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The Sugar Cube Fort	By : sashocirrione Category: Death Note > Het-Male/Female Views: 2334 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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CHAPTER 20: VACATION I
The next morning, when Sayu and Sachiko went to put away L's futon and blankets, they both stopped in amazement as they felt the coldness still lingering in places.
Sachiko said, "Ryuzaki, were you comfortable last night? Was there a draft?"
Sayu said, "Light, come here and feel this! It feels like ice cubes must have been in here!"
L said, "I was perfectly warm. I didn't feel any draft."
Light looked for a moment as if he were going to dismiss his little sister, but then he went over and pressed his hands where she showed him to.
Light looked surprised as he felt around and said, "There's a cold spot in the middle of the futon, and these blankets are cold on just this side. Ryuzaki, what did you do?"
L shrugged. "I didn't do anything. Could I have some tea please?"
Sachiko said, "Of course," and left.
Light's eyes narrowed and he said, "Ryuzaki, it couldn't get this cold unless you did something to it."
Light glanced over at Soichiro and said, "See? Dad looks embarrassed. He knows you did something."
Ryuk chuckled and said, "This is just perfect. Soichiro can't do a thing about Ryuzaki sharing a bed with his girlfriend here because she's invisible."
"Hmmmmmm," L said, "perhaps it was a practical joke then. A little mystery for you to never figure out."
Sayu made a little girlish bounce and said, "Oh, Light, your friend is so neat. You have to bring him over lots more times. I'm going to insist and keep bugging you until you do."
In a tone that was just slightly sinister, Light said, "Yes, I'll keep bringing him home."
L said, "Whatever you want is fine, Light."
Just then, Soichiro said, "Light, we need to talk. In your room."
Light glanced at L who was pointedly ignoring him, and then followed his father upstairs. Rem trailed along. This must be the talk designed to prevent Light from dumping Misa during his remaining life.
When both men had gone into Light's room and closed the door, Soichiro looked directly at Rem and said, "Light, I really want us to have a private conversation."
Rem said, "Misa's happiness concerns me. I have a right to hear this."
Light said, "Is this the conversation L was signaling you about at dinner?"
Soichiro said, "Don't call him L. Now, I want to talk about how you should treat a woman. It is a terrible thing to use a woman and then discard her."
Light said, "I don't use women! That's what Ryuzaki wants me to do, to help with the investigation, but I don't believe it's right to manipulate a woman's feelings that way."
Light looked at the floor and said, "I wouldn't do it. I wouldn't."
Soichiro cleared his throat nervously and paced a bit. "Well... I think... with Misa..."
Light said, "What are you trying to say? Does Ryuzaki want me to pretend to like Misa in order to pry secrets out of her? I thought both of us were cleared! None of this is making any sense. You owe me the truth, Dad."
"We'll talk about that later," Soichiro said, "right now, it is very important, as your father, to let you know that... it is wrong to... to... have sex with a woman and then break up the relationship right away. Especially if you have harmed the woman in the process."
Light blushed and said, "Ryuzaki installed cameras in Misa's apartment, didn't he? That bastard! And, how many of you watched? Did the entire investigation team watch the video of us having sex? I know Matsuda's a big fan of Misa-Misa; he probably got off on it."
"No," Soichiro said, "it didn't happen like that. There was no video."
Light's voice became low and slightly dangerous. He said, "Stop lying to me. My privacy has been violated in so many ways, and my life has been ruined, and yet you still tell me I don't have a right to know anything about the investigation, even things pertaining to me directly. You owe me the truth more than ever. We're alone now. He'll never know. Just tell me."
Soichiro looked at Rem and said, "This is not the conversation we're having. We need to talk about you and Misa, not about the investigation."
Light said, "I think this is about the investigation. Ryuzaki put you up to this talk. He's still investigating us, isn't he? He let Misa and I loose just to see if we'd do anything incriminating."
"Light," Soichiro said, "this is a family issue. I know you've been having problems with Misa, and I don't want those problems to ruin the mood for our outing today. Your mother and sister have been without you for months. They deserve to have one nice day without worrying about you and Misa. Just be nice to Misa for a little while longer, until things settle down. Then you can break up with her if you want, but I will not have that sort of thing ruining our first family together time in months."
Light stood there silently, thinking. His eyes had a calculating look, as if he were analyzing many different theories, trying to choose the one that fit best.
Soichiro opened his arms and said, "Light, come here. I love you."
Light walked over and hugged his father, not enthusiastically but rather as if Light knew it was expected of him and he was just waiting for Soichiro to release him.
Soichiro squeezed him and with a slightly shaking voice, said, "Light, this Kira business has been absolutely devastating. I just want to put it behind us for one day. One day. Can you do that?"
