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A/N: There is an adult situation in here. This is your fair warning.

Heartfelt Interference
Chapter Twenty-two
Age Eighteen

The awkward thing about waking up from a certain type of dream was in that moment when you realized that someone else might have picked up on it. It wasn't just because of the fact that you had a psychic pokemon in the room, you always wondered if you made a noise or something that was an indication. No one had told you either way. Not to mention there was the slight physical evidence that your body graciously left you with; something that you'd been made aware that most pokemon could smell. Thankfully the time that Nox had pointed that out, a time which seemed like a lifetime ago at this point, he didn't quite understand what it meant. But that had changed since that day. You could see it in the way that he looked at you every time something like this happened. It was a look that made you uncomfortable for a lot of reasons though thankfully fear of being judged wasn't among them.

Slowly you removed the cover and stepped out of bed. Just because you and Nox were awake didn't mean you wanted to wake anyone else. Especially not your parents; they worked hard and deserved their sleep. Although you couldn't help but wish your mom was up making you coffee cake. That would help take your mind off of the steamy dream you just had. It would help you pretend that your drive wasn't racing down the streets so fast that it left an impression in your mind. Then again a lot of the times work did that for you as well. As long as you weren't having to work with other humans.

Which was a real conundrum because you wanted to talk with and interact with other people. It felt nice to have a conversation that you didn't have to worry about. After spending the last year raising Rorsh's offspring with him the situation had only seemed to get more precarious. He had respected your boundaries such that he wasn't going inside of your dreams anymore; even if that didn't stop you from having them. But there were other things that got awkward. Like the 'dad said if you said' things that kept happening. Or when the little one wanted to know if you needed to be alone with Rorsh like that was the most natural thing in the world. Those were the situations that made you glad not every human could understand pokemon like you did.

What made it worse was Nox's reactions to those moments. He verbalized a lot of what he meant, a lot of what he felt. But in those moments he'd go quiet and it just had this really intense feeling. Like it was right now as he started to get up and walk beside you in the brisk morning air. It was a bit chilly even inside of the house for the simple fact that there wasn't central heating or anything. It all relied on the fireplace and it had been just a touch too warm to light one up and keep it going last night. Which was probably one of the reasons you didn't mind Nox walking beside you as closely as he was. He put off a lot of body heat, actually, and it felt nice against your legs.

As you brushed your teeth and started to wash your face, you didn't pay any mind to Nox. You were quite used to him following behind you while you were around the house. And as long as he didn't do anything wrong or he wasn't fighting with Rorsh that was alright. Besides if he went back to the room now he'd no doubt wake up the lilac furred eevolution and then you'd really have an awkward situation. Despite the fact that you should have been focusing on getting ready for the day you just couldn't. You couldn't pull your mind away from that dream and that empty feeling you had. It was an embarrassingly familiar type of ache that just wouldn't let up. You weren't exactly sure that was the worst part between that sensation or slightly different type of mess it left you to clean up when you went to use the toilet. You did know that the worst thing about it all was when Rorsh found out. His rare little comments were maddening while his silent stare was worse. Which was exactly why you didn't exactly want Nox going back into the room which changed waking him up.

Right up until you turned around from the sink. Though you wouldn't have known it right away, Nox had designed the whole moment. He had poked his nose up your gown in just the right way so that when you turned around and he moved with you, that his tongue could make contact with an extremely sensitive area.

You stilled as your body practically twitched. The sensation was sharp and perfect in a way that you'd not felt outside of that dream from oh so long ago. And it wasn't letting up. Nox moved his body in a quick succession as his tongue found ways to disable you entirely. You shook as you gripped the sink behind you. In part you knew you were trying to get away but if you were honest with yourself it was mostly for support. What Nox was doing felt so fucking good.

You normally didn't wear underwear to bed except for that special week of the lunar cycles so there was no impediment to the agile appendage. His tongue was quick and strong as he started to use his nose to part your private parts further. The pleasure that washed over you wasn't quite as mind numbing as books described it to be. You could understand what was happening. You knew exactly what he was doing. He was licking at the bud between your legs and bringing you a level of pleasure that seemed to lock up your body. It left you weak like you were going to fall to the ground any moment.

