Never Forget

Never Forget

Disclaimer: I do
not own these characters. ^_^

Warning: dark class=SpellE>fic, mention of rape, yaoi-ai,
angst and maybe more

Authors Notes: Okay
sorry for the lateness, it wasn’tendtended….well at least not much. Oh and guy’s
it may be a little confusing towards the end but the next chap will clear it
all up.

Rated: Would be
an NC-17 but since it ain’t here it’s a very high rated R. There is rape and
dark thoughts in this show PLEASE you have been warned.

Thanks To: Luna
Riddle, Yeah Syaoran always seems to have a way of saying the wrong thing. Hope
this chapter is good.

Ugly, lol ^_^ it’s nice to see you
enjoying the story. Syaoran a donkey? ^_^ why can I visualise
that? I have a sad life if I can see Syaoran dressed up as a donkey.

NekoNyanko69, *scratches back of head* yeah I see what you
mean…well I’ve never been too good with my grammar, but I’ve started an English
course in tafe so hopefully that will help me with my
grammar, thanks for pointing it out though, and sorry if it makes the story
hard to read. I fully apologise for that, damn grammar. But all in all glad you
like the story ^-^

Chapter Three –Black
hole -

I tried to pull my arm back but his grip was too tight, and
I felt my energy dwindling, I had just committed suicide.

I felt my emptiness, my black hole growing, it was at my
heart, and it was growing slowly pulling my soul into it, and once my soul was
gone there would be nothing left for my body to hold onto, I will die, I’m
dying in my own pain and sorrow.

“Eriol…whclass=GramE>…what have you done” Syaoran asked me, I saw his eyes wide
with panic as he looked at me, he could see my aura fading.

It was a known death for holders of magic, if someone of
magic grew too far into their own pain they could kill themselves, by allowing
the black whole to grow and take away their life force they could die, and
unknowingly through my rage and pain I had triggered it and now the black hole
drained away my very life force.

But I wasn’t scared now, I want this, it seemed so painless,
no more pain could find me, no more worries, I could finally be happy.

Syaoran was looking at me with terror in his eyes; he could
sense my life force sinking into oblivion.

“Eriol, don’t do this” it seemed like a beg, but I made no
reaction, now I allowed my eyes to show all the pain I felt, I allowed my
features to show it, but it seems no matter how much pain I showed there was
more.

I looked up to Syaoran’s eyes and saw his fear, and to my
confusion I watched as a tear rolled down his cheek.

And then with one swift movement Syaoran had picked me up,
one arm under my knees while the other supporting my back, I grabbed his
shoulders in reaction and looked to his face.

But he didn’t look to me and instead ran to my house
carrying me, I struggled to get out of his arms but my strength was low and
just as we reached my doorstep I fell into a welcomed sleep.

There was darkness all around me. I was standing or
floating? I don’t know everything was black and I felt nothing, no surface, no
happiness, no regret….no pain, nothing, I saw nothing, not even my hands or
feet.

But what I did feal was…freedom, freedom from everything and
everyone. Just as I was beginning to enjoy I felt something tingle at my mind.

And that’s when a feeling came, it was faint at first but it
slowly grew, it was warmth but there was an emotion to this warmth….love…I felt
a pull at my soul almost like a string held it in place and slowly a light
enclosed around me, my whole body glowed a brilliant
white almost like an aura.

I could now see my hands, my body. My hair was flowing
around my face as a wind picked up around me carrying the warmth and love, then
I felt a soft touch on my chest, just above my heart then a whisper at my ear.

‘I love you Eriol’

That voice. That voice, I know that voice. The touch was
heat, a fire warming heat, the wind was beautiful as it caressed my body, everything
was so warm with happiness and life, all my pain and memories long forgotten.
And that’s when it happened.

I opened my eyes.

I recognised the room straight away, it was my bedroom, I
could still fill warmth on my chest, but it was, a wet warmth, I glanced down
and saw a mass of brown hair; slowly I lifted my bandaged hand and placed it
lightn thn the head.

The head snapped up and looked at me, eyes wide and swollen
red from the tears that still fell, the body was trembling.

I smiled sweetly, “Hello Syaoran-kun” he watched me, shock
pure on his face but soon his shock turned to a bright smile and he hugged me,
I was a little shocked and was even more to see the boy crying, what could make
him so sad? Was it something I did?

“God Eriol you scared the hell out of me” he nuzzled his
face to my neck, I was now more confused then ever, this is Syaoran here lying
almost on top of me, nuzzling into me and calling me by my first name, was
there something I missed?

“Don’t you ever do that again Eriol, ever” Syaoran demanded
as he looked back to my eyes, I smiled again.

“What are you talking about Syaoran? Do what?” he was silent
for a while with confusion written all over him.

“You…you almost – what am I saying – did die, you died right
here in my arms…I…I watched you take your last breath, I heard your last
heartbeat” he was looking at me for answers.

I smiled at him “Syaoran-kun, I’m quite sure I’d remember
dying” he looked at me and shook his head.

“Eriol, promise me that you will never die again, promise
you will never leave me again” I looked at him but nodded with a smile all the
same, “I promise Syaoran, I will never leave you.”

He smiled feeling once more relieved as he looked at me,
then leaned in and to my astonishment he kissed me…and I’m not talking peck on
the cheek, I’m talking lip contact WITH movement.

When we separated, I looked at him, “Syaoran…aren’t you and class=SpellE>Sak-” he shook his head cutting me off with another kiss,
this time a quick peck on the lips.

“I never loved Sakura, she’s a sister to me Eriol, I loved
you but I was too stubborn and built on my pride to admit it, and when you had
died I realized I had lost my chance to ever be with you, I wont make the same
mistake” I couldn’t help but smile to him, my heart filled with love and joy.

“Well I still don’t know what you mean by me dying, but I’m
glade you told me because I love you too” his smile grew as his eyes did and
full joy took his features.

TBC…