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Evangelion: Only In Your Eyes Am I Worthy
Author’s Note: I think I have too much fun writing Crazy-Asuka. hahaha
Required
Disclaimer: Still no own. Still no money. Too evil for a conscience. I think I
might just have some jelly donuts around here now, however… Enjoy and ponder on
the glory of GAINAX! And stuff.
Chapter 25: Broken
People
Asuka and Shinji stared silently at each other
across the empty space of the third child’s mostly empty room. The second child
had a despondent, haunted look as she fixed her eyes, unblinking, on the
blue-eyed boy. “Why do you hate me?” She inquired in a flat, weak voice.
“I don’t hate you.”
Shinji protested.
“Why do you hate
me?” The red-haired girl asked again, in exactly the same tone.
“I don’t.” The
third child repeated.
“You don’t love
me.” Asuka stated, still with a broken down voice.
The blue-eyed boy
glanced away nervously.
The German girl
repeated herself. “You don’t love me.”
“No. I don’t.”
Shinji admitted reluctantly.
“You love her.” Asuka pointed out softly.
“I… think so.” The
third child didn’t argue with that statement.
“But not me.” The
girl observed.
“I care about you!”
The boy cried out in protest.
“You don’t.” Asuka disagreed.
Shinji shook his
head in confusion. “What is wrong with you, Asuka-chan?!”
“Kannst du in meiner
Seele lesen? (Can you read
into my soul?)” The girl inquired, sounding remarkably like Rei
at her most mysterious and emotionless times. [AN: Yes, both meiner vs. meine and lesen vs. sehen are intentional.]
The third child
shook his head. “I don’t understand.”
“Sie ist leer. (She is
empty/void.)” Asuka continued.
“I don’t know what
you’re saying!” Shinji cried in frustration.
“You never know
what either of us is saying. She, talking with her eyes, and I, speaking with
words upon words. You neither see nor hear.” Asuka
stated, still sounding quiet and enigmatic.
The third child
clenched his fists in anger. “Stop it!”
“How can I stop it,
when it is your lips that are speaking these words?” The German girl inquired.
“I said stop it! Or
I’ll make you stop!” Shinji screamed, shaking with rage.
A corner of Asuka’s mouth rose up slightly, the first expression she
had made during the entire conversation. “How can I stop it, when it is your hands that are wrapped around my throat?
You, who is choking the life out of me.”
The third child
blinked, noticing his hands were indeed wrapped around the red-haired girl’s
pale slender throat. For a few moments he just stared at his hands as they
dented in the soft flesh, but then a demonic smile formed on his lips and his
hands tightened even more. “Yes. These are
my hands. This is your life. Your soul is empty, you said? Let’s find out.”
Asuka stared up into Shinji’s maddened eyes,
lying limply on the floor now, not even bothering to struggle. A single tear
fell from the corner of her right eye.
“How does it feel
now? Are you still empty? This is the real reason that angel was killing you,
isn’t it? It peered into your soul, and it found nothing. And it was scared. You’re nothing but a doll.” The third
child laughed, sounding very much like a demon child.
The second child
stared up into the frightening eyes above her as her neck was squeezed so
tightly that she thought her head was about to pop off. Suddenly a thought was
born in her gasping mind. ‘I am not a
doll.’
“What?” Shinji
inquired, leaning his head over so his ear was over the girl’s mouth, but still
he strangled her.
“I am not empty. I
am not a doll. I… desire. My existence is valid because I desire. I am
incomplete, but I have the will to reach out for that which I desire. That
which will give my life more meaning than it has now.” Asuka
stated, reaching up to grab the hands that were around her neck, trying to pry
the fingers away. Panic edged into her mind as she realized she wanted to live,
and she would likely die anyway.
The third child
snorted. Then he glanced downwards with an evil smirk on his lips. “You’re
wrong. You’re nothing but an empty hole that’s not even worth filling.”
Asuka’s eyes widened in shock. “Wh…
what?”
“You’re a broken
doll. Useless. Nobody wants to play with you. When you die, nobody will even
bother to bury you. More trouble than you’re worth. We’ll just toss your corpse
into a lake and let the fish eat you. Of course, they’ll probably have no use
for you either.” Shinji laughed.
