Sabishii na Ai
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+S to Z › Slam Dunk
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
4
Views:
2,321
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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I do not own Slam Dunk, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Not You
Disclaimer: I am an author who has no right to its characters! hehe... Inoue Takehiko no Suramu Danku. [Inoue Takehiko's Slam Dunk]
*weeps* >,<
Warning: This is a yaoi fic. Dunno what that is? Then you have no right to read this! >:[
[Don't think I'm mean, think I'm concerned... ^_^ ]
Author's Notes: I miss writing.. been a long time since I wrote! Im a.k.a as _______ figure it out! My previous name was one of the gods in japanese mythology! Hehe... It starts with a K _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and has something to do with fire... found out? Good! Hope you like this little fic I made! I would appreciate reviews, both negative and positive! Thanks in advance... enjoy reading!
/.../ mental thought
Sabishi na Ai (Solitary Love)
Chapter 3: Not You
Rukawa stood up and left the gym without looking back at anyone. Sakuragi watched as Rukawa left the gym. He wanted to restrain him, but his body refused to move or call out his name. He just stood there, watching him leave.
Rukawa was still in the state of confusion. He could not understand what had happened to him. He had wished he never picked up the book, or even went to the library in the first place. He wanted to go back in time, change everything. If he had not gone to the library, everything would have been clear, his mind and heart would not have asked questions that had no answers.
He found his way to the rooftop. He sat there, looking at the sunset. It was beautiful, yet sad. He had nothing to do but stare at viwe before him and let the questions run in his head.
After staring at the red sunset for quite long, he remembered the red head that caught his attention.
Ru:/ Sakuragi, such an imbecile... making me stare at him like that...stare?! I.... I stared at him and he stared at me... and.. and I blushed! Damn! What is wrong with me?! Im going crazy over a book and someone I have known a rival ever since! Why?!/
He made a fist and puched the wall. His knuckles turn red and swollen with pain, but he didn't care.
He was a shadow of a tall man behind him, he looked back and saw the man who attracted attention, the redhead that seemed so childish yet so innocent... Sakuragi...
They were both stunned to see each other on the rooftop. There was a period of silence. Then one of them spoke.
Ru: What are you doing here?
Sa: Me?! I'm... wait, what are you doing here?!
Ru: I asked first, now answer.
Sa: This is my hangout place! What are you doing here?!
Ru: I just... found my way here...
Rukawa looked straight into Sakuragi's eyes. It had been the same eyes that Sakuragi had seen in their immoblized time. They stared at each other, as if they were trying to express something throught they're eyes, something words can't say.
Finally, Rukawa looked away and without saying a word, passed by Sakuragi. But for some reason, Sakuragi held Rukawa's right wrist. Rukawa looked back and saw Sakuragi's flushed face.
Ru: What?
Sa: Rukawa... what's... what's wrong?
Rukawa's eyes widened with surprise. What a question to ask. He gave a softer and fonder look at Sakuragi.
Sa: I mean, the way you stare at me... you.. you blushed... what's happening to you kitsune?! Your not the kitsune i know! Call me do'aho, the way you used to! The way you always do...
Ru: What... what do you mean?
Sakuragi clenched his left fist as if he was going to puch the boy in front of him. He had not let go of Rukawa's wrist yet.
Sa: What do I mean?! What I'm saying is, your not Rukawa anymore! There's something wrong with you!
Ru: Let go of me...
Sa: I won't! Not unless you tell me what the hell is wrong with you!
Ru: Why do you care?
Sa: Because... because...
Ru: You imbecile...
He slapped Sakuragi's hand away and he ran, he ran as fast as his feet could take him. He didn't know why he was so affected by his previous conversation with the redhead... It was very unusual for him to act this way... there was something wrong with him. He finally arrived at his apartment and settled in his bed. He was exhausted and confused. He didn't know what to do so he slept away all his exhaustion and obscurities.
Sakuragi has been sitting on the rooftop ledge since Rukawa had left him. He thought about what he had told him and what Rukawa had told him.
Sa: Rukawa.... why are you doing this to me?! Your not the kitsune I knew... your not you! Why are you like this? It's not like I care...
Then he paused, He look at his hand, the one he used to grab Rukawa's wrist.
Sa: Or maybe I do... Rukawa, why do stare like that? You've changed... Your eyes are so calm. Your cheeks were so red... It's not like you Rukawa... what's wrong?