Light said, "Yes," and Soichiro let go.
During breakfast, Watari delivered a large cake and several trays of doughnuts. Sachiko was very pleased and thought there would be a lot of leftovers, but L managed to eat half the cake and a considerable number of the doughnuts just by himself. By the time everyone had eaten, there wasn't much left. Then they went on their trip. Their destination was a tourist area consisting of a walking shopping district with lots of quaint little shops that bordered a large, beautifully landscaped park. The park in turn transitioned into a hilly mock-wilderness dotted with little shrines.
For several hours, Sayu was in the lead, dragging everyone else through one little shop after another. She was excited about everything she saw, and jabbered almost non-stop to both L and Light, regardless of whether they said much in return or not. Sayu ended up buying a new outfit and a few trinkets. She spent a lot of time trying to find items L would like, but he refused everything she tried to buy for him, and he had no patience at all when she took him to clothing shops and tried to convince him to try on outfits. Ryuk lost no opportunity in teasing L about the various things Sayu tried to convince him to wear. Sayu finally gave up on trying to get L to take anything into a dressing room and instead sneaked up behind him and put on hat on his head.
"There," Sayu said, "now look at that in the mirror!"
L reluctantly walked over to the nearest mirror and got a horrified expression on his face. The hat was a black leather one with a little brim, and except for matching the general color scheme of his hair and eyes, it clashed badly with the rest of his outfit.
Ryuk came up behind L and said, "I think you look really splendid in that. You should wear it the rest of the day."
L gingerly picked the hat off his head with two fingers, holding it even more delicately than usual and away from his body, as if it were covered with germs and he was afraid of being infected. He stretched out his hand to Sayu and said, "I'm done with clothing now."
Sayu nodded and said, "I won't bother you with clothing any more. But, another day, we need to try again. I bet we could get you lots of friends if you'd wear a few nice outfits."
True to her word, Sayu avoided the clothing shops from then on. At last, Sayu dragged everyone into a candy shop and L simply stopped in place, one finger to his lip, staring in a kind of stunned ecstasy at shelf upon shelf of every imaginable color and shape of candy. Sayu was very pleased at finally getting through to him, so she grabbed his hand and pulled him down every aisle of the shop, excitedly pointing out all sorts of things and explaining about some of the candy that was uniquely Japanese. L was picking up more and more stuff, until Sayu finally stopped him and said, "I can't pay for that much. You should choose what you like best."
L said, "I'll be paying for it."
And, with just one call on L's cellphone, Watari arrived, so quickly that he must have been lurking only a short distance away, and he helped L clean out nearly half the shop. Everything was loaded up into L's car except one large lollipop and a bunch of rice candy, and Watari soon drove away.
Sayu's face was still shocked as she watched the car pull away. Sayu said, "Ryuzaki, you're really rich! Wow!"
Sachiko said, "Dear, be polite."
Sayu said, "Sorry, Mom. Oh, but now Ryuzaki owes me some candy. He took so much that he can surely give me a few pieces."
L let Sayu sort through the rice candy and accept a few for herself, but as she lifted one to her mouth Sachiko said, "Don't eat too many just now. We're going to have lunch next."
Sure enough, when they left the candy shop they walked a little further, to an area like an outdoor food court that was jutting into the park from the shopping district, surrounded on three sides by food vendors. As Soichiro and Sachiko went to get food for everyone, Sayu pulled Light and L behind her, weaving in and out among the tables, and said, "Now, we just have to find Misa-Misa!"
L said, "I'm sure she got here early. She likes your brother very much."
Light said nothing, but merely snorted and looked bored, letting his sister drag him along. Rem spotted Misa before anyone else did, but Rem had the advantage of being able to see Misa's name floating above her head. Misa was wearing a wig, a hat and sunglasses, and her usual Gothic Lolita attire was toned down considerably. Shortly after Rem spotted Misa, Misa let out a tremendous squeal, stood up and began waving her arms. Sayu let out an answering girly squeal, and made her way in that direction, Light and L following behind more slowly.
As they approached Misa, Rem's heart warmed. Misa seemed almost sane, almost normal. Misa could put on an act so well that she started believing it herself. Right now, Misa wasn't anything other than a fluffy, air-headed pop idol, in disguise to meet her boyfriend. Misa was so good at compartmentalizing her mind, shutting out the dark parts, looking cute and happy in public. This was also perhaps the last time for quite a while that Misa would look this happy. Rem intended to savor it.
When Sayu reached Misa, she said, "Misa-Misa! I'm glad to see you again. I wish Dad hadn't been so angry with Light for moving in with you and you could have come over to visit all the time. I really, really love your late-night show and I'm going to see your movie when it comes out next week!"
