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Category:
Gravitation › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
4
Views:
2,459
Reviews:
6
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter three
Notes: Now I know this story is short!!! I wasn’t really planning on it being an epic. But this is my first attempt at writing a fiction story instead of essay and term papers. So I wasn’t really going for length…just quality. And people seem to like it so I’ve succeeded. I promise my next story will be longer!!! Just enjoy what you’ve got in your hands at the moment. Thank you for you kind words and I give you…
Chapter three!!!
Summary: They get it on…. lol. Fluff and revelations…sex…lots of sex.
Disclaimer: I still don’t own Gravitation.
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Ryuichi had risen from Tatsuha’s warm embrace and walked over to the sliding door. Tatsuha was still catching his breath as he floated in the shallow end. He couldn’t believe what had just happened…He and Ryuichi…had brought each other to orgasm. He brought the mental image of Ryuichi’s face in ecstasy and thought to himself ‘If I could put that on paper and frame it I’d never buy another poster ever again.’ Now that’s saying a lot but he was sure this was just a one time thing even though the singer had told him that he cared about him. That may be so…but how did he care for him? Was it just because he was a fan? Or was it just because he was going to get the teen in bed? Tatsuha didn’t know…He wasn’t sure he wanted to know either. ‘Better take what I can get and…I guess that’ll have to be enough.’ He thought somewhat bitterly. Tatsuha shook his head at the thought. He didn’t want to be in a bad mood for what was going to happen. He figured it would be best to just keep the momentum going. Looking around he spotted Ryuichi standing at the door, waiting for him to follow.
“Come on…you don’t wanna miss the next act…no da” Ryuichi smiled coyly at Tatsuha and disappeared through the sliding paper door. Tatsuha snickered for a moment. ‘He just got right up and walked over there naked…nice view.’ Tatsuha smiled and waded to the stairs and got out of the pool. He shivered momentarily before regaining his body heat. He stepped through the door and closed it. After a moment of contemplation…he locked it. Glancing around the room he decided he was in the kitchen…but Ryuichi was nowhere to be found…
“Hmmmm…where did you run off to my sweet?” Tatsuha furrowed his brow and walked through the first exit. He ended up in the dining room. Shaking his head he backtracked and went through the other doorway, which led into the living room. Tatsuha crowed his triumph and passed through the room to the hallway he remembered upon entering the abode. Just as he was turning the corner, predatory blue eyes pinned him to the wall and pink lips reached up for his. Tatsuha could feel his knees getting weak and he held onto the wall for support as Ryuichi Sakuma leaned up for a smoldering kiss. When the singer pressed his slight body up against Tatsuha’s, he remembered that they were both wet…and naked. The boy wrapped one arm around the singer’s waist and ran the other one through the wet brown hair at the nape of Ryuichi’s neck. Pulling the singer closer, Tatsuha deepened the kiss. He felt Ryuichi relax and melt against him as the singer opened his mouth, moaning in invitation. Two slippery tongues danced together for a moment before Tatsuha pulled away for air.
“Where’s the bedroom…” Tatsuha whispered and Ryuichi, who looked a little dazed, blinked a few times before taking the teen’s hand and leading him to a dark wooden door. The door opened and Tatsuha found himself in the most beautiful bedroom he’d ever seen in his short life. The walls were made of the same bamboo as the rest of the house but were stained a dark mahogany brown. Panels of rich red silk lined the walls from ceiling to floor. Paper lanterns hung from the ceiling at every break in the silk panels and soft glowing candlelight lit the room while the daylight was kept at bay by the rich flowing curtains that covered the large windows. The bed was a traditional Japanese bed covered in white and taupe patterned silk and a dark red satin comforter. There was a black silk throw carelessly strewn across the end of the bed. The floor was covered in a straw-like mat/rug and there was a long dark wooden dresser as well as a large armoire placed tastefully around the room. Tatsuha thought it didn’t look much like Ryuichi but it certainly fit his lifestyle. Ryuichi broke the silence.
“Do you like it?” He said softly, his voice now deeper and huskier than his normal genki personality’s. Ryuichi gazed softly at Tatsuha with something in his eyes that the teen couldn’t seem to place. Not letting the teen figure it out, Ryuichi dropped his gaze and made his way over to the bed. He pulled back the satin and silk covers and climbed in gracefully. Looking back at Tatsuha, Ryuichi smiled demurely and patted the bed in invitation.
“It’s wonderful…so beautiful. It’s a shame you don’t get to spend more time here…” Tatsuha snapped himself out of his thoughts of the room’s beauty and focused on the living one in front of him. “You are too…it’s a shame I don’t get to spend more time with you…” Tatsuha blushed, but walked over to the bed and sat down gingerly. Ryuichi had a slight blush on his cheeks but the singer smiled at him and put a hand behind Tatsuha’s neck, pulling the boy towards his body. Full lips met full lips as the two embraced and fell back on the bed. Ryuichi broke the kiss and launched an attack on Tatsuha’s neck and shoulders. Tatsuha moaned in appreciation and let his hands wander over the singer’s taut body. He rolled over, bringing Ryuichi with him so that Tatsuha was lying on his back and older man was resting atop him. Ryuichi straddled the younger man and leaned down to lick, suck, and kiss the tan skin of Tatsuha’s chest. He circled one nipple with his tongue while pinching and plucking at the other one. Tatsuha bucked his hips involuntarily and moaned as he threw his head back in pleasure. The singer switched nipples to dote on the other as he started rolling his hips forward, grinding them into Tatsuha’s. He moaned into Tatsuha’s chest at the surge of pleasure brought on by his movements and trailed his tongue up to the junction between shoulder and neck. He sucked mercilessly, marking Tatsuha as his forever. He pulled away and smiled smugly at the red and purple hickey he’d created. He looked up into hooded brown eyes that were glazed with lust and continued his rocking.
“Ryu…oh god…Ryu…don’t stop…” Tatsuha panted and he raised his hands to play with the older man’s nipples. Ryuichi caught Tatsuha’s hand before they could reach their destination and brought them down to rest on the singer’s hips. Tatsuha looked up at Ryuichi with confusion in his eyes, but his thoughts were obliterated as the singer shimmied down his body and wrapped skilled lips around his lover’s glistening erection.
“Oh gods!!! Ryu…ichi!!! Aaahh aah!!!” Tatsuha bucked his hips up into the warm cavern of the singer’s mouth as he writhed on the bed. Ryuichi licked and sucked like a pro, which he probably was… He ran his tongue up along the underside of Tatsuha’s manhood while he pulled lightly on the teen’s balls with his free hand. He circled the head with his tongue like a lollipop before going down hard again engulfing the shaft almost to the hilt. He sucked hard until he could hear Tatsuha’s incoherent cries. Knowing the boy was on the edge, he fished a tube of lube out from a hidden pocket in the side of the bed and applied a generous amount to his fingers. He took Tatsuha’s balls in his mouth as he slipped one moist finger past the tight ring of muscle that guarded Tatsuha’s most precious entrance. Tatsuha bucked and shook as white-hot pleasure shot through his thighs. His lust-clouded eyes snapped open as he felt himself being entered. Gasping he looked down to see Ryuichi’s head buried between his legs, one hand slowly stroking his shaft and the finger was removed. Ryuichi applied more lube to his fingers and slowly pushed in two more and slowly spread them apart, rhythmically stretching Tatsuha’s entrance in preparation of a much bigger object. Tatsuha could feel Ryuichi’s fingers curling inside him and he moaned at the exquisite sensations rushing through him. Ryuichi pulled his fingers out once more, ignoring Tatsuha’s protests and then pushed three fingers inside the boy’s entrance. He curled his fingers up, trying to find the spot that would send Tatsuha into the stratosphere. He knew he had found it when Tatsuha suddenly cried out desperately, his hips bucking involuntarily. A flash of ecstasy tore through Tatsuha’s system as Ryuichi’s fingers found something deep inside of his body.