He looked at the sky which was now a shade of dark blue and violent pruple.
Sa: I better hed home, I need rest... I mean after all that happened today.
*weeps* >,<
Warning: This is a yaoi fic. Dunno what that is? Then you have no right to read this! >:[
[Don't think I'm mean, think I'm concerned... ^_^ ]
Author's Notes: I miss writing.. been a long time since I wrote! Im a.k.a as _______ figure it out! My previous name was one of the gods in japanese mythology! Hehe... It starts with a K _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and has something to do with fire... found out? Good! Hope you like this little fic I made! I would appreciate reviews, both negative and positive! Thanks in advance... enjoy reading!
/.../ mental thought
Sabishi na Ai (Solitary Love)
Chapter 3: Not You
Rukawa stood up and left the gym without looking back at anyone. Sakuragi watched as Rukawa left the gym. He wanted to restrain him, but his body refused to move or call out his name. He just stood there, watching him leave.
Rukawa was still in the state of confusion. He could not understand what had happened to him. He had wished he never picked up the book, or even went to the library in the first place. He wanted to go back in time, change everything. If he had not gone to the library, everything would have been clear, his mind and heart would not have asked questions that had no answers.
He found his way to the rooftop. He sat there, looking at the sunset. It was beautiful, yet sad. He had nothing to do but stare at viwe before him and let the questions run in his head.
After staring at the red sunset for quite long, he remembered the red head that caught his attention.
Ru:/ Sakuragi, such an imbecile... making me stare at him like that...stare?! I.... I stared at him and he stared at me... and.. and I blushed! Damn! What is wrong with me?! Im going crazy over a book and someone I have known a rival ever since! Why?!/
He made a fist and puched the wall. His knuckles turn red and swollen with pain, but he didn't care.
He was a shadow of a tall man behind him, he looked back and saw the man who attracted attention, the redhead that seemed so childish yet so innocent... Sakuragi...
They were both stunned to see each other on the rooftop. There was a period of silence. Then one of them spoke.
Ru: What are you doing here?
Sa: Me?! I'm... wait, what are you doing here?!
Ru: I asked first, now answer.
Sa: This is my hangout place! What are you doing here?!
Ru: I just... found my way here...
Rukawa looked straight into Sakuragi's eyes. It had been the same eyes that Sakuragi had seen in their immoblized time. They stared at each other, as if they were trying to express something throught they're eyes, something words can't say.
Finally, Rukawa looked away and without saying a word, passed by Sakuragi. But for some reason, Sakuragi held Rukawa's right wrist. Rukawa looked back and saw Sakuragi's flushed face.
Ru: What?
Sa: Rukawa... what's... what's wrong?
Rukawa's eyes widened with surprise. What a question to ask. He gave a softer and fonder look at Sakuragi.
Sa: I mean, the way you stare at me... you.. you blushed... what's happening to you kitsune?! Your not the kitsune i know! Call me do'aho, the way you used to! The way you always do...
Ru: What... what do you mean?
Sakuragi clenched his left fist as if he was going to puch the boy in front of him. He had not let go of Rukawa's wrist yet.
Sa: What do I mean?! What I'm saying is, your not Rukawa anymore! There's something wrong with you!
Ru: Let go of me...
Sa: I won't! Not unless you tell me what the hell is wrong with you!
Ru: Why do you care?
Sa: Because... because...
Ru: You imbecile...
He slapped Sakuragi's hand away and he ran, he ran as fast as his feet could take him. He didn't know why he was so affected by his previous conversation with the redhead... It was very unusual for him to act this way... there was something wrong with him. He finally arrived at his apartment and settled in his bed. He was exhausted and confused. He didn't know what to do so he slept away all his exhaustion and obscurities.
Sakuragi has been sitting on the rooftop ledge since Rukawa had left him. He thought about what he had told him and what Rukawa had told him.
Sa: Rukawa.... why are you doing this to me?! Your not the kitsune I knew... your not you! Why are you like this? It's not like I care...
Then he paused, He look at his hand, the one he used to grab Rukawa's wrist.
Sa: Or maybe I do... Rukawa, why do stare like that? You've changed... Your eyes are so calm. Your cheeks were so red... It's not like you Rukawa... what's wrong?
He looked at the sky which was now a shade of dark blue and violent pruple.
Sa: I better hed home, I need rest... I mean after all that happened today.