Misa put a finger to her lips and said, "Shhhh! Misa keeps getting mobbed by fans and wants to have a nice time today!"
Sayu dropped her voice and said, "Sorry!"
Ryuk said, "Wouldn't it be cool if she did get mobbed by fans, and then we got to spend the rest of the day without her?"
Just then, Light navigated around a table and came within view. Misa shrieked, "Light!"
With a kind of running skip-hop, Misa rushed to Light's side and attached herself to his arm, rubbing her cheek against it and almost purring. Two men and three women, all unusually tall and wearing formal suits and sunglasses, got up from a nearby table and moved slightly closer to Misa's new position.
Misa waved her hand at them and said, "It's okay! You can watch from over there."
They stayed where they were, until L made a subtle hand signal, and then they moved a few tables away and sat down again. Misa lowered her voice and said, "Misa's new bodyguards are really pushy. They don't let Misa alone for a second."
Sayu said, "Oh, it must be really hard to be a celebrity. Poor Misa!"
L went to Misa's table and crouched in a chair, which everyone else took as a signal to sit down as well. There were two empty chairs for Sachiko and Soichiro. Misa scooted her chair close to Light, so she could grab him, and he endured her clinging indifferently.
Misa said, "It's so nice to be invited with Light's whole family, like a really serious relationship. Misa loves it."
Misa snuggled a bit further into Light's arm, then looked up at his face adoringly and said, "But, after we eat, Misa and Light will go off together for some special alone time, before rejoining everyone. Isn't that right, Light?"
"Yes, of course Misa." Light said.
Misa clung to Light's arm like a leech and said, "It's going to be so romantic. Our first real date, without Ryuzaki."
Sayu said, "What? But, you two were living together. You didn't go on dates?"
Misa stuck out her tongue at L and said, "We only went on really lame dates where Ryuzaki came along and watched everything."
Sayu looked at L and raised an eyebrow, but L just continued to watch the conversation silently. His facial expression didn't even change.
Misa continued, "Misa used to think Ryuzaki was some pervert who was after Light. They slept in the same bed and always showered together and Ryuzaki would not let Light alone for a minute, but then Ryuzaki acknowledged our love and now he's going to let us be together. He even told Misa she's the right and perfect woman for Light."
Sayu's eyebrows went up even further and she said, "You don't think there's anything wrong with that?"
"No," Misa said, "Ryuzaki was just scared. He thought Light was Kira and would kill him if he ever stopped watching. But now Ryuzaki knows the truth and he's not going to bother Light and Misa any more."
Sayu laughed and said, "Of course Light couldn't be Kira. He's too cool! Kira is some kind of sick psychopath."
L said, "I was paranoid. I've learned my mistake since then. Sayu, I'd appreciate it if you don't discuss this with others."
Sayu looked at L with an expression like she was trying to decide what to believe. Her gaze kept moving back and forth between Light and L.
Light said, "Sayu, it isn't like that. Ryuzaki is some kind of paranoid crazy guy without any friends, and I wouldn't be allowed to be his friend unless I went along with his ideas. If I hadn't done those things, he would have had no friends at all. I was being nice, giving up my freedom like that."
Misa said, "Besides, Ryuzaki is super-rich and he had this really nice place for us to live. It was unbelievably huge. It's not his fault he thinks everyone is Kira."
Sayu said, "Everyone?"
Misa said, "Ryuzaki thinks there are lots of Kiras out there, not just two. He even thought I was one for a while."
Sayu said, "Oh, shit!" and leaned her head on the table, going into an extended giggling fit. After a time she gasped out, "Misa-Misa as Kira, that is just... completely insane."
"I got to admit Sayu's right," Ryuk said, "Misa made a really terrible Kira."
L said, "Sayu, I think you realize your parents would be happier if you don't discuss these things with them."
"I'm sorry, Ryuzaki," Sayu said, "it's just hard for me to imagine anything like that. I'm not trying to make fun of your fears. Is that what you really thought? Or was there another reason?"
L said, "I have a variety of mental illnesses. You can ask your mother. She saw me have a panic attack in your bathroom last night."
Light looked at L quizzically. Sayu got an expression of pity on her face and came over to pat L on the shoulder. She said, "Don't worry! If you were having paranoid problems like that and you're giving up the idea that everyone is Kira, then it proves you're getting better. And, if you were just pretending to be afraid of Kira and you're really gay or something, that's okay too. I'm sure you could find the right guy. You'll get friends too. With Light and me both helping you, there's no way we can fail. Both of us are really good at getting friends, and we'll teach you everything we know."
L said, "I have a girlfriend. But if you want to help me make friends, that is fine."
