Caress Of A Dog
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Fruits Basket › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult ++
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5,707
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Final Confessions
Author¡¦s Notes: Sorry about the delay in writing. I have been occupied with my other fan fictions. Gomen!
Disclaimer: Characters from Fruit¡¦s Basket = I do not own! (Simple enough?)
Chapter 3: Final Confessions
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~ „² (person change over)
~*~ „²(Normal scene change)
That day, Kyou ran away. No one talked. Nothing was said. Silence ran along the forgotten walls of the once loud house. Something lurked through the air; something that sounded of fingers avidly touching the keys of a computer¡¦s keyboard. Shigure was quickly typing his raging thoughts into his story. His brain moved almost as fast as his fingers, which made him once and a while stop to think about what he was typing at that point in time.
His story was developing, like the raging romance and feelings he was having for his cousin Yuki. The silent air soothed his raging skin. Heat emanated from his body. His room a musky scent of sunlight and dust that collected on the many furniture items that settled randomly in his room.
His heart beat with unforgettable intey, ry, remembering the touch, the taste, the sounds that came from the amazing creature that lived within these torching walls. His body yearned for the young boy. The unbearable wanting of his utmost wanting pleasures upon desires. These past interactions with Yuki drove his body crazy. Yuki was like a very addicting drug that he needed in its daily dose.
All these new emotions chained around his heart and mind. His rational thoughts hid themselves deep within his mind, afraid to climb out of the darkness. He loved the way that made him feel; the feeling of not caring whether what he was doing was right or if it was wrong. All he cared about right now was the fact that Yuki was solely his and would always be.
His hands fisted at the thought of having to give his precious Yuki to that stupid cat. He stopped abruptly. Was this the same Shigure that did not encourage fighting, keeping his mind and body far from the thought of physical aggression? Was this the same timid dog that said nothing about the two fighting to their faces? Certainly this was not the same Shigure that hoped that Kyou would not return from his absence this time.
Something had changed Shigure and he had a good idea that it might have been the way he was feeling for Yuki. He shifted to a more comfortable sitting position. He cursed himself for such weaknesses. He could not help the feelings he had for Yuki. It was more than the physical Yuki he wanted. He wanted to be with the boy for as long as time would allow. He wanted to care and be there for Yuki. He was in love with Yuki. It took him a time to figure this out, but once he did, he knew that it would stay true to his dying day.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Yuki tapped his pencil impatiently. What had caused Kyou to act weird towards him? Though he did have an idea of what that ¡¥stupid cat¡¦ was thinking, he didn¡¦t want to jump to the conclusion of such accusations. Still, something wasn¡¦t right about the way he protected Yuki so quickly. The mere fact that he had protected him; the rat had to contemplate possible answers of the reason this could be.
Finally, he returned his thoughts to his homework. He scribbled an obvious answer down on the page and turned to look up at the wall he was facing. He felt his face flush as he was reminded that he needn¡¦t walk far to go to the dog¡¦s room. He allowed his flush to deepen in its red.
Tingling surged through his veins, reminding him of how it had felt to be touched, felt, and most of all tasted by his older cousin. He wanted it to come again; he wanted his cousin to be touching him and calling his name in the sweetness of passion like he had before. These new emotions were too strong to ignore or even to try to hide beneath his other thoughts and wants.
Finally, Yuki stood up from his study spot, now with a new motive for the day. He did not care wer Ker Kyou liked it or not; he didn¡¦t care whether it was wrong or if it was right; all he cared about right now was being with the man that made him so sexually frustrated. He needed to hold, touch, taste, and be with that man that sat typing his story on his computer.
Yuki crossed his room, exiting through the door way into the hall. He sighed out a breath of heat that had been sitting in his throat for quite some time now. He walked timidly towards Shigure¡¦s room, hoping deep down that the man would allow him to come in. He needed to talk to Shigure about the way he was feeling. Most of all, he needed to be with Shigure.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Shigure looked up from his typed words to the creaking door. He smiled as he noticed the familiar figure at his doorway. He nodded his silent approval for the boy to come into his room. He wanted to see Yuki and was in the back of his mind wanting badly to be touching that frail body before him.
