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Forbidden Love	By : CaptainParisStarr Category: Pokemon > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4277 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N- This chapter contains references to underage gay rape, so if thats a trigger for you than please don't read.
Ash tossed and turned but couldn't seem to get comfortable. It was the night after he'd had sex with Chili, the first night on Milos Island.
Rolling over again, Ash tried not to look over at the boy sleeping beside him. Lewis' cabin was too small for all four of them to comfortably spread out in, especially with the ailing Lilligant claiming the bed. Which left four of them to find places for on the floor; Iris had claimed the most isolated corner, and Lewis was sleeping next to the bed to keep an eye on Lilligant, so Ash and Cilan ended up squeezing in by the far wall.
It was Cilan who Ash was now trying hard not to look at. Ever since he had walked in on Ash and Chili, Cilan had been acting different somehow... distant, almost. Even Iris had noticed it, going so far as to ask Ash if he had been fighting with Cilan. They hadn't, and the only explanation that Ash could think of for his friends odd behavior was that Cilan had an issue with the fact that Ash had had sex, with his brother.
And yet he could accept Chili's feelings for Cress without batting an eye...
It made no sense. Nothing Ash could think of explained it... Except...
No, Ash pushed that thought away. There was no way that Cilan could be in love with him. It was impossible, since Cilan liked girls.
Or was it? Did he?
The thoughts circled round and round in Ash's mind, and he rolled over yet again.
Suddenly something touched his lower back, something warm, which was gone again a second later.
Had Ash imagined it? But no, his skin still tingled with the unexpected touch of Cilan's hand; since his restlessness had caused his shirt to ride up, the touch had landed on his bare skin.
Had it been an accident? Or... intentional?
The more Ash thought about it, the more he realized that the touch itself had been intentional, but Cilan hadn't meant to touch his skin. Most likely, Cilan had meant to touch Ash lightly through his shirt to try and encourage him to calm down, and stop tossing so much. Was Ash's restlessness keeping his friend awake? And why had Cilan pulled away again like Ash's skin had burned him?
Suddenly Ash realized that the brief, yet oddly intimate, touch had made him hard. Unable to get comfortable, and now hard, Ash stood and carefully picked his way across the room to the door, after grabbing something from his bag. Once outside, he dashed over the small hill, not stopping until he had lost sight of the cabin.

Cilan sighed as he heard Ash shift yet again- every time he was about to fall asleep the younger boy would move and wake him up again. It was bad enough that he was trying to fall asleep with an erection from Ash's proximity, let alone being disrupted every five minutes by his restlessness.
Without thinking, he blindly reached over, intending to touch Ash's clothed shoulder, but his hand landed against what felt like bare skin. Jerking his hand back again, he stifled a cry of surprise. Then he blushed hotly, as he wondered what Ash's naked body would feel like, pressed up against his own...
Shaking his head, he shoved the thought away. Ash was his best friend, and he didn't want to ruin that friendship over something as trivial as sex. And it wasn't like Ash was interested in him, anyway. The fact that he had had sex with Chili proved that.
Didn't it?
He was jerked out of his thoughts a moment later as he heard Ash leave the cabin, and found himself following. It couldn't be coincidence that Ash had chosen that moment to go for a walk; not after what had just happened.
Walking lightly, he followed his friend over the hill, and was surprised when Ash stopped at the bottom. He glanced around, and Cilan dropped to the ground to avoid being seen. Why he did so, he couldn't say. He only knew that he wanted to know what Ash was planning to do.

After making sure that he was alone, Ash settled himself down on the ground, setting the object from his bag down beside him, and slipped one hand up under his shirt, toying with his nipples. His other hand rubbed his erection through the fabric of his boxers.
Pinching his nipple, he dropped his hand lower to cup his balls. Then he pulled his t-shirt off, tossing it aside, and slipped his hand under his boxers. Teasing the sensitive tip lightly, he let his head fall back, inadvertently giving Cilan a birds-eye view of what he was doing.
His eyes though were closed, and Cilan, incredibly aroused now, decided to creep closer. Focusing more on watching Ash masturbate than on where he was going, he failed to see the tree root until after it had snagged his bare foot.
Landing hard he cried out softly in shock, but even that soft sound was enough to alert Ash.
“Who... Cilan! What the...?” Ash jumped to his feet and dove for his shirt, tugging it back on as he turned to face his friend. “Were you... spying on me?” Ash's face turned red, but it was out of anger rather than embarrassment.
Blushing hard, Cilan struggled for something to say.