“God Ryuichi…. oh gods…yessssss….” Tatsuha moaned. He really wanted…no he needed Ryuichi inside him now. He felt Ryuichi’s fingers slip out of him and he whimpered in protest. Suddenly something small and round-ish was thrust into his hand. He looked at it through bleary eyes and realized it was a tube of lubricant. He looked up at Ryuichi who seemed to be waiting for something. Tatsuha’s clouded mind finally registered…Ryuichi wanted him to put the lube on him. Ryuichi kneeled in front of Tatsuha and thrust his hips forward expectantly. The boy uncapped the tube and squirted a generous amount into the palm of his hand before tentatively wrapping his lube coated hand around the singer’s dripping erection. Ryuichi flinched at the coolness, but it warmed quickly in the boy’s hand and he let himself be stroked until he had to pull Tatsuha’s hand away or come right there.
“Mmmmmm Tat-chan you feel so good…oh gods…” Ryuichi breathed as he lay down to position himself at Tatsuha’s entrance. He pushed Tatsuha’s knees up to his chest and settled himself between the boy’s spread thighs. Putting one hand on the bed to steady himself, he slipped the head of his cock past the bud of muscle and into the tight heat of Tatsuha. Tatsuha gripped the bed sheets as he felt Ryuichi push into him. He moaned loudly at the feel of his new lover’s hardness pushing inside his body. It didn’t hurt much, and what pain there was couldn’t begin to compete with the pleasure washing through his body. Ryuichi groaned when his balls hit Tatsuha’s ass, signaling that he was fully inside him and stilled himself so the boy could adjust to his size. For a small man he was well endowed and he smiled inwardly at the knowledge. He stared at Tatsuha’s face as he waited and noted the subtle changes as the boy writhed beneath him. The boy’s face went from slightly pained, to uncomfortable, and finally relaxed as he got used to Ryuichi’s member being buried inside his body. Tatsuha finally opened his eyes and squeaked slightly at the look on Ryuichi’s face. He’d seen this face a thousand times on stage when the singer was caught up in the passion of the songs he sang. The face above him was filled with lust, longing, and…Tatsuha couldn’t be sure…but he thought the singer looked awe-struck for a moment there. He thrust his hips up towards Ryuichi to signal he was ready and Ryuichi almost immediately began slow thrusts in and out of Tatsuha’s tight passage. They both moaned at the sensations evoked and Ryuichi fell down onto Tatsuha’s chest as he continued to thrust. Tatsuha wrapped his arms around the singer and spread his legs wider so the singer could lie comfortable in the cradle of his hips. He met each of Ryuichi’s thrusts with one of his own and before long they were slamming into each other forcefully as they raced higher and higher in their shared ecstasy. Ryuichi slid a hand down to Tatsuha’s slippery erection and began pumping the boy quickly. Tatsuha screamed as Ryuichi began to jerk him off in time with their thrusts and wrapped his legs around the petite singer’s waist. At the same time, Ryuichi angled his thrusts to hit that spot inside Tatsuha repeatedly.
“Aaaaah!!! Aaah fuck!!! Ah gods…. Ryuichi!!!!” Tatsuha panted as he climbed higher and higher towards the precipice. Ryuichi panted into Tatsuha’s ear all the while thrusting and pumping, little cries and moans escaping his throat as he worked Tatsuha into a frenzy. Tatsuha buried his fingers into the singer’s back as his entire body was inched along the bed with the power of Ryuichi’s thrusts. Ryuichi licked up the line of Tatsuha’s neck towards his ear and whispered huskily…
“Come for me lover….” Ryuichi closed his eyes as he tightened his grip on Tatsuha’s hardness. He heard Tatsuha whimper and then his entire body tensed, his back arched and his mouth opened in a silent scream. Tatsuha came harder than ever before as hot streams spurt across his and Ryuichi’s stomachs. Ryuichi didn’t stop thrusting and made him ride it out until he heard the singer cry out desperately as his thrusts became erratic and the singer filled his lover to the brim with each orgasmic wave.
Ryuichi collapsed down onto Tatsuha’s chest and they lay there breathing heavily and basking in the afterglow of ecstasy. Ryuichi closed his eyes briefly and he reluctantly slipped out of the boy’s body. Resting his head on Tatsuha’s chest he started humming a little tune out of the blue. Tatsuha’s arm tightened around Ryuichi and he held the singer close for as long as he was allowed. He heard humming coming from Ryuichi’s vicinity and opened his eyes to look down at his lover.
“That something new? I don’t believe I’ve ever heard that before…” Tatsuha smiled through the haze. Ryuichi looked up at him with a sly grin on his face.
“I always get my best ideas after great sex.” The singer giggled. Tatsuha quirked an eyebrow at the singer and Ryuichi closed his eyes. “Yes…. Tohma and I were lovers…I know that’s what you were going to ask…. it didn’t last very long. It was getting in the way of the music… So we broke it off before we both hurt each other.” Ryuichi sighed. “I really like you Tatsuha…you wouldn’t be here if I didn’t. And I think you really like me too… you said something I wasn’t expecting in the throws of passion…” Ryuichi’s face grew serious as he looked up at Tatsuha.
“What did I say? … It was probably something incredibly embarrassing and totally immature…” Tatsuha cringed inwardly wondering what the hell he could have said while his brain had been on hiatus.
“You said, ‘I love you…’” Ryuichi blushed, “Did you mean that? Or is that just something you say at times like these…” Ryuichi tried to keep the twinge of hope out of his voice as he said that. The truth was that he had felt something for Tatsuha ever since they’d been introduced two years ago. He knew the teen was an avid…somewhat obsessive fan…but he’d been somehow different from all the others. Maybe it was because the boy was always around celebrities, but Tatsuha had treated him like a normal person if one looked past the constant puppy eyes and lecherous groping. Apparently the boy had thought Ryuichi had forgotten about him…but he’d recognized him at the pool. Tatsuha had also grown up a bit in the time they’d been apart. Gone were the gropes and puppy eyes. What was left was a deep longing in those chocolate eyes and something else Ryuichi couldn’t place. He felt now that he’d hit the right button. Tatsuha was in love with him. Not the rock star image…but the person behind the name. Tatsuha looked like he was about to panic and a fiery blush almost instantly covered his face, neck and shoulders.
“Uh…I guess…um …I’m really sorry…. I don’t umm…oh gods…” Tatsuha closed his eyes and tried to turn his face away but Ryuichi held him fast.
“Did you mean it?” The singer repeated firmly. Tatsuha slowly opened his eyes to stare into deep blue orbs. He shivered as he tried to think of something to say. Was Ryuichi mad at him? Was he disgusted? Was he…scared of him? Tatsuha didn’t want any of those things to be true and he tried to find a way to explain his feelings. He definitely wasn’t expecting Ryuichi to return his feelings, so he was quite startled out of his thoughts by the singers next revelation.
“Because you know Tatsuha…I…have loved you…for a long time now…” The singer admitted, staring up at his lover through his eyelashes. Tatsuha stopped mid-sentence and stared at Ryuichi, not believing what he’d just heard. ‘Did Ryuichi Sakuma just say that he loved me? That he has loved me…before…this?’ Tatsuha mentally slapped himself out of his stunned state and sat up, bringing the petite singer with him. He put his hands on the singer’s arms gently and looked into his eyes. Ryuichi was a little nervous that Tatsuha hadn’t said anything yet, and his face fell as he blushed with humiliation. He shut his eyes tight and prayed that he would wake up from this dream soon. Oh how he wished this sudden nightmare would end…
“Ryuichi…. I…” Tatsuha started, only then noticing the burning blush and the sullen look of the singer. “Yes…Ryuichi…I meant it.” He said quietly. He hugged the singer closer and felt his lover relax once more. Ryuichi sighed with relief at Tatsuha’s affirmative. Looking up into Tatsuha’s eyes he saw love shining in those chocolate depths just waiting to burst free and it almost brought tears to his eyes. Ryuichi shook his head and snuggled against Tatsuha’s tan chest. He circled the closest nipple with a lazy finger and smiled to himself. He loved Tatsuha…and Tatsuha loved him.
