Shattered Mirror

Hi!!!! Well by now it is my record, it is the first time that I write more than two chapters. Of course I am very happy with this story, I love violence, I love the twins, I love violence, I love Kouichi but I like Kouji a bit more that is why I make him suffer, did I told you that I love violence? I don't know if I am mad or not but for me is like a pleasure to torture people in my fics, If I am mad just tell where could I find a psicologist for free cause I don't have a lot of money you know.

Ok please, please, please excuse my english!!! By now most of you people now that my native languaje is spanish, and I am writing it in english just cause I want to practice it. I will try my best to do it correctly so if you please notifie me where did I write wrong.

Other thing that you should know too is that Digimon Frontier is not mine, it is of other people, not me!!!

By now I don't have anything more to tell you so…… to the third chapter!!!!
Do not forget to review it please!!!!!



Chapter 3: Something in my heart told me it was you…

Kouichi´s P.O.V

It has past a month since Takuya show him the pictures of his brother. By now both of them have the mission to try to find Kouji. It was very difficult cause non of them knows where to begin first. The first part of the plan then was takuya´s job, he had to contact the people that he knows in his town, maybe one of them knows something about him. Meanwhile everytime they walk to anywhere they open their eyes maybe they could see Kouji walking. But with this they were no getting any answer. They where lossing hopes.


One day when Kouichi was doing his homework someone knoks the door. He stand up a went to open the door whe suddenly someone jump on him.Takuya seems very excited for some odd reason.


- " What happen Takuya? Are there any news? - He doesn´t now why did he ask that but something deep in his soul keep some kind of hope to find his brother.


- "Well….. exactly, exactly … there are not news. But if it mades you happy a friend of I had found what we could call the last picture taken to kouji. Thioto oto was taken when your brother was …let me see… nine years old. It is from a year book of our school, this is the photo of the hole class, and this one is the only photo of Kouji alone.It is not the biggest one but at least you could see his face." - It was a very small picture and there was a very thin boy, with long hair, his head was obviously the biggest pof hof his body but it was the more battered too. His face express pain and it seems that he was trying to smile… but he couldn´t. In the photo class he appeared almost hidden by a boy with a huge smile that was pulling, like trying to make him to be in the photo even when he doesn´t want to b it. it.


- "Thank you" - That was the only thing he could say. At laest he had now a picture of his brother. Maybe someday he will have one where his brother will smile, what he really wants was a photo of both of them. - " where do you think he is?"


- "Well I just don't know, he could be anywhere. But … the most probably is that if he feels alone he is in some park, yes he love parks, specialy if they had big trees"


- "Hey …then why not… lets search in the parks near here, if he is in this part of the world maybe he is there!" - with that both of them where to try to find Kouji but without lucky. He had to came back to Kouichi´s house cause it was beggining to snow. They were freezing and teire hopes where now in the last floor of his souls. Just to raise them Mrs. Kimura gave them hot chocolate, the boys drank it until the last droop fall. Kouichi´s mother didn´t now anything about his son´s plan.

Hours later Takuya return to his home. Kouichi keep the pictures of his her her with him, he was beggining to wonder something , something that he didn´t think before. If Kouji, long ago, draw this pictures about his, Kouichi´s live, with only imagining then why didn´t he try to do that before! All he had to do is to dream about his brother, maybe focuse in the photos that Takuya bring to him earlier. He put the photos under his pillow and rest his head in it. He close his eyes and concentrate in his brother, something that give him a clue of where he could find him. He …could see something very blurr, but he didn´t recognize anything, He could see a market, he knows that market… it was one that was near…. The house of the poor girl, maybe Kouji lives somewhere near there. He stand up and grab his sweater, jacket, gloves, hat, scarf, and boots and the glases for tha snow that was falling out there. The anly thing he said to his mother was "I´ll be back in a minute" and he goes, as fast as he can, but there was a time that he couldn´t run anymore.


By now he was in the door of the house of the girl. Was the girl alright now? Well by now he doesn´t care anymuch for her, he needs to find his brother. He began to walk when suddenly watch the girl that was walking with some difficult, he could not see her very well cause the snow but what he could see was that she didn´t have a sweater, what she only have was a very thin jacket, her face was bruised again but he couldn´t see it very clear cause the snow that and all that long hair she had that cover part of her face. He had to be kind with her, so he went to her side and try to talk to her.


