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仁義	By : Kimmimaru Category: Gravitation > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1234 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter 25: Hikisaka reta kokoro (Torn Heart)

"Shuichi, I...I would like to say...I-I'm...sorry." Yuki stuttered as he stood on Hiro's balcony. Shuichi stood at his side looking nervous. "I made mistakes...I know I've done nothing but hurt you! But I...I didn't mean to. I swear that I thought I was helping you! I just...wanted to protect you."

"I know." Shuichi replied, he looked down at his hands for a moment and sighed. "I understand why you did it but...It hurt."

Tatsuha sat outside his father's temple staring up at the stars as he inhaled on his cigarette. Suddenly his phone vibrated in his pocket and he frowned as he picked it up, he flipped it open. "Hello, Tatsuha speaking, who is..."

"T-Tatsuha..."

"Ryu-Sakuma-san!" Tatsuha dropped his cigarette he didn't like the sound of Ryuichi's voice, there was something terribly wrong.

"Tatsuha...I-I'm...In Kyoto...C-Can I...come...see you?"

"Uh...Yes! Yes of course...just tell me where you are and I'll pick you up..."

"I'm outside...please, help me!"

Tatsuha turned and almost ran to the gates of the temple. He hung up as he flung open the doors, he found himself looking down at Ryuichi. The singer was on his knees, his phone now lying on the floor as he hid his face in his hands. Tatsuha dropped beside him and put a hand on his shoulder. "Sakuma-san?"

Ryuichi drew his hands away and Tatsuha saw tears streaming down his face. He looked into Tatsuha's eyes and stifled a sob. "He...He doesn't...n-need me anymore...Ta-kun..." With that he threw himself into the Monks arms and began sobbing into his shoulder. Tatsuha wrapped him in his arms tightly.

"Who? Who doesn't need you?"

"T-Tohma..." He cried. "H-he...p-pushed me...a-away...h-he...doesn't n-need me! I-I wanna...I wanna die!" He nearly screamed the last but Tatsuha held him tightly.

"Hush, come on inside...I'll help you. I promise."

He took Ryuichi to his room and settled him down before making him some tea and sitting at his side. Ryuichi held the warm liquid in both hands as he stared silently into the cup. "What happened?"

"Tohma told me that he didn't need me anymore..." Ryuichi whispered quietly. "I'm sorry, Tatsuha-kun...I had...nowhere else to go...or at least, no where I wouldn't be alone."

"No! No...its not a problem...It's my pleasure to have you stay, I'm sure my father won't mind."

"I'll only be here for a few days so I can get my head sorted before returning to America." Ryuichi said softly, he sipped his tea before looking up at Tatsuha who was watching him as if transfixed by every movement. Ryuichi smiled weakly. "Thank you..."

Tatsuha saw how dark the singers eyes were and he realised suddenly he was in serious mode. The change shocked him slightly, but he realised he wasn't as afraid of him as he normally was. "That's...that's fine." He managed to breath. The mere sight of that gentle smile made him want to throw the man to the floor and force him to scream his name, almost as if reading the boys mind Ryuichi set aside his cup and sat up on his knees before Tatsuha. Those blue eyes took on a gorgeous smouldering look that he tended to wear on stage and he smiled slightly. "S-Sakuma...?"

Ryuichi pressed his finger to the monk's lips. "Sh..." He said as he slowly began lifting his t-shirt over his head. "I want you to make me forget." He muttered, the t-shirt fell to the mats at his side and he slowly slid his hands down his body and to the waist band of his jeans. "I want you to make me not think anymore..." His eyes fell half closed as he popped open a button, Tatsuha was entranced, too stunned to speak or even breathe. "Fuck me until I'm screaming your name...use my body..." He slid his jeans open to reveal his pants underneath. "Use me however you want."

"S-Sakuma..." Tatsuha gulped. His eyes followed the movement of Ryuichi's hands as they slipped into his underwear.

"It's Ryuichi..." He whispered.

Tatsuha looked back into those sapphire eyes and suddenly lost his composure. "I'll make you forget all about him..." the boy whispered in the singer's ear as he pulled lightly on his earrings with his teeth. "I'll make you cum so hard you'll only ever think about me..." He slid his hand into Ryuichi's pants and began slowly rubbing his rapidly hardening penis.