“Tatsuha…I…I want you to do something for me. Will you please?” Ryuichi gazed hopefully at his lover. He wanted Tatsuha to make love to him…something he’d never allowed anyone to do before. Sure he’d had sex…but he’d never, ever been topped. Ever. So in that sense…Ryuichi Sakuma was a virgin waiting for love. ‘God that’s corny’ he thought to himself as he played with his lover chest. Damn, Tatsuha was beautiful…so perfect…
“Yes Ryuichi? What do you want me to do?” The teen was curious because his lover had sounded a bit reluctant at first. He took Ryuichi’s chin in his fingers and kissed him tenderly on the lips. Pulling away he added, “I’d do anything for you love.” Tatsuha flashed a smile at Ryuichi. A real smile, meant for only him. The singer looked like he was debating with himself and Tatsuha ran a fingertip over one of the singers pert nipples then soundly pinched it. Ryuichi gasped and looked at his lover in dismay.
“What was that for!?” He chirped at Tatsuha. He rubbed the offended nipple gently and looked back at Tatsuha.
“To get your attention, of course. You looked like you were thinking about something too hard…you asked me if I could do something for you…what did you want?” Tatsuha let himself melt into his lover’s eyes as he waited for Ryuichi to explain.
“I…well…it’s kind of embarrassing no da…and…well…um” Here he was, Ryuichi Sakuma, God and idol to many, stammering and stuttering like a shy school girl. ‘Damn it Sakuma! Just spit it out!!! He loves you …he wont judge you…’ He berated himself mentally. With an encouraging smile from Tatsuha, he continued, “I wanted… Iwantedyoutomakelovetome!” He blurted out quickly. His blush deepened and his hid his face in Tatsuha’s chest. ‘Gosh darned that was smooth Sakuma…’ Ryuichi rolled his eyes behind closed lids.
“You want to do it again? Well of course!!! You really didn’t have to ask you know…” He lifted the singers face and kissed his closed eyelids. When Ryuichi opened his eyes again, Tatsuha gave him a little wink.
“No…Tat-chan…you don’t understand…I want you … “ Ryuichi let his voice drop to almost a whisper, “...to take me.” He breathed out. Looking up at Tatsuha finally, he saw a look of utter joy on his lover’s face and his smile brightened. Tatsuha had such a shiny smile…and it was just for him. Ryuichi gave a nervous laugh as he looked into Tatsuha’s pretty brown eyes.
“Oh Ryu…my love…” Tatsuha pulled Ryuichi down on top of him and started kissing him all over his face and neck. He massaged Ryuichi’s back lightly, trying to get the older man to relax into him again. “I love you…” He whispered into the singer’s ear and licked the delicate shell before going back to the singer’s pink lips. Ryuichi’s heart swelled as he heard those words he so desperately needed to hear. He spread his legs slightly, but was too nervous to take it any farther. ‘God I’m so confident when I’m in control…but when I lose it…’ Ryuichi fought to clear his head of those thoughts. ‘He’d never, ever, ever hurt me…’ Ryuichi closed his eyes and melted into Tatsuha’s kisses.
“I don’t think you understand the depth of this moment Tatsuha…” Ryuichi faltered slightly before taking Tatsuha’s face in his small hands and looked him straight in the eyes. “I’ve never submitted to anyone before…ever. You’re the first one to ever have me like this…I hope you’re the last…” He kissed his lover then with all his might before straddling Tatsuha in one smooth motion. Tatsuha was hard already, but due to Ryuichi’s nervousness, his own manhood was slow to rise. He was excited yes…but he was scared of the pain that this would bring. And he didn’t want to lose the love he’d found…he wanted it to be real…for once in his life. Tatsuha’s eyes grew large as he looked up at his lover. ‘This is his first time being uke? … He’s…a virgin? …Well technically no…but still.’ Tatsuha couldn’t believe what he’d just heard. He hugged Ryuichi hard and returned the kiss with all his might. He felt Ryuichi swing a leg over his body and settle on his stomach. Tatsuha’s erection was brushing up against the singer’s backside and he felt Ryuichi tense up momentarily before relaxing again. He also noted that Ryuichi was not hard yet. \'Well we\'ll have to do something about this...\' he smiled into Ryuichi\'s kiss. Tatsuha pulled away from the kiss and brought Ryuichi’s face down to rest forehead to forehead. He slipped a hand in between their bodies and stroked lightly up along his lover’s half flaccid cock. He was rewarded with a small gasp that turned into a moan accompanied by a shiver running through his lover’s body. Tatsuha smiled as Ryuichi’s eyes fluttered shut as he stroked his lover’s member into full hardness.
“You don’t have to be afraid love…I’d never hurt you. I’ll be gentle love…” He cooed into the singer’s ear. Tatsuha licked the delicate shell and pulled gently on the small hoop earrings there. Ryuichi’s hair fell onto Tatsuha’s cheeks and they lay there face to face. Ryuichi gave a shaky sigh and opened his eyes slowly. He gave a watery smile and buried his face in the crook of Tatsuha’s neck.
“I know…it’s just scary. I don’t want this to hurt…and I want it to be real…” Ryuichi cursed his last statement as soon as it left his lips. Tatsuha stared up at the older man as he heard his lover’s insecurities flow from his mouth unintentionally.
“It’s real Ryuichi. This is real…you and I are real. Here …in this bed. I can’t even imagine what love for you must be like…wondering whether the other person really truly wants you…or your money…fame…your face. If I truly wanted those things I could’ve found them in other ways. I don’t need you for money or fame. I don’t even really want fame to tell you the truth…I don’t need or want a spotlight. Just affection. I could’ve snagged fame from my brother…and good looks? Well I don’t have a problem with attracting a pretty face.” Tatsuha laughed nervously at that last statement but shrugged it off. His Ryu was hurting and he needed to sooth his worries. “Yes I love your singing and your concerts…but I love the rest of you too. The intense and intelligent person behind the silly child with the stuffed animal. I love all of you. Not just the image.” Ryuichi gasped at Tatsuha’s words. Tatsuha had known what he was thinking without him even having to say it…and with that, Ryuichi knew he’d made the right decision to bring Tatsuha home with him…
“Oh Tatsuha…I love you so much!!! You have no idea how much it means to me to hear you say that…and mean it.” Ryuichi once again buried his face in Tatsuha’s neck. “Make love to me … please. I want to be yours…” Ryuichi begged. Tatsuha sat up abruptly with Ryuichi in his lap and pulled the singer into a heated kiss. He ran his hands through the thick brown and down the singer’s smooth back. He found the way-ward lube and applied some to his fingers so Ryuichi couldn’t see and gently parted his lover’s ass cheeks so he could have access. He felt Ryuichi tense and tighten his grip around Tatsuha’s neck and smiled. He kissed his way across the singer’s cheek to his ear whispering sweet nothings and reassurances at every step of the way.