- "Are you alright?" - Ok stupid question but what else could I said?. She try to answer it it seems that she couldn´t talk appropiately. - "you must be freezing, hey took one of my sweaters, just to keep you warm, ok?" - I try to put it on her trying not to hurt her. Her breath was very slow and heavy. She said something that sound like "thank you" and she continue her walking. I continue mine too cause I have to find my brother.


I continue walking but it was too late by now the market was close and my hopes have die once more….



Kouji´s P.O.V

It had past a whole moth and nothing had happen. I don't know why my hope is playing with me, well it was just the last thing I was waiting for, no?. Everyone plays with me. For example my father loves to make me suffer in any possible way, it seems that he likes to torture me, I don't know why. For what I remember I didn´t do anything wrong to him, did I?


For me everyday is the same as always, when I woke up no one is here for me or at least it is what it seems… The truth is that my mother is always with me, Once my father told me that she had died in a car accident, so now she is taking care of me, she is my angel. Well sometimes it seems that she is a little busy cause sometimes bad things happen but… she is always with me. The bad of of she being an angel is that she can´t stop my father´s beating time. He is not at home in the morning so that is my best part of the day, I can go out, for a walk or to find something to eat cause here in my house what you could always found is the thousand of beers that my father keeps in the kitchen.


What I did first today was the cleaning of the house, I have to clean all the blood I left over the floor yesterday, cause if not my father is gonna kick my soul out of my body. By now everything is clean, at least until my father came and find something wrong just to have an excuse to kill me. I have now a few hours until my father come to home, so I think I´m going to see what can I borrow from the market. But now I had a problem. It is snowing out there, but I have to get out of here, I don't have boots. Well by now I f my father has not kill me yet I don't think the snow can. And I think That maybe with my imagination I cold do something…let´s see… Ok! I got it!


- "Today is a sunny day"- With that Kouji open the door- "It is very hot out side"- Of course it was a lie but he had to belive it, now kouji put one of his feet out side the door, it was realy freezing- "The sand is hotter than ever and the sun is making me feel warmer than ever…" - He couldn´t stop shivering by now, but he didn´t stop, he continue walking toward the market that was just a few blocks of his house.


He enter into the market and began to look to all the owners of the shops. Suddenly he found one that with a little of lucky he could get something.


- "Hi sir… I need … ummm..cleaning stuff, like detergent!" - with this the man give Kouji a escheptical view and went inside his store meanwhile Kouji took the oportunity to put some noodles inside his pocket, he was doing this when the owner came back. Fortunatly Kouji stop in time so noboby have notice it. - "and I need a mop too sir" - the owner this time look furious and return to the inside. Kouji continue grabing things that where near him, but then he saw a big chocolate bar. It have been years since he eat a chocolate bar. The owner came back and this time Kouji ask for a big broom. He took this time the oportunity to try to grab the chocolate but this time it didn´t work. A big broom or what in this case is the broom that Kouji ask for collidde with his back with an incredible force, that force that you use to kick the ball or smach the potatoes for a delicious meal.


- " Got you! Do you think I am a jerk? A clever boy, you are wrong! I notice it you idiot! Hey everyone look what I got!! A rat! - By now everyone in the market was looking at them, he could feel all the eyes on him. The manthat looks like a sumo player pick him up and smash him against the garbage can, by now he could feel some broken ribs. Then the same cruel hand pull him against himself and pick him up again but this time he sit him in his legs, the sumo player legs!!! The man turn Kouji so that he could see the floor in the meantime the owner took out his belt and began to punish the boy in front of all the people. He try not to cry but it was a impossible mision, everything hurts. When the man finish Kouji try to stand up but his legs were like jellow, he was walking out when the owner stop him sus suspend him and turn him over and a lot of noodles fell from his pockets and not only noodles, they where some beans, cookies too. Like a way to said goob-bye the owner give for last time a slap that made Kouji fell again.


- "Don't want to see you again here! Do you understand? Never!" - Of course he will never be there again. Everything hurt to him. To breath, to walk, to be himself. But the bad part of all this episode was to return to his house with anything in his pockets. He knows it was bad, that to stole is not good but he could not do anything more.


