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Learning to Play by Suteishichic	By : Suteishichic Category: Prince of Tennis/Tennis no Ohjisama > General Views: 5629 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Learning to Play by Suteishichic. Chapter Three ~ Fuji Yuuta

Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)
Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)

Yuuta's heart nearly stopped when he realized what he just stupidly said. He wasn't sure how his roommate would respond. Would he be annoyed? Think Yuuta was pushing too much? Would Atsushi want to take another break?
Atsushi shrugged and said before sighing, "Yeah, it really is different with a girl." Yawning and stretching Atsushi casually asked, "Do you know if it's supposed to rain tomorrow?"
"I..." Yuuta realized he could breathe again and had to keep from sighing in relief, "Uh...I don't know. My ani...my brother always knows what the weather will be like, but I don't."
"Huh?" Atsushi looked confused, "Your brother always knows what the weather will be...how does he know? Does he watch that lame channel our mom watches all the time or something?"
Yuuta tried to explain, "No it's just, my Aniki, he somehow always knows what the weather is going to be. I don't know how, he just...knows. It is sort of weird, I guess, but he's always been able to do it and not just at home. Even when we travel to different places my Aniki always knows what the weather will be like. It's just something he can do. You know, like a gift or something. It's probably because he's really smart. It's not like a big deal or anything. My Aniki says that some people are like that where they just know certain things. Some people just know science things. Some just always know the time without having to look at a clock. My brother's thing is he always knows the weather, even if he doesn't care about it."
Atsushi was looking at him strange. It was a look that pretty much meant he either didn't believe what Yuuta was saying or he thought the whole thing was totally lame. Clearly Atsushi was wondering to himself if he should bother trying to understand this or if he should just let it go so they could go to sleep.
Yuuta felt like he had to say something more in his own defense, "It's not like my Aniki wants to know what the weather will be or anything, he just does."
Atsushi shrugged as if deciding he would be better off just dismissing the whole thing.
Feeling frustrated Yuuta sighed, "I don't know. He's weird."
Atsushi sort of pounced on that, "He sounds totally weird. Who'd want to be able to do something like that? It would be so much cooler to know how to always win at tennis. That would be cool. If you're going to have a gift, then it should be something useful, you know?"
That night had been the more aggressive side of Atsushi. They kissed, fooled around until they both had come, and now Atsushi was done. The older boy in this sort of mood would be argumentative for a while before falling asleep. If Yuuta kept talking when he was ready to sleep, Atsushi in this contrary kind of mood would become more and more crabby and sarcastic.
At first this used to bother the hell out of Yuuta, but now he was sort of used to it. There were even times when Atsushi like this was kind of cute despite all of his grumpiness. When they first moved in together, before Yuuta understood Atsushi was like this, Yuuta would get annoyed and go to sleep in his own bed. They ended up arguing that night and each of them went to bed mad.
Yuuta woke up a few hours later to find Atsushi sitting on his bed looking down at him. Atsushi had been crying and when Yuuta reached to comfort him, he found Atsushi's skin icy cold and his hair sopping wet. It certainly woke Yuuta up the moment he put his arms around his roommate.
As Yuuta tucked Atsushi into bed with him and tried to warm him up, the freezing junior in that almost nonsensical baby-talk way explained. Or tried to because between the chattering teeth and the strange twinspeak it was hard for Yuuta to make out over half of what Atsushi was saying. From what he could put together, Atsushi was so upset by their argument and Yuuta going back to his own bed that he went up to the roof.
It was a strange place to go and one that sort of worried Yuuta even though he put those worries to the back of his mind almost immediately. Some twenty years ago much of what was now St. Rudolph's had been an all girls preparatory school. They were now living in what was once a girl's dormitory. Over the years several girls tragically jumped to their deaths off that roof. St. Rudolph's decided the roof would be closed to students except for in emergency fire situations until Mizuki-san arrived.
Last year, Mizuki-san petitioned St. Rudolph's to allow him and some of the other tennis club members to build a rooftop garden. The school finally relented after his constant requests and after Mizuki-san's family agreed to pay for a better perimeter fence along with the gardening equipment.