“It’s ok love…this part wont hurt much. It’ll feel strange…but it wont hurt.\" Ryuichi nodded into Tatsuha’s shoulder and began to brace himself. “No, no love…don’t tense up…just relax and let the feelings come…” Tatsuha scolded gently. He teased the singer’s precious entrance and wiggled one finger in. God Ryuichi was tight! With only one finger in? ‘Oh man…’ thought Tatsuha. ‘This is going to take some patience.’ He felt Ryuichi’s body tighten even more at the intrusion and he whispered soothingly into his lover’s ear as he removed the finger, reapplied more lube and pushed in two. This was accompanied by a slight hiss, but Ryuichi wasn’t so apprehensive anymore. He moaned into Tatsuha’s ear as the fingers inside him began to scissor and stretch him gently. He hid his face in Tatsuha’s neck as he panted into the boy’s ear. ‘This isn’t so bad ….I thought I would feel violated…but this is ok…’ Ryuichi thought and he breathed in the scent of his lover and he nuzzled his neck. He held on tighter as Tatsuha withdrew his fingers, and there was a pause, but then what seemed like three or more fingers pressed inside of him and he felt a twinge of pain. He cried out and tried to pull away but Tatsuha held him fast. He felt tears come to his eyes as Tatsuha continued to whisper soothingly in his ear.
“Tat-chan…that hurt…not much but still….” Ryuichi whimpered. Tatsuha just nodded and smiled at his lover and the three fingers continued to scissor and stretch his love’s passage gently.
“Yes…. I know lover…it’ll get better…I promise…you should know…you did the same to me.” He winked at Ryuichi as he withdrew his fingers slowly. He took the lube and spread some more around Ryuichi’s bud of muscle before reaching down to coat his own member. Tatsuha locked eyes with his lover. “I’m going to make love to you now…. my Ryu…are you ready?” He ran a finger across Ryuichi’s cheek and cupped the singer’s chin pulling him into another gentle kiss. Ryuichi nodded slightly and clung to Tatsuha’s shoulders as he wrapped his legs around Tatsuha’s waist, still sitting in his lover’s lap. Tatsuha lifted Ryuichi’s hips slightly and positioned himself at the singer’s entrance. Ryuichi opened his eyes wide as he felt the tip of Tatsuha’s arousal against his skin. He must’ve made a sound because Tatsuha took his face in hand and looked him in the eyes with such utter affection that it actually did bring tears to Ryuichi’s eyes. One silver drop made its way down the singer’s cheek and Tatsuha lovingly wiped it away.
“Are you sure you want to do this Ryu? We don’t have to do this…we can wait.” Tatsuha couldn’t believe it himself as the words left his lips. ‘I must love him a lot for him to evoke that sort of feeling…Hehe’ Ryuichi’s eyes snapped open at this. He shook his head minutely and rested his cheek on his lover’s shoulder.
“Na Tat-chan…I want this. I really do…it’s just I’m not used to giving up so much control. That’s all. It’s nothing you’ve done.” Ryuichi smiled up at his lover and gave him a small kiss on the lips, “Please…make love to me…I don’t want to wait any longer…” Tatsuha nodded and returned Ryuichi’s chaste kiss as he lifted the singer’s slim hips once again and positioned himself.
“Just relax now…I’ll be gentle.” Tatsuha crooned into his lover’s ear as he began to slowly push himself in. Ryuichi cried out at the sudden pain and tightened his grip on Tatsuha’s back. He tried to relax his body like Tatsuha had said but the pain seemed to be too much for him. He whimpered as his body was filled slowly and he heard Tatsuha murmuring to him through his noises. He was about to tell Tatsuha to stop when a flash of ecstasy ripped its way through his body and he moaned into his lover’s neck. Tatsuha stopped moving for the moment, even though his body was screaming at him to just ravage the beauty in front of him. He cooed and pet Ryuichi, just content to sit there till his lover was ready. Ryuichi panted and shifted as he tried to find a comfortable position. The pain had subsided considerable and he was pleased to find that pleasure had taken its place. He nipped Tatsuha’s sensitive skin and nuzzled him gently. As if in answer, Tatsuha began to thrust gently into Ryuichi. The teen moaned at the tight depths of his lover. God Ryuichi was so very tight…it was almost painful… but it was a good pain. Tatsuha assumed that Ryuichi was enjoying himself from the little sounds of pleasure emanating from the singer’s throat. Ryuichi’s eyes were closed and Tatsuha took the opportunity to kiss his lover’s eyelids affectionately. Tatsuha angled his lazy thrusts to hit his lover’s prostate and watched with glee as Ryuichi sat straight up in his lap and cried out in pure bliss.
“Aaah! Ah Tat…su...haaa! Oh gods…. oh please…faster…” Ryuichi pleaded and Tatsuha sped up his thrusting just a bit. He had no intention of hurting Ryuichi his first time… Tatsuha thrust deep and slow into Ryuichi making sure to keep in nearly constant contact with the singer’s prostate. Ryuichi moaned and screamed and writhed in Tatsuha’s arms as he shivered and shook from the pleasure running through his body. It felt like his thighs were on fire as the pressure built higher and higher pulling him closer to orgasmic bliss with each slow thrust. Ryuichi dug his fingers into Tatsuha’s back, and they slipped a bit from the sweat that had collected there. His own face was dripping and his bangs were plastered to the side of his face where he’d laid his head on his lover’s shoulder.
“Tat-chaaan…. you feel so good…oh gods…it feels like every …ah…nerve in my body is alive…. this is better than being…. ah!…on stage….ooh!!! Tatsuha!” Ryuichi moaned as Tatsuha wrapped a skilled hand around his engorged shaft. Tatsuha was panting and moaning into Ryuichi’s hair as he fought to control himself. God how he wanted to just thrust like a madman…. but he wouldn’t hurt his lover… not ever. Ryuichi was shaking in his arms as Tatsuha wrapped his hand around the erection rubbing against his stomach. He could feel Ryuichi’s toes curling against his waist and knew his lover was about to explode. He lay Ryuichi down gently on his back all the while continuing to thrust slowly and he settled between the singer’s legs, nuzzling his lover gently. Ryuichi sighed contentedly as Tatsuha lowered him to the bed. He couldn’t remember a time when he felt so special…so cherished. He threw his arms around Tatsuha’s neck and kissed him deeply. From this position Ryuichi was able to thrust against Tatsuha’s thrusts and they took up a slow rhythm as the end drew closer. Tatsuha was stroking his lover’s hardness quicker now, running his hand down the shaft to the base and back up to the head, squeezing slightly just at the tip. Tatsuha saw Ryuichi’s eyes roll back into his head as he threw his head back in pleasure, mouth open in a silent scream. He was getting a little tired so he sped up his thrusts and Ryuichi began moaning in time to the rhythm of their lovemaking. Tatsuha redoubled his attack and scooped Ryuichi one of his arms, firmly hugging the singer to his body as he thrust into his lover. He pumped Ryuichi’s hardness faster and faster until the singer was screaming into his ear.
“AAH!!! Ohh! Oh … ah. …gods … Tat…suha!!! Oh god …ah! I need to come!!!!” Ryuichi’s nearly incoherent screams were punctuated by constant ‘oh, oh, oh, oh, oh’ until Tatsuha felt the singer’s insides clench around him and Ryuichi came with a guttural scream of pure bliss. Tatsuha couldn’t hold himself back anymore and with the sudden extra tightness of his lover’s passage he came, filling Ryuichi again and again as he cried out in orgasm.
Tatsuha collapsed onto Ryuichi\'s form only rolling off just in time so as to not smother his lover. He pressed a kiss to the singer\'s temple and brushed Ryuichi\'s hair out of his face. Tatsuha withdrew from the singer\'s body and pulled Ryuichi on top of him. Time passed lazily as they lay there in each other’s arms. They drifted in and out of consciousness and finally fell asleep curled around each other in the tangled bed covers. Hours passed by quickly in the night as the lovers slept on...Ryuichi was the first to wake and he ran a finger down Tatsuha’s smooth cheek.
“Ai shiteru…” he whispered to his sleeping lover, cuddling close as he could manage. He settled into a comfortable position between Tatsuha’s strong arms and…realized that for the first time in his lonely life…he had slept peacefully. The sound of Tatsuha\'s heartbeat lulled him slowly back to sleep...Only the sounds of crickets chirping in the distance could be heard as the lovers slept through the night in each other’s arms…
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So??? How was it!!!! I certainly enjoyed writing it. Lol. Please R+R and chapter four should be up in the next couple days… oooh!!!
