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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Watching the rain through the window of my apartment, I couldn't help but think where Hide could be at this moment. The rain had been falling since late last night. It was admittedly soothing to hear as I tried to sleep. Water droplets were scattered across the pane of glass my head currently leaned on, distorting my vision whenever I focused my eyes through them rather than around. Over the last six months, I'd gotten used to the way things had settled. After Hide agreed to join Anteiku, they'd requested his help for a handful of missions. The first time he left had been the hardest, obviously, but Hide returned to me safe and sound just as he promised. He'd only been gone a few days, but to me, it felt like an eternity. The apartment felt less like a home without him in it. I avoided both school and work while he was gone, preferring to stay at home and wait. Sleep escaped me as well while he was away.
Upon his return, Hide wasn't amused by the way I'd handled his absence. He scolded me for missing school and work, and he was right, of course. Hide had said that ignoring my own life wasn't fair to either of us. So, when he was summoned for the second time, I didn't make the same mistake. Even though the worry and anxiety still hovered over me, I attended my classes and worked my shifts at Mado's. I didn't want to see him disappointed in me again, so I learned to keep going. My grades steadily improved as a result, which earned me a head pat from Hide when he came back, among other affection and intimate moments.
I'd taken Dr. Yoshimura up on his offer for physical therapy sessions to keep myself occupied and to work on my health. Improving my permanent limp had been my initial goal, but I managed to regain some strength and motion in my left shoulder as well. I didn't want Hide to feel like I was a burden due to my old injuries or have him feel guilty. I'd catch him looking at the scar on my left shoulder sometimes, and he'd quickly look away. I knew he felt terrible about it, even after telling him countless times that it didn't bother me. He still had insecurities, but we were managing to work through them together.
I wasn't the only one working on improving their body, either. Hide spent his free time combat training with other members of Anteiku to help him get stronger. And the results were evident; his slim figure had developed into a fit and muscular physique that would have put bodybuilders to shame. He'd catch me staring at him and jokingly call me a perv while covering himself with his arms.
The rain had gotten lighter until it was only misty outside now. I thought about leaving for today's physical therapy appointment when movement on the street below attracted my attention.
"He's back!" I proclaimed with a smile as I watched Hide approach the building. Within minutes I heard his key turning in the door and took my position on the other side.
"I'm home, Kaneki," he said as our eyes met for the first time in three weeks. No more words were spoken between us as I wrapped my arms around his rain-dampened hoodie and kissed him deeply. His overnight bag hit the floor with a dull thud as he pulled me close to him. Feeling his body's warmth against my own, I ached to get him even closer to me.
"Ugh, come on guys, at least show enough restraint to close your damn door before sexing each other up."
Surprised, we stopped and realized that we hadn't even closed the apartment door. Touka shook her head from the doorway and sauntered off to her apartment with a smirk on her face.
"S-Sorry, Touka!" I yelled as I quickly shut and locked the door. I had a feeling that this wouldn't be the last I heard about this scene.
"No you're not, you little horn-dog," Hide said as he approached me from behind, placing one hand on my crotch and the other across my chest. He casually stroked his fingers against my growing erection.
"Mmm, you're right. I'm not sorry." I turned to face Hide again, his hand still stroking my cock through my pants. I took off his hoodie and the shirt beneath it with relative ease. My hands canvassed his skin, feeling his muscles tense and relax as he moved his arms. I undid his pants next, letting them fall to the floor where he stepped out of them. His cock was eagerly waiting for attention as well, but I held off on doing so to remove the rest of my clothes. No longer hidden from each other, we pressed ourselves close until our cocks rubbed together. Hide grabbed them both and began to thrust against mine.
"Haa... H-Hide, what do you want?"
"For you to take control again," he said breathlessly into my ear. "I need to feel you inside me, Ken. It's been too long."
I nodded and regrettably broke away from his touch to lead him into our bedroom.
"Hold me tighter, Kaneki. D-Don't stop!" Hide was close to finishing as he leaned over the bed on his hands with one leg propped up. I stood behind him with my hands gripping his shoulders, using the leverage to bury myself inside him with greater urgency. His soft moans implored me to give him everything I had.
"I'm close, Hide. Where do you want it?" He still refused to let me use a condom whenever I was taking the lead. I learned that asking him where he wanted me to finish excited him more. Even though I didn't like making a mess of him, climaxing inside Hide felt amazing. I wondered how it would feel if he'd do the same to me, but he'd always turn me down.
"In-Inside, haa..."
I let go of his shoulders and reached for his hands, pulling them out and behind him. His face and chest fell onto the bed for a moment before I jerked him back up. I could go deeper in this position, and it gave me a slight feeling of dominance over Hide. I yanked his arms back towards me with each forward thrust, pulling him against my cock repeatedly.
"Yeah! Right there, Kaneki!" He cried out as he came, spilling himself onto the bedsheets. His body tightened around me as he did so, which brought on my own climax. Out of breath and exhausted, we fell onto the bed.
"You have PT on Tuesdays, don't you?" Hide asked once he'd caught his breath. He wound his arms around mine, his tired eyes gazing at me with warmth and concern.
"I think I found a much more satisfying way to exercise today."
"Smart ass. So, anything new since I've been away?"
I shook my head, "Nah, same old stuff. I aced my midterms, but they weren't difficult, to be honest." I regretted bringing up the subject of school. Hide had dropped out of his classes to deal with his issues and work with Anteiku. I knew he didn't want to give it up, so I tried to avoid talking about it to spare his feelings.
Hide smiled, "That's great! I'm proud of you, Kaneki. I'd say we should celebrate, but I think we got that out of the way already."
"Not necessary, it was just some exams. I want to hear about you, Hide. Anything new with finding Kanou?"
"Nothing yet. This last mission was mainly information gathering. We heard rumors of a faction of Ghouls gathering members throughout several wards. It turns out they are organizing as a group against humans. Yoshimura is looking over what we brought back and plans to have a meeting tomorrow to discuss our next move. I hope this doesn't go too far, but from what I've heard, it isn't good."
One of Hide's requests, when he joined Anteiku, was to allow me full access to Anteiku's meetings and plans. He didn't want me to be left in the dark about anything he was involved with. His request didn't have any opposition, so whenever they met, I was welcome to sit in and provide my own thoughts in their discussions. In every respect, I was a member, except I wasn't allowed to go out on missions. This was Hide's other request. The other members agreed to this one as well.
"I'm sure it's nothing that Anteiku can't handle."
We got under the covers and held each other close for the remainder of the afternoon. The rain had picked up again outside. The sound of it eased me into the peaceful sleep I only managed to get when Hide was home.
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