his head as he sucked him good, Grell wanted to hear Sebastian moan, but the demon butler didn’t let out any particular sounds. He did feel Sebastian’s hand tighten on his head, as if he was about to pull out Grell’s hair. What was it with him and pulling the shinigami by his long hair anyway? Now he thought about it, Sebastian did it a lot, pulling his hair whenever Grell annoyed him he would yank him away by the hair. Maybe Sebastian likes my hair? ..silly thought.



Just when Grell thought he had heard a soft moan escape from Sebastian, he got pushed away. Sebastian obviously didn’t want to give the shinigami any credit by showing he liked it. He looked down at Grell, who was sitting on the floor, a little confused. His hair was messed up and there was still cum on his face from the gloves. He really did look like a little slut right now. Sebastian smirked, he knew Grell wanted him, this was going to be fun. He sat down opposite of the shinigami. Grell looked at Sebastian, he opened his mouth and closed it again, why wouldn’t he let him continue? Sebastian closed in on him and reached out a hand to take a strand of hair out of the shinigami’s face. Again my hair… Sebastian loved how oblivious Grell kept looking at him, it was great to toy with his human like emotions.



‘Say, Grell, do you still love me?’ How did he dare to ask that, of course he still loved Sebastian! He could never stop loving him, whatever happened. Grells eyes filled with tears once again as he threw himself into Sebastian’s arms. ‘Yes! I do! How can I not love you Sebastian!~’ Grell amused him. The demon butler leaned in towards Grell and whispered in his ear: ‘Then you’re mine now.’ Grell thought he misheard that part, as he could swear his heart just missed a beat. His eyes were wide open and he was lost for words. He could feel Sebastian’s long bangs tickle his cheek ever so slightly, as he was surprisingly caught in a kiss. Grell felt his emotions were being toyed with when he felt his back colliding with the cold floor. Sebastian was in charge of this game, he had no say in it. Sebastian started taking off his jacket, than his blouse, Grell was watching breathlessly at the gorgeous body before him. He felt the urge to touch Sebastian all over, but since his hands were still tied behind his back, all he could do was look.



‘I can see you want me badly, you’re more like a human after all..’ The demon snickered, as he started to unzip Grell’s pants and took it off, revealing the obvious. ‘..Se..bastian…’ Grell started, but he was silenced by another kiss. His arms started hurting for lying on them, and being tied together. Despite the uncomfortable position he was in, he could only conclude he was in dreamland, as their kiss turned out into a hot fight for dominance, as their tongues twirled around each other. Grell found himself losing to the heat of the moment as he didn’t want the kiss to ever end. Sebastian had found his way to Grells nipples, he started with stroking them, but as the kiss grew more violent, he ended up torturing them by twisting and pinching. The redhead couldn’t do anything in return but whimper and moan, unconsciously he started moving his hips against Sebastian’s. He could feel how the black butler was rock hard, but it had been his own fault for not letting Grell finish the job. Sebastian broke the kiss. ‘Eager, are we?’ He said huskily. ‘Tell me how much you want it..’ Sebastian had a challenging look on his face. He sat up while he waited for a reply, he started licking his fingers slowly and tentatively.



Grell was flustered, he missed the friction and he wanted nothing more than Sebastian, inside him, now. He couldn’t keep his eyes of the demon butler, but saying something like that was too embarrassing. He said softly: ‘I want you’ as he followed the movement of Sebastians tongue. ‘I didn’t hear that..’ Sebastian purred. Grell looked slightly annoyed. ‘I want you, now, Sebastian!’ He squeezed his eyes shut as he said the last part, too embarrassed. But Sebastian was amused and had the patience to squeeze more out of poor Grell. ‘Tell me how much..’ He examined his wet fingers. ‘So much that Id kill you if you’re not going to do it right now!’ Grell was shocked he dared to talk that way to Sebastian, but it had the desired result. A demonic grin spread across Sebastian’s face as he suddenly entered his wet fingers inside the shinigami. Grell gasped as he tried to get used to the feeling. Too soon for his liking the fingers were removed again as Sebastian hovered over him, spilling no time as he replaced the fingers by his already throbbing manhood.



The red haired shinigami whimpered, he gritted his teeth as he felt more hurt than pleasure right now. But it was worth it, this was all worth it, this was Sebastian, his Sebastian, who was holding him, comforting him, taking all of him. Soon he was moaning out that name, moving along with the rhythm, he couldn’t get enough. ‘Ooh Sebastiahhn~ so good!~’ Grell moaned as the pleasure rose. He could see clearly now the blush that had appeared on Sebastian’s cheeks, he was enjoying this too, and soon Grell could hear him moan. They both started to pant and get sticky all over as they came closer to their climax. Out of nowhere, Sebastian suddenly exclaimed. ‘I didn’t know.. you were so sexy..’ Once again Grell felt like he was in seventh heaven. He answered: ‘I didn’t know.. you liked me..’ He purred as he moved into Sebastian’s thrusts, this was too much. Sebastian groaned as they both came simultaneously. He had never thought that was possible. Grell had his eyes closed as he tried to catch his breath. Sebastian wrapped his arms around him and untied the ribbon from the redheads hands. Grell immediately took a hold of Sebastian and kissed him.



Sebastian did not know how they had ended up here, he certainly didn’t come here for this, and in any other given situation it wasn’t likely he would have let himself go like this. Whatever trick the red haired shinigami pulled on him to get his attention, this one caught him by surprise. He stroked through the long red hair, which was messed up mainly because of him. He had never admitted, but he loved that red hair, it was simply beautiful. As they lay there enjoying the moment, kissing and caressing each other, they had forgotten about the fact they were in the library. They pulled back to reality as they heard a loud thud of a book that fell down. Both of them looked into the direction the sound came from: there stood young master Ciel, jaw-dropped. They had some explaining to do.



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