~ Hikari-chan
Chapter three!!!
Summary: They get it on…. lol. Fluff and revelations…sex…lots of sex.
Disclaimer: I still don’t own Gravitation.
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Ryuichi had risen from Tatsuha’s warm embrace and walked over to the sliding door. Tatsuha was still catching his breath as he floated in the shallow end. He couldn’t believe what had just happened…He and Ryuichi…had brought each other to orgasm. He brought the mental image of Ryuichi’s face in ecstasy and thought to himself ‘If I could put that on paper and frame it I’d never buy another poster ever again.’ Now that’s saying a lot but he was sure this was just a one time thing even though the singer had told him that he cared about him. That may be so…but how did he care for him? Was it just because he was a fan? Or was it just because he was going to get the teen in bed? Tatsuha didn’t know…He wasn’t sure he wanted to know either. ‘Better take what I can get and…I guess that’ll have to be enough.’ He thought somewhat bitterly. Tatsuha shook his head at the thought. He didn’t want to be in a bad mood for what was going to happen. He figured it would be best to just keep the momentum going. Looking around he spotted Ryuichi standing at the door, waiting for him to follow.
“Come on…you don’t wanna miss the next act…no da” Ryuichi smiled coyly at Tatsuha and disappeared through the sliding paper door. Tatsuha snickered for a moment. ‘He just got right up and walked over there naked…nice view.’ Tatsuha smiled and waded to the stairs and got out of the pool. He shivered momentarily before regaining his body heat. He stepped through the door and closed it. After a moment of contemplation…he locked it. Glancing around the room he decided he was in the kitchen…but Ryuichi was nowhere to be found…
“Hmmmm…where did you run off to my sweet?” Tatsuha furrowed his brow and walked through the first exit. He ended up in the dining room. Shaking his head he backtracked and went through the other doorway, which led into the living room. Tatsuha crowed his triumph and passed through the room to the hallway he remembered upon entering the abode. Just as he was turning the corner, predatory blue eyes pinned him to the wall and pink lips reached up for his. Tatsuha could feel his knees getting weak and he held onto the wall for support as Ryuichi Sakuma leaned up for a smoldering kiss. When the singer pressed his slight body up against Tatsuha’s, he remembered that they were both wet…and naked. The boy wrapped one arm around the singer’s waist and ran the other one through the wet brown hair at the nape of Ryuichi’s neck. Pulling the singer closer, Tatsuha deepened the kiss. He felt Ryuichi relax and melt against him as the singer opened his mouth, moaning in invitation. Two slippery tongues danced together for a moment before Tatsuha pulled away for air.
“Where’s the bedroom…” Tatsuha whispered and Ryuichi, who looked a little dazed, blinked a few times before taking the teen’s hand and leading him to a dark wooden door. The door opened and Tatsuha found himself in the most beautiful bedroom he’d ever seen in his short life. The walls were made of the same bamboo as the rest of the house but were stained a dark mahogany brown. Panels of rich red silk lined the walls from ceiling to floor. Paper lanterns hung from the ceiling at every break in the silk panels and soft glowing candlelight lit the room while the daylight was kept at bay by the rich flowing curtains that covered the large windows. The bed was a traditional Japanese bed covered in white and taupe patterned silk and a dark red satin comforter. There was a black silk throw carelessly strewn across the end of the bed. The floor was covered in a straw-like mat/rug and there was a long dark wooden dresser as well as a large armoire placed tastefully around the room. Tatsuha thought it didn’t look much like Ryuichi but it certainly fit his lifestyle. Ryuichi broke the silence.
“Do you like it?” He said softly, his voice now deeper and huskier than his normal genki personality’s. Ryuichi gazed softly at Tatsuha with something in his eyes that the teen couldn’t seem to place. Not letting the teen figure it out, Ryuichi dropped his gaze and made his way over to the bed. He pulled back the satin and silk covers and climbed in gracefully. Looking back at Tatsuha, Ryuichi smiled demurely and patted the bed in invitation.
“It’s wonderful…so beautiful. It’s a shame you don’t get to spend more time here…” Tatsuha snapped himself out of his thoughts of the room’s beauty and focused on the living one in front of him. “You are too…it’s a shame I don’t get to spend more time with you…” Tatsuha blushed, but walked over to the bed and sat down gingerly. Ryuichi had a slight blush on his cheeks but the singer smiled at him and put a hand behind Tatsuha’s neck, pulling the boy towards his body. Full lips met full lips as the two embraced and fell back on the bed. Ryuichi broke the kiss and launched an attack on Tatsuha’s neck and shoulders. Tatsuha moaned in appreciation and let his hands wander over the singer’s taut body. He rolled over, bringing Ryuichi with him so that Tatsuha was lying on his back and older man was resting atop him. Ryuichi straddled the younger man and leaned down to lick, suck, and kiss the tan skin of Tatsuha’s chest. He circled one nipple with his tongue while pinching and plucking at the other one. Tatsuha bucked his hips involuntarily and moaned as he threw his head back in pleasure. The singer switched nipples to dote on the other as he started rolling his hips forward, grinding them into Tatsuha’s. He moaned into Tatsuha’s chest at the surge of pleasure brought on by his movements and trailed his tongue up to the junction between shoulder and neck. He sucked mercilessly, marking Tatsuha as his forever. He pulled away and smiled smugly at the red and purple hickey he’d created. He looked up into hooded brown eyes that were glazed with lust and continued his rocking.
“Ryu…oh god…Ryu…don’t stop…” Tatsuha panted and he raised his hands to play with the older man’s nipples. Ryuichi caught Tatsuha’s hand before they could reach their destination and brought them down to rest on the singer’s hips. Tatsuha looked up at Ryuichi with confusion in his eyes, but his thoughts were obliterated as the singer shimmied down his body and wrapped skilled lips around his lover’s glistening erection.
“Oh gods!!! Ryu…ichi!!! Aaahh aah!!!” Tatsuha bucked his hips up into the warm cavern of the singer’s mouth as he writhed on the bed. Ryuichi licked and sucked like a pro, which he probably was… He ran his tongue up along the underside of Tatsuha’s manhood while he pulled lightly on the teen’s balls with his free hand. He circled the head with his tongue like a lollipop before going down hard again engulfing the shaft almost to the hilt. He sucked hard until he could hear Tatsuha’s incoherent cries. Knowing the boy was on the edge, he fished a tube of lube out from a hidden pocket in the side of the bed and applied a generous amount to his fingers. He took Tatsuha’s balls in his mouth as he slipped one moist finger past the tight ring of muscle that guarded Tatsuha’s most precious entrance. Tatsuha bucked and shook as white-hot pleasure shot through his thighs. His lust-clouded eyes snapped open as he felt himself being entered. Gasping he looked down to see Ryuichi’s head buried between his legs, one hand slowly stroking his shaft and the finger was removed. Ryuichi applied more lube to his fingers and slowly pushed in two more and slowly spread them apart, rhythmically stretching Tatsuha’s entrance in preparation of a much bigger object. Tatsuha could feel Ryuichi’s fingers curling inside him and he moaned at the exquisite sensations rushing through him. Ryuichi pulled his fingers out once more, ignoring Tatsuha’s protests and then pushed three fingers inside the boy’s entrance. He curled his fingers up, trying to find the spot that would send Tatsuha into the stratosphere. He knew he had found it when Tatsuha suddenly cried out desperately, his hips bucking involuntarily. A flash of ecstasy tore through Tatsuha’s system as Ryuichi’s fingers found something deep inside of his body.
