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Chapter List
- 20
- 21
Title: Life
is Worth Nothing
Countdown: Eighteenth of October, one day until
trial
Rating: R

Warnings: Yaoi and Yuri (male/male love, female/female
love) Suicidal thoughts. WARNING there
is a lemon scene in this chap okay, so I’m just warning those who
don’t like that stuff.

Authors Notes:
Okay, so it’s been about a year or more since I last updated… I am
really sorry about that. I’ve totally stopped writing CCS and I now write
Harry Potter stories. But, I found these stories in here a few minutes ago and
I realised this is up to chapter twenty when I have it up to chapter thirty in
another site, so I am going to update this story slowly up to there, and then I
just have to get myself to write two more chapters and this story will be
complete. Please forgive me for not updating so quickly.

Oh, and for a pointer, I wrote this story before I found out
I had dyslexia and got the glasses to help me through it, I’ve read
through some of these chapters and just found some spelling mistakes that I
will never sleep comfortably remembering about. But I have tried to fix as much
as I can – I was also something close to fifteen/sixteen when I wrote
this story – I am now nineteen. Lol.
Pairings:
Eriol/Syaoran, Sakura/Tomoyo, maybe more in the future chapters.
Disclaimer:
None of these characters belong to me, except for those I made up.
Chapter Twenty-one
Watching as people walked into the large building Eriol stood across the
road, Syaoran standing close beside him.

Shaking
his head he turned his gaze away from the court house and instead looked to
Syaoran, “I’ll be in there tomorrow” Eriol spoke more to himself
then to Syaoran, the boy nodded watching with concern at his lover.

“You’ll
be okay Eriol, I’ll be with you” Eriol nodded still seeing no lift
from his feelings, in his mind thoughts were rushing, what if his father won?
What would happen to him and Syaoran?

Shaking
his head he tried to banish the thoughts as he started to walk down the
footpath, Syaoran with him.

“Eriol,
I’m worried about you, you don’t seem to talk much anymore,
you’re always thinking and you seem depressed again….you…your
not…cutting yourself again?…are you?” Syaoran now looked to
the boy with fear as his eyes scanned the showing skin for any signs of wounds.

Eriol
shook his head and forced a smile on his face as he looked to Syaoran,
“No I’m not cutting myself, don’t worry…I’m just
thinking about the trial…” Syaoran nodded as he looked back to the
court building.

“Markus
said you’ll be fine, he said you have a good case that you can most
likely win, so don’t worry” Eriol nodded as he also looked at the
court house. “I just can’t help feeling that something is going to
go wrong…and…and I won’t win…” Syaoran walked in
front of the boy and rested his hand on Eriol’s shoulder.

“Eriol
listen to me, you won’t loose because your father has nothing to put
against you” Eriol turned away from the boy’s scanning brown eyes
and looked to the small park just near them.

Syaoran
grew even more worried by this action, “Eriol…he doesn’t have
anything against you…does he? Is there something you haven’t told
us…? Eriol?” hesitantly he looked back to Syaoran.

“I…I
don’t know…he might, my fathers smart Syaoran, he
wouldn’t go for this unless he knew he was going to win…”
this made Syaoran grow more worried as he thought it over.

“Please…can
we just forget about it now…Syaoran can I please be alone for a while…I
just need to think” Eriol asked as he looked to the taller teen, Syaoran
nodded “as long as your okay…but please come back home before
dark” Eriol nodded as he placed a quick kiss on the boys lips before he
turned and began walking into the park, leaving the tall brown-haired boy
behind.

Walking
through the trees and into a small clearing where benches were, he sat on the
table bringing his feet onto the long seat.

There
he sat for almost an hour in silence as he tried to clear his own thoughts.

“Hi
Eriol, what’s up?” looking up Eriol saw two smiling girls walking
towards him, Sakura and Tomoyo.

Sitting
next to him they both smiled “where’s Syaoran?” Sakura asked
as she scanned the surroundings, Eriol shrugged, “I think he went home, I
don’t know” Tomoyo now looked to him with shock.

“You
guy’s didn’t….didn’t brake up did you?” she asked
in panic as she looked around for any signs of the Chinese boy.

Eriol
shook his head as he looked to the girl’s, “I just wanted to be
alone for a while…” Tomoyo sighed in relief as she nodded,
“That’s good, because you two look happy together” Eriol
nodded as he looked in front of him.

“Hi”
looking up the three friends saw a boy standing in front of them, he smiled his
auburn coloured hair blowing lightly across his face from the breeze, it was
long enough to touch his shoulders, his eyes a deep green as he smiled to the
girls, he was tall and most likely at the age of eighteen-nineteen with a good
build. He wore a loose blue top and a pair of deep blue cargo pants.

