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Life is Worth Nothing	By : darkAngel36 Category: +. to F > Card Captor Sakura Views: 2415 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Title: Life
is Worth Nothing
Countdown: Eighteenth of October, one day until
trial
Rating: R

Warnings: Yaoi and Yuri (male/male love, female/female
love) Suicidal thoughts. WARNING there
is a lemon scene in this chap okay, so I’m just warning those who don’t
like that stuff.
Pairings:
Eriol/Syaoran, Sakura/Tomoyo, maybe more in the future chapters.
Disclaimer:
None of these characters belong to me, except for those I made up.
Chapter Twenty-one

Watching as people walked into the large building Eriol stood across the
road, Syaoran standing close beside him.

Shaking his head he turned his gaze away from the court
house and instead looked to Syaoran, “I’ll be in there
tomorrow” Eriol spoke more to himself then to Syaoran, the boy nodded
watching with concern at his lover.

“You’ll be okay Eriol, I’ll be with
you” Eriol nodded still seeing no lift from his feelings, in his mind
thoughts were rushing, what if his father won? What would happen to him and
Syaoran?

Shaking his head he tried to banish the thoughts as he
started to walk down the footpath, Syaoran with him.

“Eriol, I’m worried about you, you don’t
seem to talk much anymore, you’re always thinking and you seem depressed
again….you…your not…cutting yourself again?…are
you?” Syaoran now looked to the boy with fear as his eyes scanned the
showing skin for any signs of wounds.

Eriol shook his head and forced a smile on his face as he
looked to Syaoran, “No I’m not cutting myself, don’t
worry…I’m just thinking about the trial…” Syaoran
nodded as he looked back to the court building.

“Markus said you’ll be fine, he said you have a
good case that you can most likely win, so don’t worry” Eriol
nodded as he also looked at the court house. “I just can’t help
feeling that something is going to go wrong…and…and I won’t
win…” Syaoran walked in front of the boy and rested his hand on
Eriol’s shoulder.

“Eriol listen to me, you won’t loose because
your father has nothing to put against you” Eriol turned away from the
boy’s scanning brown eyes and looked to the small park just near them.

Syaoran grew even more worried by this action,
“Eriol…he doesn’t have anything against you…does he? Is
there something you haven’t told us…? Eriol?” hesitantly he
looked back to Syaoran.

“I…I don’t know…he might, my fathers
smart Syaoran, he wouldn’t go for this unless he
knew he was going to win…” this made Syaoran grow more worried as
he thought it over.

“Please…can we just forget about it
now…Syaoran can I please be alone for a while…I just need to
think” Eriol asked as he looked to the taller teen, Syaoran nodded
“as long as your okay…but please come back home before dark”
Eriol nodded as he placed a quick kiss on the boys lips before he turned and
began walking into the park, leaving the tall brown-haired boy behind.

Walking through the trees and into a small clearing where benches
were, he sat on the table bringing his feet onto the long seat.

There he sat for almost an hour in silence as he tried to
clear his own thoughts.

“Hi Eriol, what’s up?” looking up Eriol
saw two smiling girls walking towards him, Sakura and Tomoyo.

Sitting next to him they both smiled “where’s
Syaoran?” Sakura asked as she scanned the surroundings, Eriol shrugged,
“I think he went home, I don’t know” Tomoyo now looked to him
with shock.

“You guy’s didn’t….didn’t
brake up did you?” she asked in panic as she looked around for any signs
of the Chinese boy.

Eriol shook his head as he looked to the girl’s,
“I just wanted to be alone for a while…” Tomoyo sighed in
relief as she nodded, “That’s good, because you two look happy
together” Eriol nodded as he looked in front of him.

“Hi” looking up the three friends saw a boy
standing in front of them, he smiled his auburn coloured hair blowing lightly
across his face from the breeze, it was long enough to touch his shoulders, his
eyes a deep green as he smiled to the girls, he was tall and most likely at the
age of eighteen-nineteen with a good build. He wore a loose blue top and a pair
of deep blue cargo pants.

He smiled to the girls as he nodded, Eriol watched the boy
with curiosity unable to stop his eyes from wondering over the body, when
looking back to the boy’s eyes he saw that he was watching him, most
likely he had seen Eriol check him out “My names Philip” he spoke
with a sly smile as he watched Eriol.

“It’s nice to meet you Philip” Sakura said
with a smile, he continued to watch Eriol.

Eriol looked at the boy that now identified himself as
Philip, “You don’t remember me do you Eriol?” slowly the
young teen shook his head as he watched the taller boy with curiosity.