“Stop!” The second
child cried, clawing desperately at the hands around her neck, feeling her life
fading. She struggled vainly, but she was already so weak. “Please... stop…” As
the girl’s eyes rolled back she saw Rei standing over
her.
“Asuka. Wake up.” The blue-haired girl stated softly, but in
a commanding tone.
Asuka’s eyes snapped open and she gasped in horror.
Her arms vainly reached out for someone. Shinji… Rei…
it didn’t matter. Instead, she found herself cold and alone. She gasped for
breath and scrambled backwards, pulling her knees up under her chin and
wrapping her arms around her legs as panic burned raw and hot in her veins. Her
terrified eyes swept quickly over the room and her hand reached up to clutch at
her throat.
The German girl
sobbed, wishing desperately that someone, anyone, was with her. She always
slept soundly when she was curled up with Shinji or Rei.
And when she wasn’t… she had the most horrible nightmares. The whole dream had
felt much like when the angel was probing her mind, an experience that was
still aching and bleeding in her psyche. “Gott im Himmel… warum?!
(God in heaven… why?!)”
Finally Asuka stood up and wiped her eyes and walked into the wash
closet, where she splashed cold water on her face. She stared at the haunted
look on her own face in the mirror and hated it. “Ich
schaue in den Spiegel, aber
ich erkenne diese Augen nicht.
(I look into the mirror, but I do not recognize these eyes.)” She murmured,
shivering as she turned away from the dreadful sight.
The red-haired girl
was about to walk back into Shinji’s room, where her futon was, to go back to
sleep when she reconsidered. She glanced at Misato’s door, realizing the woman
must have returned from NERV by now. ‘Probably
completely exhausted and sleeping like the dead.’ She reasoned.
The young pilot
slowly slid the major’s door open and peered in on her slumbering form. Judging
by the smell of stale beer, she had at least a few drinks before passing out. Asuka glanced back towards Shinji’s room before returning
her gaze to the purple-haired beauty. She sighed and muttered to herself, “In der Not frisst der Teufel Fliegen.
(Erm… I think the literal translation is ‘In time of
need/poverty the devil eats flies’ but it means basically the same thing as the
English phrase ‘Beggers can’t be choosers’)” She
trudged forward and flopped down beside the slumbering older woman. She moved
close enough to feel the heat of the major’s body, but didn’t cuddle up to her.
Some time later,
just as the second child was about to fall asleep finally, the major mumbled in
her sleep with a giggle. “Oh Kaji… don’t put it in
there! No no… oh… ok maybe just for a little while… mmm…”
Asuka’s eyes snapped open in horror. “Schlampe! (Slut)” She choked out, wanting to strangle the
woman in her sleep. She clenched her fists and shook her head. “Why should I
care? You can have him, you old hag.” She grumbled, getting up and stiffly
walking out. “Today just keeps getting better and better.” She grumbled
sarcastically.
She went back to
the futon in Shinji’s room and spent the remainder of the night staring up at
the dark ceiling. At one point during the night she started shivering and
curled herself into the fetal position and stated in a whisper, “Shut up,
mother.”
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Maya rested her
hand over her heart as she nearly swooned over a big romantic moment in the
game she was playing. “Oh, their first kiss! That is so cute!!!” She cried. “And she told him she was crying because she
was happy! If only that happened in real life, it would be so beautiful!”
The captain munched
on some sweet rice crackers as she watched the long video sequence, enjoying
the sickeningly sweet love song that was accompanying it. Her good mood was
ruined, however, when she heard a knock at the door. “No! Who could that be?!”
She grumbled. The captain stood up after pausing the game, brushed the crumbs
off her over-sized shirt, and then stomped over to the door. ‘Probably Aoba again to see how I’m feeling.
As if he can’t work a telephone.’ She threw the door open and blinked in
surprise. “Sempai?”
“Good evening,
Maya-chan. I hope I’m not disturbing you.” The
bottle-blonde doctor stated, though she walked past the captain without
awaiting an invitation. “Ikari-kun isn’t here, is
he?”
Maya blushed in
embarrassment. “No! Of course not!”
Ritsuko shrugged and sat down on a padded chair.
“So, you’re resting up, I see.”
The young Ibuki frowned, wondering why the doctor was acting so
strangely. “It’s quite restful. I’m just playing a game. It beats staring at
the wall. Besides, you know in my place, you’d probably be working still, so
don’t tease me.”
