Hitoshirenu Mirion / A Million Secrets

A Shaky hand poured another half-glass of brandy-colored liquour, then picked it up raising it to a pair of loose lips. The clock on the wall showed 2:00am.
Soichiro Yagami had been up for hours, in his basement- contemplationg, thinking, shaking, drinking, mind racing; dulling all the open effects. He was debating and fighting with himself on whether or not to press the play button to watch where he had left off at the house that they had raided. But he had to know. After throwing back the shot of begal- empying the glass, he shakily reached forward from his chair and hesitantly pressed 'play.
The tape continued from where it left off. :

L pulled his pants down, revieling a bulge in his breifs. His hands then found their way back to Raito's ass, feeling it up. L expiramentaly- and out of curiosity pushed himself up agaist Lights backside so his own bulge pushed through his briefs up against Light's entrence. He let out a small pleasured sigh as he did. Light's voice now seemed desperate for freedom; almost begging L to stop. " WHAT THE FUCK are you doing?!! LET ME GO!!" he tried to lerch forward to further himself from the repulsing feeling of L's erection, but only succeeded in making the distance rub closer. It was sickening. The next Light knew, he felt another painful blow to the back of his head by the handle of the gun. L bent himself, almost lying ontop of Light, and leant down. "Let me show you something, Yagami-kun.." L then picked up the paper deck on the bed next to them; the one he had set down earlier. He then threw them infront of Light so they fanned out for him to look at; directly infront of his face.

A look of cold terror found it's way onto Raito's face as he opened his eyes. They were pictures. but not just random photos; They were crime scene photos; Murders. In each photo there was a picture of a different young adult boy, all ranging beetween the ages of 17 and 21- dead. Bullets to the head, Throats slit, decapitation, casteration, strangling, hangings and lynchings; blood every where- Light gasped and let out a rough cry as he turned his head away from the horrors. L pushed the gun further into the back of Light's neck. " Look at them!!" he said beligerantly yelling down at Raito. Light wouldn't open his eyes. L Grabbed his head and forced him to look at the pictures. Light felt like gagging ; his heart raced uncontrollably as he was forced to look back at the mortifying photos.

"You see Yagami-kun.." L began as he glanced down at the pictures. "..People get away with alot, nowadays- especially if they have connections in the world.." he moved his mouth to lights ear. "If you have enough power, then you can get away with anything..."

Light felt himself shaking while looking at the pictures. He didn't know how long he had been looking, but it felt like an eternaty in a hellish nightmare.

L sucked at his own finger slowly, coating it. He pulled it from his mouth, examining it to see if it was wet and slick enough to his liking, then brought it down to light's entrence, pushing it in without warning.
Light then let out a sharp cry of pain and discomfort. "NO!!" he struggled again.
L still held him there, Slipping his finger in and out drawing more noises from his throat. Very soon he added another finger, working and stretching Light who's breathing was becoming labored. L pulled him closer, moving his fingers- rubbing and searching in light- Until he suddenly let out a sharp cry. Light's body shivered involuntarily as the noise weakly faded off.
L smugly grinned, and leaned forward into light again. "Liked that, didn't you Raito-kun?.." he smiled into his own words. Light tried twisting and turning away, while yelling "Fuck you!!-- FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!--!!!" He was cut off as L stroked the spot inside of him again, earning a much louder noise this time. He stroked that spot slowly, over and over again- torturing Raito. He slumped back forward helplessly like a ragdoll as L violated him, and Unwanted waves of almost electric pleasure washed over his body. His hips automatically seemed to press themselves back into L's fingers. His opening was now ready and slick.

He pulled his fingers from Light's entrence, and pulled the rest of his clothes off, throwing them to the floor. Light struggled- almost hyperventilating as he tried to push himself as far away from L as he could but got nearly no where. He whimpered throwing his head down onto the blanket as he felt the hard tip of L's cock pushing into him slowly. "NO-, PLEASE!!.." he begged as he felt it sliding in. He cried out again louder feeling how deep it was going. L pushed it in all the way until he reached the hilt, then pulled back some. "How does it feel Yagami-kun?.." he asked casually/ Light's breathing was labored, and fast now. He yelled when L pushed it back in all the way, slamming into the "special spot". "Uh!!-AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" He screamed into the sheets as L started a rythm; In and out..In and out.

Each time L pushed back in, his erection slid against Raito's "spot" making him shiver and whimper in un-wanted pleasures. His body was betraying him. Soon L picked up his pace; the room filling with wet fleshy noises and the low growls of pleasure from L. Raito gasped and whimpered each time L pushed back into him. He leaned over him again. "Feels good, doesn't it Raito-kun?? There's nothing wrong with feeling good.." he thrust into the spot a little harder making Raito let out a strangled cry which faded off into gasping moans. For the first time in a Very long time, Raito did something; Something he rarely ever did-. He began to cry; silent tears as he gave up, alowing his body to be violated and sickly used against his will.

The glass in Soichiro's hand suddenly shattered as He watched the rest of the scene of the tape. He didn't even realize the shards of glass over his palm and falling around the foot of his chair- his hand numb from the contents of the glass.

L pulled Light's head up by his hair to whisper something into his ear. "You give such a good show, Raito-kun.." he chuckled lowly. "Now, try looking into the camera.-" Lights face was horrified as his eyes shot up- and he realized, he was being recorded. He gasped. "N-NO!!" he tried turning away, but L pulled him up farther and thrust into him harder and faster; Light choking out moans and loud cries form hellish bliss.
His whole body rocked with L's forcive thrust. The tears in the corners of his eyes could be seen clearly- threatning to spill over.
L now held him up, fucking him at the angle; his other hand came around and wrapped around Light's erection gently moving back and forth. He forced light back down, still wickedly thrusting into him, and making him moan in shame. L then gave three final thrust into Raito making him whimper louder with each one until he was forced into orgasm- L right behind him, warm seed exploding into Raito; coating the inside of him. The tapes footage ended just as it happened, a wicked smile on L's face right as it cut off. He was saying something to Light.

Soichiro's mind raced a million miles as the tape continued to run on blank black. He stared at the screen blankly. He then grabbed the bottle of liqour silently, and drank from it- taking large gulps until it was nearly empty.
His throat burned from the alchohol, pulsating to his hand.
He looked down to see it was bleeding from the shards of thin glass. He shook it breifly, flicking shards off, some blood still dripping.

It took him many more minutes before he gained enough will-power out of the shock to stand, and wash and bandage himself. as we walked back to his chair, he stared at the box on the table next to it. The box that held so many other tapes. Should he dare watch another?? He felt sick suddenly, and repulsed. His own son! But at the same time, He couldn't stay away. He Had to know. Shakily, he reached for another tape, then sat down, staring at the screen- all his demons worn on his sleeve.