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Disclaimer: Again with these things. Can we just burn them?

Chapter Two: Midnight Rape

By: Asura Mori

I had hoped that you would never return. I wanted to dream for just a few minutes longer. I had hoped you had forgotten me. I didn't want to know that you thought of me everyday, that you still loved me. I can't take you back and I refuse to. I love someone else now. I love...

Ayumu was gone when I woke up. At first I thought it had been a dream, Ayumu coming to my room. But then I found the note:

"Remember your promise." -A.N.

I sighed, realizing that Ayumu had been serious. And why wouldn't he have been? He had stated early on that if I didn't break up with Kanone when the chance came, he would have no more to do with me. I didn't want to lose him, not because of Kanone. I had lost so many people already to him, I wouldn't lose Ayumu too.

My phone rang then. Startled out of thought, I went over and picked it up, not even bothering to check who it was. "Eyes." Yes, it was him again. The one person I had never wanted to see again, "We need to talk. Please." I sighed, realizing that he wasn't just going to go away, "Where are you?" His voice sounded a lot more like usual as he answered, "Right outside your apartment door." That made me stop. How dare he assume that I would just let him in. "Go away." I said, surprised by the venom dripping from those words. "Eyes..." he was begging, but I refused to be moved. "No. Go away. Go back to America. Leave me alone." I snarled, shutting my phone off so he couldn't call me again. I was through. I didn't care anymore. I couldn't tell him, not even for Ayumu...

I heard my door creak open and turned to see Kanone standing there, a pleading expression on his face. "Eyes..." his eyes begged me to listen, but I backed away from him, whispering, "Get out... of my apartment." I was scared. That was the third time someone had been able to get into my apartment. It was time to get a new lock. "Eyes, please. Listen to me." he walked towards me, beseeching me with his gaze, arms outstretched, "Don't you still...love me?" I could feel my throat constricting. Somewhere, in the back of my mind, I answered that question. Yes. I did still love him... but not in the same way he loved me...

I moved away from him, that little gesture telling him everything. I couldn't bear to look at his eyes, afraid of what I might see. Love? Pain? Hate? All of those emotions, scared me. I didn't want to know. I didn't.

"Eyes. Do you love someone else? Have you forgotten... everything we once had? Have you forgotten... about me?" He sounded so sad, so heartbroken. I wanted him to hate me. I didn't want his love. I wanted him... to forget... "Yes. I have forgotten and moved on." I looked at him, knowing how my words were tearing through him, but I forced myself to continue, "I've found someone else, someone who won't hurt me like you have." I wanted him to hate me. "And who is this mysterious new lover?" Kanone asked, eyes flickering with pain, "Who is he, that is so important to you that you have forgotten me?" I watched him, knowing that if I answered, it would break him. "... Ayumu." I whispered, watching him flinch.

I turned away from him and looked out the window, noting how everything seemed so small and bland from up here. I heard Kanone moving around, but assumed he was leaving. How many times had I sat up here, watching everything below with no one by my side? How many years had I been alone? "Too many..." I whispered, watching the streets below. I didn't want to be alone anymore. I wanted...

I felt Kanone grab my shoulder and tried to stop him from turning me around, but he spun me around harshly, pressing his mouth to my own. I pushed him away, and backed up, feeling the glass behind me. "Don't." I whispered, watching as he walked towards me. "I will not lose to little Narumi." he hissed, walking with measured steps, knowing I had almost nowhere to go. I looked around for anything to use as a weapon, then remembered the gun in my piano. If I could just get over there...

I ran as soon as Kanone pounced, barely getting away from him. I reached the piano, just as he grabbed my hair and yanked me back wards. I screamed in pain as he threw me into a wall, feeling my legs buckle underneath me. I looked up to see Kanone walking towards me, his face strangely calm as he dropped to his knees and pulled me into a harsh kiss.

WARNING: YAOI! IF YOU'RE NOT A FAN, DON'T READ!

I made the mistake of gasping and felt his tongue slide into my mouth. Suppressed tears burned at the sides of my eyes, but I couldn't let him see that he was getting to me. I tried shoving him away with my hands, but he wouldn't budge. He broke the kiss and stared at me with his golden eyes. I could feel the love I once had for him screaming in the back of my head to let him take me without a struggle, but my more rational part screamed in my head that that was betrayal to Ayumu.

I felt my hands drop to my sides, blinked, and looked at the traitorous things. I could see Kanone smirking out of the corner of my eye and felt rage building up inside. Before he or I knew what had happened, there was a big, red slap mark on his cheek. I watched Kanone lift a hand to his cheek, then pull it back, and look at me in horror. I had never slapped him before, never even dreamed of it. "I'm am not your plaything, Kanone." I hissed at him, groping the wall to try and get up.

Fury blazed in his eyes, and I felt him drag me back down, not into a sitting position, but into a lying position. "Stop it! Kanone!" I screamed at him, knowing very well that he wouldn't. He had become deaf to my pleas and wouldn't be able to hear me until this was all over, but nobody can't say I wasn't trying. His hands went immediately to my pants, taking them off in one fluid motion. I gasped and tried to cross my legs, so he wouldn't take my boxers also, but the attempt was in vain. He forced my legs open and pulled the boxers down also, making me gasp yet again as cold air hit me real hard.

Kanone stared down at me for a second, licking his lips. "We haven't done this in a while." he cackled evilly, grabbing both of my legs and forcing them farther apart. "Stop it!" I screamed at him, trying to close my legs. I didn't want this, I didn't want this! "Please!" I yelped at him as his hand slid in between my legs. He stopped, his hand flying to my hair. He tugged on my hair, forcing me to come into him. "You will not like this. You will not enjoy this." He hissed in my ear, inserting a finger in between my legs. I flinched, feeling him digging at my insides. No, I wouldn't enjoy this... not like this. I closed my eyes and bit my lip, willing it to be over quickly.

He inserted another finger into my orifice, drawing a stream of blood. I choked back the sob that had forced its way into my throat. I would not cry, not for him, never for him. I didn't beg him anymore. I knew that he wouldn't listen, so intent on his hurting me that he couldn't hear my screams anymore. He started stretching me, enjoying the way I writhed beneath him. It hurt, his fingers inside me and the blood pouring from my body. I could see the blood on the floor, its width widening with each digit placed inside me. I felt like I was going to pass out from blood loss.

That's when Kanone took those fingers out of me, only to replace them with his throbbing cock. I screamed, feeling my blood gushing out of me now. I could've ignored the pain, if I hadn't had to look at Kanone's face. His eyes never left my own as he continued to thrust into me, making me look at him as he did so. Tears welled up in my eyes and I wasn't so sure that I could fight them this time. The pain was too much, almost like having a knife twisted in your stomach. Was this how it felt to be betrayed even further by someone you had once loved? By violation of your body and mind, all at the same time?

"Eyes." I flinched, hearing how loving his voice sounded as he whispered in my ear, "This is my message to Ayumu. Tell him that I have claimed you, body and soul, and I will never let him have you, even if I have to kill him just to prove it. You are mine and you will never, never, be his." He thrust harder into me, his breath coming in hot pants upon my chest. I gasped, feeling his hands tighten on my waist. It hurt so bad... and yet felt so damn good...

He finally came, releasing himself into me. I shuddered once more before letting myself fall to the floor. I felt Kanone exit my body, but paid him no mind. I just wanted to sleep... just wanted to let the dreams come... even if the dream itself was of utter darkness... I just wanted to... sleep...

When all the lights go out,

Where do you hide?

The dreamless sleep

Of those who wish to die.

To be continued...
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