Sayu started bouncing in her seat and said, "Light! Why don't you call some of your friends and have them come here. We can start helping Ryuzaki right away. He could send his car to get them, so it wouldn't be any expense or trouble for them."
"No," L said, "I'd like to just have a quiet day today. There are enough people here for me right now."
L huddled in on himself and looked pitiful, round dark eyes staring out from under his shaggy spikes of hair. Then he put one finger to his lip and said, "I'm shy."
Misa said, "Wait! Ryuzaki has a girlfriend? Why didn't I ever see her?"
Sayu looked back and forth between L and Light once more, but then Soichiro and Sachiko arrived laden down with plenty of food and everyone was distracted for a while. Most of the talk turned to Light's plans to return to college and catch up with the people he'd lost touch with. Misa tried to bring up the subject of L's girlfriend several times, but L refused to say hardly anything. Throughout the meal, Misa spent more and more time snuggling into Light's arm, focusing her attention on him more deeply, repeatedly emphasizing how wonderful he was and making cute baby-talk at him. Light didn't respond very much to Misa's advances.
At one point, Rem saw Ryuk snag an apple from another table while the owner of that apple was talking with a friend. It was gone in three bites and no bystanders noticed anything. Finally, everyone had pretty much finished eating. L was heavily absorbed in stacking little slices of mochi and some cookies into a tower-like structure.
Sachiko said, "Why don't you kids have fun on your own for a bit. We'll be going just a little further on, to sit next to the duck pond. You can catch up when you like."
As Soichiro and Sachiko left, Misa stood up and yanked on Light's arm, trying to pull him to his feet. She said, "It's time for something romantic with just the two of us."
Light remained seated and said, "Ryuzaki, you'll still be here when I get back, right? You know what I'll do if you leave too early."
L did not pause in his stacking or look up. He said, "Of course I'll be here, Light."
Misa said, "Liiiigghht! Why are you still so concerned about him? Now, it's our time. Let's go! We'll have a wonderful walk in the park."
Light got to his feet and went with Misa, patiently enduring her chatter but not saying much in return. As he walked out toward the park, followed at a distance by Misa's bodyguards, Light looked back over his shoulder at L a few times.
When Light went out of hearing range, Sayu said, "There is something between you and my brother, isn't there? Everyone is surprised about your girlfriend and they sound like they haven't heard of her before. Is she made up?"
L said, "You can believe whatever you want, Sayu. It really doesn't concern me."
"Or maybe," Sayu said, "your girlfriend is Misa, and Light's all jealous and that's why there's so much trouble."
L said nothing in return. Sayu got up from her chair and took L's hand. L tore his gaze away from his food tower and looked at her, surprised. Sayu gave his hand a little tug and said, "Let's go! I think you're done with your food. We can feed the ducks with Mom and Dad."
L halfway stood up in his chair and hopped out, then allowed Sayu to pull him in the direction Sachiko and Soichiro had disappeared a few minutes earlier. As he walked, he pulled the large lollipop he'd bought at the candy shop out of his pocket and began licking it.
Rem gazed after the figures of Light and Misa, almost disappearing from view. She grew her wings out, launched herself up into the air, and followed after. Soon, she passed the little knot of bodyguards and found a comfortable place to hover just above Light and Misa, flying at the same speed they walked. It was easy to get a good view of Misa's face from above, because Misa spend most of her time gazing upward adoringly toward Light's face. Rem tried to enjoy the experience, but there was something very sickening about the way Misa was so devoted to Light. It wasn't right, or healthy, and it kept reminding Rem of all the horrible things Light had done or tried to do to Misa. If he'd had his way with his last plan, Misa would now be whored out to some random investigator, and she'd probably do it just because Light told her to. As long as Misa got Light, she didn't care much about anything else. Misa didn't even really care about Light's Kira plan, she just wanted to feel useful to Light and spend time with him.
Rem really couldn't understand why she still liked Misa and wanted her happiness, but every time she looked at Misa, she just felt something. It was like looking at an old friend. Odd, since that was something Misa certainly wasn't. Rem knew that she shouldn't like Misa. They had nothing in common. L, on the other hand, was both fascinating and responsive. Plus, he had a personality that just fit with what Rem wanted; not too human, but not too much like a shinigami either.
After Misa and Light had walked for a while along a wide gravel path that looped around little ponds and groves of trees, L suddenly appeared from behind a tree some distance ahead of them and approached, one hand in his pocket, the other holding the large lollipop.
Misa crossed her arms and said, "Hmmmppfff! You can't leave us alone, can you?"
"Actually," L said, "I will only take a moment, and then I'll be gone. Misa, remember the talk we had before? Even though you've been cleared, you shouldn't go around spilling secrets about the investigation."
