Confessions of a Shadow King
CH.2
Tonight was… interesting to say the least. I feel so strange, like I'm not myself anymore. I don’t know the cause for certain but I have a suspicion. Tamaki obviously has feelings for Haruhi, and I merely used my demonstration tonight to show Haruhi the error of her ways… but I can’t deny that I felt… well aroused when she was under me. A part of me I didn’t know existed awakened inside of me and urged me to take a step further, in fact her eyes seemed to be urging me to do so… but I cannot do that to my friend. It’s true that Tamaki is an idiot, but he’s my best friend, and I could never hurt him in this way. Despite my conscious’ protests I will put my feelings for Haruhi aside, for Tamaki’s sake… Later: The idiot still hasn’t realized his feelings even after the alone time I gave them! Could he really be so dense?! Maybe I should make a move… no I must give Tamaki time. Haruhi blushed as she remembered that night. Kyoya’s voice was so deep and seductive. And the way he pinned her underneath his toned body did have her wishing he’d take the next step and take his act further. She was getting wet just thinking about it. Next she skipped to their “date” in her father’s friend, Mizuzu’s Inn. Day Fifteen: Today Tamaki dragged me to a commoner shopping center… without my permission. If it wasn’t for Haruhi I would have killed him on sight. I felt awful that our time was spent so bitterly. She had to pay for all of our meals and anything else we fancied, and… although I am ashamed to admit it… I was a little harsh to those around me.... Tamaki will pay for his ignorance. I had fantasized that our first date would be more “refined” and romantic, but Haruhi looked like she was enjoying herself, and in the end that’s all that really matters to me. Ah, here’s Tamaki now… I shall discuss his method of repayment for his mistake…. She laughed at the entry. Haruhi was shocked that he was so himself in his diary entries making comments and phrases that he spoke aloud often. She read over his second to last sentence again in her mind. Did he really care for her so much? Unable to contain her curiosity she flipped to the latest entry, the one where they almost lost the Host Club’s goof of a President forever. Day Twenty-Six: I have never been so scared in my life. Such a mix of emotions are running through me at this time that I hardly know how to begin! I want to punch Tamaki’s pretty boy face and embrace him all at once, and Haruhi… she showed such a honorable side of herself when she spoke to my father earlier that I hardly recognized her. I cannot hide my true feelings for her any longer. Tamaki has squandered his time, and it is time for me to make myself known. She looked so breathtaking in that dress, I couldn’t help but wonder how well she would look in a wedding