He glanced at the boy that sat fidgeting in the seat across from his own. Yuki seemed so nervous about something. He needed to calm the boy, allow him relaxation. ¡§Yuki, are ylriglright?¡¨
The boy looked up from his place on the floor, smiling softly. His eyes sparkled with a hint of lust. This boy was his dearest cousin, coming to him for sexual frustration and maybe a bit more. Yuki placed his hands to his lap, ¡§I need to talk to you¡K¡¨
Shigure nodded his approval as the boy continued. ¡§I realized something when I was thinking this morning¡K¡¨ His words were broken and said with a wavering tone. ¡§I think I might¡Kthat I just might¡K¡¨ He watched as the younger boy moved uncomfortably to his side, pushing his face from the older man. ¡§I think I might love you¡K¡¨ His words came out in a whisper and his eyes towards the wall that he was facing.
Something caught in Shigure¡¦s throat. He felt his heart racing at the simple but passionate words spoken. Without a second thought, he placed his hand to the boy¡¦s chin. He turned Yuki¡¦s head to face him, a grin playing at his lips. ¡§I love you too, Yuki.¡¨ With that, he leaned his head down, capturing the still stunned boy¡¦s lips.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Yuki felt the familiar warmth of Shigure¡¦s lips upon his. The moist pleasure of a seeking tongue ran along his closed lips. He opened his lips to the man eagerly. The tongue pushed into the moist of his cavern, taking in delight at his inner surroundings. In response, he sent his tongue in search of the intruder, instigating a war of their tongues.
The heated kiss was not the only pleasures of Shigure¡¦s touch. Shigure also ran his hands along his body, sending spiking thrills throughout his veins. The many small caresses against his sensitive skin sent blood rushing his growing erection. Shigure must have sensed the slow arousal because he ran his lips to his ear and licked the shell.
He let out a gasp in the heat that moistened his ears skin. Who ever knew that his ears would be so sensitive to this sort of touch? He moaned as the man¡¦s hands crawled up his shirt, running the talented finger tips along his abdomen, softly running circles around his stomach¡¦s entrance.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Shigure smiled inward at the boy¡¦s moans for more. He loved the sight of the boy in this state. He pushed his younger cousin to the floor, resting him softly on the hard ground. He allowed his hands to bring up the shirt over the boy¡¦s head, awing at the boy¡¦s rare beauty.
The boy¡¦s silver hair sprawled out on the floor; his eye lids rested lightly against his face; the small shoulders that creased lightly with muscles toned from fighting; his rose buds resting just below his collar bone; his softly toned abs rising over his stomach; the fabric that separated Shigure¡¦s eyes from the boy¡¦s most precious prize. Yuki was beautiful; a blooming flower that only became more beautiful with each passing day. His youth surrounded his growing body.
This was everything he wanted and more. He gently ran his hands down from the boy¡¦s neck to the lining fabric just above his lower body. He pulled softly, causing the fabric to yield out to him, sliding slowly from the boy¡¦s body. His heart quickened in pace as the material slid further down the boy¡¦s hips. Yuki hadn¡¦t been wearing underwear? Was the boy that sexually frustrated? He smiled at this thought.
He heard a soft gasp escape his younger cousin as he removed the remaining cloth, running his hands slightly over the boy¡¦s pulsing erection. The boy was obviously extremely excited from the amount of pre-cum that spread on his pant¡¦s insides. He lowered his head, flicking his velvet tongue at the slit in the boy¡¦s arousal. Yuki gave out a short moan, pressing his hand gently to his mouth.
He continued with greed, taking the head of the boy¡¦s erection into his mouth. He tasted the sweet candy of the boy¡¦s pre-heat, allowing his tongue to twist delicately over the head that now rested in his mouth. He felt the slight thrusts of Yuki¡¦s hip to his mouth, begging him to continue. Not wanting to frustrate the boy any more than he was, he began to move over the length.
As reward the boy let out calling moans, begging him to go faster. He smiled as his talented tongue and mouth played along the hard length. Yuki was like candy to him; his taste was unbearably delicious. His fingers ran from the boy¡¦s hips to the inside crease of the boy¡¦s cheeks. He circled the entrance to Yuki¡¦s heated tunnel like a hawk would its prey. He heard moans of approval exit the boy¡¦s mouth.
