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Scream All You Want	By : HollowedRose Category: +. to F > Attack on Titan /Shingeki No Kyojin Views: 6508 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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When Levi suddenly stopped, Eren almost bumped into him. "Do you know where Hange is," he asked, then continued after Eren nodded, "take my 3D Maneuvering Gear and go there."
"What about you Captain?"
"I'll be fine, you go ahead Eren," said Levi, and proceeded to equip Eren with his gear. After what he saw in there he knew that Hange wasn't prepared to take care of such wounds, which meant that he had to go get a doctor. At least Eren was unharmed, so the brat could carry Jean to Hange while he went to get a doctor. Mikasa had to be somewhere nearby, because they had both been looking for Eren and Jean, and if he could find her then he could use her 3D Maneuvering Gear to get everything done that much faster. Leaving those corpses in the basement was not a very good idea, and he had no intention of getting executed for murdering three members of the Military Brigade. The higher-ups would most likely not care about the reason, and perhaps even go as far as to use it as an excuse to get their dirty little claws on Eren. "All done, now go!"
Eren reluctantly agreed and went ahead at full speed. It wasn't easy to carry an unconscious Jean while flying, but he couldn't transform into a titan in the middle of the city as long as they weren't under attack, even though it was night and there weren't many people on the streets. His whole body was trembling, still somewhat in shock after what happened. Had Levi not shown up they might've both be dead. Jean might've wished he was though, and Eren couldn't really blame him. As men, and as soldiers, they were mentally prepared to die in battle whenever they fought the titans, but to get treated in such a demeaning manner by fellow human beings was not something that had ever crossed their minds. He almost lost balance when he realized that something similar could've happened to Mikasa back when her parents were killed and she was kidnapped, but he only held Jean tighter and pushed himself harder until he got to Hange in record time.
"Help! Jean needs help!" he shouted as he kept banging his foot against the door.
Hange was there opening it at the speed of light, gasping in shock when she saw the terrible shape Jean was in. "This way," she told Eren who followed her inside and laid Jean on the bed. "What the hell happened?!"
"We were at-attacked... a-and then those men..." he said, his voice shaking. He couldn't even say the word and that bothered him a lot. He was a freakin' coward, that's what he was, besides being useless that is. How could he let those men do something like that to Jean?
Hange turned to Eren, her brows furrowed in anger. "Why didn't you take him to a hospital?! He's got a gunshot wound!" she shouted in anger.
"Captain Levi told me to bring him here," Eren said softly. "He... I don't know where he went."
Hange cursed but went to look for a few things that would help her remove the bullet and sew the wound. If Levi had ordered Eren to bring Jean there then that meant the Captain had a very good reason for doing so. She couldn't understand what that reason was though, but she was decided to get it out of Levi no matter what as soon as the man showed up. "Tch! What the hell is that bastard thinking?" she grumbled.
"Jean... he... was―"
"And what the hell happened to Jean's pants? Did he get shot in the leg too or what?" she asked and pulled away the cape covering Jean's lower body, only to freeze when she saw the blood between his legs and the bruises on his thighs and hips. "What is this?" she growled and Eren shrank away when she turned angry eyes towards him. Eren was as white as a sheet, and she almost regretted snapping at the kid. She was starting to get an idea about what happened, Eren's tears and his next words as he spoke in a broken voice only confirming it.
"Those men... they ra-raped him," he finally said, more tears streaming down his face.
"I see," she said in a stern voice. "I will do everything I can. Do you also need help?"
Eren shook his head frantically. "They didn't touch me... only... Jean..."
"Wait outside," she added, and Eren did as he was told because he couldn't stand seeing Jean so broken knowing there was nothing he could do to help him.
He slumped on the nearest chair and leaned forward, elbows on his knees and fingers tightly clenched in his hair. I shouldn't have let them hurt him. I should've killed them before they did any harm, he kept telling himself over and over again. Guilt weighed so heavily on his heart that he could barely stop himself from weeping like a child, Jean's screams and his desperate voice pleading for mercy echoing throughout his distressed mind. No human being should go through something like that, and yet their world was a cruel place where the people who were supposed to protect them were the ones who ended up breaking Jean in such a horrible way. How were they supposed to beat the titans and live in a free world when people hurt and killed their fellow human beings? It was a sick, twisted and messed up world, and Eren was quickly starting to lose faith in humanity.