“God Ryuichi…. oh gods…yessssss….” Tatsuha moaned. He really wanted…no he needed Ryuichi inside him now. He felt Ryuichi’s fingers slip out of him and he whimpered in protest. Suddenly something small and round-ish was thrust into his hand. He looked at it through bleary eyes and realized it was a tube of lubricant. He looked up at Ryuichi who seemed to be waiting for something. Tatsuha’s clouded mind finally registered…Ryuichi wanted him to put the lube on him. Ryuichi kneeled in front of Tatsuha and thrust his hips forward expectantly. The boy uncapped the tube and squirted a generous amount into the palm of his hand before tentatively wrapping his lube coated hand around the singer’s dripping erection. Ryuichi flinched at the coolness, but it warmed quickly in the boy’s hand and he let himself be stroked until he had to pull Tatsuha’s hand away or come right there.
“Mmmmmm Tat-chan you feel so good…oh gods…” Ryuichi breathed as he lay down to position himself at Tatsuha’s entrance. He pushed Tatsuha’s knees up to his chest and settled himself between the boy’s spread thighs. Putting one hand on the bed to steady himself, he slipped the head of his cock past the bud of muscle and into the tight heat of Tatsuha. Tatsuha gripped the bed sheets as he felt Ryuichi push into him. He moaned loudly at the feel of his new lover’s hardness pushing inside his body. It didn’t hurt much, and what pain there was couldn’t begin to compete with the pleasure washing through his body. Ryuichi groaned when his balls hit Tatsuha’s ass, signaling that he was fully inside him and stilled himself so the boy could adjust to his size. For a small man he was well endowed and he smiled inwardly at the knowledge. He stared at Tatsuha’s face as he waited and noted the subtle changes as the boy writhed beneath him. The boy’s face went from slightly pained, to uncomfortable, and finally relaxed as he got used to Ryuichi’s member being buried inside his body. Tatsuha finally opened his eyes and squeaked slightly at the look on Ryuichi’s face. He’d seen this face a thousand times on stage when the singer was caught up in the passion of the songs he sang. The face above him was filled with lust, longing, and…Tatsuha couldn’t be sure…but he thought the singer looked awe-struck for a moment there. He thrust his hips up towards Ryuichi to signal he was ready and Ryuichi almost immediately began slow thrusts in and out of Tatsuha’s tight passage. They both moaned at the sensations evoked and Ryuichi fell down onto Tatsuha’s chest as he continued to thrust. Tatsuha wrapped his arms around the singer and spread his legs wider so the singer could lie comfortable in the cradle of his hips. He met each of Ryuichi’s thrusts with one of his own and before long they were slamming into each other forcefully as they raced higher and higher in their shared ecstasy. Ryuichi slid a hand down to Tatsuha’s slippery erection and began pumping the boy quickly. Tatsuha screamed as Ryuichi began to jerk him off in time with their thrusts and wrapped his legs around the petite singer’s waist. At the same time, Ryuichi angled his thrusts to hit that spot inside Tatsuha repeatedly.
“Aaaaah!!! Aaah fuck!!! Ah gods…. Ryuichi!!!!” Tatsuha panted as he climbed higher and higher towards the precipice. Ryuichi panted into Tatsuha’s ear all the while thrusting and pumping, little cries and moans escaping his throat as he worked Tatsuha into a frenzy. Tatsuha buried his fingers into the singer’s back as his entire body was inched along the bed with the power of Ryuichi’s thrusts. Ryuichi licked up the line of Tatsuha’s neck towards his ear and whispered huskily…
“Come for me lover….” Ryuichi closed his eyes as he tightened his grip on Tatsuha’s hardness. He heard Tatsuha whimper and then his entire body tensed, his back arched and his mouth opened in a silent scream. Tatsuha came harder than ever before as hot streams spurt across his and Ryuichi’s stomachs. Ryuichi didn’t stop thrusting and made him ride it out until he heard the singer cry out desperately as his thrusts became erratic and the singer filled his lover to the brim with each orgasmic wave.
Ryuichi collapsed down onto Tatsuha’s chest and they lay there breathing heavily and basking in the afterglow of ecstasy. Ryuichi closed his eyes briefly and he reluctantly slipped out of the boy’s body. Resting his head on Tatsuha’s chest he started humming a little tune out of the blue. Tatsuha’s arm tightened around Ryuichi and he held the singer close for as long as he was allowed. He heard humming coming from Ryuichi’s vicinity and opened his eyes to look down at his lover.
“That something new? I don’t believe I’ve ever heard that before…” Tatsuha smiled through the haze. Ryuichi looked up at him with a sly grin on his face.
“I always get my best ideas after great sex.” The singer giggled. Tatsuha quirked an eyebrow at the singer and Ryuichi closed his eyes. “Yes…. Tohma and I were lovers…I know that’s what you were going to ask…. it didn’t last very long. It was getting in the way of the music… So we broke it off before we both hurt each other.” Ryuichi sighed. “I really like you Tatsuha…you wouldn’t be here if I didn’t. And I think you really like me too… you said something I wasn’t expecting in the throws of passion…” Ryuichi’s face grew serious as he looked up at Tatsuha.
“What did I say? … It was probably something incredibly embarrassing and totally immature…” Tatsuha cringed inwardly wondering what the hell he could have said while his brain had been on hiatus.
“You said, ‘I love you…’” Ryuichi blushed, “Did you mean that? Or is that just something you say at times like these…” Ryuichi tried to keep the twinge of hope out of his voice as he said that. The truth was that he had felt something for Tatsuha ever since they’d been introduced two years ago. He knew the teen was an avid…somewhat obsessive fan…but he’d been somehow different from all the others. Maybe it was because the boy was always around celebrities, but Tatsuha had treated him like a normal person if one looked past the constant puppy eyes and lecherous groping. Apparently the boy had thought Ryuichi had forgotten about him…but he’d recognized him at the pool. Tatsuha had also grown up a bit in the time they’d been apart. Gone were the gropes and puppy eyes. What was left was a deep longing in those chocolate eyes and something else Ryuichi couldn’t place. He felt now that he’d hit the right button. Tatsuha was in love with him. Not the rock star image…but the person behind the name. Tatsuha looked like he was about to panic and a fiery blush almost instantly covered his face, neck and shoulders.
“Uh…I guess…um …I’m really sorry…. I don’t umm…oh gods…” Tatsuha closed his eyes and tried to turn his face away but Ryuichi held him fast.
“Did you mean it?” The singer repeated firmly. Tatsuha slowly opened his eyes to stare into deep blue orbs. He shivered as he tried to think of something to say. Was Ryuichi mad at him? Was he disgusted? Was he…scared of him? Tatsuha didn’t want any of those things to be true and he tried to find a way to explain his feelings. He definitely wasn’t expecting Ryuichi to return his feelings, so he was quite startled out of his thoughts by the singers next revelation.
“Because you know Tatsuha…I…have loved you…for a long time now…” The singer admitted, staring up at his lover through his eyelashes. Tatsuha stopped mid-sentence and stared at Ryuichi, not believing what he’d just heard. ‘Did Ryuichi Sakuma just say that he loved me? That he has loved me…before…this?’ Tatsuha mentally slapped himself out of his stunned state and sat up, bringing the petite singer with him. He put his hands on the singer’s arms gently and looked into his eyes. Ryuichi was a little nervous that Tatsuha hadn’t said anything yet, and his face fell as he blushed with humiliation. He shut his eyes tight and prayed that he would wake up from this dream soon. Oh how he wished this sudden nightmare would end…
“Ryuichi…. I…” Tatsuha started, only then noticing the burning blush and the sullen look of the singer. “Yes…Ryuichi…I meant it.” He said quietly. He hugged the singer closer and felt his lover relax once more. Ryuichi sighed with relief at Tatsuha’s affirmative. Looking up into Tatsuha’s eyes he saw love shining in those chocolate depths just waiting to burst free and it almost brought tears to his eyes. Ryuichi shook his head and snuggled against Tatsuha’s tan chest. He circled the closest nipple with a lazy finger and smiled to himself. He loved Tatsuha…and Tatsuha loved him.