The results were lovely. The garden was beautiful, but it was still not a place Yuuta would have gone to at night. Not with it's horrible history. Not when it was so likely to be haunted. He and Atsushi even discussed it and agreed that it was a nice during the day place, but creepy at night.
Yet Atsushi went there. It was strange.
From the feel of his cold skin, Atsushi had been outside for hours even though the wind that night was cold with a coming storm. His soaking wet hair meant he even stayed outside through the beginning of the rainstorm.
In that baby-talk language through tears and still shivering with cold he begged Yuuta to forgive him and to be friends with him. Atsushi said something about having low blood sugar when he was tired and something else about always sounding contrary and argumentative when he was falling asleep. That was where Yuuta learned the word contrary. He made Atsushi repeat it in non-twinspeak so he could later find out what it meant. Their first big fight ended in another hot round of playing, this time in Yuuta's bed with Yuuta in the lead.
After that Yuuta never let Atsushi's night grumpiness when he had been in the lead bother him again. In fact, while Yuuta was trying to explain about his Aniki's talent, Atsushi already was starting to untangle their limbs and separate before he would turn himself away to fall sleep. They would share Atsushi's bed, but not sleep all cuddled up together like they did when Atsushi was his more subdued self the nights they spent in Yuuta's bed.
Yuuta wanted to explain a little more, but he could tell Atsushi was tired. His senpai was pretty much done with talking and looking to sleep. He was cute like a little kid when he was tired like this. It was a side of him Yuuta was pretty sure only he ever saw.
The conversation was ended by his senpai about a minute later. Before falling asleep Atsushi dismissed Yuuta's brother's weather skills as, "Weird." A moment later, it was followed by a sleepy-sounding, baby talk, "Niy-nee, Yuuya."
Atsushi was like that and it really wasn't anything personal, so Yuuta didn't mind. His senpai was moody, but once you knew his moods and how to handle them, he was a lot of fun.
Yuuta really liked his roommate--both sides of him.
Unlike his moody roommate, St. Rudolph's was almost boringly consistent and designed to be that way. Within a matter of weeks and without needing to discuss it, Yuuta and Atsushi had fallen into an easy, amicable pattern. They woke up together nearly every day and had to go to breakfast together.
Mizuki-san insisted the team eat something before morning practice. Mizuki-san also insisted the entire team eat together at all meals so everyone did at almost every meal, every single day. After breakfast the team headed to morning practice together.
Every day, Yuuta and Atsushi met up after morning classes during lunch at the huge school food court. They sat together with the rest of the tennis team. They went off in opposite directions to their afternoon classes after deciding on a different diversion to explore for that night. They went to afternoon practice and to dinner together.
After dinner they went back to their room. They studied together most nights until around twilight and when studying was done, sometimes with their new friends from the tennis club, they hit the local places. Sometimes they ran into even more tennis club team members while out, and a big group of everyone shared laughs, watched girls, and had fun.
It was easy and Yuuta always had a good time, but the after parts, the secrets only he and Atsushi shared, those were the best parts of Yuuta's days and nights.
Every night they left to go back to their room early. Everyone understood their excuse that it was because they both had so much schoolwork to catch up on since they started school late.
In the beginning this was true, but by now they were finished with catching up. They helped each other those first weeks after they arrived go through the mountains of homework the school insisted they do to be caught up with their classmates. They got through it together and with Atsushi's help, Yuuta's grades were the best they had been in a long, long time, but they weren't leaving early for school or tennis.
At night, they really left early because they had other plans together.
Before their real fun could start though, there was always one thing Yuuta had to do for Atsushi first.
As soon as they got in their room, they locked the door and Yuuta would get out his cell phone. Dialing one of several different phone numbers that depended on a complex system Atsushi worked out with Saeki, Yuuta would call the right number for that day. As soon as Yuuta was certain it was Atsushi's twin Ryou on the phone, he would hand his phone to Atsushi who always grabbed it gratefully.