The doctor raised
an eyebrow up, a little surprised at her tone. “No need to get testy, Maya-chan. Be a dear and fetch me a drink, will you? Tea is
fine. Or sake, perhaps.”
The captain
frowned, turning so her expression wasn’t seen. She liked Ritsuko,
actually she liked Ritsuko a lot, but right now she felt violated. She bit
down her offense and poured the older woman some tea and handed it to her. “To
what can I owe the pleasure of this visit, sempai?”
Dr. Akagi sipped the tea and shrugged. “I didn’t really feel
like being alone tonight. And I didn’t figure you’d mind.”
‘You still haven’t asked if I mind, either.’ Maya thought silently. She glanced around
and winced. She hadn’t cleaned the place up in weeks and she was embarrassed by
the mess. “If I had known you were coming, I would have cleaned up…”
“You’re supposed to
be resting anyway.” Ritsuko argued, staring at the
television screen. “Is that a movie?”
“A game.” The
captain corrected her, indicating the controller. “It’s on pause.”
Dr. Akagi made a “hmph” sound and
looked towards the book case on the wall. “I suppose everyone needs a hobby.”
She stated in a condescending tone.
Maya frowned openly
now, wondering if the woman was intentionally being a bitch. “H-hai. I suppose so.” She replied meekly, dropping the frown
politely when the doctor looked her way. “Have you eaten? I have some Tonjiru (pork miso soup) left
over from dinner earlier.” She offered politely. “I’ve been eating some rice
crackers for dessert.”
“I’m not hungry,
thanks. I’m not in the mood to eat.” Came the doctor’s reply.
Maya shifted
uncomfortably, unsure of what to say. After a few moments she sat down and
regarded the distant expression on the blonde’s face. “Is everything ok,
sempai?” She inquired with concern.
“I had a bad day.” Ritsuko offered simply, as an explanation.
Captain Ibuki nodded, waiting a few moments for her mentor to
elaborate. When she didn’t, she felt a prompt was in order. “Would you like to
talk about it?”
“I had an… argument
with Pilot Ayanami.” The doctor explained, and after
a thoughtful pause she continued. “She was rubbing it in my face about how she
has both Ikaris wrapped around her little finger.”
Maya’s brow
furrowed in confusion. “Ayanami did? That doesn’t
sound like her… perhaps she is suffering some difficulties due to her S2 organ,
like Shinji-kun is?”
Ritsuko scowled in offense as the girl seemed to be
defending the ‘red-eyed bitch’. “She also told me that she knew that you had sex with her boyfriend, and she started talking about how she owned his
heart and that he loved her passionately and she seemed to be warning you away
from him. I think she might even try to hurt you, Maya-chan.”
The doctor fabricated a tale.
The captain’s mouth
dropped open and her eyes widened in shock. “She… knows?! Shinji-kun told
her?!”
“She said she
sensed his energy inside you. So she didn’t even have to ask him, she already knew.”
Dr. Akagi stated in a ‘concerned’ tone.
The young Ibuki shook her head uncertainly. “Rei-chan
wouldn’t hurt me… she likes me!” She
protested.
Ritsuko made an exaggerated shrug motion, as if to
say she had no clue what was going on. “Whether she would harm you or not, she
is blackmailing me. She wants me to call her Ayanami-san
and treat her with deference, or she’ll report your actions with the young underaged Ikari-kun to his father. And I’m sure that’s just for
starters.” The doctor did her best not to smirk, marveling at her own brilliance.
Maya settled back
listlessly on her coach, contemplating that. It just didn’t make sense to her
that Rei would threaten the doctor over her. ‘If Ayanami is
upset about what we did, which is understandable, why didn’t she come to me
about it? Why get sempai involved? Something just isn’t right about this. Rei-chan is a sweet girl… isn’t she?’
After thinking that
the captain shook her head. “I can’t let you take the fall for me, sempai. If Ayanami wishes to inform the commander about my actions,
she can do so. I can’t let you suffer for my mistakes.”
Dr. Akagi frowned. She hadn’t expected the girl to be so
willing to take accountability for her actions. So this called for a revised
plan. “We can deal with the little bitch ourselves. Then we won’t have to worry
about what she will or won’t tell the commander.”
