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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"No more hospitals."
"Kaneki, you need to get checked out. Your face is all busted up and your shoulder's hurt. Who knows what else he did that I can't see right now..."
"I don't want to go, Hide." I'm sure I was foolish, but despite the pain, I didn't want to go to a place that would separate us, even for a short time. "Nothing feels broken, and it's all injuries I can manage on my own, anyway." I tightened my arm around his midsection to hold him closer.
"As stubborn as ever..." Hide relented and walked us back to my apartment. He helped me to the bathroom, where I sat down on the toilet lid. The light felt more intense than usual, perhaps since we'd been in darkness for so long tonight. Hide pulled off my shirt and gasped when he saw the bruises that Yamori had left on my sides and stomach.
"What were you thinking, Kaneki? You shouldn't have come looking for me. Involving yourself with Ghouls knowing how dangerous they are; you can't keep being so reckless!"
"It doesn't matter. I care for you far too much to let you go! I'll face whatever I have to if it means I can be by your side, Hide. These bruises are nothing compared to the pain I've felt being away from you. I'm sorry I never gave you a chance to talk to me about what happened. I made a mistake running away, and I don't intend to let it happen again."
Hide watched me with teary eyes, then chuckled lightly. "Wow, it's like you're a different person now, Kaneki. In a good way."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, before you would rarely make eye contact with anyone, especially me. You spoke so softly, too. Your shyness was one of the things that attracted me to you. But you're so confident with yourself now; it's a pleasant... surprise."
Hide started to wash off the blood from my face and body. He wrapped up my shoulder and put together an ice pack for my swollen eye.
"How did it happen? Your... condition?" I felt like I knew the answer, I just wanted to see if he suspected the same thing.
"I think it had something to do with the accident. I didn't want to say anything, but there are moments when I can feel that female Ghoul's presence hanging over my shoulder. They said my doctor implanted some of her organs into me to save my life. But she was a Ghoul, so if that happened, then I'm at least partially one myself now. I fought so hard to deny that it was true. I was nearly starving when you showed up at my place. That's why I told you it wasn't safe there."
I suspected it when I saw Hide develop the same kagune tendrils as Rize. That accident caused him to turn into a Ghoul. He shouldn't have even been there when she attacked me that night. I was meant to be her victim, not Hide. He sacrificed himself to save me from this fate.
"I'll take responsibility."
"What?"
"I said I'll take responsibility for you. The situation you're in now is all because you saved me. I'll take care of you, just like you did for me."
Hide shook his head, "No, it's not necessary to do that. This is for me to deal with."
"Too bad, I'm not going anywhere. Now let me take care of you, I know that you're hurt as well." I stood up carefully and walked over to Hide, pulling off his tattered shirt. Remarkably, the wounds that I knew he had sustained during his fight had already healed. Aside from dirt, the only mark on him was a scar on his lower abdomen, likely from the accident.
"I don't stay hurt for long. I learned that fast when Yamori started his game with me. No matter what he did, I just healed and regenerated whatever he cut off."
I hugged him close and told him with a calm, steady voice, "You can take from me if you need it. You must be hungry after fighting so hard."
"No, I won't do that to you!"
"I'm not going to let you starve yourself or put yourself through more pain. I'm telling you that it's okay, this is me accepting the responsibility for your life, Hide. Now take what you need." I turned my head to the side, presenting my neck and shoulder to him. He looked conflicted but licked his lips anxiously.
"Just... Just the bare minimum, okay?" He scraped his tongue against the old bite wound once again. Gently nipping at the edges with his teeth, he peeled it open. Lapping up the blood, he draped one arm over my right shoulder and placed the other against the small of my back. I felt it sting when he used his teeth once again, feeling the skin surrounding the old bite start to tear away. I winced as the last piece ripped off and felt Hide's jaw moving while he chewed and swallowed.
"I'm okay now, Kaneki. Thank you." He cleaned the fresh wound and quickly bandaged it up.
I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his chest. "I'm glad I could help you, Hide." I lifted my head and kissed his neck, enjoying the transfer of heat from his skin to my lips. He started doing the same on the other side of my neck, licking and sucking the skin near my collarbone. I ran my hands over him, reaching for the front of his pants when he paused and caught my hands with his own.
"If we keep going, I don't know if I can control myself. I've already taken from you once, I don't know for sure that I could hold back again."
"Then let me have it. I'll take control this time. I want you, Hide. I need you right now."
Hide stared into my eyes, "Then take me, Ken."
It was my first time taking the lead, but I didn't feel any hesitation as I sat up on my bed with Hide in my lap. He was getting himself ready for me. Watching Hide finger himself made me want to be inside him even more. I reached towards my nightstand to get out the box of condoms we'd normally use but Hide stopped me.
"Not this time, Kaneki. I want to feel all of you."
"But Hide..."
"I'm serious; it's alright. I'm ready when you are," he said as he withdrew the fingers he'd been using on himself, still coated with lube and dripping onto the sheets.
I lined my cock up to his opening, and as Hide held onto my shoulders, he slowly eased himself down until he took in all of me.
"You okay, Hide?"
Hide smiled uneasily, "It's fine, just go slow at first."
I obliged and put my hands on his waist as I started to move. His warmth radiated out as his body squeezed tightly around me. This sensation was unlike anything I'd experienced. I wanted to feel more of it.
"Mmmh, that's it, Kaneki." Hide had gotten more comfortable and was rocking his hips in time with my thrusts. He kissed me deeply as I moved my hands from his waist to the small of his back, enjoying the soft skin as I caressed him.
"Oooh, wait Kaneki, not there!" He stiffened his back but didn't cease in his motions as he rode my cock.
"What, does it hurt? Should I pull out?"
He shook his head, "No, not that area. My back. That spot is really... sensitive right now."
"Sensitive in a good way, or bad?"
"Good, I think."
"Then that means I can keep going." I drove myself in deeper as I massaged the lower part of his back. I felt him tighten up even more as he shivered against me.
"Nggh, Kaneki, it's too much, both is too much!" At the same time Hide came, he also released two small kagune from his lower back. They rippled and waved behind him as he buried his head into my shoulder and trembled.
"I... I didn't know that would happen. But they're amazing, Hide. Is it okay if I touch them?" A nod confirmed it, and I reached out to touch one of the newest parts of Hide. It reacted to my touch, winding around my forearm gently. I rubbed my hands around the base, where the tendrils met his back, and it sent chills through Hide again.
"They are really sensitive, aren't they? I like how you react to me touching them; it must feel good."
"You have no idea. I'm going to try to withdraw them though. It's distracting me from focusing on you." They slowly disappeared into his back. "That was fun, but try to avoid that area for now, okay Ken?"
It was strange to hear him call me by my first name again. I'm sure I even blushed a little. I moved my hands further up his back and held them there as he rocked against me harder. My limit was quickly approaching.
"What should I do, Hide? I'm almost there."
"Finish right where you are, Ken. I told you I wanted to feel all of you."
His pace quickened as I held him tighter, the two of us writhing together as one. His words turned me on in a way I hadn't previously thought possible, and with several quick thrusts, I gave him exactly what he wanted.
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