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I Don\'t Want To Be Lonely Anymore	By : CaptainParisStarr Category: Pokemon > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3512 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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“Cilan, are you sure about this? What if Ash can hear us? The walls are pretty thin...” Iris whispered as Cilan finished undressing and crawled into bed with her.
“Yes, I'm sure. Ash didn't volunteer to take the couch just for us to spend all night talking.”
“Y-you mean that Ash actually expects us to...” Iris broke off, blushing.
“Y-yeah, he does.” Cilan cocked his head as he crawled on top of Iris. “He may be dense, but he's still male and that means he does think about these things. Now, enough about Ash...” Cilan leaned down and kissed Iris quickly before moving over to her neck.
“Cilan! Stop...” Cilan jerked back as Iris nervously glanced over at the door.
“Iris! What is with you tonight! We are alone; Ash knows not to come in here again tonight. You haven't wanted to do anything while camping; and while I respect that... Arceus, what's wrong with having sex tonight?” Cilan unconsciously grabbed Iris's wrists as he spoke; not until she tensed beneath him, wide eyed, that he released her. Surprised by his own actions, he scooted away from her.
“C-Cilan? What was that?” Iris swallowed hard, gazing at her lover with wide, almost fearful eyes.
“Iris! I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me. Are you okay?” When Iris nodded he sighed.
Slowly he moved closer once more, then, when she didn't move back, he gently pulled her into his arms. Rubbing her back, he kissed her gently, resisting the urge to push things further.
“Cilan... I'm just not ready...” She blurted against his shoulder. “I-I've wanted to tell you that for a while now, but...” She swallowed hard once more.
“Not ready?” Cilan tensed in surprise. “But we've already... Iris! Please tell me that you wanted to...?” Fear coursed through Cilan; he'd been so sure that she had consented a month ago when they were alone together in the Pokemon Center on Twist Mountain, but now... Now he didn't know anymore.
“I... Yes I wanted to but... everything happened so fast... and it was my fault so...”
“It wasn't your fault! Iris, don't think like that.” Cilan finally relaxed, understanding at last what she was saying. “Yes, you did jump me, wanting to do more than kiss but...” Cilan shook his head. “I should have asked before I... entered you...” He blushed. “But I didn't, I just assumed... Why didn't you say anything before now?” He asked, his voice small as he questioned his entire relationship with Iris.
“Because I wasn't sure how to without sounding like I wanted to break up with you! I don't; nor do I regret having sex with you! It happened too fast for me, but I don't regret that you were my first...” Iris broke off, her shoulders shaking as she fought not to cry.
“Iris, I'm sorry...” Cilan lay down, pulling Iris on top of him. “Let it out, its okay. I forget that your younger than I am, younger than Ash even, and... I'm sorry.” Laying a tender kiss on the top of her head, he held her tightly until she stopped shaking, though she never shed a single tear, for which he was grateful. “What are you ready for?” He asked softly as she composed herself once more.
“W-what do you mean?” Iris blinked up at him wearily.
“I know that you're not ready to have sex again just yet; and I won't pressure you. But that doesn't mean...” He broke off, wondering what he was asking exactly.
“Oh. I uh...” She thought for a moment then shyly smiled up at him. “I'm okay with touching your cock, and uh...” She broke off, blushing hard.
“And?” Cilan edged closer to her.
“And you can kiss me anywhere you want to.” She finished, unable to meet his eyes; Cilan had to cup her chin to force her to meet his gaze before he was certain that she was only shy; her eyes held no fear or hesitation, only nervous shyness. That was okay; she was still young enough that it was natural that she'd be nervous.
“Anywhere?” Cilan asked, just to be sure that she was saying what he thought she was.
She nodded, then hesitated. “Well, almost anywhere...”
“Oh?” Cilan barely had any time to be disappointed before she continued; “Yeah; what's between by butt-cheeks is off limits!”
Cilan couldn't help but laugh. “So then whats between your legs in the front is fair game?” She nodded and he sucked in a breath as his cock twitched hard and Iris's gaze dropped to it. Blushing, Cilan realized that he had forgotten that he was naked, and coughed to cover it up.
Then a hand smaller than his own wrapped clumsily around his length, and his breath caught in his throat. “Iris...” Dropping his hand so that it covered hers, he saw confusion flicker across her face. “Like this...” When she realized that he wanted to guide her movements rather than push her hand away, she relaxed and soon had the hang of it. Letting his hand dropped, Cilan lay back and allowed Iris to touch him as she wished to.
Suddenly he was released as Iris climbed on top of him, and he was surprised to find that she had removed her remaining clothing as well as his hands traced over her back and sides. “Iris... Arceus, I know that I promised that I'd wait, but... but you're not making that an easy promise to keep right now...” Cilan sucked in a breath as Iris bit his nipple; though he was straight, he found that he was sensitive there.
“Iris... roll over.” Kissing her again gently, Cilan rolled them both over until he was on top, then he broke the kiss. Blushing softly, he began kissing his way down her body. Pausing his journey, he sucked first one, then the other of her nipples into his mouth, causing her back to arch and her breath to stutter in what he hoped was pleasure. “Does that feel good?” He asked shyly, hoping his own lack of experience wasn't as apparent as it felt. When Iris nodded, Cilan smiled softly and began kissing his way south once more.
By the time he got to her belly button, Iris had relaxed enough that he was lying between her legs rather than on top of them; and he was glad that she was trusting him.
Then his mouth was also between her legs, and he let out a nervous breath before gently kissing her clit; when she drew in a sharp breath, he flicked the tip of his tongue over the sensitive nub. This time her pleasure was audible and he closed his mouth over the tender flesh, sucking gently.
Her hands feathered through his hair; tugging gently at first, then harder and harder as the pleasure grew within her.