Not that Ash gave him time to reply. “You've been acting weird ever since walking in on me and Chili. Why? Do you have a problem with the fact that I let your brother fuck me?”
“Yes, I have a problem with that! Or... maybe I do. I don't know.” Taking a deep breath, Cilan tried to collect his thoughts. “What I have a problem with is the fact that you've slept with god knows how many other men and... and...” Cilan broke off.
“And what?” Ash demanded.
But Cilan didn't respond, or even look at Ash.
“Cilan...?” Ash softened his tone, feeling slightly guilty at the harsh way he had talked to his friend.
“Don't you think sex should be with someone special, and not just anyone willing to do you?” Cilan eventually whispered.
“I used to, but now... I don't know anymore...” This time Ash looked away, as his eyes filled with unshed tears.
“Ash?” Moving closer, Cilan laid a gentle hand on Ash's shoulder, but the younger boy shrugged it off, something he never did.
Hugging himself, Ash turned away from Cilan, and looked up at the moon, his eyes far away, lost in a painful memory.
“Who hurt you?” Cilan asked quietly, sensing that his question had hurt Ash, but not sure why.
“Someone I used to consider a friend. I was young and foolish, and somehow fell in love with him. Everything was planned out perfectly, I had him all alone and I took a chance and confessed my feelings for him. But instead of being happy, and accepting my feelings, or even turning me down gently, he freaked. He told me that boys cannot possibly fall in love with other boys...” A single tear fell slowly down Ash's cheek, unnoticed by either of them. “That my feelings for him were unnatural and disgusting. Then he asked if I was trying to play some kind of sick joke on him.”
Cilan longed to pull Ash into his arms, but knew that his young friend didn't want physical comfort, that he would start crying for real if he did. Instead he asked another question; “Why would he think you were joking?”
“I don't think he actually did. Sometime later I found out that a few years, when he was only twelve, he had been brutally raped by a group of older men, and hated all homosexuals and homosexual activities as a result. But I didn't know that at the time, and I was hurt and confused by his reaction, and just started crying. He apologized when he realized that I was being serious, that I really was in love with him, but it was too late. I ran off, and haven't seen or spoken to him since. But, even knowing why he said what he had, his words haunted me. I-I'm scared to fall in love again, scared that I'll just get hurt again...”
“So that's why you sleep around? To satisfy your physical desires without emotional attachment?”
Ash nodded, twisting around to stare intently at the ground.
“What's his name? The boy who broke your heart, I mean.”
“Its... you never met him, this all happened when I was home from my travels in Sinnoh, but before I'd left for the Unova region and met you and Iris.” Ash hesitated, not wanting to say the other boy's name.
Cilan stiffened. “So he's someone from your hometown, someone you grew up with?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, shit. So you'll have a chance of running into the bastard just by going home?”
“Yeah, but odds are he won't be there. He's busy studying to become a Pokemon researcher, just like his Grandfather...”
“Wait, his Grandfather? As in Professor Oak?” Cilan racked his brain for the names of Professor Samuel Oak's grandchildren, knowing he had at least two, but came up blank.
“I... his names... Gary. Gary Oak.” Ash's throat threatened to close up on him, but he still somehow managed to spit out the name. “He's was my best friend since we were about three, and my first major rival after we became trainers.”
Cilan said something else, but Ash didn't hear it. He was far away, once more seeing those familiar green eyes harden and that mouth he had wanted to kiss and claim twist into a cruel smile. Had anyone told him that Gary was capable of that kind of cruelty he would never have believed it, but it was true. All because Ash was in love with him, and they were both male...
Suddenly he was jolted back to the present as something grasped his wrists tightly and pressed him down into the ground.
“Ash! Are you okay?” Cilan asked, staring down at him, his hands holding Ash's wrists up above his head.
“What are you doing, Cilan?” Ash's voice sounded distant, even to his own ears, and there was a dull pain in his left wrist that seemed at odds with the way he was being pinned down.
“Ash, listen to me! He was wrong, you are worthy of being loved! Just because this Gary guy couldn't see that doesn't mean anything.” Sitting up, Cilan released Ash's right hand, but kept his hold on his left.
Ash realized that he had been talking about not being worthy of being loved and whatnot as he was lost in his memories, though he did not recall doing so. Not wanting to be touched, he tried to pull his wrist out of Cilan's grasp, but the older teen held fast.
“Let me go...” Ash pleaded, desperate to get away though he wasn't entirely sure why.
“No, not until I'm certain that you won't try to hurt yourself again.” Cilan pulled Ash closer to him so he could examine his wrist.