Yuuta would go down the hall to shower to give the twins a little time to catch up with each other. At first he used to stick around, but now he left the room because he felt awkward being around listening in. It wasn't just what was being said, but more how Atsushi was saying it that was irritating. Atsushi's entire voice and demeanor changed when he was on the phone with his twin. He talked in that baby-talk, nonsensical way that Yuuta didn't think he would ever completely understand, but worse were the times when almost instantly Atsushi would start crying on the phone.
One moment it would seem like everything was fine and the next Yuuta's senpai would be in tears sobbing about how much he missed his twin. Yuuta wasn't sure what he was supposed to do those times when Atsushi sat talking his baby talk and openly weeping.
Yuuta guessed it was just that Atsushi felt keenly homesick, but it was painful to hear. Especially painful while Yuuta had to pretend he wasn't sitting there, listening in, and waiting for Atsushi's call to be done so they could play.
Now Yuuta excused himself and went down the hall to bathe. It wasn't just painful and awkward, but this was the strange thing, because lately, Yuuta started to feel jealous.
Feeling jealous of someone's twin was, well Yuuta knew if he asked his Aniki about it, Syusuke would find it...interesting. Which meant Syusuke when would call something or someone psychologically interesting, anyone else would probably say it or they were crazy.
Syusuke would like it though. He would examine Yuuta's feelings of irrational jealousy as if his Aniki were studying a new and fascinating species of plant. Yuuta knew by now what Syusuke would find interesting and that the things he found interesting usually were interesting because they were strange, warped, crazy, and wrong.
It was not right to be jealous of someone's brother and to be jealous of their twin brother, well that seemed even more weird. It wasn't right. It wasn't good.
It was only natural and healthy that Atsushi was close to his twin, and it was totally normal. It would be strange if Atsushi was not close to him, and for Yuuta to feel jealous of his twin instead of his boyfriend, well that just showed how Yuuta was messed up in the head.
Yuuta resolved to never tell Atsushi about his weird feelings. Instead he decided it would be best if he left the room during the daily call.
It seemed like the right choice too. Nightly when Atsushi was done talking with his twin, he would shower and then join Yuuta in the bath. Their school on each floor had a deep, huge communal bathtub where after showering first, many of the guys in the tennis club would hang out and soak. Especially after a really hard practice.
The first time Yuuta saw the common bath, he was sure he would never use such a thing. Yes, they were in Japan and all, but his family never bathed together. They weren't that way even if they were totally messed up. Yuuta couldn't remember the last time he had taken a bath with his Aniki. Heck, his family never even saved their bathwater to re-use.
Maybe it was because Yuuta's father went to college in Europe, but his family tended to do things much more western-styled. When they first arrived at school, Yuuta told Atsushi how he'd never been to a community bathhouse type of thing and he didn't think he was up to it. He told Atsushi that he thought it was strange or something.
Atsushi laughed at him and told him not to be so shy. He explained his family for many years lived in a small apartment building with one small bathroom shared by everyone in the household. For him and his twin, a large bath was an extravagant pleasure. Their small bath at home was too small for the both of them to fit in at the same time. Their family made a monthly trip to a community bathhouse as a luxury.
The first Sunday afternoon between practice sessions, Atsushi took Yuuta to an off-campus bathhouse. The older boy explained he hadn't known that there would be such a great big bath at school so his twin looked up the local bathhouse for him to visit knowing how much they both enjoyed it. It was a place far off-campus that Yuuta was sure no one from their school ever visited. Yuuta felt nervous and exposed, but Atsushi that day was in a very up mood and quickly put him at ease.
One thing Yuuta discovered soon after arriving at school was even with all the money their school brought the surrounding neighborhood, many of the locals resented the St. Rudolph's students. Yuuta wasn't sure of the reason for this when it seemed the community existed because of the school, but the bad feelings were there.
It was only when he thought about it from Atsushi's point of view that Yuuta could begin to understand why. When they talked it over, Atsushi explained that probably to the locals the students seemed loud and snobbish when really, they were just kids. Sure, there were some guys in their school that were snobbish, but more of them were sort of misunderstood and just having fun, guys like Mizuki-san.