“Tatsuha…I…I want you to do something for me. Will you please?” Ryuichi gazed hopefully at his lover. He wanted Tatsuha to make love to him…something he’d never allowed anyone to do before. Sure he’d had sex…but he’d never, ever been topped. Ever. So in that sense…Ryuichi Sakuma was a virgin waiting for love. ‘God that’s corny’ he thought to himself as he played with his lover chest. Damn, Tatsuha was beautiful…so perfect…
“Yes Ryuichi? What do you want me to do?” The teen was curious because his lover had sounded a bit reluctant at first. He took Ryuichi’s chin in his fingers and kissed him tenderly on the lips. Pulling away he added, “I’d do anything for you love.” Tatsuha flashed a smile at Ryuichi. A real smile, meant for only him. The singer looked like he was debating with himself and Tatsuha ran a fingertip over one of the singers pert nipples then soundly pinched it. Ryuichi gasped and looked at his lover in dismay.
“What was that for!?” He chirped at Tatsuha. He rubbed the offended nipple gently and looked back at Tatsuha.
“To get your attention, of course. You looked like you were thinking about something too hard…you asked me if I could do something for you…what did you want?” Tatsuha let himself melt into his lover’s eyes as he waited for Ryuichi to explain.
“I…well…it’s kind of embarrassing no da…and…well…um” Here he was, Ryuichi Sakuma, God and idol to many, stammering and stuttering like a shy school girl. ‘Damn it Sakuma! Just spit it out!!! He loves you …he wont judge you…’ He berated himself mentally. With an encouraging smile from Tatsuha, he continued, “I wanted… Iwantedyoutomakelovetome!” He blurted out quickly. His blush deepened and his hid his face in Tatsuha’s chest. ‘Gosh darned that was smooth Sakuma…’ Ryuichi rolled his eyes behind closed lids.
“You want to do it again? Well of course!!! You really didn’t have to ask you know…” He lifted the singers face and kissed his closed eyelids. When Ryuichi opened his eyes again, Tatsuha gave him a little wink.
“No…Tat-chan…you don’t understand…I want you … “ Ryuichi let his voice drop to almost a whisper, “...to take me.” He breathed out. Looking up at Tatsuha finally, he saw a look of utter joy on his lover’s face and his smile brightened. Tatsuha had such a shiny smile…and it was just for him. Ryuichi gave a nervous laugh as he looked into Tatsuha’s pretty brown eyes.
“Oh Ryu…my love…” Tatsuha pulled Ryuichi down on top of him and started kissing him all over his face and neck. He massaged Ryuichi’s back lightly, trying to get the older man to relax into him again. “I love you…” He whispered into the singer’s ear and licked the delicate shell before going back to the singer’s pink lips. Ryuichi’s heart swelled as he heard those words he so desperately needed to hear. He spread his legs slightly, but was too nervous to take it any farther. ‘God I’m so confident when I’m in control…but when I lose it…’ Ryuichi fought to clear his head of those thoughts. ‘He’d never, ever, ever hurt me…’ Ryuichi closed his eyes and melted into Tatsuha’s kisses.
“I don’t think you understand the depth of this moment Tatsuha…” Ryuichi faltered slightly before taking Tatsuha’s face in his small hands and looked him straight in the eyes. “I’ve never submitted to anyone before…ever. You’re the first one to ever have me like this…I hope you’re the last…” He kissed his lover then with all his might before straddling Tatsuha in one smooth motion. Tatsuha was hard already, but due to Ryuichi’s nervousness, his own manhood was slow to rise. He was excited yes…but he was scared of the pain that this would bring. And he didn’t want to lose the love he’d found…he wanted it to be real…for once in his life. Tatsuha’s eyes grew large as he looked up at his lover. ‘This is his first time being uke? … He’s…a virgin? …Well technically no…but still.’ Tatsuha couldn’t believe what he’d just heard. He hugged Ryuichi hard and returned the kiss with all his might. He felt Ryuichi swing a leg over his body and settle on his stomach. Tatsuha’s erection was brushing up against the singer’s backside and he felt Ryuichi tense up momentarily before relaxing again. He also noted that Ryuichi was not hard yet. \'Well we\'ll have to do something about this...\' he smiled into Ryuichi\'s kiss. Tatsuha pulled away from the kiss and brought Ryuichi’s face down to rest forehead to forehead. He slipped a hand in between their bodies and stroked lightly up along his lover’s half flaccid cock. He was rewarded with a small gasp that turned into a moan accompanied by a shiver running through his lover’s body. Tatsuha smiled as Ryuichi’s eyes fluttered shut as he stroked his lover’s member into full hardness.
“You don’t have to be afraid love…I’d never hurt you. I’ll be gentle love…” He cooed into the singer’s ear. Tatsuha licked the delicate shell and pulled gently on the small hoop earrings there. Ryuichi’s hair fell onto Tatsuha’s cheeks and they lay there face to face. Ryuichi gave a shaky sigh and opened his eyes slowly. He gave a watery smile and buried his face in the crook of Tatsuha’s neck.
“I know…it’s just scary. I don’t want this to hurt…and I want it to be real…” Ryuichi cursed his last statement as soon as it left his lips. Tatsuha stared up at the older man as he heard his lover’s insecurities flow from his mouth unintentionally.
“It’s real Ryuichi. This is real…you and I are real. Here …in this bed. I can’t even imagine what love for you must be like…wondering whether the other person really truly wants you…or your money…fame…your face. If I truly wanted those things I could’ve found them in other ways. I don’t need you for money or fame. I don’t even really want fame to tell you the truth…I don’t need or want a spotlight. Just affection. I could’ve snagged fame from my brother…and good looks? Well I don’t have a problem with attracting a pretty face.” Tatsuha laughed nervously at that last statement but shrugged it off. His Ryu was hurting and he needed to sooth his worries. “Yes I love your singing and your concerts…but I love the rest of you too. The intense and intelligent person behind the silly child with the stuffed animal. I love all of you. Not just the image.” Ryuichi gasped at Tatsuha’s words. Tatsuha had known what he was thinking without him even having to say it…and with that, Ryuichi knew he’d made the right decision to bring Tatsuha home with him…
“Oh Tatsuha…I love you so much!!! You have no idea how much it means to me to hear you say that…and mean it.” Ryuichi once again buried his face in Tatsuha’s neck. “Make love to me … please. I want to be yours…” Ryuichi begged. Tatsuha sat up abruptly with Ryuichi in his lap and pulled the singer into a heated kiss. He ran his hands through the thick brown and down the singer’s smooth back. He found the way-ward lube and applied some to his fingers so Ryuichi couldn’t see and gently parted his lover’s ass cheeks so he could have access. He felt Ryuichi tense and tighten his grip around Tatsuha’s neck and smiled. He kissed his way across the singer’s cheek to his ear whispering sweet nothings and reassurances at every step of the way.
“It’s ok love…this part wont hurt much. It’ll feel strange…but it wont hurt.\" Ryuichi nodded into Tatsuha’s shoulder and began to brace himself. “No, no love…don’t tense up…just relax and let the feelings come…” Tatsuha scolded gently. He teased the singer’s precious entrance and wiggled one finger in. God Ryuichi was tight! With only one finger in? ‘Oh man…’ thought Tatsuha. ‘This is going to take some patience.’ He felt Ryuichi’s body tighten even more at the intrusion and he whispered soothingly into his lover’s ear as he removed the finger, reapplied more lube and pushed in two. This was accompanied by a slight hiss, but Ryuichi wasn’t so apprehensive anymore. He moaned into Tatsuha’s ear as the fingers inside him began to scissor and stretch him gently. He hid his face in Tatsuha’s neck as he panted into the boy’s ear. ‘This isn’t so bad ….I thought I would feel violated…but this is ok…’ Ryuichi thought and he breathed in the scent of his lover and he nuzzled his neck. He held on tighter as Tatsuha withdrew his fingers, and there was a pause, but then what seemed like three or more fingers pressed inside of him and he felt a twinge of pain. He cried out and tried to pull away but Tatsuha held him fast. He felt tears come to his eyes as Tatsuha continued to whisper soothingly in his ear.