“Hurt myself? Cilan, what are you talking about?” Ash was confused, then he saw what Cilan was looking at. “Are those... nail marks?”
There were three scratches running diagonally across his skin, two of which were bleeding. Suddenly he realized that they were self inflicted, that he had scratched himself hard while trying to pull himself out of his past.
“I... did that...? I don't remember scratching myself... How could I have hurt myself like that?” Scared now, Ash started to shake, wondering how he could have hurt himself and not felt it.
Cilan finally released Ash, but only so he could rip strips off his shirt to use as a bandage. Gently grasping Ash's wrist again, he bound the wounds up as best he could. “You didn't feel this, did you?”
Shaking his head, Ash tried to figure out what had just happened. “No... how could I do that and not feel it?”
“I... I don't know.” Worried now, Cilan stared hard into Ash's eyes.
“W-what are you doing?” Ash wanted to look away, but was oddly captivated by Cilan.
But Cilan only shook his head, uncertain what he was looking for. “Ash... Have you fallen in love with someone else since then?”
“I... n-no of course not! Why would I put myself i-in that position again?” Ash stammered, trying to convince himself that he was not in love when he really was.
“You are, aren't you?”
“I...” He finally looked away, scared that Cilan would see the truth in Ash's eyes.
“Why did you sleep with Chili?”
“Because it's been two months since I've been with anyone and... and...” Ash struggled to think up a plausible lie to finish his sentence with, caught of guard by the sudden question.
“And he was a good substitute for the boy you love?”
Ash nodded, then, realizing what he just did, quickly shook his head. “N-no way! Why would you think something like that...?”
Cocking his head to one side, Cilan realized that he had gotten it right. But who would Chili be a good substitute for...
Then it hit him. “Because I think that I'm the boy that your in love with.”
Speechless, Ash froze and stared down at the ground, unable to look at Cilan.
Swallowing hard, Cilan decided to confess first. “I love you. That's why I've been acting odd ever since I saw you with Chili. I was jealous - jealous that he's the one who got to hold you close, kiss your lips, make you scream his name as you came... I just wish that I'd realized it sooner. I didn't know that I'm in love with you until I saw you standing there... with my brother's semen running down the back of your thighs and...” He broke off to take a shuddering breath. “So don't say that your not worthy of love, because you are!”
Ash was shocked. How could Cilan be in love with him? “B-but you like girls...?” He finally glanced back up at Cilan, who was staring at him intently, a gentle, yet somehow fierce, expression that Ash had never seen before and could not identify on his face.
“You don't have to only like one gender or the other. Though it is true that I do prefer girls, your not the first exceptionally beautiful boy to catch my eye. However, you are the first boy I've ever desired sexually.”
“You think I'm beautiful?” No one had ever called him that before. Cute on the other hand, that he got all the time due to his small body and the fact that he looked younger than he really was. But beautiful? He was a boy... boy's weren't supposed to be beautiful... were they?
Cilan didn't answer, he just cupped Ash's cheek and leaned in, softly kissing his friend. The kiss was quick- before Ash had a chance to kiss Cilan back it was over.
Reaching up, Ash pulled Cilan down for another kiss. No one had ever kissed him like this before; sweet and slow with only a hint of tongue.
As they kissed they shifted so that Cilan was lying on top of Ash, who spread his legs, lifting one to wrap loosely around Cilan's thighs. Their erections rubbed together, making both teens gasp as they broke the kiss.
Then Cilan pulled away again, panting lightly. “Yes, I think your beautiful. I...” Cilan glanced away blushing softly.
“What is it?” Ash moved closer, hoping for another kiss, but Cilan stopped him.
“I want you to finish... what you were doing earlier, before I interrupted you by tripping over that tree root.” Cilan's blush deepened as he shyly whispered his request.
“What I was... Oh! So you were watching me?” Cilan nodded. “Why would you want to watch me do... that?” Ash shifted slightly against Cilan, the thought of playing with himself with anyone; with Cilan; watching was simultaneously arousing and embarrassing.
Cilan was silent for a long moment. “When I first decided to follow you, I didn't know that you had left the cabin to... I thought that you were just going for a walk. I followed because I knew that I needed to tell you how I felt, even though at that time I didn't expect you to return my feelings. All I knew was that things had changed between us, and we needed to talk it out in order to save our friendship. But when I saw that you were going to... that you were touching yourself... it was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen... and...” Cilan took a deep breath. “And I've never been so aroused in my life.”
For the second time that night, Ash was left speechless.
Blushing again, Cilan turned away. “But if you don't want to...”