“Sorry I don’t” Philip smiled as he shrugged,
“that’s okay I guess, I couldn’t blame ye for not remembering
me” with a smile he shook his head.

“We knew each other for a very long time Eriol, I was
once your best friend before your twelfth birthday” Eriol’s eyes
slowly widened as he looked to the boy, now realising who he was.

“Philip? But…what are you doing here?” a
solum look came over his face but a soon as it appeared it vanished,
“I’m just visiting, I didn’t expect to see you though,
you’ve changed a lot” Eriol nodded still looking at the boy in
front of him.

Sakura and Tomoyo looked to each other before jumping off
the bench, “We’ll leave you two alone to catch up on things
okay” without saying another word the girls walked off leaving Philip and
Eriol to their talking.

Philip watched as the girls left, sighing he turned his
attention back to Eriol who watched him with uneasiness. Sitting on the bench
beside him he gave the dark-haired teen a small smile, “You seem to have
made some good friends.”

Eriol nodded as he looked around the park feeling
uncomfortable that the boy sat near him.

“Eriol, I don’t want you to hate me…what
happened back then was stupid and we both know it, me more so, I
shouldn’t have done it…any of it, and for that I’m
sorry”

Eriol now looked at the boy in shock, he just apologised to
me...but…I don’t understand.

“Philip…I” raising his hand the boy
silenced Eriol, “don’t say anything Eriol, I don’t expect you
to forgive me, I only hope you know that I’m sorry for everything”

~~~

Syaoran walked slowly done the footpath his eyes watching
his feet as they moved below him, “Syaoran, Syaoran wait up”
looking up and turning around and saw Sakura and Tomoyo waving to him,
stopping, he waited for them to catch up.

“Hey Syaoran what are you doing?” Sakura asked
as she smiled and hugged him, pulling back he smiled softly.

“I was just walking” Sakura nodded, “Are
you and Eriol having a fight or something, we just left talking to him when his
friend came” Syaoran looked to the two girls confused.

“Friend? Who?” he asked
feeling slight worry as he for the girls to remember his name, finally Tomoyo
spoke up, “Philip, he seemed really nice, he said he was Eriol’s
old friend so we decided to leave them two alone to talk.”

Syaoran was now over worried as he looked to the girls, the
name Philip well known to him, “Whereabouts’ were they? Were they
in the park?” he asked the girls a little too panicked then he meant to.

“Umm he was just in the clearing near the
swings” Sakura said as she studied the boy. Syaoran thanked them both and
took of in a run towards the park.

Running through the park he soon saw the swings come into
view, scanning the area he saw two figures sitting on a bench. Walking over to
them he noticed Eriol and then saw the other boy, Philip.

Walking up to the boys he frowned as he stopped in front themthem, “Eriol” he spoke though he didn’t take hie eyes of
Philip.

Eriol looked to Syaoran with shock on him being there,
“Syaoran what are you doing here?” he asked as he looked back to
Philip who was now smiling.

“Hello” Philip said as he jumped off the table
and extended his hand to Syaoran, “My name’s Philip” he
introduced himself with a smile, Syaoran glared at the boy, then looked to
Eriol, ignoring the extended hand.

“Eriol, we have to go home” he spoke before
returning his gaze to Philip who continued to smile with amusement.

Eriol looked from one boy to the other with worry,
“Syaoran…Philip was just talking” he assured the boy as he
walked over to him holding his hand in case he tried to jump and attack Philip.

Philip who didn’t miss this action smiled more,
“So you and Eriol are an item ha?” he asked as he looked to Eriol
who was warning him with silent looks to stop, winking to the boy he turned his
attention back to Syaoran.

“Yes, do you have a problem with it?”

Philip shook his head still smiling, “No, but
I’m glade his found someone like you” with that he turned and left
the two boys.

Syaoran turned to Eriol sighing “did he do
anything?” Eriol shook his head as he wrapped his arms around the taller
boy’s waist.

“Syaoran he didn’t do anything, in fact he
apologised to me, and then we just talked” Syaoran looked down at him
confused.

“Apologise?” Eriol nodded as he smiled
“Yes, he seems to have changed a lot since I last met him, lets go home
now…I’ve got that trial tomorrow…” shivering he let go
of Syaoran and began to walk home.

~~~

Syaoran moaned as he heard the loud alarm clock go off,
rolling over he draped his arm across Eriol’s waist. The alarm continued
to chime not allowing the boy’s to fall back asleep.

Eriol slowly opened his eyes and slowly as the day came into
vision he felt a sickness in the pit of his stomach as he remembered about the
trial that was being held today, he watched as Syaoran opened his eyes as his
hand moved blindly behind him across the bedside table until it found the alarm
where he turned it off.