“Tat-chan…that hurt…not much but still….” Ryuichi whimpered. Tatsuha just nodded and smiled at his lover and the three fingers continued to scissor and stretch his love’s passage gently.
“Yes…. I know lover…it’ll get better…I promise…you should know…you did the same to me.” He winked at Ryuichi as he withdrew his fingers slowly. He took the lube and spread some more around Ryuichi’s bud of muscle before reaching down to coat his own member. Tatsuha locked eyes with his lover. “I’m going to make love to you now…. my Ryu…are you ready?” He ran a finger across Ryuichi’s cheek and cupped the singer’s chin pulling him into another gentle kiss. Ryuichi nodded slightly and clung to Tatsuha’s shoulders as he wrapped his legs around Tatsuha’s waist, still sitting in his lover’s lap. Tatsuha lifted Ryuichi’s hips slightly and positioned himself at the singer’s entrance. Ryuichi opened his eyes wide as he felt the tip of Tatsuha’s arousal against his skin. He must’ve made a sound because Tatsuha took his face in hand and looked him in the eyes with such utter affection that it actually did bring tears to Ryuichi’s eyes. One silver drop made its way down the singer’s cheek and Tatsuha lovingly wiped it away.
“Are you sure you want to do this Ryu? We don’t have to do this…we can wait.” Tatsuha couldn’t believe it himself as the words left his lips. ‘I must love him a lot for him to evoke that sort of feeling…Hehe’ Ryuichi’s eyes snapped open at this. He shook his head minutely and rested his cheek on his lover’s shoulder.
“Na Tat-chan…I want this. I really do…it’s just I’m not used to giving up so much control. That’s all. It’s nothing you’ve done.” Ryuichi smiled up at his lover and gave him a small kiss on the lips, “Please…make love to me…I don’t want to wait any longer…” Tatsuha nodded and returned Ryuichi’s chaste kiss as he lifted the singer’s slim hips once again and positioned himself.
“Just relax now…I’ll be gentle.” Tatsuha crooned into his lover’s ear as he began to slowly push himself in. Ryuichi cried out at the sudden pain and tightened his grip on Tatsuha’s back. He tried to relax his body like Tatsuha had said but the pain seemed to be too much for him. He whimpered as his body was filled slowly and he heard Tatsuha murmuring to him through his noises. He was about to tell Tatsuha to stop when a flash of ecstasy ripped its way through his body and he moaned into his lover’s neck. Tatsuha stopped moving for the moment, even though his body was screaming at him to just ravage the beauty in front of him. He cooed and pet Ryuichi, just content to sit there till his lover was ready. Ryuichi panted and shifted as he tried to find a comfortable position. The pain had subsided considerable and he was pleased to find that pleasure had taken its place. He nipped Tatsuha’s sensitive skin and nuzzled him gently. As if in answer, Tatsuha began to thrust gently into Ryuichi. The teen moaned at the tight depths of his lover. God Ryuichi was so very tight…it was almost painful… but it was a good pain. Tatsuha assumed that Ryuichi was enjoying himself from the little sounds of pleasure emanating from the singer’s throat. Ryuichi’s eyes were closed and Tatsuha took the opportunity to kiss his lover’s eyelids affectionately. Tatsuha angled his lazy thrusts to hit his lover’s prostate and watched with glee as Ryuichi sat straight up in his lap and cried out in pure bliss.
“Aaah! Ah Tat…su...haaa! Oh gods…. oh please…faster…” Ryuichi pleaded and Tatsuha sped up his thrusting just a bit. He had no intention of hurting Ryuichi his first time… Tatsuha thrust deep and slow into Ryuichi making sure to keep in nearly constant contact with the singer’s prostate. Ryuichi moaned and screamed and writhed in Tatsuha’s arms as he shivered and shook from the pleasure running through his body. It felt like his thighs were on fire as the pressure built higher and higher pulling him closer to orgasmic bliss with each slow thrust. Ryuichi dug his fingers into Tatsuha’s back, and they slipped a bit from the sweat that had collected there. His own face was dripping and his bangs were plastered to the side of his face where he’d laid his head on his lover’s shoulder.
“Tat-chaaan…. you feel so good…oh gods…it feels like every …ah…nerve in my body is alive…. this is better than being…. ah!…on stage….ooh!!! Tatsuha!” Ryuichi moaned as Tatsuha wrapped a skilled hand around his engorged shaft. Tatsuha was panting and moaning into Ryuichi’s hair as he fought to control himself. God how he wanted to just thrust like a madman…. but he wouldn’t hurt his lover… not ever. Ryuichi was shaking in his arms as Tatsuha wrapped his hand around the erection rubbing against his stomach. He could feel Ryuichi’s toes curling against his waist and knew his lover was about to explode. He lay Ryuichi down gently on his back all the while continuing to thrust slowly and he settled between the singer’s legs, nuzzling his lover gently. Ryuichi sighed contentedly as Tatsuha lowered him to the bed. He couldn’t remember a time when he felt so special…so cherished. He threw his arms around Tatsuha’s neck and kissed him deeply. From this position Ryuichi was able to thrust against Tatsuha’s thrusts and they took up a slow rhythm as the end drew closer. Tatsuha was stroking his lover’s hardness quicker now, running his hand down the shaft to the base and back up to the head, squeezing slightly just at the tip. Tatsuha saw Ryuichi’s eyes roll back into his head as he threw his head back in pleasure, mouth open in a silent scream. He was getting a little tired so he sped up his thrusts and Ryuichi began moaning in time to the rhythm of their lovemaking. Tatsuha redoubled his attack and scooped Ryuichi one of his arms, firmly hugging the singer to his body as he thrust into his lover. He pumped Ryuichi’s hardness faster and faster until the singer was screaming into his ear.
“AAH!!! Ohh! Oh … ah. …gods … Tat…suha!!! Oh god …ah! I need to come!!!!” Ryuichi’s nearly incoherent screams were punctuated by constant ‘oh, oh, oh, oh, oh’ until Tatsuha felt the singer’s insides clench around him and Ryuichi came with a guttural scream of pure bliss. Tatsuha couldn’t hold himself back anymore and with the sudden extra tightness of his lover’s passage he came, filling Ryuichi again and again as he cried out in orgasm.
Tatsuha collapsed onto Ryuichi\'s form only rolling off just in time so as to not smother his lover. He pressed a kiss to the singer\'s temple and brushed Ryuichi\'s hair out of his face. Tatsuha withdrew from the singer\'s body and pulled Ryuichi on top of him. Time passed lazily as they lay there in each other’s arms. They drifted in and out of consciousness and finally fell asleep curled around each other in the tangled bed covers. Hours passed by quickly in the night as the lovers slept on...Ryuichi was the first to wake and he ran a finger down Tatsuha’s smooth cheek.
“Ai shiteru…” he whispered to his sleeping lover, cuddling close as he could manage. He settled into a comfortable position between Tatsuha’s strong arms and…realized that for the first time in his lonely life…he had slept peacefully. The sound of Tatsuha\'s heartbeat lulled him slowly back to sleep...Only the sounds of crickets chirping in the distance could be heard as the lovers slept through the night in each other’s arms…
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So??? How was it!!!! I certainly enjoyed writing it. Lol. Please R+R and chapter four should be up in the next couple days… oooh!!!
~ Hikari-chan