"But," Misa said, "that was about Misa's life and her friendships, not about Kira, especially since Misa and Light aren't Kira. Is Misa not supposed to say anything about what she did for the past few months?"
L turned to look at Light and said, "Light, I doubt anyone would take Sayu seriously, especially after what I just said to her. But, I should tell you that there are groups out there who are interested in capturing Kira suspects in order to torture them and experiment on them. This could extend to their families as well. Can you keep Misa quiet? I know how deeply she respects you."
"Respects!" Ryuk laughed, "She doesn't care anything about Light as long as he indulges in their little pretend romance. He's an object to her. An object of devotion, sure, but still just an object."
At the same time Ryuk spoke, Misa gasped and put her hands to her mouth. She said, "It's scary!"
Light said, "Ryuzaki, this is one of the things you should have told me about before letting me loose. Don't you think it's time to tell me everything?"
L leaned forward more and said, "Light, do you want to spend years in a secret lab being poked and prodded by people who are happy to torture you over a slight chance you might be Kira? Just because they hope you could pass your power on to them? Do you want that to happen to Misa? Or to your family if they think Kira's power is genetic or they think you'll crack if they torture people you love?"
Light had a bitter look on his face, but he said, "Misa, you won't speak of those things in front of others again."
"Don't worry," Misa said, "Misa will be good."
"Then," L said, "I'll be going back with Light's parents. Please have plenty of fun on your date."
As L wandered away in an almost aimless manner, Misa looked after him and said, "He really understands our love! Misa thinks he feels sorry for locking us away from each other."
Misa tugged Light over to sit with her on some large rocks, almost like massive shelves, next to a little stream. Just barely beyond them, an ornate old-fashioned arched bridge spanned the stream. Rem flew to the bridge and sat on its railing. Misa plucked some grass with her free hand and tossed it into the water, watching the current take it away. The other hand seemed to be almost permanently attached to Light's arm. Rem was reminded of a fishhook. Misa had her hook into Light, and didn't want to release him.
Misa said, "Light made a promise to Misa. Half the time. Light was generous, and Misa's been waiting for so long."
Light blushed and said, "Misa, I didn't mean... I didn't want..."
Misa looked at Light with a flash of anger in her eyes and said, "Then, is it like the last time, when you kissed Misa but then later you said to Ryuzaki that it was a one-sided relationship?"
Light said, "No! I don't use women. I mean, what I did to you, that time and... the other time... in your apartment, that's not like me. Something was wrong with me."
Misa snuggled closer to Light's arm, that arm she had her hook lodged into, and she said, "It's okay if you use Misa or even kill her. But, you must be with Misa. You can't leave Misa all alone. It isn't allowed to leave Misa all alone."
Light ran one hand across his forehead. "Misa, you shouldn't say things like that, talking about death, and about dying for me. I know you're very devoted, but I made a mistake. It wasn't my fault, though. Everything got messed up somehow."
Misa said, "You didn't make a mistake. You made a promise."
Light said, "I don't know why I did that."
Misa latched onto Light's arm more fiercely than ever, squeezing it so tightly that Rem wondered if the circulation had been cut off. Then Misa said, "Light, you owe me sex. You owe me good sex. You even said it yourself, so it must be true. I have a room reserved in a nearby hotel, a nice one, not a sleazy one. It would take only fifteen minutes to get there."
Ryuk rolled his eyes and said, "This stupid stuff again. Rem, I really hope Light has the sense to resist it this time. Light's made for better things than letting himself be attached to Misa."
Light said, "Misa, I'm not sure we should make this worse than it already is."
Ryuk said, "See? He has some sense."
Rem said, "I don't care what they do as long as it makes Misa happy. If Light tries the same thing as last time, I'm grabbing him and pulling him off her."
Misa started sobbing quietly and said, "Are you saying you don't want to have sex with me? After we waited months and months to get rid of Ryuzaki's stupid surveillance just to have five minutes of sex, and then we've waited another week? I'm pretty, aren't I? All the men want me. Why don't you want me?"
Light said, "Misa," and awkwardly patted her shoulder with his free hand. It was a reserved kind of patting, unsure and a bit afraid, as if Light were patting a dog that might decide to attack at any second.
Light's eyes were very round and confused. They looked everywhere except at Misa. Finally, Light said, "Misa, I don't want you to expect anything. Is that okay?"
Misa looked up at Light and wiped the tears from her eyes. "It will be nice? You promised it would be nice every other time."
"Oh, crap," Ryuk said, "he's going to do it. What is it with humans and their stupid sex drives? I'm out of here."
Ryuk grew out his wings and with just a few flaps to gain altitude, he was riding the air currents, drifting in the same direction L had disappeared.