"Haa..." Ryuichi tipped his head back and arched into the body above him. He allowed the pleasure to swamp him, he let it wash away the awful emptiness. "T-Tat...Tatsuha...Nnn...Fuck me hard!" he grabbed Tatsuha's hair and dragged him to his lips, he kissed him and felt heat flare in his groin until the feeling was unbearable. Their tongues tangled in a desperately passionate kiss, Ryuichi moaned into Tatsuha's mouth and thrust into his hand. The monk released him, his face flushed and he was panting slightly. He yanked down the brunets trousers and pants at the same time before sliding his fingers into Ryuichi's mouth, he groaned as saliva wetted them and he felt Ryuichi's hot tongue on his fingers, he wandered what it would be like to have that mouth on his own erection...finally he withdrew his fingers and slipped them slowly into Ryuichi's backside. He stared at the singers face intently as he arched his back. His skin glistened with sweat as he reached above him and tangled his fingers into his t-shirt, he panted and began making a noise more beautiful than his singing. "Ah! More...More..." He begged quietly. "F-Fuck...Tatsuha...p-put it...aaa...too good..." He closed his eyes and bit his lower lip as he lifted his hips off the floor. Tatsuha swallowed as he tried to control himself, this was more than he had ever dared dream...Ryuichi was finally his! He smiled as he leaned down and swallowed the man's throbbing member. "Ahhh!" Ryuichi thrust into his mouth, unable to control the desperation and the need for more of that intense heat. "T-Tatsss..." He groaned as the monk pushed his fingers into him, stretching him and making almost scream. The boys tongue was like liquid flames, they raced from his erection right up into his belly. He tensed and felt an almost painful tight coil grow in his stomach. "Ta...Ta...cum...Cumming! Tatsuha...More...Ah god! So good...g-goood..." He felt it, a great wave of pleasure tore through him and he arched his back, crying out the monk's name.

Tatsuha swallowed the hot liquid and drew away, he was panting and he saw Ryuichi lying on his floor with his t-shirt crumpled in his fists. He was panting heavily, his toned chest rising and falling with each breath. The monk moved so he hovered over the Brunet and looked deep into his eyes, his fingers swept a lock of hair from them before he leaned down and captured that amazing mouth. Ryuichi sank into the deep kiss, surrounding himself with Tatsuha's scent so it wiped away all thoughts of Tohma. Suddenly the young monk drew away from the kiss and smiled slightly, he climbed to his feet and moved over to a nearby chest of draws. He rummaged around before returning with ropes. Ryuichi raised an eyebrow questioningly, the excited look in the boy's eyes disturbed him slightly but he pushed it aside and simply lay on his back. He allowed Tatsuha to bind him tightly, his legs in an awkward, cramped position; his knees against his chest and his hands bound between them. Then the monk bound his eyes with a piece of cloth enclosing him in darkness.

Tatsuha looked down at the singer lying on the mats beneath him, his dark hair spread around his head, a few strands caught between his partially parted lips. He swallowed as he tried to contain his throbbing desire, he had been waiting forever for this moment and he was not going to waste it. "Ryu-chan..." He muttered as he ran his fingers down the singer's thigh. "You look...beautiful..."

Mika stood in the gateway, her eyes glued to the man on the other side. She folded her arms across her chest and narrowed her eyes. "What do you want?"

Tohma lowered his head. "I wish to apologise, Mika-san...for the way I have treated you. I was wrong...I treated you badly. Please, forgive me."

"You came all the way here simply to apologise? I have to say that if your men saw you bowing your head to a woman, they'd lose all respect for you."

Tohma sighed and looked at his estranged wife. His blue eyes were soft, none of the hardness she had become accustomed to was there, he was showing her that he was distressed. Something had happened and he needed her. "Mika-san I..." He paused and clenched his hands into fists.

His wife sighed and stepped aside. "Come in, we don't want you catching a cold."

"Thank you..." He followed his wife into the house as she took him through to her room. As they passed a set of partially open doors Tohma heard a sound that nearly made him trip over his own feet, he stumbled but righted himself easily before turning to the door. Mika watched him over her shoulder before shaking her head.

"Ryuichi's here." She said softly. Tohma turned to her and she saw an unexpected pain in his eyes. "He is with my brother...I...I'm sorry, Tohma."

He closed his eyes briefly before taking a breath and moving towards her. "It doesn't matter, not anymore." He said as he stepped past her.

Mika went after him and grabbed his arm lightly, he stopped with his head down so hair hid his eyes. "Why? What happened?"

"I...I made him leave...he is no longer Wakagashira."

Mika released her husband's arm with a small gasp. "Tohma! You..."

"I had to do it..." He whispered softly. "Mika-san, my words...they were killing him. He is in love with me and I am unable to return those feelings and each time he looks at me he will be constantly reminded of that heartache, I couldn't allow it to continue! I want...I need to protect him!"

