Fruits Basket. Finding their own family. | By : FanFicYokai Category: Fruits Basket > Threesomes/Moresomes Views: 952 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The theme park was a small local kind, more aimed at younger children than teenagers, it was the only one in the area and hosted a small selection of decent rides with lots of smaller kid friendly ones. As neither of them had been to any rides they both loved it despite its target audience. Yuki especially loved the log flume as Tohru had had to sit nestled in between his legs, he'd panicked at first worried they'd get too close and he'd transform but she'd leaned forwards to prevent that from happening and he'd had a glorious view of her bum pressed up against him. It had taken every inch of will power and mental distraction to avoid getting an erection, which he was weirdly proud he had managed not to do.
Now they were wandering in the arcade areas, playing the occasional game and chatting. They came across a claw machine with some adorable kitten plushies. Tohru's eyes danced and she nearly squealed when she saw a gorgeous orange one that looked like a baby version of Kyo. Yuki's heart went into his throat, even here he couldn't escape her love for the cat. He swallowed it down, turn it round, he thought, make it your moment. He flashed Tohru a warm smile. "You like these?" He asked.
"Oh they're just so cute! And don't you think that one looks like Kyo?! Can you imagine his expression if we bought one home?" Tohru seemed genuinely expecting Kyo to be happy about that, although Yuki suspected he might not be, especially if Yuki caught it for her, he thought with a slightly evil internal grin.
"I'll try and catch it for you." He smiled at her and concentrated on the game, he mastered it after a couple of goes, his martial arts reflexes making it easy once he figured out the timings and felt sure he could get the toy.
While he was trying Tohru watched and zoned out a little, she couldn't help but go back to the moment she'd had with Kyo a few days ago. Kyo had told her what he'd done, or not done, when her mother died. It had shocked her but she hadn't blamed him at all and she knew her mother wouldn't either. She wondered if she shouldn't feel more conflicted about that part of it but she knew her mind and she would never put that blame on him. The part that left her in conflict was why he'd told her. At the time he'd said "I need you to know everything about me, even the worst of what I am, and decide how you feel about me knowing everything, because there's something else I'll need to tell you, to ask you, when you've thought about it."
He'd refused to say anymore saying that she needed to think about what he was, who he was, before he spoke to her again. She thought she knew what he was going to say, but she couldn't let herself really believe it. She longed for it to be that Kyo loved her the way she loved him, she wanted it to be that so badly but she couldn't see why he would feel that way about her. I'm sure that's not it, she scolded herself, and, she looked up at Yuki, looking comically competitive and serious over the kitten toy claw machine, it's more complicated than that, because I feel the same way for Yuki. Although she really, really didn't think for a second that Yuki felt that way about her.
She watched him for a little longer, savoring the way his light grey eyes grew a little violet as he wrestled the machine and marveled at his milky skin, so creamy and pure. An image of her kissing his neck bounced into her mind and she blushed despite it being a private thought. She sighed an internal sigh. Well I suppose it's for the best that he doesn't seem to like me that way, if Kyo really does, I could never choose between them.
Just then Yuki finally caught his prize and turned to her beaming triumphantly, he caught her blush and hesitated. She's blushing at me? He thought. He brushed it off and held out the soft bundle. "A token of our day together" he said.
"Oh Yuki" she breathed, using his real name without thinking, the thoughts and the toy had caught her off guard together. "Thank you so much!"
He blushed straight away and almost popped into rat form hearing her use his name. "I, I'm glad it makes you happy" he stammered out, then took a breathe and reminded himself of his objective that day. "Being here, spending time with you, it's more than I ever thought I'd be able to have, you make my life so much warmer and real, nothing I could give you would ever be enough to say thank you for that."
Tohru blushed again and those unbelievable hopes danced in her mind, no no no, she thought, that's not what he means, he's just being kind.
The two finished browsing the arcade, both a little lost in their thoughts now. On the train journey home Tohru was quiet and feigned being tired, not untrue in itself, as the cause.
Tohru and Yuki were both still quiet as they headed up to the house, as they approached they could see that no one was in, or they were all asleep, as the lights were off and everything was shut and locked up. Yuki kept thinking on Kyo's growing affection around Tohru and felt a bit panicky now that his day with Tohru was at an end, he desperately wanted to tell her how he felt, he kept holding back because he still didn't think she had the same feelings for him as she seemed to for Kyo. So what if she doesn't, he thought, you need to know how she feels, you made a promise to be bold today and try your best, you HAVE to ask now, you won't know if you don't and then you might lost her to the cat.
He turned as they reached the garden. "Miss Honda", he began, "I would like to ask you something, you don't need to answer me straight away, and, I won't think any less of you no matter how you answer me. I, I never knew acceptance and love until I met you, you've taught me what those are, what they really mean, and I've learned to begin accepting and loving myself because of you, I have a long way to go still, there are parts of myself I'm terrified of accepting, and parts I could never love", his fists clenched, "but I need to tell you that, that I've, I'm, I love you, I'd like us to..." He thought about how to word it without jumping straight into, "be together forever!", "I'd like us to be together, as a couple, I'd like to be with you."
He blushed furiously and hid his eyes, everything went quiet and all he could hear was the quiet night sounds and his own heart besting in his ears. He looked up to check she was actually still there, she was rooted to the spot, not moving and barely breathing. He stepped in close to her trying not to panic and gently held his hand to her face. "Miss Honda?"
She was still rooted, panicking in her mind, she didn't know what to do, she'd been so sure that Yuki didn't feel this way that she'd never considered what she would do if he did, and Kyo, she wanted to say yes to Yuki and tell him how she felt but her feelings for Kyo stopped her. I can't choose, she thought, I can't choose, what do I do?!
Tears began rolling down her face and Yuki gently wiped them away. He sensed her conflicted thoughts, although he wasn't sure why, and tried to think of a way to help her.
"If you don't love me, like that, it's ok, I don't expect you to, but I wanted to be honest with you, I wanted to know if I had any chance, if I don't I'm still happy to be your friend."
She shook her head vigorously, "no Yuki it's not that, it's not that at all."
His head exploded, that means, does that mean she does feel that way.
She carried on "it's more complicated than that, I do love you, I love you so much, but Kyo......" she trailed off.
"Are you worried about hurting him?" Asked Yuki. It took all his energy not to crush her in a kiss when he'd heard those words "I love you", she loved him! He wanted to kiss her, to cry, to hold her, to carry her upstairs to his bed, god's help him. But it seemed like loving him was making her sad as well and he loved her too much to ignore that part of it.
And then, as if Tohru saying his name had summoned him, Kyo appeared. Yuki wasn't aware of him arriving, just that he was stood there staring at the pair, Yuki's hand still on Tohru's cheek, both standing barely apart from each other, Tohru in tears. Yuki wondered how much he'd heard and suddenly felt a rush of conflicted emotions, he didn't want to hurt Kyo really, he didn't want to see the painful cat like eyes, that were right now boring into his skin, he wanted both to grab Tohru and keep her for himself and equally push her into Kyo's arms just to see that pain and sadness leave his devastatingly tortured expression.
Kyo spoke in a rasp, "Tohru, do you, do you and Yuki." His voice broke and tears welled in his eyes. He couldn't form the words and, as he always did, he turned to run.
"No!" Cried Tohru, "Kyo please! Please wait."
He hesitated just a second, his face turned away and one foot turned to go, "do you love him?" He managed to ask, "do you love, Yuki? I, I'd dared to hope, it was stupid, it's my own fault, I thought you might love me. But you don't, of course you don't."
His legs twitched and he went to bolt.
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