“Syaoran the trials today” Eriol spoke as he
tried to swallow the lump in his throat.

Leaning forward Syaoran placed a light kiss on Eriol’s
lips assuring him it would be okay as he tightened his grip around the
boy’s waist and pulled him closer to his body.

“Your going to be fine Eriol” again he kissed
the boy on the lips this time gaining a small moan from the smaller teen,
Syaoran now moved so that he was lying more on top of Eriol.

“I guess this is your way of taking my mind of
things” Eriol asked with a small smile, his sickness vanishing as he
forced the thought of the trial away and focused more on his lover. Syaoran
smiled and nodded, “It has its multiple effects” Eriol nodded as
this time he leaned up and met the other boy’s lips in a passionate kiss.
Syaoran brought his hand behind the younger teens head his body now completely
atop of Eriol’s.

Syaoran’s hands roamed over the finely shaped body as
he trailed his kisses down and over the pale chest, Eriol moaned as he buried
his hand deep into the dark brown hair, his eyes closed as he fought to keep
his voice low not wishing to let Syaoran’s family know what was
happening.

Syaoran continued his assault as he moved back to
Eriol’s face; he once again covered Eriol’s parted lips with his
own.

Hands moved around the bare chests until they reached the
waistbands of their pyjama silk pants. Eriol moaned as he felt a hand slip
under the elastic band, “Syaoran...” he spoke through gasps as he
arched his back, Syaoran smiled with satisfaction as he began to place soft
kisses over the boys pale neck. “Syaoran…we…shh…should be getting ready” Eriol moaned as
once again pleasure struck through his body while Syaoran planted kisses and
his hands roamed.

Syaoran ignored the comment and continued his touches his
enjoyment growing, his own hardness expanding as he rolled his hips over the
smaller teens. His hands slid down across the slim waist until reaching the
waist band where he hooked his thumbs under it; slowly he pulled the pants down
at the same time he trailed kisses over Eriol’s chest.

Letting out a gasp Eriol shivered under the touch, the cool morning
air in the room brushing against his now naked body, Syaoran smiled as he began
to massage his lover’s thighs delicately, making sure not to touch
anything more. Eriol arched as he felt light kisses placed in a careful pattern
around his sensitive organ.

His mind emptying as he was being drowned in the sensations
he was being fed by his older lover, his eyes closed as small moans escaped,
his body now clammy from a layer of sweat, still the older teens touches
didn’t loosen.

Smiling to himself at hearing the pleasure he was giving,
Syaoran now brought his lips to the tip of the throbbing member, with great
patients on his part he kissed the tip hearing a loud gasp escape from the
young boy, smiling again he began to kiss the length, his hands still massaging
the thighs as he worked. Soon Syaoran took the shaft into his mouth where he
was once again rewarded by a surprised gasp before soon the hips lifted as best
they could to gain more sensations from the new feelings that over whelmed him.

Eriol pushed his head further into the pillow, his eyes
closed as he tried to catch the waves of sensations but he could never, as soon
as they came they were replaced by a new and even better wave.

Syaoran continued finding it more rewarding as he heard the
gasps of his name escape the boy’s lips, within moments Eriol found he
could take no more and soon spilled his seeds into his lover’s mouth.

Coming to Syaoran as a shock he managed to swallow. Lifting
himself up, Syaoran moved on top of the smaller teen who was now desperately
taking in air, his eyes misted.

Kissing the parted lips tenderly Syaoran smiled at the boy
as he wiped away the blue hair that stuck to Eriol’s forehead before
placing a soft kiss in the same place. “I love you” he spoke softly
not wishing to brake the moment, Eriol smiled as he placed his hand softly on
the older teens tanned cheek, “I love you two.”

“Did my, ‘taking your mind of things,’
work?” Syaoran asked as he smiled down at the boy, slowly slipping to his
side still keeping his arms wrapped around Eriol’s waist. Eriol laughed
as he nuzzled his face into the crook of Syaoran’s neck. “Yeah, I
think you’ve got a talent there Syaoran.”

Patting his head Syaoran laughed lightly, placing another
soft kiss on Eriol’s head, “well I’m hoping on improving my
‘talent’ and I need a volunteer to help me, know of anyone”
Syaoran asked gingerly as he now moved to nibbling Eriol’s neck with
care, the smaller teen laughed again and hugged tighter to the older teen,
“you can use me” Syaoran nodded still not taking himself away from
the delicate neck that was now turning a light shade of pink, “Your
hired.”

TBC…
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