“I-I've never masturbate in front of anyone before...” Cilan stopped talking as he realized Ash was interrupting him. “No ones ever asked me to do that before... all my previous lovers have been more concerned with their own pleasure than with mine. I was just a means to a quick orgasm... with two exceptions... Chili and my very first lover. With them things were more equal.” Ash bit his lip as he turned away, wondering if Chili was really an exception, since he hadn't really gone out of his way to pleasure Ash... and Ash had made him cum twice while Ash had himself only cum once. But he knew that Cilan wouldn't want to know all that, so he decided against retracting his statement.
“Who was your first lover?” Cilan wasn't entirely sure that he wanted to know if it was some random guy Ash had meet in a club or something.
“James, actually... That's kinda a long story...” Ash lowered his eyes, not wanting to see Cilan's reaction.
“James? As in Team Rocket's James?” Ash nodded, eyes still downcast, and Cilan's eyes widened. “What the... Why would you let him touch you like that...?” Though Cilan was relieved that Ash had lost his virginity with someone he knew and could trust, at least to a certain extent, he was wondering what the story was.
“There is a large field in behind my house. A few nights after Gary had... rejected me...” Ash took a deep breath to keep from crying again, before continuing. “James found me there. He was alone, though he didn't say why, or what he was doing there, and I didn't ask. What he did do was ask me why I was crying, and I told him the story that I had told you – only at that time I didn't know yet why Gary had reacted so strongly. It wasn't until the day I left for Unova that I found out he had been raped.
“After telling James what Gary had said, he told me more or less what you had; that Gary was wrong, that guys could love other guys and I was worthy of being loved. Only he didn't say that he was in love with me. Only one person has ever said that they're in love with me...” Ash smiled shyly at Cilan, who blushed, knowing that he was the one Ash was referring to.
“Then he pulled me into his arms and let me just cry it all out. Not that I did; instead of continuing to cry, I reacted to the feeling of being held by another guy, and a full grown man at that. When he realized that I was getting hard, he confessed to being sexually interested in me. And, as they say, one thing led to another, and we had sex. Just that once.” Suddenly, Ash laughed. “I've never told anyone that, that he was my first. No one but you, and James himself, know that he's the one I gave my virginity to... Even I don't know why I let him... It all happened so fast...” Ash broke off to collect his thoughts.
“Do you regret it?” Cilan quietly asked.
Thinking for a moment, Ash shook his head. “I would have preferred for Gary to have been my first, but no I don't regret that it was James. At least he was someone I knew, someone who wouldn't brag about it or tell people that I'm a slut or anything. And he can be kind and considerate. He made me feel wanted, maybe that's why I let him, because I needed to feel wanted and desired...” Ash looked down again, as his insecurities made him doubt if Cilan had been telling him the truth, if he was really in love with Ash.
“No one else has made you feel like that?” Cilan hugged Ash, wanting to chase away all his doubts and insecurity.
“No. Well... plenty of guys have made me feel desired, but only for my body. No one but James has ever made me feel wanted for... me. Not even Chili...” Ash broke off again, surprised that he did not feel like crying.
“What about me?” Cilan asked, gently kissing Ash's ear.
Squirming away from the unexpected kiss, Ash shook his head. “You... Your in your own category... You make me feel... loved.” Ash blushed as he said the last word. “Even before tonight, you made me feel more valued than anyone else ever had, though I never thought that you would be the one who would finally say those three words to me...”
“Which three words are you referring to?” Cilan asked, knowing perfectly well what Ash was talking about; he just wanted to hear Ash say them to him.
“'I love you', those three words...” Ash looked into Cilan's eyes as he spoke, searching for confirmation that Cilan had not been lying to him.
“Oh, those three. I love you, I really do. You don't have to be on guard around me, you can relax and be yourself. If your not ready to masturbate in front of me... then can I make love to you?”
“Make love? You mean you want to fuck me?”
Cilan shook his head. “I am asking for sex, but I don't want to fuck you. I want this to be about... about being with someone special, and not just about pleasure, but about becoming one with the person you love. I want this to be slow and sweet and intimate, and I want you to fall asleep in my arms after. I also don't want this to be a one time thing... Ash, will you be my boyfriend?” Cilan was scared that Ash would say no, but he had to ask. If he did say no, then Cilan was prepared to walk away, and just be Ash's friend, though he knew that things would never be the same after all this.
Slowly, Ash nodded. “I've never been anyone's boyfriend before, so I don't know bow good of one I'll be. But... yes, I want to be yours. I... I love you too...” Ash was barely able to whisper the last four words, scared of how Cilan will react even though he'd already confessed to loving Ash.