"Listen, Misa," Light said, "I feel bad about what happened, but I don't know if this will fix anything. I don't use women. Tell me I'm not using you."
Misa put on her actress face and said, "Light, you're not using Misa. Misa is good and wants this to happen."
Light stood up and said, "Let's go, then."
Misa gave an excited squeal, but Light's face looked resigned rather than excited. Almost any other man would love to have a beautiful model throwing herself at him, but Light was just doing this because of pride or something, because he wanted to think of himself as a good person who kept his promises and didn't use people.
But, before they could even leave the stream bank, the bodyguards were closing in. One of the women, a blonde, stepped forward and said, "Misa, you are on suicide watch. I know you understand you can't go anywhere unless at least one of us is there."
Misa said, "Yeah, like I'd try to kill myself! Ryuzaki is so stupid and controlling. Do you really think I don't know who hired you guys?"
Misa turned to Light and said, "I'm going to fire these new bodyguards as soon as I figure out how. Ryuzaki has somehow taken control of all my bank accounts. I can't do anything without clearing it with his employees first!"
Misa's eyes were burning with rage. She turned back to the blonde and said, "Halle, I am sick of you following me into the bathroom and everywhere. You are not going to watch me have sex with my boyfriend."
Halle said, "Misa, I am sure you won't kill yourself in front of him. I can let you two be alone, but only if Light promises not to take his eyes off you for a moment. We will have keys and we'll be in the next room. If we hear anything alarming or see Light leave, we'll rush in."
Misa rolled her eyes at the bodyguard, and then snuggled into Light. In a purring tone, she said, "Misa will get what she wants."
As Misa led Light away toward the nearest road, he did not look pleased at all. The bodyguards quickly loaded Light and Misa into the backseat of one car, and then the bodyguards who didn't fit in the first car filled a second. In a few moments, both cars were on the road, some bodyguards talking to L on cellphones about what had happened, others talking to Misa and explaining they'd reserved a different hotel for the activity, one where it would be easier for all of them to wait in the next room.
Misa pouted for a bit, but then she spent the rest of the drive trying to do backseat making out with an embarrassed, partially reluctant Light. Soon he was both aroused and flustered. His cheeks were flushed a bright pink, his hair was messed up, and he didn't like it. He kept drawing back from Misa and straightening his hair and clothes. The bodyguards pointedly ignored the backseat proceedings.
Just before the end of the trip, Light disengaged from Misa and said, "You are on birth control, right?"
Misa said, "Yes. Misa has been waiting and preparing a long time."
Misa leaned in toward Light, but he drew back and said, "What about condoms? We need to be safe."
Halle tossed some foil packets of condoms into the back seat just then. Light stared down at them in shock.
Misa snorted, placed her arms around Light's neck and said, "Misa already knows she is clean, and if Light has any diseases, Misa wants them. Besides, she probably caught them last time. Misa wants to feel Light inside her."
Halle said, "Light, we are charged with protecting Misa, but we have a medical report on you that shows you are free of sexually transmitted diseases. If Misa doesn't want to use condoms, we won't insist."
Light said, "Ryuzaki doesn't have any limits! He prys into everything. He pretends he isn't a criminal, but he is."
Misa pulled Light into a kiss then, and he endured it, looking impatient as she moved her mouth around, nibbling everywhere. She didn't stop trying to suck his face until the car stopped in front of the hotel. Light had to spend a lot of time smoothing his hair and clothing back into place before he would even get out of the car, and he didn't let Misa hang on his arm or kiss him on the way to the room.
The bodyguards had reserved a large suite, with an area like a living room in front and several bedrooms in the back. Misa selected the biggest bedroom and excitedly dragged Light inside, shutting the door with a vigorous slam. Rem phased through the wall, and saw Misa had already pushed Light onto the bed and was straddling him, leaning down to kiss his face far more passionately than she had done in the car. Her blonde hair was loose, and a curtain of slightly wavy tendrils fell along both sides of Light's lower face and neck, tickling him with soft, swaying movements. Light was kissing back at about half the intensity, and he looked distinctly overwhelmed, bothered by the experience.
Rem smirked. It certainly didn't seem like a repeat of last time, at least not so far. If Light upset Misa again, Rem would waste no time in pulling him off. If anything, the tables had been turned. Misa was having her way with Light and he was the one who was troubled. Light looked as if he were trying not to like it, trying not to lose control to his instincts. He had an almost permanent blush now, a deeply flustered, tousled look, and his eyes darted around nervously, looking at Misa as little as possible. Misa's face was shining with a kind of grateful anticipation. Rem could almost see Misa's relief at the months of waiting being over. Whatever Misa had been fantasizing about all that time, it was something like this, a Light who let her take her time with sex and gain her own pleasure in the process.