When he saw her toes curl out of the corner of his eye, he knew she was close, and increased his pressure ever so slightly, lapping his tongue harder over her clit, once, twice...
The third time was the charm, as Iris's entire body first tense, then shook as she rode out wave after wave of orgasmic bliss, screaming as she did so. Moving fast, Cilan clamped his hand over her mouth, until she quieted, lying limply under him, panting.
“C-Cilan, that... that was...” She broke off, shaking her head.
“I'm glad you liked it.” Cilan laughed breathlessly, relieved when no one came to see why Iris had screamed, though his face still colored at the thought of Ash having heard the scream from the couch.
“Cilan... You haven't... have you?” Iris gestured towards his erection. “Do you want me to... to...” She broke off, blushing, and it was clear to Cilan that she was not ready to take him into her mouth.
“No, You don't have to do anything but lie there.” Cilan soothed her, before placing one hand on her breast, the other dropping down between his own legs. Massaging her breast gently, he stroked himself firmly; he was already more aroused by actually getting to eat her out than he'd thought he'd be, and knew that it wouldn't take much to make him pop. Sure enough, about a minute later, he felt the familiar tightening in his balls that heralded his release; and a second later the first stream of milky cum splattered across Iris's dark skin, followed by three more.
Then Cilan blushed; he had not been intending to actually cum on her, but now that he had he found that he liked the site of her painted with his cum; her dark skin showcased the ejaculate well.
Turning away, he reached for the box of tissues on the end table, only to turn back as he heard Iris start to cough.
“Iris! Are you okay?” He grabbed her chin gently, lifting her head only to find that she was laughing. “Iris?”
“I'm okay, it's just... saltier than I was expecting. Actually, I'm not sure what I was expecting; but not... well, you know...” She blushed, the red spreading rapidly across her cheeks.
“Oh...” Cilan also blushed as he realized what she was talking about. “Did you... uh, like the taste?” He asked shyly, hoping for a yes because if she didn't then he knew that she would never go down on him.
“I-I think so? It's just so different than anything else I've ever tasted that... I don't really know.” She shrugged thoughtfully. “I guess I'll... just have to get used to the taste, won't I?” Meeting his eye for a moment, she blushed harder and he knew that she had guessed what he was thinking.
“We can tackle that when you are ready. There's no rush, really...” Cilan blushed harder, wondering why he was finding it so embarrassing to discuss sex with Iris.
Maybe it was because they had barely done anything. The first time they'd been alone together, Iris had sprung into his arms with a passionate kiss, then they had torn off each others clothes and gone straight into making love; tonight had been the first time he'd ever gone down on a girl, and had never had anyone go down on him. Though he hadn't told her this, he had lost his virginity to Iris that night as he'd taken hers.
Though his brothers had both started screwing around with girls about a year before he'd left the gym, Cilan had decided to wait for someone special; something that Cress had understood, but Chili had teased him about mercilessly. And Iris was special; when he was with her he felt a peace he had never known before and often wondered if he was falling in love with her.
He just hoped that if he was that she felt the same way, because he wanted her in his life for a long time, and could only hope that she felt the same. That she wanted him to share the rest of her life.
Suddenly he was jolted out of his thoughts by a low rumbling sound, and he laughed. “Sounds like someone's hungry.” Grabbing his pants he quickly pulled them on after cleaning both of them up, then he slipped off of the bed. “I'll go grab us a snack.”
He opened the door quietly and slipped out, padding softly so as not to wake Ash, but when he went to pass the couch his jaw dropped. There were only two forms curled up asleep on the couch; Pikachu's and Axew's. No Ash, and no sign that Ash had even been sleeping there.
His hands curled unconsciously into fists as he gazed up the stairs at the door to the master bedroom; but he forced himself to relax. There would be time to confront Ash about this in the morning; no point waking them up now. If they were even asleep; Cilan's face heated up once more as he realized that unlike him, Ash probably was getting to fuck Mason; or getting fucked by Mason. He didn't know which way it was, and didn't care to find out. Turning his back, he headed into the kitchen instead and retrieved a couple Pecha berries from the bowl he had filled earlier.
When he returned to the room he found Iris curled up in the center of the bed, her eyes closed; but she opened them right away as he sat beside her and he knew that she had not been asleep.
“What took you so long?” She yawned and accepted one of the berries which she immediately began munching on.
“Ash wasn't sleeping on the couch; actually I didn't see any sign of him at all.” Cilan confessed thoughtfully.
“You don't think he...” She pointed upwards and Cilan nodded. “Willingly?” She added, worried.
“I hope so. But, we should trust him. If he's ready for...” Suddenly Cilan broke off, his face paling.
“What is it?”
“Do you remember Mason saying earlier that he wished for compensation for us spending the night?” When Iris nodded he continued. “He whispered something to Ash after that; and it was after that that Ash began acting weird. I bet...” He broke off and swallowed hard. “I bet that Mason was propositioning Ash... telling him that he wanted Ash to pay with his body!”
“I... Oh Arceus, no! Ash...” Iris made as though to get up, but Cilan stopped her.
“We have to trust him, Iris! If he was in trouble, we'd have heard him by now. And... he was checking Mason out earlier, so there's a good chance that he went to Mason's bed willingly. Anyway, we can ask him in the morning. If we wake Mason up, odds are he'll just kick us out...” Cilan trailed off, sighing.
“You're right, but...” Iris rested her head against his shoulder.
“We have to trust Ash.” Cilan repeated, lifting her head until he could see her beautiful brown eyes.
“Yes...” Though she was not convinced, Iris let the subject drop with a yawn as she lay back down. After removing his pants once more, Cilan slid into bed behind her, spooning Iris; but it was a long time before either of them drifted off to sleep.
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