Quickly grabbing lotion from his desk, he proceeded to dowse his fingers in the lubricant. Pressing his finger once again at the entrance of the younger boy, he began to slide it slowly in; shifting a bit to claim the boy¡¦s mouth in distraction of his fingers. He quickly found that special spot that caused the boy to arch, softly groaning his name.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Yuki could feel the rush of pleasure throughout his youthful body. The amount of pleasure seeped out his eyes in form of tears and also from his mouth in the form of Shigure¡¦s name. He arched again at the feeling of his spot being hit once again.
He bucked his hips against the man¡¦s fingers, asking silently for him to move faster. Shigure apparently read his silent cries because he added another finger and pressed them through his tight canal faster then they had been going prior.
He whined at the loss of the fingers, the warmth left his trembling canal and was replaced with cold vulnerability. Before he could open his eyes in protest, he felt the familiar tip of Shigure¡¦s erection against his entrance. He pressed his lips together, but opened them panting when the man¡¦s length filled him perfectly.
The pleasure cascaded down his bones, turning them into soft jelly that trembled with every heated thrust. The musty air filled his nostrils as he tried to control his now loud moans. He clenched material that seemed to be his shirt on the floor, forcing another low groan from his mouth.
His spot was hit over and over again, causing unbearable pleasure that only reminded him of his quickening ecstasy. He knew he was reaching the top of his mountain and Shigure surprisingly knew as well because he forcefully began to pump his length in time with Shigure¡¦s thrusts. This action caused a double pleasure that was too much for him to handle. With a second pump of his arousal, he screamed out Shigure¡¦s name in pure bliss.
He heard Shigure groan his name before spilling his seed to fill the inner most of his body. The man fell on top of his chest, breathing heavily of the ecs tha that filled both of them for the time. Slowly, the man pulled out and heaved his body next to Yuki. Both breathed in rhythm with the other. Finally, their breaths regulated and sleep overcame his weakened body.
Turning lightly, he was embraced in his older cousin¡¦s arms. He felt the man¡¦s body close to his and sighed in tired passion. ¡§That¡Kwas¡Kamazing.¡¨ He felt his body limp as he eased into a deep sleep. Obviously, the man to his side took the idea and also eased his way into a deep sleep.
~*~
The morning sky slipped past the cover of the window sill, striping the two with streams of vibrant light. The house was silent, filled with nothing but the musky air that inherited it.
Kyou brought his eyes upon the two men sleeping soundlessly in each other¡¦s embrace. He felt something tug at his heart as he watched with a firm glare. Deciding he would not wake the two, he walked silently from the room.
His eyes threatened to tear as he continued his path down the hall to the kitchen. He wanted to be the one next to Yuki, holding him in such a passionate embrace. This could never be. Yuki was now Shigure¡¦s and he would not disturb that passion maybe even love between the two animals.
His swollen eyes allowed only one, heart-filled tear to pass their barriers. This one tear streamed slowly to the pale cheeks, making its way to the lining of his chin. With it, it carried his hopes, dreams, and most of all, his love for the boy named Yuki. The tear dropped painfully to the wooden floor, its moist presence almost disappearing at first contact with the wood.
All the pain filled in his eyes, he couldn¡¦t hold back the tears any longer that he had been doing for the prior years. All the emotions that he was feeling right now were all that he had stored in his heart from the years that he had known the rat. The rat that made him feel insignificant, but yet he loved with all his heart.
Love; what the hell did that word mean anyway? How could you love someone without having the feeling returned to you? He didn¡¦t know what he felt anymore. Why was it that he had to feel this way for the boy whom he always fought with? Did he feel closer to Yuki when they fought? Did it become a way to bond with the boy? Either way, he knew he would never be able to let Yuki know what he felt now. Shigure was with the man he loved and there was nothing he could do about
H
He shifted his body into the kitchen that was swollen with sunshine. He growled at the happy morning, cursing it for such a happy feeling. He thought avidly to himself, hoping that at one point he would find someone to return his feelings. All he knew was that it would never be Yuki. He frowned at this thought; who would ever want to be with him?
Turning his head to the sunshine that rained outside the house, he smiled softly. ¡¥At least Yuki is happy. I guess I could live with the fact that they are together, as long as he is truly happy.¡¦ He walked from the house, intending not to return again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~*~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
End Notes: This is turning into quite the story! Okay okay¡Kso what character should I bring in for Kyou? What should I do¡Khmmm¡Kif you write reviews and tell me what you would like to see, I will consider it an option!
