Takuya\'s Diary | By : Baylee Category: Digimon > General Views: 1954 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter Three: Learning more...
By KellyQ
June, 12~
Today was the day I got to know his name. It was Kouji
Minamoto; and for the first time in my life, I felt something
deep down something the some people would call love ....
I looked at what he wrote. I remember that day too. It was the
day I got my spirit and became wolfmon; and became part of the
group. At first I thought I was going to regret because of
Takuya's annoying behavior. It wasn't until we got back to the
real world that I really felt lonely. I didn't really want to
admit that they all changed my life especially Takuya. He was the
fist to ever to to push the limit of trying to know me.
At first I really wanted to kill him for wanting to try and be
my friend. I didn't really want any friends. They either broke my
heart or left me, like Takuya ....
I turned the page and noticed that he had not written for a
few mouths and I think I know why ... we where buys with fighting
Digimon's. I started to read and my eyes widen ... my brothers
name was mentioned. Takuya ... you bettot hot have a thing for my
brother or your going to die!!
August 14~
Kouichi just joined the party, Kouji's brother. I never met
someone so walled up within himself type person. And Kouji does
not seem to thrill about that he has a brother that he never
known he had. I would be too if my brother just shows up and
clams to related to me ... I wouldn't be to thrill either.
I wouldn't help but smile. Takuya always knew how I felt about
things but I wasn't really that pissed. It was just hard for me
to accepted that I ever had one. I then turned the page to see
that he has not written in it for another few months.
November 25~
I can't believe we did it!! We won!! The Digital-world is now
safe from the Digimon that tried to take over the Digital-world.
Now they can rest in peace knowing that they wouldn't get hurt
but now it's time for us to go home and to be honest, I 't
't
really want to go ... the Digimon's have become part of me and I
wish that I didn't have to leave ...
I couldn't help but smile again knowing that he can be a great
guy ...
Izumi didn't want to leave either, her crying annoyed me
the all the way home as Junpei sat next to her rubbing her back.
I couldn't help but smile at the two; they have awfully close.
I looked at Kouji to see him sitting there looking out the
window; his beautiful face looking so solon and stern. Yes I'm in
love with him ....
My eyes widen as tears rolled down my cheeks ... Takuya loved
me ... I looked down at the page with my blurry eyes trying to
focus them that's when I not tha that he stopped there. I lifted
the page hesitating to change the page ...
Guilt.
That's all I felt.
I can't believe that he didn't tell me ... I would've told him
I felt the same way.
I finally turned the page and noticed that it was two days
after the last entry.
November 28~
My parents are becoming suspicious of me and I fucking hate it!!
But I can't tell them! They wouldn't understand! But I need o
bo
bad! It's the only thing that keeps my mind clear ... but I'm
flat out broke ... and I told the man that I would give him the
money at the end of the week ... gotta go! My mom is calling.
I just stared at the entry, my heart racing. He wasn't talking
about what I think he's talking about is he? He couldn't ... I
turned the page with guilt still lingering in my heart.
December 12~
Izumi yelled at me after I asked her if she could lone me money
so I could get the drug! I called her some mean names that I
didn't mean but I needed the drug so bad that my tempter was on
the edge.
Yes. The drug has been part of my life ... I know it will kill me
in the future but who gives a fuck ....
I closed the immediately closed it after that ... I had no
idea how messed up Takuya was. I mean; he makes it seem that his
life was not worth living ... Oh Takuya ... why didn't you tell
me! I could've helped you ... even given you money so you can be
happy!
I opened the book again to the middle of the book. Shit! I
lost my place, but something caught my eye. It was the date. It
was just weeks before Takuya passed away.
March 25~
I invited Kouji over to stay the night. At first he didn't want
to but I just gave him the puppy dog eyes he finally said yes. At
first I thought it was a bad idea to have him over. What if I say
the wrong thing do the wrong thing like kiss him! Ahggga! I'm
just so confused and really need my drug and my body is starting
to shake! What the fuck is wrong with me! I just hope that Kouji
doesnt realize this and wants to know what's wrong because
I can't tell him! He would never speak to me again and ... oh
gotta to. Kouji's here.
That's right, Takuya, I did notice something in your behavior
.. you where a bit more hyper than usual and anise. Sat there for
a few moments trying to find the spot where I left off before I
closed the book. I come, where is it! Ahh! There you are! I
turned my head when I noticed that my alarm clock said that it
was eight thirty.
I put the diary under the pillow, got up andked ked into the
kitchen and opened the fringe to see that there was a leftover
Subway sandwich from what my brother brought home just three
hours ago. I pulled it out when was a knock at the door.
Closing the fridge door I put the sandwich down on the counter
and walked to the door and there stood Izumi; her eyes slightly
dull just like Tomokis.
Hey, Kouji, may I come in?
I guess. I said moving out of the way so she could
come in.
She walked to the couch as I walked back into the kitchen to
get my subway.
Kouji, this is beautiful, is this yours diary?
I froze. No! I dropped the plate and ran into the living room
to see Izumi flipping though the book. I forcefully grabbed
it of her hands clutching it close to my chest.
I wasnt going to read it, she said in a
hissing manor glaring at me.
Damn right you wont! Its not mine to begin
with. Its Takuyas.
Oh, She said getting to her feet and walking to
the door as my eyes followed her then she stopped before turning
the doorknob, you do realize that Takuya was drug acetic
Yes, I know, I said lowering my head.
I didnt look up at her she walked out closing the door
behind her....
To Be Continued ...
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