Maya tilted her
head and gave her mentor a quizzical look. “What? You don’t want to hurt Ayanami-chan, do you sempai?!”
Ritsuko glanced around, even though they were
alone, and then leaned closer to speak in a soft conspiring tone. “Not her
directly. The Dummy Plug system. No… if I hurt her, Gendo
would kill me. If I destroy the Dummy Plug system… he’d be upset, but
ultimately the system is useless now. Unit 01 won’t accept it, Unit 00 is gone,
and there are three pilots for Unit 02… four if you count Ms. Bitch herself.
It’s an acceptable loss. We’d just get slapped on the wrist. But Ayanami’s usefulness would be over!”
Maya stared at the
doctor in horror. She couldn’t believe the older woman was saying all this!
“Sempai, we can’t do that! It’s not worth it! I’ll talk to Ayanami-chan.
Surely she’ll see reason. If she wants vengeance for my indiscretion with
Shinji-kun, then let her have it on me and be done with it.”
Dr. Akagi growled, furious she was refused by her young
protégé. “So you won’t help me take my revenge on that little bitch?! Me, your sempai!? Don’t you care about
me at all?!”
Captain Ibuki shook her head sadly. “Sempai… I think you are just over-worked
and overly stressed. This just isn’t like you! Please, take a leave of absence.
Get some rest and clear your head, ok?”
Ritsuko’s hand lashed out and she slapped the young
captain. “Of all the betrayals I’ve suffered through… yours hurts the most.”
The doctor then walked out while the younger woman was still in shock from
being struck.
Maya rested her
hand on her sore cheek to soothe it, shaking her head in disbelief. “Sempai… I
don’t understand.” Tears fell unchecked from her eyes as she felt like she had
betrayed the person she cared for most, and she didn’t even understand how it
happened.
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Rei stared silently at the boy across from her,
an eyebrow quirked up slightly. “What is it you desire of me, Shinji-kun?”
A touch of a blush
formed on the boy’s cheeks. The innocent way she said it coupled with the
implications, real or imagined, behind those words led his mind down a sordid
path. He coughed nervously to clear his mind and give him a few moments to
order his thoughts. “I just want… to know you.”
A slight amused
smile edged the corners of the first child’s lips up. “Know me… as in the
biblical sense?”
Confusion washed
over the young Ikari’s face but then it was quickly
replaced by an even darker blush than before as he realized what she meant. “Wha… no! Well… not no. But… that’s not what I meant. I… Rei-chan…”
The smile grew,
reminding the boy of when she smiled at him earlier that day, as well as so
long ago after the fifth angel was defeated.
“You’re teasing me?
You… surprise me, Rei-chan.” Shinji admitted with
admiration.
The blue-haired
girl nodded. A moment later, she inquired “How do you wish to know me,
Shinji-kun?”
“Well…” The
dark-haired boy paused, wondering how best to approach this subject. “I know
you so well, but at the same time… I don’t know you at all.”
“And you believe it
is possible to know someone better than this? Can you know me, when you do not
know yourself?” Rei inquired, regarding the boy
curiously.
The third child
smiled and shook his head in wonder. “You always turn philosophical.”
The red-eyed girl
narrowed her eyes slightly in confusion. “Is this wrong? Am I not supposed to
have these thoughts?”
Shinji shook his
head, his smile growing larger. “No, nothing is wrong with it. You have a beautiful
soul. And your inquisitive mind is one of the things I adore about you. I am
often too afraid to ask myself those kinds of questions. I respect your
bravery.”
Now it was Rei’s turn to blush. She glanced away so that she could
focus her thoughts. “You… embarrass me, Shinji-kun.”
“I’m only speaking
the truth, Rei-chan.” The boy informed her, a
peaceful joy settling over his heart as he enjoyed the reaction to his words.
It was in these moments that he saw her soul most clearly and when he found her
to be the loveliest.
The blue-haired
girl turned her eyes back towards the third child. “You do not speak truth. You
said you were afraid. You imply that you are a coward. You are not.”
Shinji frowned and
looked away, feeling shame now. “No, it’s true. I’m a coward. I always want to
run away. I’d rather crawl into a hole and be alone then to reach out to
others, because I’m too afraid of being hurt.”
“You reached out to
me. It was the strength of your heart that saved my life, Shinji-kun.” Rei assured him.