But all Cilan did was let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding, and hold Ash tightly. “I'm sure you'll be a wonderful boyfriend, Ash, since your a wonderful person. Your kind, considerate, caring, always putting other people and Pokemon ahead of yourself. You have lots of love in your heart, I can see that every time I see you with a Pokemon, especially with Pikachu, and I hate that you've been so scared to open up and let yourself be in love with anyone. With me.” Cilan broke off to kiss Ash again. “I just hope that I can convince you to let yourself love me, and to let me love you. Because I do love you...” Cilan wanted to say it over and over again until Ash believed him, but he knew that words alone were useless.
Ash pulled away, and slid downward, planning to use his mouth on Cilan, but was stopped. “Don't worry about me. Tonight will be about you...” Without saying another word, Cilan leaned closer and kissed Ash's lips, before kissing a trail across the younger teen's neck and shoulder, before pulling away just long enough to remove Ash's shirt. Then he kissed his way down Ash's chest, stopping to suck on a nipple.
Gasping, Ash squirmed trying to get away. “Cilan, stop! I... I don't deserve this kind of-” He was cut off as Cilan suddenly pinned him back down again, careful only of Ash's injured wrist.
“Don't ever say that again! You do deserve to be pleasured, to be made the center of someone's world... Of my world; which you already are, and have been ever since I met you. I'm a fool for not realizing why you were the center of my world sooner.” Cilan's fierce words startled Ash, and he opened his mouth to say something, only to have it plundered by Cilan's tongue.
This time the kiss was hard and fierce... and amazing. The taste of Cilan's mouth intoxicated Ash, and he found himself entwining his body around Cilan's and rutting against him like the slut he was. Expecting to be taken hard and fast, he relaxed his lower body so that the penetration wouldn't hurt too much, but Cilan had other plans. Gradually the kisses softened, and Cilan didn't once reach down between them to touch Ash's cock... or his own for that matter.
Instead he resumed his gentle journey down Ash's body, only this time he added a hint of teeth when playing with Ash's nipple. When the brunet's back arched upward, Cilan smiled. “You like that?”
Ash didn't respond, twisting away so that Cilan wouldn't see how much he had liked being bitten. Biting harder, Cilan then lathed the sensitive bud with his tongue until Ash cried out. Satisfied, he pinched the other bud as he licked and nipped his way down Ash's stomach, pausing briefly at his navel to glace upward.
Ash's eyes were closed, and his head was thrown back. Lines of pink laced his exposed skin from arousal, and his kiss swollen lips were parted slightly, a darker pink tongue darting out every so often to moisten them. There were also red spots scattered across Ash's skin marking where he had been bitten. Trying to memorize those spots so that Cilan could bite him elsewhere next time, with the goal of nipping every inch of Ash's beautiful, soft skin, he turned his attention southward.
“Lift your hips.” Cilan instructed, jolting Ash out of his pleasure induced daze. As soon as the boy had complied, Cilan curled his fingers under the waistband of his boxers, tugging them off in one fluid motion.
Cilan's breath caught in his throat as he finally saw Ash fully naked – and fully aroused. A moment later, however, Ash's hands were covering himself up as the younger teen blushed shyly.
“Let me see you.” Cilan whispered into Ash's ear, before nibbling the lobe.
But Ash shook his head, feeling very self-conscious, though he wasn't sure why. This was Cilan... maybe that was in itself why, since he had slowly been falling in love with Cilan ever since he'd first met him. Nothing he had done to stop himself from falling in love again had worked, and now he was naked while the boy he loved was still fully dressed...
“Your still dressed; that's not very fair.” Ash whispered back breathlessly, stubbornly keeping his hands where they were.
Suddenly, the mouth playing with his ear was gone. Biting back a moan, he opened his eyes to see that Cilan had pulled away to comply with Ash's request, and was already half done unbuttoning his shirt.
Tossing the shirt aside, he crawled back on top of Ash. “If you let me see you, I'll let you remove my boxers.”
“Deal.” Ash moved his hands up to Cilan's hips, his fingertips lightly tracing the delicate muscle tone hidden underneath Cilan's soft skin before sliding under the band and pushing down. As soon as Cilan's length was exposed, however, Ash stopped, gasping with wonder.
He had thought that Chili was big, but the redhead had nothing on Cilan... no, that wasn't quite true. Chili had more width, but Cilan was noticeably longer... Ash swallowed hard, the mere thought of having all that length inside him was almost enough to make him cum.
Then he shook his head, realizing that he was comparing Cilan to his brother.
“Ash... what's wrong?” Cilan asked, misinterpreting the gesture.