You could hear the sound of him plunging the long appendage in between the folds. You could feel every single movement he made as he pushed at the nerve bundle. And you felt disgusted that it was happening and that it felt so damned euphoric that you felt like you weren't going to be able to stand for very much longer. You twisted your hips unconsciously as you gripped the sink, not being able to stand being so still. Nox pushed his muzzle in farther so that the hard nub of his nose on the top rubbed your clit instead while his tongue ran up and up and down the length of your opening. It gave you just enough of a reprieve to move away from the sink and then you found that the ground was a much better alternative to walking.

If it had been unbearable while he licked and nudged you, him not doing it was hell.

You stared at him wide eyes as he sat back near the sink. His eyes bore into yours as he slowly licked the moisture off of his muscle. You body pulsed with need but that same disgust welled up in you. You closed your eyes and squeezed them shut as you swallowed thickly from your spot on the ground. You heard his paws against the tiled floor but you didn't dare to look up. A wave of guilt washed over you which seemed to prevent you from speaking up more than anything.

It was wrong that it had felt so good. It was wrong that you hadn't told him no, hadn't reacted with outrage. It was wrong that after seemingly learning his lesson during this last year that he'd do something like this. You felt guilty that despite the disgust that rose up in you like you were sure it should have, that all you wanted to do was let it continue. You could practically feel muscles trying to clench in preparation for another organ that you were sure as hell not going to introduce it to.

And when the pleasure started anew like a jolt of lightning, cold and warm all at the same time, you were guilty of letting your head fall backwards as your hands planted beside you. Your stomach tightened and turned as your body seemed to twitch. You felt your heartbeat in a very different way as he licked and nudged at all the sensitive zones. Your legs felt cramped and unruly and eventually they straightened out. As the underside of your knees made contact with the cold tile some shred of reality seemed to creep back into you.

"Nox," you said in a pained voice.

He didn't even flinch as he rapidly pushed and licked at your clitorius. You shifted slightly as your hand went to try to get his attention. But instead of settling your hand on his head you made the discovery that shifting felt good. Instinctively you shifted again, and again. As you unintentionally focused on the movement you'd forgotten to reject his actions. It wasn't that you'd forgotten how wrong this was...just what you were going to say. He captured your attention with the pleasure that raced through your body. And with the feeling of being unfulfilled even with that.

Then all of a sudden it was like your stomach unknotted itself and you felt liquid leaving you. In all honesty it felt like you were peeing and that left you feeling shocked and disgusted at yourself all in one big rush. But the sensation of being utterly relaxed settled in quickly. Your body felt like it had just gotten the best massage possible and had soaked in a bath afterwards regardless of the fact that you were still sitting on a cold floor.

Unintentionally you relaxed back into the wall and let out a deep breath.

And in that moment you realized exactly what had happened. What that sensation had been. And where it had come from. You were about as fascinated as you were morally upset with how good that felt.

"I wanted to make you feel better."

His words clashed entirely with your mind set. You stared at him with no words coming to your brain. Tears nearly welled up in your eyes as you realized that he looked so afraid. Like he was expecting you to hit him or yell at him. You should have. You really should have done something but you didn't want to hurt him. He looked vulnerable as he started to lower himself to the ground with this searching look in his glowing eyes. And no matter how much you knew you should yell at him, tell him what he did was disgusting and morally wrong, you couldn't. Because he'd been doing it for you and honestly right now you felt like you hadn't felt in a long time. You felt warm and soft, relaxed and so...so...satisfied.

"Humans and pokemon aren't…"

You tried to bring words to further your point but looking at him was difficult. You felt good, yes, but you also knew that you were disgusted. Or at least that you should be more disgusted than you were. Which in itself was an upsetting thought really.

"I need to shower," you decided seemingly out of the blue though it was rather connected to the feeling between your legs.

You also decided that you needed to make sure to mop this area too. You really didn't want you mom and dad, or hell Rorsh, to know what happened here. You weren't sure why you felt so embarrassed more so than feeling violated, but that was the feeling that was the most prevalent. And you couldn't help how you felt.