“I… well that was…
because… I… well… ah…” The third child couldn’t put a coherent thought
together, he was so flustered.
A touch of a smile
came to Rei’s lips as she observed the boy’s
predicament. “Words are fragile creatures. Is it not strange that we can understand
the meaning of a word, even when we do not understand the concept? But it is
the naming of things that give us power over them, so that we may begin to
unlock their mysteries.”
Shinji laughed
softly. “Philosophical again. You have such a curious soul, Rei-chan.”
The first child
glanced away, embarrassed again. “For a long time… I did not believe I had a
soul of my own.”
The blue-eyed boy
looked up at the girl, surprised. “But now you do, right?”
“Yes. I have seen it.”
The red-eyed girl responded, as if she were telling him that she saw a bird at
the window.
Somehow, for Rei, it was not hard to believe that she had indeed seen
her soul. Shinji smiled. “What was it like?” He inquired, genuinely curious.
Rei paused thoughtfully, seeking the words that
were sufficient to describe her most intimate of places. “It was… tranquil. And
sad.”
Feeling
self-conscious, but unsure why, the third child sat down on Rei’s
bed. “Sit for a while, Rei-chan?” He inquired as he
tried to think of something that would make the quiet girl happy.
The first child
moved silently to sit on the chair near the bed.
“Wait! Sit over
here, Rei-chan!” The boy called out, impulsively
reaching out to place a gentle hold on the girl’s wrist. He had intended to sit
on the far less comfortable chair himself if necessary. However, when he
grabbed her so suddenly, the red-eyed girl lost her balance and fell backwards.
Rei blinked in surprise when she suddenly found
herself sitting in the other pilot’s lap sideways. To prevent her from slipping
off and falling on the hard concrete floor, the third child had immediately
wrapped his arms around the girl’s slender waist. They stared silently into
each other’s eyes, a blush mirroring on both sets of cheeks.
Surprise,
embarrassment, and a little fear passed through Shinji’s mind. “Oh! I’m sorry.”
He apologized.
“For what?” Rei inquired.
“Well…” The third
child blushed, wondering how she could even ask that question. “I didn’t mean
to force you on me like this. I was only…”
The first child
looked into Shinji’s eyes, reading the conflicting emotions playing through
those orbs. “Last year, when you fell on me. Do you remember what I told you?”
Shame brightened
the pilot’s cheeks as he recalled that event. “Hai.
You told me to get off of you.”
Rei stared at the boy silently.
Shinji blinked in
confusion, not comprehending her meaning. ‘Is
that a hint to let her go, or is she saying she’d tell me to let her go if she
wanted me to?’ He wondered.
The first child
watched the changes in the boy’s eyes as he tried to figure out what to do. ‘It can’t be that hard to figure out. Look
into my eyes, Shinji…’ The girl thought, wondering why he couldn’t seem to
read her eyes as she read his.
Doubt plagued the
boy’s mind and he started shifting to set her down, then he caught a change in
the girl’s lovely red eyes. ‘Disappointment.
I know that look well. It is always how my father’s eyes look.’ Shinji
realized his mistake, almost too late, and altered the readjustment so that his
arms held the girl more securely. Taking a chance, he pulled her close into an
embrace.
A few tense moments
later, Rei snaked her arms around the back of the
third child’s shoulders and closed her eyes, feeling peace in her soul.
The blue-eyed boy
sighed softly, but felt guilty because his body was noticing he was holding a
beautiful girl closely, as she sat in his lap no less. He hated himself for the
words he was about to speak. He would have strangled himself, if he could, so
they stayed hidden in the damaged caverns of his heart, but he could not. “Rei-chan… I… don’t want to come between you and Asuka-chan.”
Rei leaned back in the boy’s loose embrace and
fixed her eyes on him, confused.
“I want you to be
happy.” He stated, though he knew it meant he would never be happy. The bitter
truth was, though, he was accustomed to not being happy.
“I do not
understand, Shinji-kun.” The first child stated honestly.
The dark-haired boy
sighed. ‘A hundred angels… no… a thousand
angels. Yes, I’d rather battle a thousand angels than say this. Why… why can’t
I just shut the fuck up? I can’t do that to Rei
though… or Asuka. They deserve better. Better than
me.’ He shook his head to clear his thoughts. “I can’t force you to choose
between us. If she makes you happy… and you make her happy, then you should be
together.”