Through Atsushi's eyes, Yuuta could see how Mizuki's honest comments and silly jokes could seem like condescending, sarcastic remarks. He could see how the local kids who were going to local public high schools and the nearby public junior-high probably had a bit of envy and jealousy regarding the beautiful campus and excellent teachers.
Atsushi explained patiently to Yuuta why many local parents said they did not want their sons or daughters to date or befriend anyone from St. Rudolph's was because they probably felt that what they had to offer their kids didn't measure up. You didn't want your kid to see things they might never have, and yet, the few coveted local scholarships to St. Rudolph's high school were always fiercely fought for.
The local kids were drawn to St. Rudolph's like moths to a flame. You always want what you can't have. Because their tennis team and a few other St. Rudolph's clubs were so successful, it was one of the few things the community stood behind. In things like sports, the neighborhood people treated the players like local celebrities. They knew them by name. They went to the matches and cheered.
Atsushi was smart enough and worldly enough to know things like that. He understood things sometimes when Yuuta really didn't. The nice thing was he would patiently explain things like this to Yuuta in a way he could easily understand.
Yuuta even worried when they walked into the public bathhouse that there might be problems, but there wasn't. In a short amount of time with Atsushi paving the way, they were both well-liked and accepted. They ended up talking tennis the whole time and it was a lot of fun. Even the locals seemed to enjoy their company, and when they left they sincerely invited the boys to come back any time.
That was another nice thing about Atsushi. He was really down to earth and he was really easy to be with. Atsushi was able to talk to anyone and make them feel comfortable. It was probably one of the reasons why he was able to get along with Yuuta so well to begin with. You just felt you could trust Atsushi and talk to him about anything.
Yuuta never experienced anything like St. Rudolph's before. Seigaku had fans, but they tended to be current students, alumni, or boys in local grade schools who wanted to attend Seigaku when they were old enough. Many times, the fans usually only watched and cheered at the regional and national matches.
Atsushi was used to this though. He explained that in his old school, it had been very similar to St. Rudolph's except his old school was a very poor one. Atsushi's parents were older and while his father had a decent job, because of his age, he was forced to take cuts in pay and a lesser job at the bank where he worked just to stay working. The bank where he worked was bought up by bigger and bigger banks and each turnover meant less and less for the older employees. Atsushi and his family had enough, but nothing left over.
He and his old teammates were the outsiders always looking enviously in at the rich kids. But those kids had something most poor areas didn't. They might be poor and their school might be shabby, but their tennis team was excellent. They did not attract tensais or well-known players, yet they consistently were able to rank evenly with other, better schools, even on a national level due to sheer hard work and hours of practice. For them tennis was not just a club or a hobby. It was a way to break out and achieve a dream. The team players were treated like celebrities or pop stars by the local kids and community. The respect of the local people who supported their team meant the world to them.
In fact, Atsushi worried what his old school's tennis club fans must think about his leaving. About him. Atsushi said Saeki and his twin would tell people that Atsushi left because he needed to work on his own so that he wasn't under his twin brother's shadow, but Atsushi actually worried if people--fans he barely knew would accept it. Poor Atsushi still sometimes received letters and emails from local kids from his hometown. Most were supportive and wished him well, but a few said he betrayed them.
The letters made him cry. Both the good and the bad ones.
Atsushi was terribly homesick even with all the fun things they did together. Yuuta wore himself out trying to constantly think of exciting, new things because Atsushi seemed to do better when he was kept busy and distracted from what he left behind.
Yuuta did his best. They had gotten very close and while it felt good, whenever Yuuta thought about how homesick Atsushi still was, Yuuta felt a little upset.
Atsushi missed his old life. In addition to his twin, there was his family, his friends, his boyfriend, and his coach that he bitterly missed. Atsushi was particularly close to his coach and it seemed from the little Yuuta overheard when Atsushi was talking to his twin on the phone, Yuuta got an impression that everyone was close to "the old man" who everyone called simply, Ojii.
It took a while for Yuuta to even figure out that the old man wasn't Atsushi's grandfather or something, but just his old school's possibly unofficial tennis coach. Atsushi talked about this old man who lived where the tennis courts were like he was some kind of demi-god or hero or something.
