Darker Than You
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+. to F › Angel Sanctuary
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
26
Views:
2,518
Reviews:
4
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Angel Sanctuary, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
School Life
Authors Note: Ok, this is completly different then what Katou\'s real life is like. Sae is being replaced by a younger sister, Katline, who is a complete jerk to him and his mother. His mother is basically what Sae is, only doesn\'t call him Yue-chan or anything to that matter. Robert is Katou\'s \"Father\" the one that raised him that is. Still abusive, and yes... he has an American name, because he originated from America, haven\'t completly worked out why he\'s in Tokyo or anything just yet, but yeah. This is just something I put together at random. Thank you and enjoy.
Warning: Might be some OOC, rape, yaoi, angst, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, drug abuse, child abuse, wife abuse, cussing, lemons, and VERY bad spelling and about anything else that I might and will add to this story.
Rated: NC-17 please don\'t say I didn\'t warn you at all. Because I did!
Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of the characters of Angel Sanctuary and the names I use for Katou\'s family are not really there either. And YES, I do know his real family and all that crap but this is an AU fic.
Time Frame: uh... no where, its AU thank you.
Told from Katou\'s POV.
~Part 3~
I grin faintly at the boy who I every so often talk to in this class. He just told me that he finally fucked a woman. He was laughing softly, but happily. His light blue eyes shown a life of joy and cheerfulness. They where full of emotion and feeling.
\"Damn man, slammin\' into her tight pussy was like heaven!\" He continued not noticing I really wasn\'t paying any attention. I was off staring at Kira, who hasn\'t said anything to me in a while. I felt stupid, but every time I see him, I want him to notice me... ugh.. Mama said I must have a crush on him or something.
Shiro\'s voice catches my attention. \"Katou... Dude how many people have you fucked?\"
I smile up at him. Let truth be known I lost my virginity at the age of 13. Exactly one year before that, I had my first high with Yoji. \"I think somewhere around 5 woman and about 7 men. But I\'m not entirely 100% sure bout that.\"
His eyes widen at me. In his pure little mind, I must be such a fucking whore. That\'s really part truth. If you get me high enough my body will be yours. Though, not many people take that advantage. Come to think of it, the only time I do it with someone is when I\'m high, but no one ever does takes advantage of me when Kira is around. I smile. \"My God!\" Shiro\'s voice says to me in a cloudy whisper of shock.
I gleam at him. That\'s when the retarded teacher decides to swat the board, making the brown haired boy in front of me snap back to face the desk. I don\'t pay attention to these lessons. But as always, the teachers pass me. At the end of the year though. Not during.
\"As I was saying boys, the constant battles between-\" my mind turns off his gabber about some ancient battle. Nothing that matters to me at all. I look out the window, which I sit next to. I love windows. I really do. When your next to them, you get this amazing ease over you because you can see what els gos going on in the world and leave your little hell hole that you must live in. Yeah out there it\'s better than anything in here. It\'d be so easy just to jump from the window...
A piece of paper lands on my desk. I open it quickly to see Kira\'s writing on it. I read his nice well worked out writing,
\'You ok? You look like shit run over twice.\'
Kira.
I wrote back and handed it to Shiro to give to Kira who sat next to him. I said in my sloppy and almost unreadable handwrit I I wonder why everyone refers to me as shit or crap or dung or some other thing that comes from the ass...
\'Dad\'
His reply:
\'Need to stay somewhere till Robert cools down? You know your welcomed over anytime,\'
My reply was hollow sounding in my head.
\'I guess. But I would have to get some things.\'
His reply in his pretty little handwriting that was almost so small you couldn\'t read it.
\'We can get that after school. Talk after class, cig. Break.\'
I grin to myself; it would be great being over at Kira\'s where you don\'t have to ask for everything and your parents hate you. I just never got the reason why Kira was so mean to his father.
The bell rang loud and clear breaking up my nice little nap in history. I collected my stuff then put it into my bag. I lick my healing and still swore lip gently, noticing the piercing flavor that springs to life the memories clogged mind about how fuck up my life really is.
I stand and look over at Kira, who was bending down. I swallowed painfully; he really did have a great body. I lick my lips unknowingly, as he stands up and starts walking out of the classroom. I follow behind him, feeling the teacher\'s stare on my back.
Down the hallway and out the back door, slipping around unnoticed during passing period like usual. We walk in silence that is unnerving and disturbing. He leaned up against the wall and popped out a small package and took out a long white cylinder from the package and handed it to me. I took one of the and placed it in my mouth. Suddenly fire light it with Kira\'s hand holding the small green lighter. I take a long smooth drag on it and fill my lungs with the icky goodness.