“Nothing's wrong, its just... I was... never mind...” Ash blushed.
“You were what? Having second thought's about doing this with me?” Ash shook his head again. “Then what?”
Biting his lip, Ash sighed. “I was... comparing your size to... to someone else...”
“Oh...? Oh! And how do I compare?” Cilan asked shyly, knowing who it was that Ash would be comparing him to.
“I thought that you would be about the same size as him... since your brothers after all... but your not. He's got a bit more width than you... but you easily beat him for length.” Ash looked away, unable to meet Cilan's eyes.
“And that means... what exactly?” Cilan asked, wondering if it was a good thing.
“It means that you can fuck me more deeply than he could, without stretching me out as much, so it will hurt less. Some guy's like being stretched out more than the depth, but I don't... well, if I could have both that would be ideal, but...” Ash blushed again, gently toying with Cilan's tip. “I can't wait to feel this inside me...”
Cilan's breath caught once more as Ash played with him. Though he was not a virgin, he could count on one hand the number of times he'd been intimate with another person. “Stop... I'll cum if you keep doing that...”
Smirking slightly, Ash released Cilan's beautiful cock. “When was the last time you had sex?” Ash asked, wondering at Cilan's apparent lack of self control.
“It was before I met you, when I was still helping to run the Striaton City Gym. I've only actually had sex three times, all with the same woman, though I've made out with several other women. Sex and dating don't come easily for me, like they do for Chili and Cress, especially Cress; he knows how to talk his way into anyone's bed he wishes to be in...” He trailed off.
Ash leaned in and kissed Cilan again, not wanting him to think about his brothers while naked with him. Pulling away again, he whispered; “You should call the gym when we get back to Driftveil City and talk to Chili again. But until then, don't worry about that, especially not tonight.” Sliding down he tried once more to use his mouth on Cilan- feeling another man's cock in his mouth was his second favorite part of sex. But once more Cilan stopped him.
“I don't want you to do that to me, until I can be certain that your doing it because you want to pleasure me and not because its something you feel obligated to do.” Cilan held Ash close again, he marveled at the texture of his friends skin rubbing against his own. Never once had he ever expected it to feel this good just to hold Ash in his arms while they were both naked.
“I don't feel obligated to... But I do love the feeling of having a cock in my mouth, I'll admit that.” Ash rolled his hips so that his cock rubbed against Cilan's. “I want to taste you, to hear you cry out and know that I'm the one milking those sounds out of you, that I'm the only one allowed to hear your pleasure... and I want to taste your cum. But that can wait until... until your ready.” Ash wasn't sure if Cilan was still listening to him; the green haired teen had his eyes closed and his head thrown back as he just enjoyed the sensation of having another cock rub against his.
Suddenly pushing Ash back down onto the ground, Cilan fluidly slid his body down so that he was kneeling between Ash's legs.
“What are you- Oh!” Ash gasped as his cock was clumsily engulfed by Cilan's mouth. He had never received oral sex before, and thought that the initial discomfort was normal and would go away, but it didn't- instead of abating, it increased to the point where it just hurt.
“Stop! Cilan... please stop...” He cried out, unable to take any more.
Alarmed at Ash's tone, Cilan pulled back. “Are you okay?”
Shaking his head, Ash tried to figure out what had just happened. “Is it normal for that to... hurt?” Ash turned his head to the side, blushing.
“No, its not. It's supposed to feel amazingly good.” Cilan shifted, lying on the ground beside Ash.
“Then why...?” Ash took a shuddering breath, and rolled on top of Cilan, confused by the pain he had felt.
“Is this the first time that act hurt for you?” Cilan asked, wondering if it had been his technique, or rather lack of a technique, that had caused Ash pain.
“This was the first time I ever received oral so I don't know.” Ash whispered, pressing his face against Cilan's shoulder.
Cilan was silent for a long moment, stunned that he was Ash's first for something, then he shrugged. “Maybe your just to sensitive for oral to feel good. I remember reading somewhere that that sometimes happens.”
“That... that would make sense. The pain was worse when you focused on the tip.” Ash was thoughtful.
Moving his hands gently down Ash's back, Cilan cupped the brunet's ass. “Do you want me to... use my mouth elsewhere?”
Ash pulled away, shaking his head. “If you mean to use your mouth on my ass, forget it. The idea of anyone kissing and tonguing someone else there just weirds me out...”
Standing, Ash crossed over to where he had dropped the item from his bag, and studied it for a long moment, thinking. Then he dropped slowly to his knees, his back to Cilan.