By now he have to walk very slowly for obvious reasons but he had to hurry up cause every minute that pass the snow was wining him. He couldn´t say it was a sunny day cause it is not a sunny day. He was freezing again, he doesn´t feel his legs anymore. His vision was blurring, his stomach was aching, and his head was spinning. He was feeling sick. He didn´t belive that at first but he convince himself when he saw a bear in the middle of the street infront of his house. The bear suddenly look at him and try to reach him. By now the bear was talking to him he doesn´t know what cause he didn´t understand bear languaje, but he think it was a good bear when the bear took out one of his fur coats and give it to him. He smell the coat, it was clean, he could sense the love in it. The bear help him to put it on. He suddenly was recover, he don't know why, everything still aching but he could fell his mother with him now, making him to feel warmer. The bear still there looking at him - " Thank you bea…" - he couldn´t finish cause he began to cough. It seems that the bear doesn´t like it cause he goes away. Kouji continue walking and stop infront of the door. He began to look for his keys when suddenly a big alcholic hand welcome him to the house


- "Where were you? Maybe you where somewhere trying to bring thinthing for youe beloved dad? I didn´t see anything for me, you ungrateful son. I, your father, the person that raise you up, I that love you so much, I that brings to you a roof, food, clothes. But after you recieve all this things of me you can´t retribute them? You are everything but not my son then. I was beeing good with you but if you are not going to coperate the you have to suffer the consecuenses."


- " What is all this shit you are talking about? Give me a lot of things? Where are them then? Love me? Is this is love then I don't want it. And for the suffer thing I doesn´t care, I suffer everyday of my stupid live with you!" - suddenly he remember that he was speaking to his father and that it really was a bad idea to wake up in the morning. It was a bad idea to live in this world and to have that way of living. It was a bad idea to believe that his mother was always with him, that was totaly a lie, but if it is not why the hell his mother was not helpiim nim now. He had the stange feeling that that stupid bear had the fault. He doesn´t know why but he hate and love that bear. Once that bear gave him and strange hope that there was kind in this world, but he envy that bear cause the most probably thing was that he had a better live than him.


He was having a lot of stupid thoughts at the meantime his father was pulling out his soul of his battered body. He doesn´t know that he could feel more pain than ever. After a while he notice that he was left in a pool of his own blood, everything has past now. He had survive once more but he doesn´t know for how long. With is left force he grabble trough the living toward his bedroom. His bedroom was everything but not a bedroom. It only have a small mattress with a thin sheet, and for a pillow he had some dirty clothes. He try to look at himself to see haw bad he was now. The clean and colorful sweater that bearbear gave to him was now broken in the back and was dirty with his blood. He took it of and walk to the laundry room to try to clean it. He father was now sit on the couch drinking more beer aparently looking at one of the many flies they had at home. Kouji wash the sweater and hang it up trying to to make the wind dry it. The water was so cold, his hands were freezing now, and the spining sensation come once more, his vision was blurring again. He slip with one of the table feet and fall. He grabble once more to his room but this time he doesn´t have enough force to do it. His body was heavier than ever, his eyes were closing, he could see it now the bear was at his home and a woman welcome him with hot chocolate, that woman…. It was Koujis mother, wasn´t she an angel? The bear was taking his fur coats, he wasn´t a bear, he was a boy, he was he? No it couldn´t! He had long black hair and he, the other boy, had short hair. What was his mother doing with this bear boy? Maybe she loves more that boy than him, that was why he is always alone. Nobody really cares about him.


He have to do something, he was anger by now, he have to tell that bear thathe hates him in someway, he have to make suffer her mother for left him alone in this world. He focuse all his energy in that thought. Call it miracle, or a strong energy, or the power of our thoughts but suddenly it happen. Kouji could look everything in his position. That bear- boy was now on the floor feeling the agony he was feeling. The boy was rolling over the floor, and his mother was crying in desasperation, they where suffering. They were suffering like him. For and odd reason he feels mad with himself, it was not the bears fault, and he doesn´t like to see his mother suffer in that way. At the same time things went normal in the other house. He had never do anything bad like this, he hates himself for doing this. What could he do now? Like a punishment he began to strike his head against the wall trying to break it up, trying to die. But for obvious reasons he didn´t resist and fall unconcious in the wet and cold floor alone with not one at his side, not eve a flie.


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