\"Katou what did he get pissed about?\" Kira soothing voice fluttered into my mind.
\"Got up to get water without askin\' then told Kat to shut the fuck up..\" I say feeling drained leaning against the wall next to Kira. He sucks in a puff of smoke then lets it out.
\"So you\'ve been at home for the past 4 days them?\"
\"Yeah wasn\'t allowed out of the house till I looked decent enough, as Robert says,\" I say with a heavy sigh. I close my eyes and take another long drag on the cigarette hanging from my mouth.
Kira leans over me, removes the tobacco stick from my mouth. I open my eyes in surprise from this. I mean here I am with this gorgeous gold-eyed beauty who is leaning over my disgusting body with a cunning look threw his eyes. I stare into toughs sharp gold eyes with his body pressed up against me. He drops the cigarette in the dirt and kisses me square on the lips. I simply melt against him as he licks my lips lightly asking permission to enter. Like he would need permission from me. I open my mouth and his tongue entered my mouth and explored wherever it wanted. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling I was getting from Kira. But soon after, he stopped kissing me, but the feeling remained on my bruised lips.
\"We only have 2 more periods left...\"
\"Yeah?\" I reply still feeling his warm body pressed up against me.
\"How about we just head over to your place before Rob gets home, \" Kira says lifting away leaving my body feeling cold and alone.
\"You sure you want to skip?\" I ask knowing that the dark haired person would regret it dearly, seeing how dedicated to his studies he was. He bit down on his lip thinking it over. I lift my head to look at a passing cloud as my friend thought.
\"Yes..\" he said solemnly. He looked up at the building then started walking away taking one long drag from his cigarette and throwing it on the floor. I looked over at him with anger and love, though he wouldn\'t be able to see such a thing.
\"Why the fuck do you give a shit about me? I\'m a worthless hunk of cheap crap that no one wants! You should go back to class Kira!\" I say clenching my fists with anger. I hated when he did this shit for me, but I loved him for it. I have such mixed feelings about him.
He stopped and turned to face me. His face was passive and distant as he looked at me. I wonder what he was thinking. I mean, its weird but sometimes I could just leap into other people\'s mind if I really needed to. I thought that was kinda funny if you really think about it. He opened his mouth, his eyes never leaving me for an instant as he speaks, \"Katou, I care because it is my job to care about you, because you don\'t care for yourself.\"
I hate it when he does that. I really, really do. He always seems to get me like that. He starts on walking again and I follow like the stupid obeadiant little puppy that I am really.
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To be continued...
Warning: Might be some OOC, rape, yaoi, angst, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, drug abuse, child abuse, wife abuse, cussing, lemons, and VERY bad spelling and about anything else that I might and will add to this story.
Rated: NC-17 please don\'t say I didn\'t warn you at all. Because I did!
Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of the characters of Angel Sanctuary and the names I use for Katou\'s family are not really there either. And YES, I do know his real family and all that crap but this is an AU fic.
Time Frame: uh... no where, its AU thank you.
Told from Katou\'s POV.
~Part 3~
I grin faintly at the boy who I every so often talk to in this class. He just told me that he finally fucked a woman. He was laughing softly, but happily. His light blue eyes shown a life of joy and cheerfulness. They where full of emotion and feeling.
\"Damn man, slammin\' into her tight pussy was like heaven!\" He continued not noticing I really wasn\'t paying any attention. I was off staring at Kira, who hasn\'t said anything to me in a while. I felt stupid, but every time I see him, I want him to notice me... ugh.. Mama said I must have a crush on him or something.
Shiro\'s voice catches my attention. \"Katou... Dude how many people have you fucked?\"
I smile up at him. Let truth be known I lost my virginity at the age of 13. Exactly one year before that, I had my first high with Yoji. \"I think somewhere around 5 woman and about 7 men. But I\'m not entirely 100% sure bout that.\"
His eyes widen at me. In his pure little mind, I must be such a fucking whore. That\'s really part truth. If you get me high enough my body will be yours. Though, not many people take that advantage. Come to think of it, the only time I do it with someone is when I\'m high, but no one ever does takes advantage of me when Kira is around. I smile. \"My God!\" Shiro\'s voice says to me in a cloudy whisper of shock.
I gleam at him. That\'s when the retarded teacher decides to swat the board, making the brown haired boy in front of me snap back to face the desk. I don\'t pay attention to these lessons. But as always, the teachers pass me. At the end of the year though. Not during.