Uncapping the bottle of lube, he squeezed some onto his fingers, then slipped his hand up between his legs, rubbing his index finger sensually over his opening. At least, he hoped his movements were sensual... he had never done this as a show before.
He kept his back to Cilan, which made it easier for him to relax- though he couldn't forget that he was being watched. It also provided Cilan with a better view as Ash slowly slid the finger up inside himself.
Slowly Ash pumped his hand into and out of himself a few times before adding two more fingers, scissoring them more to lube himself up rather than to stretch himself out. Since he knew how to relax his muscles, prep work was almost unnecessary, except to lubricate.
Hands suddenly grasped his hips, and a hot mouth trailed heated kisses down his spine. Gasping, Ash realized that he had somehow forgotten that Cilan was watching him. He twisted away, flipping over so that he lay once more beneath Cilan, and reached down to rub the rest of the lube over the older teen's length.
Then Ash pulled his legs up and apart, holding his knees so that he could maintain the position. It was not a position he normally went for- he usually preferred to ride his lover of the day, or else be taken from behind. With Cilan, however, he felt somehow compelled to use a more intimate position.
Taking the hint, Cilan lined himself up with Ash's opening and thrust inside. Ash gasped; having Cilan inside him felt better than he had expected it to. He then released his legs, wrapping his arms around Cilan's strong back instead.
The pace was slow at first, but Ash found that he didn't mind. Just having Cilan inside him was almost enough to drive him crazy. Reaching down, Cilan grasped Ash's cock, stroking gently, just as he found the sweet spot hidden deep inside the younger teen.
Ash screamed, startling Cilan. “Ash...?” “Do that again...” They both began talking at the same time.
“Do what again?” Cilan whispered, certain that he had done something to hurt Ash.
“Hit that spot again. It feel's incredible when you do...” Ash panted, still reeling slightly from the sudden pleasure he had felt.
Shyly, Cilan tried to find the same spot again, and a few thrusts later, he did, causing Ash to shriek again. This time he recognized it as a pleasure-scream, and he relaxed, and began hitting that one spot repeatedly with short, sure thrusts.
Clawing at Cilan's back, Ash floated in a haze of pleasure. Never before had anyone made him feel this level of pleasure; pleasure that drove all thought from his mind, and made him scream until his throat was raw. He was aware of nothing but the feel of Cilan's body moving over, and inside, his own.
Cilan was amazed, barely feeling the pain as Ash's nails sliced through his skin. Though he had known that Ash derived pleasure from being anally penetrated, he had no idea that sex between two men could be like this. Between the sight and feel of Ash writhing in pure unadulterated pleasure beneath him, and the tightness of Ash's muscles clenching around him, Cilan had to fight to maintain a steady rhythm.
Ash came first, unable to hold back against the overwhelming waves of pleasure that kept washing over him. As he did so, his muscles clenched impossibly tighter around Cilan, almost painfully tight. Riding the thin line between pleasure and pain, Cilan thrust deeply a couple more times before spilling his seed deep inside the boy he loved.
Reluctantly pulling himself out of Ash, he collapsed on his side next to his spent lover, so exhausted that his vision was going black around the edges.
“That... that was...” He broke off, unable to find the words to describe it.
Not that Ash noticed, he barely had the energy to cuddle up against Cilan before falling asleep.
Shrugging, Cilan rolled over onto his back, pulling Ash up so that the teen was sleeping on top of him, his head pillowed against Cilan's chest. Then he closed his eyes, giving in to the desire to sleep.

When Cilan woke up again, soft early morning light was shining down on him. Glancing around, he saw that it was later than he'd hoped, late enough that Iris was likely already up and wondering why both he and Ash...
Ash was still sleeping naked on top of him!
“Hey, Ash... Wake up!” Cilan frantically whispered, his unwillingness to be caught naked by Iris overriding his desire to watch his lover sleep.
“Five more minutes...” Ash whispered sleepily, his face pressed against Cilan's chest.
“Ash! Wake up! There's no time for you to sleep for another five minutes...”
Sighing, Ash sat up... and froze as he realized that he had been sleeping on top of Cilan. “What... oh yeah...” His cheeks pinked as he remembered what they had done the previous night.
Cilan also blushed at the way Ash was looking at him. “What is it...?”
But Ash didn't reply, he just stood up, intent on getting dressed- only to have his legs collapse under him. Stunned, Ash bit back a cry of pain as his thighs and ass protested the sudden movement.
“Ash!” He felt strong hands grip him from behind. “Are you OK?”