Rei raised an eyebrow. “Must I choose?” She
inquired, a touch of a frown forming on her mouth.
Shinji fixed his
gaze down at the floor. He didn’t know what felt worse, trying to gracefully
stand aside for the happiness of the girls, or trying to make it sound like she
had to make a choice then. ‘Can’t I just
be happy for a while? If Asuka is hurt, I can step
aside. Until then, won’t I be making them unhappy? They will feel guilty for
hurting my feelings, won’t they? I have to think of them, too. Is it worse for
them if I step aside now and likely cast a shadow on their relationship, or to
wait until we all grow too attached to make a clean break? Why can’t anything
be simple?’
Making up his mind,
the third child shook his head. ‘Maybe
it’s selfish. But I will probably never get to feel this way again… I want to
hang onto it, if just for a while.’ He embraced the girl again and told her
“No, of course you don’t have to
choose.”
Rei smiled as she rested her head on the young Ikari’s shoulder, happy that the issue was resolved.
Shinji inhaled and
smiled. ‘This is the scent of Rei…’ He nuzzled his face into the soft skin at the
base of the girl’s pale neck and placed soft butterfly kisses there, without
even realizing he was doing it.
The first child let
out a soft gasp as her eyes fluttered closed. Her arms tightened around the
boy’s shoulders, enjoying his warmth and attention.
The blue-eyed boy
murmured something unintelligible as his kisses trailed up. He nibbled on the girl’s
delicate left earlobe, reaching a hand up to brush his fingers through the
silky blue locks around the girl’s right ear. “Rei-chan…”
He whispered, lost in the moment.
“Mmm?” Rei tilted her head to the
side, enjoying the affectionate attention and hoping it lasted.
“Mmm.” Shinji agreed, his mouth finding the girl’s soft
lips. On instinct, he moved her down so she was on her back and curled into
her, his left arm cradling the girl’s head with his fingers entwined in her
hair as his right hand moved down, trailing over the pale expanse of the first
child’s stomach which their movements had unveiled.
The red-eyed girl
sighed into the boy’s mouth, only mildly caught by surprise when his tongue
slipped past her lips. Her body seemed to remember how to kiss back, which was
good because her brain was too busy enjoying the electrifying sensations that
were rolling into it to remind her.
Shinji’s fingers
continued their journey upwards, sliding along several of the girl’s ribs, eventually
sliding directly underneath the cloth of her bra to cup the left breast he
found there.
Rei’s eyes shot open in surprise and she
stiffened, unaccustomed to that sensation. It was nice… very nice.
The third child
froze, thinking he had done something wrong or moved too fast. He lifted his
head up and looked into the crimson eyes beneath his own wondering gaze.
A delicate blue
eyebrow rose up slowly, inquisitively.
“I’m sorry.” Shinji
whispered, afraid the girl was going to be angry with him.
Rei blinked. “For what?”
“I… I don’t know.”
He replied honestly. If she wasn’t offended by his affectionate touches, should
he feel sorry? The boy felt it might be best not to press his luck, however, so
he rolled over onto his back, but kept an arm behind the girl’s head in case
she wanted to snuggle up against him.
The red-eyed girl
looked at Shinji silently for a while. Eventually she settled onto her side,
using the arm under her head as a pillow, finding more comfort in its warmth
than in her normal headrest.
The third child
sighed, feeling happy despite how disappointed his body was in him. “Familiar
ceiling.” He murmured, feeling safe and at home here for the first time.
Rei raised an eyebrow up slightly, but chose
not to comment on his strange statement. She felt happy, but her body was still
tingling all over, and the sudden ending just left her feeling… incomplete. ‘What is this feeling? Is it… frustration?
Longing? What is it?’ She wondered.
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The sad thing is… I
had my roommate perform that little “Grab-wrist” maneuver between Shinji and Rei on me so I
could see if what I described was realistic. It was. His comment, “I’m glad
you’re so light.” Haha Next chapter: Oh Shinji… don’t
worry. You’ll get better at reading a girl’s cues. Maybe. Hopefully. Next
chapter: Asuka has another therapy session… those are
always fun. Ritsuko finds ways to vent her anger.
Shinji and Rei… well… they get confused and stuff.
All good fun. Beyond that, we’ll see if anything fits in or not. Ciao!
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