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It Matters

By: DeathNoteFangirl
folder Death Note › Yaoi-Male/Male › Mello/Matt
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 24
Views: 10,230
Reviews: 17
Recommended: 0
Currently Reading: 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Author's Note

This is the first time that I've written any fan fiction (and the first time that I've written sex scenes), so I hope it was alright. In many ways, it doesn't matter, because the writing of it has been enough in and of itself. Cathartic and invigorating all at the same time.



I have plans for more stories, but this one was largely a place to test out the genre. I wanted to see if I COULD write about the divine Matt and Mello. At first, I thought I had Matt, but struggled with Mello. It was so difficult not to carricature him as this violent, chocolate eating, leather-clad genius (which, of course, he is) with no other substance.



I'm personally a chain-smoker with an addiction to Runescape, whose friends despair of contacting when I'm absorbed. I've had my fair share of things thrown at me just to make me pay attention; I've worn out many people's patience, with random precision, simply because I got distracted for too long elsewhere. I could see where Matt was coming from. The tricky bit came with writing a Matt who wasn't behaving as he should be, but playing it straight was way too easy. :p



Mid-way through, I returned to the original Anime and Manga, concentrating on Mello and making mental notes. He was a different person to the man hitherto in my head. I noted, with surprise, something that I hadn't before. It was he who actually elected Near as L's successor, in his small speech before leaving Wammy's House.



The next day, I found myself performing, unquestioning, yet another task, which my Saggitarian friend had barked from the corner. I'm the teflon one and she's the firebrand. Suddenly, I realized what I was living here and started watching her. Between that and the Mello notes, I think I'd 'got' him a little better by the end of the story.



So that's it, but for some proofreading from chapter 9 onwards, I'm finished here. I've watched with a little smile the number of hits that this story has received (133 at the time of writing on June 9th 2008). I figured that the lack of reviews means that I'm probably not messing up too badly, as no-one's virtually pwning me for misrepresenting Mello or Matt nor bludgeoning to death the genre.



Nice one.





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Please also see Nicknames by Krista Kat over at Fanfiction (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4327146/1/Nicknames). This bounces off 'It Matters' to create a truly charming story in and of itself. :D
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