Disclaimer: Characters from Fruit¡¦s Basket = I do not own! (Simple enough?)
Chapter 3: Final Confessions
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~ „² (person change over)
~*~ „²(Normal scene change)
That day, Kyou ran away. No one talked. Nothing was said. Silence ran along the forgotten walls of the once loud house. Something lurked through the air; something that sounded of fingers avidly touching the keys of a computer¡¦s keyboard. Shigure was quickly typing his raging thoughts into his story. His brain moved almost as fast as his fingers, which made him once and a while stop to think about what he was typing at that point in time.
His story was developing, like the raging romance and feelings he was having for his cousin Yuki. The silent air soothed his raging skin. Heat emanated from his body. His room a musky scent of sunlight and dust that collected on the many furniture items that settled randomly in his room.
His heart beat with unforgettable intey, ry, remembering the touch, the taste, the sounds that came from the amazing creature that lived within these torching walls. His body yearned for the young boy. The unbearable wanting of his utmost wanting pleasures upon desires. These past interactions with Yuki drove his body crazy. Yuki was like a very addicting drug that he needed in its daily dose.
All these new emotions chained around his heart and mind. His rational thoughts hid themselves deep within his mind, afraid to climb out of the darkness. He loved the way that made him feel; the feeling of not caring whether what he was doing was right or if it was wrong. All he cared about right now was the fact that Yuki was solely his and would always be.
His hands fisted at the thought of having to give his precious Yuki to that stupid cat. He stopped abruptly. Was this the same Shigure that did not encourage fighting, keeping his mind and body far from the thought of physical aggression? Was this the same timid dog that said nothing about the two fighting to their faces? Certainly this was not the same Shigure that hoped that Kyou would not return from his absence this time.
Something had changed Shigure and he had a good idea that it might have been the way he was feeling for Yuki. He shifted to a more comfortable sitting position. He cursed himself for such weaknesses. He could not help the feelings he had for Yuki. It was more than the physical Yuki he wanted. He wanted to be with the boy for as long as time would allow. He wanted to care and be there for Yuki. He was in love with Yuki. It took him a time to figure this out, but once he did, he knew that it would stay true to his dying day.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Yuki tapped his pencil impatiently. What had caused Kyou to act weird towards him? Though he did have an idea of what that ¡¥stupid cat¡¦ was thinking, he didn¡¦t want to jump to the conclusion of such accusations. Still, something wasn¡¦t right about the way he protected Yuki so quickly. The mere fact that he had protected him; the rat had to contemplate possible answers of the reason this could be.
Finally, he returned his thoughts to his homework. He scribbled an obvious answer down on the page and turned to look up at the wall he was facing. He felt his face flush as he was reminded that he needn¡¦t walk far to go to the dog¡¦s room. He allowed his flush to deepen in its red.
Tingling surged through his veins, reminding him of how it had felt to be touched, felt, and most of all tasted by his older cousin. He wanted it to come again; he wanted his cousin to be touching him and calling his name in the sweetness of passion like he had before. These new emotions were too strong to ignore or even to try to hide beneath his other thoughts and wants.
Finally, Yuki stood up from his study spot, now with a new motive for the day. He did not care wer Ker Kyou liked it or not; he didn¡¦t care whether it was wrong or if it was right; all he cared about right now was being with the man that made him so sexually frustrated. He needed to hold, touch, taste, and be with that man that sat typing his story on his computer.
Yuki crossed his room, exiting through the door way into the hall. He sighed out a breath of heat that had been sitting in his throat for quite some time now. He walked timidly towards Shigure¡¦s room, hoping deep down that the man would allow him to come in. He needed to talk to Shigure about the way he was feeling. Most of all, he needed to be with Shigure.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Shigure looked up from his typed words to the creaking door. He smiled as he noticed the familiar figure at his doorway. He nodded his silent approval for the boy to come into his room. He wanted to see Yuki and was in the back of his mind wanting badly to be touching that frail body before him.
