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�A Kiss Is Just a Kiss�

Chapter
Two- Edging Closer

By
darthelwig

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I
do not own Saiyuki. This story is rated M. SLASH WARNING.

A
minor incident and some major flirtation stir up trouble for the boys.
Sanzo/Goku. Gojyo/Hakkai. Slight Gojyo/Goku.

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�Well,
I guess we�re camping out tonight,� Hakkai announced, much too cheerfully for
Sanzo�s taste. The monk gritted his teeth and forced his frayed nerves back
into some semblance of control.

�Fine,�
he growled, getting up and moving away. �I�m taking a walk.� He didn�t look
back, knowing Hakkai would take care of all those annoying details like
pitching a tent.

He
wasn�t wrong.

�Come
on, Gojyo. Help me set up the tent, will you?�

Gojyo
groaned but helped anyway. He didn�t mind sleeping in the open, but dark clouds
threatened overhead, and he didn�t really feel like getting soaked to the bone if
it rained. He hoped it didn�t rain, though. Sanzo was already in a bad enough
mood as it was.

�Goku,
could you get us some more water?�

�Sure!�
Goku grabbed their canteens and went in search of fresh water.

Hakkai
watched him go, and then turned to Gojyo, who was hauling out the canvas and
setting up.

�What
are you doing?� Hakkai asked, voice entirely serious now. Gojyo looked up,
surprised by his friend�s tone.

�What
do you mean?� he asked.

�I
mean with Goku. What are you doing?�

Gojyo
sighed and fiddled with the edge of the canvas tent, avoiding Hakkai�s eyes.

�I�m
just having a little fun, is all,� he said.

�I
know that� but why Goku? What could you possibly gain from this?�

�Why
are you so upset about it?� Gojyo asked, finally meeting Hakkai�s gaze.

�I�m
not upset.�

�Really?
You sound upset.�

�Do
I? Yes, I suppose I do, at that. I�m sorry.� He paused for a moment, looking
away. �It�s just� it�s upsetting Sanzo.�

�Yeah,
well, the monk can get over it. Goku�s not a kid anymore.�

�That�s
true,� Hakkai said softly, covering his bitterness with a faintly rueful smile.
�Please, forget I said anything.�

�It�s
okay,� Gojyo said, grinning again. �You�re just worried about me.� He
winked at Hakkai, the familiar sparkle present in his eyes, and Hakkai hid the
regret and pain that brought him.

�Well,
let�s not waste any time, shall we?� Hakkai said, moving to help Gojyo with the
tent.

�Wasn�t
planning on it,� Gojyo replied, looking briefly in the direction Goku had gone,
and Hakkai�s heart sank further.

And
he smiled.

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Goku
had found a small stream and was filling the canteens, humming softly to
himself while he did so.

�You�re
an idiot.�

Goku
jumped, startled, and nearly dropped the water.

�Sanzo!�

�Why
are you wasting your time on Gojyo?� Sanzo asked, arms folded across his chest
and face blank. He stood only a few feet behind where Goku stood, and Goku
wondered how Sanzo had so thoroughly managed to surprise him.

�What
do you mean, Sanzo?�

�You�re
encouraging him. Can you be that stupid?� The monk was beginning to
sound more irritated, and Goku took that as a good sign.

�Why
shouldn�t I?� he asked, trying to sound as if the answer meant nothing to him.

�Because,
you stupid monkey, he�s only interested in one thing.� Sanzo was openly
upset now, his face a mask of clouds. Goku phrased his next comment carefully.

�Maybe
I�m interested in it too.�

Sanzo�s
eyes widened slightly as he absorbed the meaning behind Goku�s words. Then the
moment passed and he exploded in rage.

�Do
you even know what you�re saying, you stupid ape?� he yelled, slamming Goku
over the head with his fan. �You�re too stupid to get involved with someone
like that! Idiots like you get attached! And don�t think you can come
crying to me when you get hurt because of it!�

Goku
returned Sanzo�s glare, refusing to back down anymore.

�I�m
not a stupid kid, Sanzo. I know what I�m doing! If I want to get laid, I
will! Don�t treat me like a child anymore!�

�Maybe
I would if you�d stop acting like one!� Sanzo yelled back.

�I�m
not the one acting like a kid here! If you don�t want me to sleep with
Gojyo, you�d better give me a reason why, instead of calling me stupid
and treating me like this! I know that anything I could have with Gojyo would
be just sex, and I don�t care! I�m not looking for more from him! If you
have a problem with that, tell me why!� Goku stared at Sanzo, daring him
to speak, but the monk was quiet for a long time. When he finally spoke, his
voice was once again carefully controlled, betraying no hint of his emotions.
Only his eyes held any passion, and they gleamed with a dangerous intensity.

�Fine.
Do what you want,� he said, and walked away.

And
all Goku could do was watch him go.

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Damn
it! What the hell is Hakkai�s problem? Did I do something to piss him
off too? He hasn�t talked to me since this afternoon. I wonder what�s going on
with him.

And
that damn monk�s been giving me his death glare all night. It�s starting to
creep me out. Ugh. Maybe Hakkai was right about Sanzo being really pissed off
about this. But why should he be? It�s not like he and Goku are a hot
item or something. I mean, for crying out loud, the monk wouldn�t be caught dead
being human or anything weak like that.

So
what the hell am I supposed to do now? Should I still go through with
this? When did this get so damn complicated?

��..

Maybe
I went too far. Sanzo seemed pretty pissed off. But I�m not a kid and he
needs to realize that! I�m doing this for him! He and I are meant to be
together!

And
Gojyo�s acting kind of funny now too. I wonder what his problem is. I
mean, he hasn�t come on to me once this evening. If this is his idea of
seduction, I�m amazed he ever gets laid.

God,
I�m so turned on! Does that make me some kind of weirdo? But I can�t
help it! Fighting with Sanzo is what did it! He was all flushed in the face and
stuff�.

Damn it!

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Why
am I so upset about this? Why is it so hard for me to see Gojyo touch
the monkey like that? Why did watching Goku suck on the kappa�s fingers make me
want to kill something? Why?

And
why the hell was I so turned on by it?

What the hell is wrong with me?

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I
have to do something. I can�t let things go on like this. I love Gojyo.
I can�t see him throw that away over something like this. Because I�m not sure
I can take it. I don�t know how to handle seeing him with Goku. Strangers are
one thing. They pass in and out of our lives like wind. But Goku is different.
He�s one of us. He�s just like me. He�s� competition.

I
can�t do this. I have to let Gojyo know how I feel. Maybe he�ll understand. I need
him, more than anyone else possibly could. He saved me. He made me
realize I wanted to live. I don�t want to be without that anymore.

But
he may not feel the same way about me. I know that. But I have to
try. What else is there for me?

Yet,
I�m afraid to say anything. I�m afraid of what his response will be. I don�t
think Gojyo is the �settling down� type, and I can�t ask him to be.

So
where does that leave me?
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�A Kiss Is Just a Kiss�

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