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Coming Out	By : RenoTurk Category: Gensomaden Saiyuki > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4070 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Saiyuki, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Three weeks into the journey away from the bizarre events they hadn’t spoken about it at all. Sanzo hadn’t approached Gojyo about the situation but was struggling to be patient. Gojyo hadn’t so much as quipped about a fuck let alone got into anything with them. Even Goku had whispered quiet concerns about him, simply put… the silence was nearly as unbearable as his mouth could be.

They picked a small cave and made a camp fire, set out blankets and let the little dragon get a much deserved rest. Goku handed half of the cake he’d stashed over to Gojyo, who nodded a vague thanks and sat in silence for a while after. When Goku was done he fell back, belly full and slept soundly.

“Sanzo.” Hakkai nudged him. “Now.”

“Me?” Sanzo looked at him, rolled his eyes and then went to sit by Gojyo. “Alright, it’s gone on long enough. Talk.”

“I don’t know what you are on about.” Gojyo grumbled stubbornly.

“You haven’t even so much as made a passing joke about sex since we left Nue. You don’t exactly talk at all lately, normally I have to hit you to stop you, so get talking.”

“I’ve just not been in the mood.” He looked at the two of them. “I don’t know why but it’ll pass I guess.”

“It’s not like you can get us pregnant if that’s worrying you.” Hakkai gave him a smile.

“I kind of worked that one out.” Gojyo chuckled softly, it was a mild break from the doldrums at least.

“It’s never been a point of concern for you before.” Sanzo looked at the redhead. “And you’re usually a self-certified slut.”

“Reality checked in at the front desk.” He looked to them both once more. “What if I have left women with shit like this all over the place? I’ve always just moved on but now everything feels wrong on all levels.”

“Cos the bastard did it to her, neither of you got a choice.” Sanzo looked into his eyes, he was for a rare moment being compassionate. He understood the problems he just didn’t think they would have had to be voiced.

“You were just pretty much raped.” Hakkai pointed out.

Gojyo glared angrily towards Hakkai, the very phrase sent a shiver down his spine. Sanzo watched them, Hakkai had been in the situation to comfort Gojyo more than he had, he didn’t really think he was going to be able to do what he needed. Bravado and anger fuelled Sanzo and this was a situation that required neither of them.

“Fuck off Hakkai.” Gojyo went to get up, his wrist was caught by the dark-haired man, and before he could get away he was pulled into his lap. “I said…”

“I heard.” Hakkai wrapped his arms around him. “Two things happen here, you get a good cry and trust us or you walk away and hope we wait for you. The second one seem a bit ris…”

He stopped when the redheads sobs hit his ears, he jerked his head towards the priest and Sanzo moved over nervously. He knelt down, his hand lay on his shoulder softly. Gojyo turned around, wrapping his arms around Sanzo’s shoulders. Sanzo found he was angry for him, they had already had rotten enough lives, and they brushed so much aside. Sanzo was still young and despite all the aggression and stoic appearance the walls had to come down now and then. He just wasn’t used to having people near him that he could trust either. They were in it together and they needed to be.

Hakkai thought of his sister, of the child they’d never had and thought about the family he had missed out on. Then he mentally chastised himself, his current family needed him and that was more important than wallowing in old history.

“I’m sorry.” Grojyo whispered when he calmed down.

“Don’t you dare,” Sanzo cupped his cheeks and looked into his red eyes, “never apologise to me unless it is something you did wrong.”

Hakkai relaxed a little, they were dysfunctional but they needed each other because of it. Even when the rain started outside, he looked out wand wondered if this was supposed to be the point all their sins washed away. Start again, move on to the next pile of bullshit. What he did know was that he loved them, flaws and all.

The silence was ruined when Goku belched loudly, which elicited a burst of hysterical laughter from Gojyo. It was just like him to ruin a moment, he was passed out asleep and Gojyo had to wonder how he never woke himself up!

“Oh my…” Hakkai chuckled, he thought it was quite cute. “You going to be alright?”

“Yeah I will.” Gojyo nodded, he lit up a smoke. “Maybe…” He added with a demonic little grin.

“Here we go.” Hakkai laughed. “What’s it gonna take?”

“Well you know there’s the festival one town over and, well you know I am determined to get a full on show out of Sanzo and you before we leave this area right?” Gojyo’s mind ticked over. “I mean it would cheer me up.”

“Fuck no.” Sanzo looked at them. “That beer garden was enough.”

“Aww but I really love to play.” Gojyo pouted. “You didn’t seem that worried by the end of it anyway.”

“Two random fucking strangers ended up all over us too… it would get out of hand.” Sanzo didn’t want random fucks, he wanted his lovers.

“If I promised it was just us and no one else? Seriously I am sure we could get a balcony or sommat. I just want to celebrate my love with a nice big audience.” Gojyo smirked, his mind back on track. He needed to suck it up and move on. “Come on…”

Hakkai laughed, it was so funny when they could catch Sanzo off-guard. He was aware that it was asking a lot of him, Sanzo was still coming to terms with the fact he wanted men, Gojyo sat beside him, took his hand and smiled.

“I want you,” Gojyo looked at him, “and I want the world to know how good you make me feel.”

Sanzo shook his head softly, he wasn’t going to let up on it. He’d mentioned it enough times. In the end he just told him he’d think about it. More to stop the conversation than anything, and also it was late. They needed to sleep at least a little and hey, he was back to talking so that was the important thing.
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