At first Yuuta suspected the guy was some crazy old pervert who liked to teach little boys how to play tennis so he could watch them, but understandably Yuuta was rather cynical when it came to adults. Especially adult men.
Atsushi told Yuuta how Ojii first built his old team their tennis courts on his own land before there were even kids who wanted to play. He built these courts not only with his own money, but according to Atsushi he built them with his own hands. Atsushi's old school was too poor to afford anything like that and this crazy old guy decided there should be tennis courts so he built them.
Then Atsushi said Ojii decided for the younger children he needed to build a playground. He used whatever was left over from when he built the tennis courts. He used whatever he could get his hands on. Even trash from the local dump. Apparently it was an ongoing process and was still being built, but from how Atsushi described it, it sounded like the guy handbuilt Disneyland or something.
Atsushi said the old man in his workshop also built Atsushi's tennis racket. The guy made all his student's first tennis rackets, and after he gave them a racket, he taught each one how to play.
The local children would play in this homemade playground and this crazy old guy would see one with potential and give the boy a handmade tennis racket. The boy would miraculously become interested in tennis and somehow learn to play. From that day on the boy would become a star of this little raggedy tennis club.
It all sounded bizarre to Yuuta, even though Atsushi proudly showed Yuuta his old tennis racket. He kept it covered in a place of honor over his desk. When he went to show it to Yuuta Atsushi held it in his hands as if it was the most precious thing anyone ever owned.
When he held it, Yuuta doubted an old man made it by hand even if it was wood. It was well-made, a little longer than an average kid's racket with a smaller head than normal and had a strange honeycomb-like shape. It had a bizarre double strung wide-spaced open string honeycomb gut that Yuuta had never seen before. He wasn't sure if it was even legal or what the gut was made out of. Yuuta wondered if his Aniki had seen anything like it.
Since this first racket, Atsushi said he and his twin weren't given new ones. Their rackets were each different and each made supposedly especially for each twin. This Ojii guy gave one racket to each twin at seven years old and he was supposedly the first person to know which twin he was talking to. Even their parents could not tell them apart, but Atsushi said Ojii always could. The old man even knew instantly if the twins were each using their own racket or had switched to try to trick him.
Atsushi proudly said the rackets were the first thing the twins ever owned that were made for them each individually and not bought together as a set.
Atsushi said sometimes the old man would give the guys new rackets custom made for them and these homemade things would supposedly be perfect for improving a guy's game. If no new racket came and the old childhood one was too small or worn out, the guys on the team would buy used rackets like Atsushi's racket was now.
Until Ojii gave them a new one, every person would hope and work to deserve it.
Yuuta supposed that was why Atsushi had two completely different rackets. Everyone had a backup, but no one had two completely different ones. One he used some days when he was more aggressive later that night, and the other he used when he was more quiet.
It was strange, but Yuuta could always tell which mood Atsushi was in by the racket he picked up and the completely different style of playing he had that day.
Yuuta sometimes wondered if he was the only one who noticed. Mizuki-san also often watched Atsushi play.
Like a hawk Mizuki-san stared at Atsushi while he played. Half the time, when Atsushi was in his quieter mood Mizuki-san would mutter to himself constantly while twirling his hair and shaking his head as if perplexed or aggravated. The other half of the time when Atsushi was in his more aggressive mood, Mizuki-san seemed so pleased that he would even buy them dinner some nights.
Yuuta understood the feelings of frustration Mizuki-san must have felt because he felt them sometimes too.
Once in a while, he wondered if Atsushi was really moody or if he had some sort of mental health problem. Yuuta researched on his laptop depression when Atsushi had several down days in a row and came upon the answer. He decided that Atsushi might even be bipolar. It made sense. Even to Yuuta there were many times when it seemed like Atsushi was two completely different people. There were times when Atsushi seemed better able to deal with things and other people. There were other times when he seemed down and unable to cope.