He
smiled to the girls as he nodded, Eriol watched the boy with curiosity unable
to stop his eyes from wondering over the body, when looking back to the
boy’s eyes he saw that he was watching him, most likely he had seen Eriol
check him out “My names Philip” he spoke with a sly smile as he
watched Eriol.

“It’s
nice to meet you Philip” Sakura said with a smile, he continued to watch
Eriol.

Eriol
looked at the boy that now identified himself as Philip, “You don’t
remember me do you Eriol?” slowly the young teen shook his head as he
watched the taller boy with curiosity.

“Sorry
I don’t” Philip smiled as he shrugged, “that’s okay I
guess, I couldn’t blame ye for not remembering me” with a smile he
shook his head.

“We
knew each other for a very long time Eriol, I was once your best friend before
your twelfth birthday” Eriol’s eyes slowly widened as he looked to
the boy, now realising who he was.

“Philip?
But…what are you doing here?” a solum look came over his face but a
soon as it appeared it vanished, “I’m just visiting, I didn’t
expect to see you though, you’ve changed a lot” Eriol nodded still
looking at the boy in front of him.

Sakura
and Tomoyo looked to each other before jumping off the bench,
“We’ll leave you two alone to catch up on things okay”
without saying another word the girls walked off leaving Philip and Eriol to
their talking.

Philip
watched as the girls left, sighing he turned his attention back to Eriol who
watched him with uneasiness. Sitting on the bench beside him he gave the
dark-haired teen a small smile, “You seem to have made some good
friends.”

Eriol
nodded as he looked around the park feeling uncomfortable that the boy sat near
him.

“Eriol,
I don’t want you to hate me…what happened back then was stupid and we
both know it, me more so, I shouldn’t have done it…any of it, and
for that I’m sorry”

Eriol
now looked at the boy in shock, he just apologised to me...but…I
don’t understand.

“Philip…I”
raising his hand the boy silenced Eriol, “don’t say anything Eriol,
I don’t expect you to forgive me, I only hope you know that I’m
sorry for everything”

~~~

Syaoran
walked slowly done the footpath his eyes watching his feet as they moved below
him, “Syaoran, Syaoran wait up” looking up and turning around and
saw Sakura and Tomoyo waving to him, stopping, he waited for them to catch up.

“Hey
Syaoran what are you doing?” Sakura asked as she smiled and hugged him,
pulling back he smiled softly.

“I
was just walking” Sakura nodded, “Are you and Eriol having a fight
or something, we just left talking to him when his friend came” Syaoran
looked to the two girls confused.

“Friend? Who?” he asked feeling slight worry as
he for the girls to remember his name, finally Tomoyo spoke up, “Philip,
he seemed really nice, he said he was Eriol’s old friend so we decided to
leave them two alone to talk.”

Syaoran
was now over worried as he looked to the girls, the name Philip well known to
him, “Whereabouts’ were they? Were they in the park?” he
asked the girls a little too panicked then he meant to.

“Umm
he was just in the clearing near the swings” Sakura said as she studied
the boy. Syaoran thanked them both and took of in a run towards the park.

Running
through the park he soon saw the swings come into view, scanning the area he
saw two figures sitting on a bench. Walking over to them he noticed Eriol and
then saw the other boy, Philip.

Walking
up to the boys he frowned as he stopped in front of them, “Eriol”
he spoke though he didn’t take hie eyes of Philip.

Eriol
looked to Syaoran with shock on him being there, “Syaoran what are you
doing here?” he asked as he looked back to Philip who was now smiling.

“Hello”
Philip said as he jumped off the table and extended his hand to Syaoran,
“My name’s Philip” he introduced himself with a smile, Syaoran
glared at the boy, then looked to Eriol, ignoring the extended hand.

“Eriol,
we have to go home” he spoke before returning his gaze to Philip who
continued to smile with amusement.

Eriol
looked from one boy to the other with worry, “Syaoran…Philip was
just talking” he assured the boy as he walked over to him holding his
hand in case he tried to jump and attack Philip.

Philip
who didn’t miss this action smiled more, “So you and Eriol are an
item, ha?” he asked as he looked to Eriol who was warning him with silent
looks to stop, winking to the boy he turned his attention back to Syaoran.

“Yes,
do you have a problem with it?”

Philip
shook his head still smiling, “No, but I’m glade his found someone
like you” with that he turned and left the two boys.

Syaoran
turned to Eriol sighing “did he do anything?” Eriol shook his head
as he wrapped his arms around the taller boy’s waist.

“Syaoran
he didn’t do anything, in fact he apologised to me, and then we just
talked” Syaoran looked down at him confused.

“Apologise?”
Eriol nodded as he smiled “Yes, he seems to have changed a lot since I
last met him, lets go home now…I’ve got that trial
tomorrow…” shivering he let go of Syaoran and began to walk home.

~~~

Syaoran
moaned as he heard the loud alarm clock go off, rolling over he draped his arm
across Eriol’s waist. The alarm continued to chime not allowing the
boy’s to fall back asleep.