He glanced at the boy that sat fidgeting in the seat across from his own. Yuki seemed so nervous about something. He needed to calm the boy, allow him relaxation. ¡§Yuki, are ylriglright?¡¨
The boy looked up from his place on the floor, smiling softly. His eyes sparkled with a hint of lust. This boy was his dearest cousin, coming to him for sexual frustration and maybe a bit more. Yuki placed his hands to his lap, ¡§I need to talk to you¡K¡¨
Shigure nodded his approval as the boy continued. ¡§I realized something when I was thinking this morning¡K¡¨ His words were broken and said with a wavering tone. ¡§I think I might¡Kthat I just might¡K¡¨ He watched as the younger boy moved uncomfortably to his side, pushing his face from the older man. ¡§I think I might love you¡K¡¨ His words came out in a whisper and his eyes towards the wall that he was facing.
Something caught in Shigure¡¦s throat. He felt his heart racing at the simple but passionate words spoken. Without a second thought, he placed his hand to the boy¡¦s chin. He turned Yuki¡¦s head to face him, a grin playing at his lips. ¡§I love you too, Yuki.¡¨ With that, he leaned his head down, capturing the still stunned boy¡¦s lips.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Yuki felt the familiar warmth of Shigure¡¦s lips upon his. The moist pleasure of a seeking tongue ran along his closed lips. He opened his lips to the man eagerly. The tongue pushed into the moist of his cavern, taking in delight at his inner surroundings. In response, he sent his tongue in search of the intruder, instigating a war of their tongues.
The heated kiss was not the only pleasures of Shigure¡¦s touch. Shigure also ran his hands along his body, sending spiking thrills throughout his veins. The many small caresses against his sensitive skin sent blood rushing his growing erection. Shigure must have sensed the slow arousal because he ran his lips to his ear and licked the shell.
He let out a gasp in the heat that moistened his ears skin. Who ever knew that his ears would be so sensitive to this sort of touch? He moaned as the man¡¦s hands crawled up his shirt, running the talented finger tips along his abdomen, softly running circles around his stomach¡¦s entrance.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Shigure smiled inward at the boy¡¦s moans for more. He loved the sight of the boy in this state. He pushed his younger cousin to the floor, resting him softly on the hard ground. He allowed his hands to bring up the shirt over the boy¡¦s head, awing at the boy¡¦s rare beauty.
The boy¡¦s silver hair sprawled out on the floor; his eye lids rested lightly against his face; the small shoulders that creased lightly with muscles toned from fighting; his rose buds resting just below his collar bone; his softly toned abs rising over his stomach; the fabric that separated Shigure¡¦s eyes from the boy¡¦s most precious prize. Yuki was beautiful; a blooming flower that only became more beautiful with each passing day. His youth surrounded his growing body.
This was everything he wanted and more. He gently ran his hands down from the boy¡¦s neck to the lining fabric just above his lower body. He pulled softly, causing the fabric to yield out to him, sliding slowly from the boy¡¦s body. His heart quickened in pace as the material slid further down the boy¡¦s hips. Yuki hadn¡¦t been wearing underwear? Was the boy that sexually frustrated? He smiled at this thought.
He heard a soft gasp escape his younger cousin as he removed the remaining cloth, running his hands slightly over the boy¡¦s pulsing erection. The boy was obviously extremely excited from the amount of pre-cum that spread on his pant¡¦s insides. He lowered his head, flicking his velvet tongue at the slit in the boy¡¦s arousal. Yuki gave out a short moan, pressing his hand gently to his mouth.
He continued with greed, taking the head of the boy¡¦s erection into his mouth. He tasted the sweet candy of the boy¡¦s pre-heat, allowing his tongue to twist delicately over the head that now rested in his mouth. He felt the slight thrusts of Yuki¡¦s hip to his mouth, begging him to continue. Not wanting to frustrate the boy any more than he was, he began to move over the length.
As reward the boy let out calling moans, begging him to go faster. He smiled as his talented tongue and mouth played along the hard length. Yuki was like candy to him; his taste was unbearably delicious. His fingers ran from the boy¡¦s hips to the inside crease of the boy¡¦s cheeks. He circled the entrance to Yuki¡¦s heated tunnel like a hawk would its prey. He heard moans of approval exit the boy¡¦s mouth.
Quickly grabbing lotion from his desk, he proceeded to dowse his fingers in the lubricant. Pressing his finger once again at the entrance of the younger boy, he began to slide it slowly in; shifting a bit to claim the boy¡¦s mouth in distraction of his fingers. He quickly found that special spot that caused the boy to arch, softly groaning his name.
