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Shadows in Light	By : rafusen Category: +. to F > Fushigi Yuugi Views: 1244 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Fushigi Yuugi, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Disclaimer: I henceforth disclaim thee, knave!! Wahahaha!!! *cough* Well, I really don�t own FY, you know, and neither do I own Chiri-chan nor Tasuki-chan. *cries*

Warnings: Nyao!!! Well, it�s fly hly happening!!! I�m writing again, yay!!! ^^� I really hope I haven�t lost my touch�it�s been awhile, and I�ve been through more than I�d like to know myself. However, the show must go on!!! Angst, angst, and more angst�sweetness�and something some of you all have been waiting for�^.~ a little lime.

Tasuki: Ya put the lime in the coconut!

Chiri: And you drink it all up no da!!!! -.^

But don�t get too excited, you guys!!!! It�s not a happy chapter. *points at Chiri* ESPECIALLY for you!!!

*DOOM*

Chiri: Why does it always happen to me, no da? ffleffle*

Tasuki: Doncha worry. I�m here for ya, sweetling. *huggles*

All right, cut the deep looks!!! It�s time for some serious angst!!!

Where do your eyes wander, to what heaven dey fey fly, my beautiful one? Searching out the stars, gazing into a deepening night sky, where do ythouthoughts take you now? Do they carry you away on the winds of autumn, far into a distant dream, where I cannot follow�.where you would not have me follow�.

He is leaning gently against the window pane, eyes in silent reverie, though he is awake, cradling his own body in his smooth arms, sighing, purring soundless words into the space betwixt us, tears coursing down his perfect countenance in thin rivers, gliding without movement, falling without resonance. The quiet, the still that envelopes our souls is heavy, cavernous with words left unspoken, emotions�hidden, imprisoned.

I cannot stop him anymore.

I cannot hold him here, in this world, in my heart. He is already far away, and I cannot reach him, cannot feel him, cannot see him. Blinded by my own agony, my own ceaseless tears, I press my fist into my mouth, whispered cries crowding as trapped moths against a burning flame�.so much I meant to say, so much I meant to feel, before this day�.

This terrible day�.I knew, someday, would be. Would come, swift as the blade running through this heart, bleeding for eternity, engulfed in unspeakable pain, forged from memories, memories of his lovely face, mirrored by the sun�s glory, and in dreams, spreading his black wings above me�

�Why�.?�.Why�must�.�choked on ragged sobs, strangled with a permeating degree of depression, �why must you�.leave me�? I..I-I need you�.� Tangled in my own cold embrace, it�s falling apart around me�this world I salvaged from our broken hearts, our tattered remains. His voice I hear, hard and vacuous, bottomless. He stares at me, terrible eyes leaking blood ruby tears, words quaking , trembling with grief.

�Ah�.lirimaen��his hands swiftly trace the dark shadows outlined along my face, stroking my tears away softly, touching with his fingertips my dewy eyelashes. His face is riddled with anguish undeterminable, his delicate touch undoing me with each faded whisper, crumbling my defenses as he crushes his strong, powerful chest against my own. There, that heartbeat so familiar, the reverberation of thunderous drums quaking beneath cords of muscle and flesh, that desirable, intoxicating music, so poignant and yet discordant, rapturous�I breathe him in, for now, it is all I can do, it is all can remember him by, the scent of incense curving alongside iridescent sunlit shadows, flickering in the summer light�.

His hands grip hard into my shoulders, bruising the flesh neatly, as he kisses my hair faintly, lips barely brushing the strands, finding the way slowly down the arc of my temple, jaw line, nipping the pliant tissue of my snowy neck. My own arms encircle him, clutching fiercely, so as to never release him. �I�.don�t understand�.And perhaps�.I never shall�.but�.�Our gazes meet, intertwined violently, pure emotion spilling out in a fluid essence, mine the color of nothing; his very heart comes out through his luminescent orbs. He strokes my chest, clasping his slender hand over my own wildly thrashing heart, sighing delightedly, a sonorous, echoing growl that paralyzes me with pleasure.

�I know�it is wrong�.but I so love you�.my charming treasure, my graceful aelf, my essence of perfection.��holding me tighter, please, don�t let go�

�My sun in the stream�.�

�My jewel, my life, my reason��

�My love�.�

�My everything�.my beautiful, glorious dark one�.� his hands roam freely down my back, massaging me soothingly yet firmly, scalding frozen against my body blanketed with lust, burning�I can feel him trembling slightly, he knows what I have become, he knows how I have betrayed his love, this purity we sustained for so long�and �yet�he�allows this�

I fear for him, fear for myself, utterly terrified at the notion of him wafting away into the clouds, into a place I cannot comprehend, and cannot follow�

I hear the wind chimes tinkling melodiously in the cool breeze, I feel his cold hands on my face, his plump, wonderfully yielding peony lips on mine. I ravage them, breaking them apart ferociously with my tongue, moaning softly at his docile nature as I force his body closer still, I am burning, oh gods, I am devoured�

I am delivered�into a fire incomprehensible�the very mountain is consumed in flames, so fervent is my passion�

His body�is so exquisite�it is driving me mad�simply to look�and not to know it�and I feel his heart shudder within him, cry out in some deep-seated pain�oh, my love�allow me this�allow me to heal�this hurt�help you to forget�.what the ages have done to you�.

Stroking his fiery, silken hair soothingly, I find that my other hand has nimbly come to rest on his breast, heaving mellifluously, sweet delirious sighs emitting from betwixt his moist lips. I can feel his pain, red hot iron searing through me, driving my passion further into me, twisting my thoughts as I forcefully lower him to the eternal softness of my bedding, nipping at his beautiful, luscious neckline, smoothing my ashen hands over his chest, oh, how I want you�my aelf�

His eyelids are squeezed tight, face contorted in despair as he rocks against me, moaning pathetic sobs as I chafe against a small, lightly pink nipple, coming fully erect. I manage to tear away the remaining shreds of his covering, lavishing in every moment, panting brutally, my aelf, my aelf, please�.