Eriol
slowly opened his eyes and slowly as the day came into vision he felt a
sickness in the pit of his stomach as he remembered about the trial that was
being held today, he watched as Syaoran opened his eyes as his hand moved
blindly behind him across the bedside table until it found the alarm where he
turned it off.

“Syaoran
the trials today” Eriol spoke as he tried to swallow the lump in his
throat.

Leaning
forward Syaoran placed a light kiss on Eriol’s lips assuring him it would
be okay as he tightened his grip around the boy’s waist and pulled him
closer to his body.

“Your
going to be fine Eriol” again he kissed the boy on the lips this time
gaining a small moan from the smaller teen, Syaoran now moved so that he was
lying more on top of Eriol.

“I
guess this is your way of taking my mind of things” Eriol asked with a
small smile, his sickness vanishing as he forced the thought of the trial away
and focused more on his lover. Syaoran smiled and nodded, “It has its
multiple affects” Eriol nodded as this time he leaned up and met the
other boy’s lips in a passionate kiss. Syaoran brought his hand behind
the younger teens head, his body now completely atop of Eriol’s.

Syaoran’s
hands roamed over the finely shaped body as he trailed his kisses down and over
the pale chest, Eriol moaned as he buried his hand deep into the dark brown
hair, his eyes closed as he fought to keep his voice low not wishing to let
Syaoran’s family know what was happening.

Syaoran
continued his assault as he moved back to Eriol’s face; he once again
covered Eriol’s parted lips with his own.

Hands
moved around the bare chests until they reached the waistbands of their pyjama
silk pants. Eriol moaned as he felt a hand slip under the elastic band,
“Syaoran...” he spoke through gasps as he arched his back, Syaoran
smiled with satisfaction as he began to place soft kisses over the boys pale
neck. “Syaoran…we…shh…should
be getting ready” Eriol moaned as once again pleasure struck through his
body while Syaoran planted kisses and his hands roamed.

Syaoran
ignored the comment and continued his touches his enjoyment growing, his own
hardness expanding as he rolled his hips over the smaller teens. His hands slid
down across the slim waist until reaching the waist band where he hooked his
thumbs under it; slowly he pulled the pants down at the same time he trailed
kisses over Eriol’s chest.

Letting
out a gasp Eriol shivered under the touch, the cool morning air in the room
brushing against his now naked body, Syaoran smiled as he began to massage his
lover’s thighs delicately, making sure not to touch anything more. Eriol
arched as he felt light kisses placed in a careful pattern around his sensitive
organ.

His
mind emptying as he was being drowned in the sensations he was being fed by his
older lover, his eyes closed as small moans escaped, his body now clammy from a
layer of sweat, still the older teens touches didn’t loosen.

Smiling
to himself at hearing the pleasure he was giving, Syaoran now brought his lips
to the tip of the throbbing member, with great patients on his part he kissed
the tip hearing a loud gasp escape from the young boy, smiling again he began
to kiss the length, his hands still massaging the thighs as he worked. Soon
Syaoran took the shaft into his mouth where he was once again rewarded by a
surprised gasp before soon the hips lifted as best they could to gain more
sensations from the new feelings that over whelmed him.

Eriol
pushed his head further into the pillow, his eyes closed as he tried to catch
the waves of sensations but he could never, as soon as they came they were
replaced by a new and even better wave.

Syaoran
continued finding it more rewarding as he heard the gasps of his name escape
the boy’s lips, within moments Eriol found he could take no more and soon
spilled his seeds into his lover’s mouth.

Coming
to Syaoran as a shock he managed to swallow. Lifting himself up, Syaoran moved
on top of the smaller teen who was now desperately taking in air, his eyes
misted.

Kissing
the parted lips tenderly Syaoran smiled at the boy as he wiped away the blue
hair that stuck to Eriol’s forehead before placing a soft kiss in the
same place. “I love you” he spoke softly not wishing to brake the
moment.

Eriol
smiled as he placed his hand softly on the older teens tanned cheek, “I
love you two.”

“Did
my, ‘taking your mind of things,’ work?” Syaoran asked as he
smiled down at the boy, slowly slipping to his side still keeping his arms
wrapped around Eriol’s waist.

Eriol
laughed as he nuzzled his face into the crook of Syaoran’s neck.
“Yeah, I think you’ve got a talent there Syaoran.”

Patting
his head Syaoran laughed lightly, placing another soft kiss on Eriol’s
head, “well I’m hoping on improving my ‘talent’ and I
need a volunteer to help me, know of anyone” Syaoran asked gingerly as he
now moved to nibbling Eriol’s neck with care.

The
smaller teen laughed again and hugged tighter to the older teen, “you can
use me.”

Syaoran
nodded still not taking himself away from the delicate neck that was now
turning a light shade of pink, “You’re hired.”

TBC…
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