He lost track of time as he waited, and when Mikasa flung open the door he nearly jumped out of his seat, not expecting her to show up.
Mikasa only spared him a glance before she turned away. "Follow me," she told the doctor who was with her, and led him to the room Jean was in. Now that the mission Captain Levi left her with was finished, she rushed back to Eren to see what was wrong. She'd seen Eren cry before, and it always pained her to see him suffer, but this time it looked like something had sucked the life out of him. "Eren, what ha―" was the only thing she managed to say before Eren grabbed her, pulled her down and held her into a crushing hug. "Eren...?"
"It's just that... I need this," he spoke brokenly, immediately regretting that he got Jean's blood on her clothes, but he needed Mikasa, he needed to feel the warmth of a kind human being more than he needed air itself.
"Ok," she said before returning the hug, hoping that Eren would stop trembling. She had no idea what happened, the Captain not telling her much besides asking her for her 3D Maneuvering Gear and ordering her to escort a doctor friend of his to the place where Hange was staying. Then the man was off, his speed on foot just as impressing as when he was fighting titans. Her attention went back to Eren and she couldn't help but wonder what had him so broken up. Instead of calming down it appeared as though he was trembling harder, and just when she was about to ask him what was wrong, Eren started sobbing and saying how everything was his fault. "Eren," she spoke softly while gently running her hand down his back in a soothing manner, "I don't know what happened but it couldn't have been your fault. Had it been your fault, then Captain Levi would've most likely beaten you to a bloody pulp before throwing you behind bars."
"My fault..." he said again in-between heart-wrenching sobs.
"Eren," Mikasa continued, "I'll help you fix it, whatever it is that you think you did wrong."
"Not even you can fix it!" he said and held onto her even tighter, as though she was the only thing keeping him grounded into this horrible reality that he was forced to live in.
Mikasa kept quiet after that, and they stayed like that for a long time until Levi got there and she pulled herself out of Eren's arms.
"Did you bring him here as instructed?" asked Levi.
Mikasa nodded.
"Good, thank you," Levi said before collapsing on the other chair in the room.
"Captain, where were you?" asked Mikasa, hoping to find out what was happening.
Levi sighed. "I just killed three people. I had to get rid of the evidence."
"What...?" she asked, eyes widened in surprise.
"Don't―" said Levi as he turned his eyes towards the room where he knew his subordinate lay broken, "not in the mood to explain right now."
Mikasa didn't insist and instead her attention went back to Eren who was sitting on the chair in the same manner as he did before he pulled her into a hug. It truly was irritating that she had no idea what was happening, and because of that she didn't know what to say in order to make him feel better.
With Levi there she couldn't say much to comfort Eren, so she walked to the wall and leaned against it, her eyes narrowing on the two men. Judging by how miserable they both looked, then something terrible must've happened. All she knew was that Jean had been hurt, but nothing beyond that.
The door opened and Hange walked out. "Jean is going to pull through."
"Will he be all right?" asked Eren, his tearful eyes looking pleadingly into Hange's tired brown ones.
She sighed. "Eventually..."
"Good job Hange," said Levi from his spot on the chair.
Hange only glared at him before turning her attention back to Eren. "Hey," she said softly as she put a hand on his shoulder, "he's strong, he's going to pull through."
"What happened?" asked Mikasa.
Hange cringed at the question, the don't-say-a-fucking-word look that Levi was giving her making her worry for her safety. "Jean got shot in the shoulder," she finally said and breathed in relief when Levi seemed to approve of her explanation, "but we took out the bullet and patched him up," she continued.
"Eren, did you hear that?" asked Mikasa. "He'll be fine, so don't blame yourself anymore."
Eren didn't answer. He couldn't. Jean would not be fine, of that he was certain. No one could ever be fine after something like that, but he wasn't about to tell that to Mikasa. Instead he raised his head, put a fake smile on his face and nodded. I'm sorry Mikasa, but I don't have the right to tell you what happened... only Jean has that right.
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