"But he is the only one skilled enough to keep you safe! What if you are attacked? You need someone by your side so that they can make sure you do not get hurt! Tohma, he was willing to throw his life away to protect you, you won't find loyalty like that!"

"I know...but I refuse to let him fall into despair just because of my selfishness. No, this is right...he will return to America and continue with his career."

Hiro sat on his sofa, the television screen was showing an old movie that he and Shuichi had been watching before Yuki had arrived. He stared blankly at the screen, the author and Shuichi had been out on the balcony talking for some time now and he didn't want to disturb them, but some selfish part of him wanted to go out there and remove Yuki from his home, he had been enjoying having his best friend all to himself, but the singer needed Yuki...there was no room in his heart for anyone else. He sipped his beer just as the doors opened and Shuichi came in. "Hiro..." He said softly. "I'm going back to Yuki's...we're gunna give it another try." He smiled suddenly, his old happy grin that made his eyes sparkle. Hiro smiled back and nodded.

"It was inevitable eventually." He said, managing to hide his disappointment behind the joy of seeing that expression on Shuichi's face. "Well, go now and I'll have your stuff sent over."

Shuichi dived at his friend and hugged him tightly. "Thanks, Hiro...thanks for helping me."

"What are best friends for? Now get going, I have things to do."

Shuichi pulled away, his smile broadening. "Hiro needs to get himself a girlfriend before he gets too lonely."

The guitarist laughed and ruffled Shuichi's pink hair. "Yeah, I guess so...but what can I do without my wing man?"

"Hey, I'm still there for you! We'll go out and I'll make sure you get a good one!" He stood and turned to the author who was stood by the door.

"You ready?" Yuki said, his eyes glittering in the light, Hiro could see that, although he wasn't smiling, he was happy. Shuichi nodded and bounded into the hall.

"I'll call you tomorrow!" Shuichi called through before Hiro heard the door open and close, leaving him alone once again.

Ryuichi sat by the door of Tatsuha's bedroom, he watched the young monk sleep as he thought about the voice he had heard outside the room. Tohma was here and it was the hardest test of self control not to find him and make him take him back. "Tohma doesn't need you..." he whispered to himself. "He said as much himself." He shook his head and sighed. "But he does need me...He needs me to protect him! Without me he could be murdered!" He watched Tatsuha mutter incoherently and roll over in his Futon. He tipped his head back against the door and stared up at the ceiling without really seeing it, he was so lost in his own dark thoughts that he almost missed the soft clink of tiles. He tensed and closed his eyes, listening with all his might...he may be imagining things, but that had definitely sounded as if someone was trying to get into the house...His suspicions were confirmed when he heard voices, barely audible over the wind, but he could make out the harsh accents of foreigners...

"Tikhiĭ!"

Ryuichi silently got to his feet, his knives were secured in the belt of jeans. He didn't have time to put on any more clothes so he left the room topless. The door slid closed silently and he padded through the hall way, his ears on high alert for any other kind of noise.

Tohma lay beside his wife, she slept with her head on his chest but his mind was far away. He was distracted by everything that had been happening recently and he knew he was in for another sleepless night. Suddenly he thought he heard a noise, as if someone with bare feet was moving towards his door. He sat up and climbed out of bed, Mika mumbled but didn't wake up. He slipped his hand beneath the pillow and grabbed the small gun he now carried everywhere he went. Slowly he drew it and aimed it at the door, a shadow could be seen on the other side, a shadow he couldn't fail to recognise...His heart clenched painfully as the shadow paused outside. He lowered the gun and moved to the door, he sat down with his back to it as the figure on the other side did the same. "Ryuichi..." Tohma breathed.

Ryuichi heard Tohma whisper his name and closed his eyes. He drew one leg beneath his chin and rested his arm across his knee. "You should sleep..." He muttered.

"I heard noises...I thought someone was here..."

"What have you been doing to annoy the Russian Mafia?" Ryuichi said softly.

"Russians?" Tohma's eyes opened wide and he stared blindly at the opposite wall. "It must be him!"

"Him?" Ryuichi kept his voice empty of emotion as he played idly with a knife.

"The girl you took...her father had her taken from under my nose. I don't know who was behind it but..."

"Ah, so he's fighting fire with fire..." Ryuichi chuckled softly, a sound that sent chills down Tohma's spine, the sensation was not unpleasant. "Don't worry, I'm here...for now."

"But I..."

"Tohma, I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing it because there are innocent people involved, Tatsuha-kun and Mika-san and their father...I don't want to see any of them hurt."

"I-I'm sorry...Ryuichi...Will you ever forgive me?"