Nodding, Ash turned enough to meet Cilan's eyes. “Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just not used to being ridden like that- or falling asleep right after.” As he spoke, he slowly shifted so that he could ease the kinks out of his tortured muscles.
“Not used to...? But I thought that you have had plenty of experience being... ridden?” Cilan asked, confused.
“I do, its just that I usually ride my lover- you know 'cowgirl' style, or else its from behind. Last night was the first time I used that particular position. Its both harder on the male body to achieve, and one of the most intimate positions you can use.” Ash explained, still trying to rub some feeling into his legs.
Just then, they heard voices approaching from the direction of the cabin- Iris' and Pikachu's. Pikachu appeared first, gazing down at them from the top of the hill, then, a knowing look in his eyes, he turned and headed back the way he had come.
“Ash! Cilan! Where are you two?” Iris' voice sounded closer, and Ash suddenly understood Cilan's urgency.
“Shit!” Ash cursed softly, and tried once more to stand, unsuccessfully. The sound of Iris arguing with Pikachu came clearly over the hill.
“Sounds like Pikachu's trying to buy us some time.” Ash laughed, knowing that with Iris it would not be enough.
Crossing the clearing to where his clothing had been scattered the night before, Cilan was just pulling on his underwear when Iris dodged around Pikachu and ran to the top of the hill.

“Ash! Cilan! What's going on here...” She trailed of, blushing, as she saw that they were both naked.
Blushing hard, Cilan yanked his boxers back on. “Iris! A little privacy please!” He shrieked, tossing his shirt so that it covered Ash's lap.
Iris was stunned; never once had it crossed her mind that her friends had left to romance each other. Yes, she knew that Ash was gay, and interested in Cilan, but she had thought that it was one sided. Never had she suspected that Cilan also likes Ash.
Then she noticed the bandage on Ash's wrist, and the scratches on Cilan's back. “Your both hurt! What happened?” She directed the question mostly towards Ash; Cilan's injury was pretty apparent as to its origin.
“I-I banged my wrist against a loose rock after stumbling in the dark.” Ash muttered, saying the first thing that came to mind to explain away the injury.
Iris frowned. “That must have been some bang.” She nodded to where two clear trails of blood could be seen through the thin material.
As she reached for his wrist to take a closer look, Ash jerked back out of her reach. “Its nothing, really...” He trailed off, wondering how to explain to her that it was self-inflicted without making her think that he was suicidal, or anything like that.
“Well... uh... the truth is... I hurt Ash by being a little to... shall we say, eager?” Cilan piped up, blushing convincingly.
“Oh...” Iris also blushed, and dropped the subject. Then she turned towards Cilan. “Let me take a look at your back, since it looks like you weren't the only eager one.”
Sighing, Cilan complied, after tossing Ash his clothing, and knelt down with his back to Ash so that Iris could examine the scratches while Ash got dressed.
“D-did you see anything just now?” He asked shyly as Iris began gently washing out the shallow scratch marks.
“No, I didn't see anything...” Iris lied smoothly. She had seen both Cilan and Ash naked bodies, and her gaze had lingered briefly on what each of them held between their legs. But she knew that Cilan was embarrassed enough, so she pretended otherwise.
Briefly, she wondered what Cilan would do if she tried to touch him there, but pushed the thought away. He had just been with Ash; there was no way he would want to be touched by her. She was no longer certain that Cilan even liked girls, and while the thought made her a little sad (she secretly had a bit of a crush on him) she was also happy for Ash.
“The scratches look pretty shallow, and they've all stopped bleeding, so you don't need any bandages or anything.” She announced. “I'll meet you at the site of the rain making ceremony!” She called out, then ran off, muttering under her breath about why she had to be the one to call Landorus.
“Thank you.” Ash muttered. He had pulled on his boxers and t-shirt, and now tried for a third time to stand. Somehow, he managed to stay upright, but his legs still felt weak.
Cilan took back his shirt from Ash, then scooped his friend up into his arms.
“Hey! I can walk you know.” Ash protested, laughing.
“I know, but...” Cilan broke off to kiss Ash. “I want to carry you.”
“I... Cilan...” Ash didn't know what to say, he was still so new to actually being romanced.
Smiling, Cilan carried his young lover back to the cabin so they could both get dressed properly, not putting Ash down until they were inside.
“Thank you.”
Cilan glanced over at Ash from where he was rummaging through his bag, searching for his spare shirt.
“What are you thanking me for?”
“Thank you for... for everything. For teaching me how to love again...” He rubbed his injured wrist as he spoke.
Cilan didn't say anything, he just leaned over to steal another kiss, happy that Ash was no longer scared to love him.
End.
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