Misa at last broke her minutes-long kiss and sat up. Light lay beneath her, panting and nervous. He ran a hand through his hair almost unconsciously, brushing it into place a bit. Misa rotated her knees forward, so that the front of her skirt made a little tent on Light's stomach, with the open end pointed directly at his eyes. When she saw Light wasn't looking into that cavern, she began sliding her skirt up her thighs slowly, bit by bit exposing black lacy panties. Light was looking now. Misa rotated her pelvis forward so her crotch was pointing directly at Light's face.
Still holding her skirt up, Misa said, "I want you to touch it, to feel how wet I am. I've soaked all the way through."
For a split second, Light got a look on his face as if someone had asked him to touch a dead fish, but then it was gone, replaced by a look of greater lust than he'd shown so far, but still marred by confusion and hesitance. He reached forward with one hand, lightly resting the tips of his fingers on the crotch of Misa's panties, then sliding the fingers downward slowly along her crease. Misa wriggled in place, and Rem saw a very nice expression come into Misa's face, a look of lust, curiosity and happiness all mingled together. Light was panting harder and irregularly, and Misa's breaths were speeding up, soft little feminine pants and gasps.
Light hooked one finger into the edge of Misa's panties, and used that motion to slip several fingers underneath the black lacy fabric. Misa pressed into his touches, her eyes glazing in lust. Then Light suddenly twisted the orientation of his fingers so they were no longer sliding around under the fabric, but were pushing the crotch of Misa's panties aside and were pointed to go straight in. She shuddered as he entered her, and then as he started thrusting in and out, she made little thrusts back at him and her arms shook just slightly, almost losing control of the skirt she was holding up. Misa threw her head back and her mouth opened, her full, sensuous lips working slightly, as if she were giving an open-mouthed kiss to someone invisible.
Light looked aroused but almost angry at the same time. He was watching Misa's face, seeing her little reactions to everything he did inside her. But, he wasn't really trying anything to see if he could get her more excited or find a sensitive spot. His hand motions were rather mechanical, in and out, in and out.
Misa said, "Light, let's lie down and lick each other at the same time."
Light at first looked as if he were thinking of protesting, but then Misa began kissing him and sliding her hands under his shirt, and she was able to undress him piece by piece without a word being said. When Misa finished with Light, she pulled her dress off over her head in one smooth motion, then unhooked her bra and flung it away. She made Light pull her panties off slowly, and the process seemed to delight her. She looked as if she would pounce on him at any second and crush him under a flurry of humping.
Light's expression was more conflicted than ever, switching between innocent, confused, overwhelmed and extremely lustful in a constant tumult of feelings. Was he really doing this just for his pride, so he could believe he wasn't the type of man who would use a woman and then throw her away? Or, maybe, he was telling himself he was doing this to repair damage to his reputation and keep his promise, but deep down he really did want sex, and it was scaring him? Light Yagami liked to control everything, and to let something as messy and personal and instinctual as sex get the upper hand must be very disconcerting.
Misa and Light lay on their sides, each one with their face near the other's groin. Misa acted first, trying to fit Light's erection into her mouth but with several false moves before she could really do it. She soon settled into a cycle of taking it all in for just a few seconds, then going back to sucking on just the tip while her hands stroked the shaft, sometimes licking and making little bites as she worked her way up and down the length. Light responded with strangled little moans that he tried to hold in, and thrust himself just slightly against her face, a kind of rocking motion.
Then Light grabbed Misa's butt cheeks as if they were handles to steady himself, one in each hand, and lowered his head to press his mouth to her clitoris. Because of his long torso and Misa's tiny torso, he had to double over quite a bit to reach. Then he began licking, and Misa's look of bliss increased enormously, her whole body twitching slightly. Light drew back and rested a moment.
Misa unlatched herself from his erection long enough to say, "Just keep licking, don't stop."
Light put his head back and licked very hesitantly.
Misa mumbled, "No, lick faster."
Light got a disgruntled expression, but he sped up his tongue strokes, his face switching between distaste and intense arousal as Misa moved her mouth along his shaft, sometimes pulling it all in, sometimes mouthing the tip while her hands scrambled over the rest, sliding and squeezing.
Rem was surprised to see Misa like this. Usually Misa was so deferential and self-denying when it came to others, especially Light. But, this was the one way in which Misa was sometimes willing to thwart Light or push him; when she thought he was trying to deny her the relationship she craved. This was like her threat to kill his other girlfriends and her suicidally stupid disobedience in not waiting acceptable intervals between visits during the time when L was hot on Light's trail.