Yuuta even surmised the mood swings were how he was dealing with being away from his twin, home, and boyfriend. There were days when Atsushi seemed shy and Yuuta had to draw him out. He seemed deeply sad and depressed and Yuuta figured he was just homesick. When he was in one of those moods his tennis game was very weak. He would seem to almost be in a daze and would forget things Yuuta had just told him the day before or things they just did a few days ago. As soon as Yuuta reminded him Atsushi seemed better, but it was annoying to have to remind him so often about so many things.
When Atsushi was in that down mood, Yuuta found it best if he took charge of the things they did. It wasn't that Yuuta didn't like Atsushi's more subdued self, it was more that the changes would seemingly come without warning. Yuuta would just be getting used to Atsushi one way, and then suddenly he would completely change. After a few days he would notice Atsushi sort of relax more and not be as down. Soon after, sometimes the same day, Atsushi would return to his other, more aggressive self.
When Atsushi was in one of those quiet and down moods, he preferred to be alone with Yuuta or in a smaller crowd. He liked to go to movies and out to eat to new and different kinds of places. He liked to try different foods and beverages even if they sounded strange.
Atsushi in a down mood was very touchy-feely sometimes even if they were in a crowd. He stood a bit close when he talked. Not so you were uncomfortable, but it made Yuuta remember things they had done in their room alone even if there were other people around. It made Yuuta think of kissing him. Sometimes when Yuuta really wanted to, he could see how Atsushi wouldn't mind. It was sort of a strange turn on especially if there were other people they knew around. Yuuta never would, but it was still hot to think about.
They went to the movies often when Atsushi was more quiet and while Atsushi didn't hold Yuuta's hand like his Aniki sometimes did when it was scary, Atsushi sat so they were shoulder to shoulder. Atsushi in the more down mood was very polite and a good listener. He would patiently wait for Yuuta to continue a story without interrupting even if Yuuta got distracted to tell a funny part that happened first before finishing his point. In that regard, when he was in that pensive, darker mood, Atsushi was much like Yuuta's Aniki.
When he was in that mood, Atsushi would smile more than laugh out loud. If too many girls tried to talk to them or asked him too many questions at once, Yuuta found he would instinctively move to protect Atsushi because the older boy would suddenly seem overwhelmed. Sometimes in that mood, Atsushi would also give different answers to things. He would say he loved barbecued chicken one day, and the next day in his other mood he would say he liked fried chicken best. If he said he liked the color green one day, the next day he would say he liked red best.
At night alone, the more down Atsushi would climb into Yuuta's bed on the inside and expect Yuuta to join him. He always waited for Yuuta to take control, and while Yuuta sometimes liked it better when Atsushi was in his more aggressive mood, at the same time how enthusiastically the down Atsushi responded was very nice.
It was totally different from Syusuke because even when Yuuta took control like this, Atsushi was eager and willing to touch and be touched. He loved to be kissed and held close. He loved to be pleasured and waited for Yuuta to show him what he had so far learned. In this mood, Atsushi didn't explain as many things or show Yuuta what he liked or what to do, but instead he let Yuuta figure it out. Yuuta had to choose what was best by Atsushi's responses. He learned a lot when Atsushi was feeling this way.
But he learned just as much when Atsushi was in his other mood. Then Atsushi was fun and very funny. He was louder and somehow more confident. He was still horribly sad, but the only one who ever saw it was Yuuta and that was only when he was on the phone with his twin. That Atsushi went right to his own bed and kissing Yuuta, he would push Yuuta down. He slept on the opposite side and always took control. He was aggressive and playful. He laughed loudly at everything. He liked to touch first, kiss first, and gave specific instructions to Yuuta on how to please him best.
That Atsushi like to talk and he told stories about his and his twin's childhood. He told Yuuta funny stories and talked more than he listened. When that Atsushi did ask questions, it was as if he had forgotten that he had asked the same thing the day or a few days before. It was kind of like his brain got excited in the talking and forgot things. When Yuuta reminded him, he laughed at the mistakes.