\"As I was saying boys, the constant battles between-\" my mind turns off his gabber about some ancient battle. Nothing that matters to me at all. I look out the window, which I sit next to. I love windows. I really do. When your next to them, you get this amazing ease over you because you can see what els gos going on in the world and leave your little hell hole that you must live in. Yeah out there it\'s better than anything in here. It\'d be so easy just to jump from the window...
A piece of paper lands on my desk. I open it quickly to see Kira\'s writing on it. I read his nice well worked out writing,
\'You ok? You look like shit run over twice.\'
Kira.
I wrote back and handed it to Shiro to give to Kira who sat next to him. I said in my sloppy and almost unreadable handwrit I I wonder why everyone refers to me as shit or crap or dung or some other thing that comes from the ass...
\'Dad\'
His reply:
\'Need to stay somewhere till Robert cools down? You know your welcomed over anytime,\'
My reply was hollow sounding in my head.
\'I guess. But I would have to get some things.\'
His reply in his pretty little handwriting that was almost so small you couldn\'t read it.
\'We can get that after school. Talk after class, cig. Break.\'
I grin to myself; it would be great being over at Kira\'s where you don\'t have to ask for everything and your parents hate you. I just never got the reason why Kira was so mean to his father.
The bell rang loud and clear breaking up my nice little nap in history. I collected my stuff then put it into my bag. I lick my healing and still swore lip gently, noticing the piercing flavor that springs to life the memories clogged mind about how fuck up my life really is.
I stand and look over at Kira, who was bending down. I swallowed painfully; he really did have a great body. I lick my lips unknowingly, as he stands up and starts walking out of the classroom. I follow behind him, feeling the teacher\'s stare on my back.
Down the hallway and out the back door, slipping around unnoticed during passing period like usual. We walk in silence that is unnerving and disturbing. He leaned up against the wall and popped out a small package and took out a long white cylinder from the package and handed it to me. I took one of the and placed it in my mouth. Suddenly fire light it with Kira\'s hand holding the small green lighter. I take a long smooth drag on it and fill my lungs with the icky goodness.
\"Katou what did he get pissed about?\" Kira soothing voice fluttered into my mind.
\"Got up to get water without askin\' then told Kat to shut the fuck up..\" I say feeling drained leaning against the wall next to Kira. He sucks in a puff of smoke then lets it out.
\"So you\'ve been at home for the past 4 days them?\"
\"Yeah wasn\'t allowed out of the house till I looked decent enough, as Robert says,\" I say with a heavy sigh. I close my eyes and take another long drag on the cigarette hanging from my mouth.
Kira leans over me, removes the tobacco stick from my mouth. I open my eyes in surprise from this. I mean here I am with this gorgeous gold-eyed beauty who is leaning over my disgusting body with a cunning look threw his eyes. I stare into toughs sharp gold eyes with his body pressed up against me. He drops the cigarette in the dirt and kisses me square on the lips. I simply melt against him as he licks my lips lightly asking permission to enter. Like he would need permission from me. I open my mouth and his tongue entered my mouth and explored wherever it wanted. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling I was getting from Kira. But soon after, he stopped kissing me, but the feeling remained on my bruised lips.
\"We only have 2 more periods left...\"
\"Yeah?\" I reply still feeling his warm body pressed up against me.
\"How about we just head over to your place before Rob gets home, \" Kira says lifting away leaving my body feeling cold and alone.
\"You sure you want to skip?\" I ask knowing that the dark haired person would regret it dearly, seeing how dedicated to his studies he was. He bit down on his lip thinking it over. I lift my head to look at a passing cloud as my friend thought.
\"Yes..\" he said solemnly. He looked up at the building then started walking away taking one long drag from his cigarette and throwing it on the floor. I looked over at him with anger and love, though he wouldn\'t be able to see such a thing.
\"Why the fuck do you give a shit about me? I\'m a worthless hunk of cheap crap that no one wants! You should go back to class Kira!\" I say clenching my fists with anger. I hated when he did this shit for me, but I loved him for it. I have such mixed feelings about him.
He stopped and turned to face me. His face was passive and distant as he looked at me. I wonder what he was thinking. I mean, its weird but sometimes I could just leap into other people\'s mind if I really needed to. I thought that was kinda funny if you really think about it. He opened his mouth, his eyes never leaving me for an instant as he speaks, \"Katou, I care because it is my job to care about you, because you don\'t care for yourself.\"
I hate it when he does that. I really, really do. He always seems to get me like that. He starts on walking again and I follow like the stupid obeadiant little puppy that I am really.
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To be continued...