Misa began rewarding and punishing Light, sucking on him harder and more deeply every time he was giving her good pleasure, and slowing down whenever he wasn't doing it correctly. Rem could see him starting to learn. The two of them were matched now, experiencing ecstasy or frustration together, always led by Misa's intentions.
Suddenly, Misa raised her thighs and clenched them hard around Light's head, so it was almost entirely hidden between her legs. Her mouth unlatched from his length and several muscular ripples went through her body as her face became that perfect face, glowing with the bliss of her orgasm. Her mouth came open, her eyes closed and her head leaned back as she twitched, and then, in a quiet voice, she said, "Oh, Kira."
With some difficulty, Light pulled his head from between her legs and then partially sat up, a frown on his face. He said, "You're fantasizing about Higuchi? Is that it?"
"No, Light. Misa has always said that, ever since Kira first appeared. And, Misa always fantasized about you being Kira. Not Higuchi. He's old and yucky."
Light placed one hand on his chin and said, "Misa, that time when you were on a date with Higuchi and he confessed, but you only recorded the last half of the conversation, do you remember what happened before that?"
Misa recounted her date in detail, idly playing with Light the whole time, keeping him hard. She remembered almost nothing of the date itself. She didn't even remember making the recording, though she remembered playing it for everyone later and the story she'd told to explain it. At the end of the conversation, Misa tried to climb into Light's lap but he pushed her back and kept talking, quizzing her in great detail about everything she remembered that related to the two of them or the Kira investigation. Misa kept palming Light's erection as they talked. He looked annoyed, but put up with it. Finally, after a surprisingly long and detailed interrogation session, Light let Misa climb into his lap and rub herself along his penis, finally slipping it inside and riding him in a slow, steady rhythm. Light began to get that look again of giving in to lust but fighting it at the same time. After a minute, he suddenly flipped them over so Misa was lying on her back on the bed and began thrusting into Misa.
Misa said, "Touch me! Please!"
She was looking up, her eyes begging. Light reached down and fumbled around. He couldn't find her clitoris. Then he brushed it by accident and Misa's back arched as she gave a quiet little gasp. Light moved his fingers around that area, probing, and soon provoked the same reaction again. Then he pinned it down under his thumb and massaged it with repetitive circles. There was sweat now, sitting in beads on Misa's forehead, refusing to run down her face no matter how she squirmed. Her quick panting was entirely delicate and girly, and her eyes were in that fog of just before an orgasm, no thoughts in them whatsoever. Misa had succumbed to her instincts, to her physical side, and her mind didn't matter any more. She was just a panting, wriggling body receiving pleasure from the penis that continued to impale her over and over, and the thumb that circled her sensitive little nub relentlessly. Then Misa's breath hitched, and her legs clenched, and she quietly said, "Oh, Kira."
Just at that moment her face was completely perfect, a tousled, blushing ecstasy, like an angel or a goddess who had just woken up in the morning and hadn't yet had time to do her hair and face. Her legs continued to clench and unclench rhythmically for a few seconds. Light wasn't done yet, he was still thrusting inside her and manipulating with his thumb. Misa regained enough presence of mind to swat his thumb away. As he tried to return it, she said, "Too sensitive."
With that, Light put both hands down on either side of Misa and started really pushing into her. He was going fairly fast, but he didn't seem that excited about it. His face was a mess of different emotions, with arousal and a kind of resignation being foremost. After some time of repeating exactly the same actions and still with no difference in Light's facial expression, he said, "Misa, don't look at me. Close your eyes."
Misa obeyed, and a few seconds later Light had his orgasm. He looked blissful but guarded at the same time, but the guarded look was much less strong than it had been during his last orgasm having sex with Misa. Light looked a bit innocent in the moment of his climax, suffering from a wild mix of untamed emotions he didn't understand and would rather deal with in a more civilized way. His sweaty body collapsed on top of Misa's, partly hugging her and partly curled away, his face pressed into the sheets beside her rather than into her face or hair.
Light did not actively cuddle, but let Misa cuddle him, climbing over him and snuggling against him as she pleased. Through it all, he had a calculating, analyzing look in his eyes, as if he were sorting through everything Misa had told him and trying to match it with his own memories and known facts, trying to fill in the missing parts of the puzzle. After a time, he looked as if he'd come to some kind of decision. After cleaning up and making sure his hair and clothing was nice and clean and in place, the two of them left to rejoin the family outing.
A/N (Author's Note):
The Light/Misa sex scene in this was hard to get just right. Having innocent!Light having sex with domineering!Misa is difficult to figure out and keep in character.
I knew it wouldn't be like the last sex scene with these two, but getting all the little details of the mood and characterization and such into satisfying shape just took a lot of time.
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