Helpless | By : Whoregasm Category: +G to L > Loveless Views: 5279 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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~"I love you, Ritsuka."
With that, the blonde haired man disappeared into the night, leaving Ritsuka's mind numb, and his groin aching.~
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Ristuka sits up in bed, his head spinning, awakening to the sunlight piercing through his bedroom windows. His hands reach up and press flush against his temples, attempting to coax the dizziness away. Everything is a blur to him; The nightmares, the sexual fantasies, and Soubi. How do they all coincide? Suddenly, like a hurricane, reality rushes in and forces its way into Ritsuka's brain.
Last night, he thinks and groans in annoyance. I've said it once, and I'll say it again: Soubi, you idiot. How could he do that? Disobey my one and only order to him and then show up in my bedroom at three thirty in the morning just to mess with me. I hate him, and I don't want to see him today.
Ritsuka pulls himself lazily out of bed, glancing at the clock for a split second before whipping his head back and staring at it. Surely this can't be the right time, he thinks. My clock's off. It's gotta be. Two in the afternoon? How could I have slept for more than ten hours!? Ristuka sighs and runs his slender fingers through his knotted brown hair.
After a warm shower, Ritsuka wonders back to his room and aligns the photos of him and Soubi back on his board of memories before grabbing a towel and cleaning the mess he had made on his wall the previous night, mentally cursing himself the entire time. He tosses the towel in the dirty laundry basket and turns the light off. Before he closes his door, he looks back at the window in which Soubi disappeared. The slightest bit of sadness grabs at his heart and caresses it. Closing his door, he whispers to himself, "I miss him."
Downstairs, his mother is nowhere to be found, and he sends a silent prayer to the gods for that. A glimmer of hope suddenly spreads throughout his body. Maybe today won't be so bad after all, he thinks. He grabs an apple and his messenger bag before he heads out into the sunlight. It feels nice on my skin, he thinks. His faded black t-shirt ripples in the soft breeze. Ritsuka pushes his still-damp hair behind his ear and walks blindly down the sidewalk.
"Ritsuka-kun!" He turns around and tilts his head at his running friend Yuiko. He doesn't make any attempt to meet her halfway, but grasps the strap of his messenger bag, thinking, Why can't I get a break? Just one day to be alone.
Yuiko catches up to Ritsuka, huffing after running the distance, and smiles happily down on his small frame. He leans to look around her and notices her idiot owners storming off in anger. "Is that okay?" Ritsuka asks. Yuiko tilts her head in instant confusion. "Is what okay?"
"You know, leaving them like that. They look angry."
Yuiko turns the top half of her body around and waves obliviously at the party she's disbanded from. "Of course it's alright! They're my friends, just like you."
Ritsuka shakes his head at her ignorance, the wind whipping the long sides of his hair around his face. "If you say so," he shrugs and turns away from Yuiko, continuing his walk down the block. "Say, Ritsuka, what are you doing today?"
"I'm walking."
Yuiko laughs and Ritsuka looks over at her, regretting it instantly. She's so tall that he's eye-leveled with her chest. He looks straight ahead instantly. "After that, silly. Have dinner at my place tonight!" Yuiko's offer takes Ritsuka by surprise. His walking pace slows, and in turn, so does hers. Nonchalantly, he shrugs.
"I'll think about it."
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Sorry this is not so good. And I'm so sorry I haven't updated in, like, nine months. Forgot about this story. But thank you so much for the lovely reviews! Reading them made me want to update this, so here you go. Enjoy this filler<3
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