Just like you couldn't stop your eyes from widening when Nox stood up. Between his legs looked to be a similar shape of an human penus from the anatomy text books. The testes were not visible however and the tip was pointed. And there was this little thing poking out at the tip which looked to be more inflamed than the rest which was a feat all in and of itself. Natural curiosity waged war with the embarrassment and guilt that plagued your head. You had to bite your tongue and nearly throw yourself at the door to the shower and tub in order to not investigate. After all you'd only caught a glimpse of this once before and coupled with the fact that Rorsh had told you that they form the shape depending on their female partner...

You clenched your jaw, especially when he took a step forward. He looked like he'd been thinking about something right before he did it, though you had no idea what that could have been for. Nox reared back up on his back legs and used some of the shoulder height shelves by the sink to help keep his balance. He turned his head towards you and tilted it as he adjusted to make sure to keep his balance in the unnatural (for him) bipedal position.

Nox finally remarked. "I won't bite you for being curious."

Your eyes flickered down but you caught that and forcibly moved them away from the appendage in question. Before you moved into the bathing chambers however, they kept going back. Your curiosity had really gotten a hold of you and you weren't completely sure it was because you wanted to learn about pokemon breeding.

Before you turned on the water door you realized one thing...if the bathroom floor had the chance of smelling like you then Nox's muzzle definitely would. With a bit of apprehension in your stomach you opened the door to see something you wished you hadn't. Nox was licking himself. He was adamantly rubbing his nose all over the 'new' pointed organ and then licking. He didn't even seem to care that you could see him.

You watched for a moment. Not out of anything perverse but because it was more like a 'what the fuck?' situation than anything. His eyes turned to look at you and he paused for just a moment. Your mouth opened slightly as you realized that he'd not really stopped so much as turned his body around so that he could stare at you and continue playing with himself. At this point you were pretty sure that he was trying to keep your eyes on him.

There really was no way to describe the thoughts and feelings that raced through your mind. You weren't even sure exactly what they were. Your body still felt wonderful but the pit of emotions that somehow took place in your stomach felt like it was in knots. There was a moral objection to the scene, embarrassment of seeing something which was a private moment, fascination at what exactly was happening, wonderment as you realized that he probably could fit inside of you given the right angle, and disgust that you were capable of such wants. Then worst of all there was the shame that started to sit into your mind. How was this situation even a thing? What had you done wrong?

Was this any different than having sex with them?

You didn't have any answers to any of those questions. Or at least you didn't want to face any of those answers.

Especially not when you realized that he'd just made a completely different mess for you to clean up. And that you were far too curious about it to be normal. Your only consolation was the fact that despite all the things you had learned in your life there was nothing about pokemon mating. Their courtship behaviors, yes, but nothing about their physiology and actions during coitus. Rorsh had told you that it was common, even between pokemon and humans, but you were baffled over the fact that if that was true that there was still nothing on it.

Though as Nox stood up with the appendage only deflated for a moment before he walked over to you, you realized maybe why that was. People didn't want others to know exactly how much they did know about pokemon having sex for the same reasons you hadn't uttered a peep. It was taboo. The fact that all you did was step back into the shower room as Nox tried to push his head back up your gown made that realization sink in deep.

Someone had to be the grown up in this situation and not just think with their hormones. Someone in the world needed to do that too. And with a sort of sick realization you understood that was something you could actually do. Something that you could actually contribute to the world. But it meant breaking everything you'd hold to be truth up to that point in your life.

You had to stop your train of thought as Nox's tongue flickered over your still moist underparts. You side stepped him and closed him in the bathing room while you cleaned up the sink and laundry area. That was definitely not something you wanted your mom or dad to walk into if they got up and needed to use the toilet or brush their teeth right away.

Thankfully Nox didn't whine as you cleaned up. And he didn't even look all that put out when you returned to the bathing chamber. You ignored his hopeful look as you turned on the water to the shower head and let the already perfect temperature water fall onto your head. You merely gripped at the cool tile wall, pressing your forehead against it, as Nox started to eat you out once more.

Even though the pleasure wanted to turn your legs into noodles you couldn't help but think that you could do this. You could finally add back to the community of knowledge. And you could do it while you were still young too. As you squirted all over Nox's muzzle once more you wondered if your mom and dad were going to throw you out once they found out.
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