There were times when Atsushi seemed more at ease with himself in that more up mood. He was much more talkative and made suggestions on things he wanted to try or do again. He would specifically request things to do sometimes just a day after they had done them together. Once after they went to karaoke and Atsushi didn't want to sing a few days later he said he wanted to go. When Yuuta reminded him they were just there with everyone and he didn't want to sing he seemed surprised. He wanted to go back. The next night they went back to the same place and Atsushi hogged the microphone. He sang as often as he could and was so funny about it that everyone had a great time.
One of the most interesting things Yuuta learned when Atsushi was up and seemed happy was he tended to have a short fuse. Anything could set off his temper and when they were alone it seemed like only then was the older boy able to relax and let his feelings show. And once his feelings bubbled to the surface whether they were his temper or his tears, it was hard for Yuuta to get him out of his bad mood.
When Atsushi was more down and subdued the nice thing was he was more even-tempered. Other than when he talked to his twin or when he was in their room moping, down Atsushi was more pleasant to be around. It was almost as if he didn't try as hard to be upbeat all the time and that made it nicer.
Down Atsushi was more sweet and affectionate which was better too because he was almost needy. He would kiss and touch Yuuta almost to the time they fell asleep. Even in sleep, down Atsushi would curl up like a kitten around Yuuta. If Yuuta moved away in sleep or even as a test, Atsushi when he was down became like a heat-seeking missile. His hands, arms, legs, and body sought out all the warm spots on Yuuta's body until a heavy petting session started all over again. They would end up writhing on Yuuta's bed together completely absorbed in their lust until they both came again.
The problem was becoming Yuuta couldn't decide which mood, the up or the down, was the one he liked better. There were advantages to both. He liked both. He liked both a great deal and he was starting to worry about it. If Atsushi noticed and cut him physically off again, this time Yuuta didn't think he would make the three days without any contact.
Watching Atsushi and working with his moods was almost more interesting and more absorbing than tennis for Yuuta. He was fascinated and before he knew it, he realized that what Atsushi when he was cut off said was right. Yuuta was more into Atsushi than a casual, for fun thing.
And what Yuuta couldn't figure out and thought about often was if Atsushi was so sad without his boyfriend, why was he not calling him?
If he was so in love with his boyfriend that he couldn't be with Yuuta, then where was this boyfriend? Why was he only talking to his twin every day?
Yuuta didn't understand, but he wanted to know more. He needed answers.
He decided to wait until Atsushi was in his next up mood where he would be chatty just after they kissed around. He could start asking questions, but Yuuta had no idea how long off that might be. It could be an hour or it could take a week.
But then he got an idea. A good one. Atsushi wanted and could really use his old laptop, right? Up until now he'd just been sharing Yuuta's because Yuuta's stupid sister said she was too busy with her new boyfriend to drop it off. Which was fine, but what if Yuuta went home and picked up his old one?
And while he was getting his old one for Atsushi, well his Aniki had an old laptop too. Yuuta was sure of it because they'd both gotten their new ones around the same time right before their father left on his trip. What if Atsushi's twin was given his Aniki's old laptop? The laptops both had built in cameras.
Then the twins could not only talk, but they would be able to see each other.
And Yuuta would be able to see what was going on, not just hear one side of the twinspeak conversation.
If Atsushi's boyfriend was still in the picture, Yuuta would see that too soon enough.
And if he wasn't, then there wasn't much keeping Yuuta and Atsushi apart, was there?
This might work. He would go home tomorrow. First thing.
Yuuta felt excited as he began to plan.
He fell asleep smiling, but Yuuta had no idea tomorrow was going to be one of the worst days of his entire life.
More soon, k? Even other couples.

Thanks for reading! I'll try to be faster with posting. I've had some health problems (and taken a billion tests for everything from leukemia to lupus...ugh) but hopefully I'll be on the mend soon. I'm also traveling to Scottsdale and then Portland to visit family from the 15th for over a week. But I usually write more when I travel. (Nearly all the end of L2F was written in Hawaii) XD

Um, I may have to change an older chapter in L2L. I don't really want to, but it bothers me. In the middle of my computer problems (and with my old laptop being stolen last year) I noticed some things were left out by accident. I'm trying to figure out a simple fix but the simplest/fastest might just be to do it and move on.

Thanks again! ^_^

More soon! :)
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