~*~*~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~*~*~
Yuki could feel the rush of pleasure throughout his youthful body. The amount of pleasure seeped out his eyes in form of tears and also from his mouth in the form of Shigure¡¦s name. He arched again at the feeling of his spot being hit once again.
He bucked his hips against the man¡¦s fingers, asking silently for him to move faster. Shigure apparently read his silent cries because he added another finger and pressed them through his tight canal faster then they had been going prior.
He whined at the loss of the fingers, the warmth left his trembling canal and was replaced with cold vulnerability. Before he could open his eyes in protest, he felt the familiar tip of Shigure¡¦s erection against his entrance. He pressed his lips together, but opened them panting when the man¡¦s length filled him perfectly.
The pleasure cascaded down his bones, turning them into soft jelly that trembled with every heated thrust. The musty air filled his nostrils as he tried to control his now loud moans. He clenched material that seemed to be his shirt on the floor, forcing another low groan from his mouth.
His spot was hit over and over again, causing unbearable pleasure that only reminded him of his quickening ecstasy. He knew he was reaching the top of his mountain and Shigure surprisingly knew as well because he forcefully began to pump his length in time with Shigure¡¦s thrusts. This action caused a double pleasure that was too much for him to handle. With a second pump of his arousal, he screamed out Shigure¡¦s name in pure bliss.
He heard Shigure groan his name before spilling his seed to fill the inner most of his body. The man fell on top of his chest, breathing heavily of the ecs tha that filled both of them for the time. Slowly, the man pulled out and heaved his body next to Yuki. Both breathed in rhythm with the other. Finally, their breaths regulated and sleep overcame his weakened body.
Turning lightly, he was embraced in his older cousin¡¦s arms. He felt the man¡¦s body close to his and sighed in tired passion. ¡§That¡Kwas¡Kamazing.¡¨ He felt his body limp as he eased into a deep sleep. Obviously, the man to his side took the idea and also eased his way into a deep sleep.
~*~
The morning sky slipped past the cover of the window sill, striping the two with streams of vibrant light. The house was silent, filled with nothing but the musky air that inherited it.
Kyou brought his eyes upon the two men sleeping soundlessly in each other¡¦s embrace. He felt something tug at his heart as he watched with a firm glare. Deciding he would not wake the two, he walked silently from the room.
His eyes threatened to tear as he continued his path down the hall to the kitchen. He wanted to be the one next to Yuki, holding him in such a passionate embrace. This could never be. Yuki was now Shigure¡¦s and he would not disturb that passion maybe even love between the two animals.
His swollen eyes allowed only one, heart-filled tear to pass their barriers. This one tear streamed slowly to the pale cheeks, making its way to the lining of his chin. With it, it carried his hopes, dreams, and most of all, his love for the boy named Yuki. The tear dropped painfully to the wooden floor, its moist presence almost disappearing at first contact with the wood.
All the pain filled in his eyes, he couldn¡¦t hold back the tears any longer that he had been doing for the prior years. All the emotions that he was feeling right now were all that he had stored in his heart from the years that he had known the rat. The rat that made him feel insignificant, but yet he loved with all his heart.
Love; what the hell did that word mean anyway? How could you love someone without having the feeling returned to you? He didn¡¦t know what he felt anymore. Why was it that he had to feel this way for the boy whom he always fought with? Did he feel closer to Yuki when they fought? Did it become a way to bond with the boy? Either way, he knew he would never be able to let Yuki know what he felt now. Shigure was with the man he loved and there was nothing he could do about
H
He shifted his body into the kitchen that was swollen with sunshine. He growled at the happy morning, cursing it for such a happy feeling. He thought avidly to himself, hoping that at one point he would find someone to return his feelings. All he knew was that it would never be Yuki. He frowned at this thought; who would ever want to be with him?
Turning his head to the sunshine that rained outside the house, he smiled softly. ¡¥At least Yuki is happy. I guess I could live with the fact that they are together, as long as he is truly happy.¡¦ He walked from the house, intending not to return again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~*~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
End Notes: This is turning into quite the story! Okay okay¡Kso what character should I bring in for Kyou? What should I do¡Khmmm¡Kif you write reviews and tell me what you would like to see, I will consider it an option!