Tohma heard him stand and he sighed. "I can forgive you anything, Tohma..." The singer whispered before suddenly he was gone.

The three men found the entrance to the house, they opened the door and slipped inside. Each one wore black, their faces visible in the half light. They crept silently through the house, eyes darting around to make sure the coast was clear. "Boss said that Seguchi was staying here, if we take him out we get all his trade routes..."

"We get everything!" One man replied with a chuckle.

"Rumour has it he's protected by a supernatural monster!" Another muttered.

"A demon..." The other man shuddered as he reached into his shirt and lifted out a pendant with a silver cross on it, he brought it nervously to his lips.

"Don't be stupid! Both of you are letting your imagination get the better of you! Now shut up and follow me!"

They crept through the house, searching rooms and finding most of them empty. Finally one of the men gestured the others over, he had found an occupied room. "Remember the orders: Kill everyone."

They nodded once and pulled the door open...

Suddenly there was a flash of silver and one man fell through the door clutching at his throat, crimson splattered the floor and wall and he lay still choking on his own blood. "Benedikt!" One man cried he moved towards his comrade and saw the silver blade protruding from his flesh. His eyes widened and he lifted his cross as if to ward off a blow with it. He stepped backwards, nearly tripping on the corpse. His other comrade had a gun in his hands as he searched the room for their attacker. He turned to look at his fallen friend when suddenly a shadow loomed up behind him...

Hands grabbed him and dragged him backwards into the darkness, the man with the crucifix stared with wide eyes as he became suddenly certain that his friend was being devoured by some dark demon from the very depths of hell. He turned and made to run for it, but his feet tangled in the limbs of the corpse and he fell. The shadow fell across him and he rolled over, his fingers scrabbling for his gun. "M-Monster!" He cried, he found he was staring up at the shadow of a man, but his eyes were little more than two pools of black. He began preying desperately, his fingers gripping his crucifix. He aimed the gun and heard soft laughter, the figure spoke in English.

"Monster? I'm not so sure about that...maybe...God of Death is more appropriate." His fingers flashed with silver and the man saw no more. "You're God cannot help you."

Tohma watched Ryuichi end the man lying at his feet from where he sat. Mika was in another room, he had been the bait. The assassin straightened and turned to face his old Boss, their eyes met and the scent of blood made Tohma shudder uncontrollably. Ryuichi finally turned away, hiding the pain in his heart. He began moving the bodies of the Russian men so that they could be removed without trouble, he kept his mind on the task and tried to ignore the heavy feeling of Tohma's eyes. Once he was finished he heard Tohma's voice;

"What will you do now?"

"I...Have nowhere to go. So, I will return to America...I will..." He stopped speaking and straightened up, he gazed down at the dead men without pity, his blue eyes as hard as diamonds.

"Ryuichi?"

"Please, don't say my name." The singer muttered. His eyes closed and he wrapped an arm around himself. "Please..."

"I'm sorry..."

"I..." Ryuichi fell to his knees, his hands were bloody but he didn't care. He lowered his head and sighed. "Don't apologise...it just...makes it harder. Just...have a good life, Tohma..." He heard his friend stand and make his way towards him, soft hands found his hair and began slowly running through it. "Don't touch me...Please...stop!" His voice wavered slightly as Tohma ignored him and his fingers slipped down his exposed back to the two Symbols at the base of his spine. "Tohma..."

"Mika-san was right." Tohma muttered distractedly. He was slowly being consumed by the smell of blood and the feel of Ryuichi's soft skin beneath his fingers, his eyes were slightly unfocussed and his tongue darted out as he wet his slightly. "She said that I would never be able to let you go completely...She told me you would always have a hold over me..." His hands went to Ryuichi's throat and he the singer stilled, his skin erupting into goose bumps.

"Tohma...what are you...?" He was cut off when he was pushed roughly to the floor, Tohma looked down at him. "I asked you to stop...!" Ryuichi pushed him away suddenly, the president's eyes widened in surprise. "I..." Ryuichi's eyes widened and he suddenly flattened himself against the floor. "I'm sorry!" He gasped. "I didn't mean to push you...I..."

"Quiet." Tohma snapped suddenly. "This is my fault...Remove the bodies and clean up. Afterwards...I don't want to see you again."

Ryuichi stayed in his Kow Tow position until Tohma had left. Slowly he sat up and stared into space for a moment. He had never felt so lost and alone in his life, he felt tears in his eyes and let them fall silently to the mats beneath him. "What am I supposed to do without you?" He whispered to the room.

END NOTE: Tikhiĭ - is quiet in Russian! :)
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