The shrill moonlight spills over him through the window, revealing a sight so deliciously stunning I feel my heart within me silence, fluctuate. Shadows betwixt light, contouring his every curve, every movement, I gasp and shudder, pressing my face against the taut muscles of his abdomen. He tastes so good, so good, the aroma of his skin permeating me, suffusing into me, as I go lower still, how I want him�want him to feel my own terrible desire�.

And suddenly he is pulling me upwards, away from him, and I cry out in desolation, hungering to reunite the touch of our flesh, soiled against perfect, pure�His eyes , overflowing with a silent sorrow, meet my own, begging, pleading with me in a numb silence; swiftly he kisses me, I feel the delicious points of his fangs chewing on my lower lip, drawing a slight amount of my own blood, a metallic liquid spilling into his mouth. His hand creeps up my neck steadily, fluently, fingers coming between our ravenous lips and forcing, softly, gently, into my mouth�delicate probing, twisting, as I respond, sucking hard on those wonderfully cool extensions, my tongue flicking around them, drawing them in further. I hear him moaning, a lusciously sensuous sound echoing low in his throat, as he extracts them gradually; I shiver in anticipation, tasting , running my tongue over my raw lips.

Leaning back, he gazes into my eyes, his own swollen spheres glistening with yearning as he traces his wet fingers down his body, leaving a luminous trail of saliva. I can hardly stand this no longer, my body caught in wave after wave of quivering heat, tremulous with want and need. I watch him slide that marvelous hand down to his solidly hardening organ, and past it without flinching, down further still, pushing gently at the small opening beneath him, grimacing as he works himself inside. It is all dizzying; I feel I might give in now, I might be consumed.

Mesmerized am I as he pushes his finger in and out, in and out, and I die with each movement, swallowed entirely by his every movement�.oh, gods, I need to�I need to�

I grasp him tightly, loosening my robes with one free hand, allowing release my own organ from the clothing restricting it. He looks at me shamelessly, mewling in deep pleasure and pain as he extricates himself from himself, and now, his hands free, he yanks at my covering eagerly, and yet the sadness remains�permeated on his expression�

I kiss him, his face, his long, sleek neck, suckling the sweet flesh, devouring greedily, toying with his sumptuously tiny nipples, pressing my rigid member against his inner thigh. The skin in this area is immeasurably soft, and I almost feel my completion overcome me, breathing out small cries into his neckline. I feel his own pressure burning on my stomach, my abdomen�In all my innocence, I have never�imagined�such intoxicating pleasure existed in the world�.only terrible pain�

He takes me fully with his hands, guiding me to that small space quickly, where I will find at last my peace. Grasping hard, almost bringing tears to my eyes, he forces me inside him, shuddering in agony underneath me, clawing at my back. It is excruciating ecstasy, it is crushingly tight and yet fantastically gratifying, to be this close to him, inside of him, to feel him pulsating near me and around me�.I press deeper, deeper still, pillaging him, groaning in elation as the pleasure intensifies�.rocking him steadily in my arms, as he purrs, cries, and screams all at once, writhing in my grasp, fighting me yet pulling me closer, eyebrows furrowed in terrible, undistinguishable anguish, thick cords of muscle in his neck twitching involuntarily as he begs, begs in some unknown tongue for release�

My release�

I feel it coming, and would that I could stop it and make this feeling last eternity; but I cannot, and lo and I am soaring far above any heaven, a low moan rising in my throat to die as I release myself into him, shaking violently, holding him tighter still, never shall I let go�

And, quietly subsiding into me, a slow and steady pulse, throbbing dully as I soften, remove myself from betwixt him. I cry at my loss.

And he�breathing unevenly, tears coursing down the silky plains of his visage, pulls away, covering his mouth with his hands, stifling his sobs. He begins spilling forth words, ceaseless words, riddled with anger and sadness and pain, oh god, such pain�his voice fluctuates horribly, murmuring comforts to himself, pushing me away as I attempt to embrace him. My heart stills in it�s very blood.

He didn�t want this.

He didn�t wants, hs, he never did, he believed in our pure love�as I should have. With my growing body, so my desires continued to grow in abstract and sordid ways, staining our relationship as brothers to each other, and now�

I have completed the betrayal, allowing him to try and fix something with his body that could not be mended. He weeps in silence, curled up, clutching my robe to his chest, bloody tears clotting and falling against bright, illuminating moonlight. I attempt to stroke his shoulder; he hisses as if scorched, drawing into himself, pleading with me still in a tiny voice I do not know�

�Oh, my aelf�what�what have I�,� choked with my own jagged word, sobs wrenching themselves freely from my innards, �What have I done?! What have I done!! Why?!!�

I see nothing as I leap up, struggling to stand, fall to the ground. Crawling along the barren floor, I weep, weep for him�I scratch myself harshly, nails running down my face, and blood, soon after�

�I don�t understand,� I gasp, shuddering, �I don�t understand! Why must you do this to us! Why,� turning away from his sudden violent gaze, ��why did youow mow me to�?�

He stands, perfect in his nakedness, over me, snarling. I feel a sharp blade searing through my mind; a blissful coolness, and then nothing. Slumping onto the floor, I breathe in the night air, and sleep�

Darkness�.dreamlessness�serenity�

His black wings enfolding me�silent whispers fluttering against my soul.
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It�s been awhile; I hope I didn�t ruin my notoriousness with this sudden and totally expected lime.

Chiri: -.0 Am I dead, no da?

Tas: ^^� I couldn�t kill ya�could I?

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