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Disturbed	By : Chickzilla18 Category: Death Note > Yaoi-Male/Male > L/Light Views: 1228 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Landon typed in the code and allowed the scanner to snapshot his iris, a bowl of chicken noodle soup and a small cup of NyQuil resting beside the spoon sitting on the tray that he carried down the stairs and into Light's three-year-long cell. Light had a phenomenal immune system, however, he would get sick once or twice a year, specifically when the seasons changed dramatically, and unfortunately, this was one of those times; Light fell ill a few days ago.
"Light," the doctor said into the quiet room, turning on the dim lamp to keep from hurting the omega's oversensitive eyes, "I brought you some comfort food."
Light was laying in bed covered from head to toe in the thick comforters that Landon has had to wash twice already from the amount that the sick boy had been sweating. He had a very cold sweat and felt cold even though he was wrapt in warmth and was burning up, and he didn't seem to be able to stop the harsh chills that wrecked his body.
"I have Earl Grey and NyQuil," He said softly to keep from hurting his mates ears as he set the tray down and sat on the bed to gently rub at the forehead that peaked out from the covers.
Light shifted under the blankets and opened sleepy bloodshot eyes up at L. A shaky hand reached up to rub at one of his eyes, wiping the sleep out of it as he attempted to sit up without his arm buckling under his weight. He picked up the cooling cup of hot tea and took a few sips, humming in appreciation as the warm liquid soothed his scratchy throat.
He finished the cup of tea and ate as much of the soup as he could before he started to feel exhausted. Though Lawlence was apparently satisfied with how much he consumed because the doctor put the bowl on the tray and set it on the table, allowing Light to lay down.
Before he could wrap himself in the covers again though, Landon stopped him and slipped under the covers with him.
Light didn't seem to mind and just snuggled into the added warmth that L's body offered.
"It feels like Light's temperature has gone down slightly," Landon said as he pressed his forehead against the omega's.
Kira smiled a little, not that Landon saw it.
The omega got closer, still feeling chilly, and buried his face in the alpha's neck, sighing in content when L manipulated his scent to comfort the sick boy.
Landon stuck his nose in Light's hair and reached a hand up to brush his fingers through the apple scented russet hair.
"You haven't called me Kira in a while, instead you use my real name," The boy was interrupted by a cough that he caught in the back of his hand, "Any particular reason you wanna share?" He tried to ignore how small he felt as he instinctively soaked up all the doting attention that the alpha gave him. The elder's fingernails felt incredibly relaxing as they brushed through his hair. He was sure that he would fall asleep if he stayed like this too long.
"Mmmm," L's voice was low and gruff as always, and if Kira wasn't currently sick off his ass with a mindblowing headache, then he would probably have a boner, "No particular reason."
"Bullshit," Kira said with playful amusement, "You never do anything without a reason,"
Landon didn't say anything, figuring the silence would give Light all the answer that he needed, which would be nothing. He did not plan on telling Light his reasoning; He did not wish to think of Light as a murderer, and if he used his real name, he could almost pretend that his mate was not a murderer.
He would never tell Kira that though.
Light seemed to realize this after a moment of silence too, and he sighed in what sounded like disappointment. "It's been three years, L. When are you going to trust me?"
Landon's expressionless face fell slowly as the conversation got deeper and more serious. This wasn't something that he wanted to talk about with Light. It was hard to think about why he still didn't trust the omega, let alone talk about why.
Light was about the drop the topic after a moment of silence, positive that L wasn't going to answer, but then he did.
"You know," He started, and Kira could hear the sadness in his voice, "You really hurt me when you stabbed me."
Kira was shocked at first, that was the first time that L had mentioned that he remembered what happened that night. He got over his shock quickly though, "Yeah, I imagine so, the knife was 8 inches long and pierced your stomach." his tone was light as if what L said was obvious.
"No," L said, "The knife hurt, but the betrayal hurt so much more." Never before had he implied that he remembered what went on in his past life at all, this was new information to Kira, but he wasn't as excited about it as he thought it would be. "You were my whole world, I wanted to be with you for my whole life- however long that would have been- but you lied to me."
Kira frowned and adjusted his weight so he leaned up on his elbows to stare down at L, the dim light from the purple lamp on the far end of the room setting the ideal romantic scenery, but the omega didn't think there was a lot of romance between them.
There was though, L had to love him. Why else would he treat him so well? Why would he keep him around instead of letting the asylum take him back? Why else would he take care of him in sickness and health?
"For what it's worth, I do like you," he said, hoping to ease the pain that L was implying he felt. It was an honest attempt, and he did mean it, whether it was because they were mates or not.
L blinked, but otherwise didn't let Light in on any of the emotions or thoughts running through the alpha's head. "You said that and more in the past life, Light. I will not allow myself to be betrayed again. I have to keep a certain distance, and letting myself trust you would contradict that."
Kira said nothing in response. For the first time in all of his crimes, he felt something he didn't think he could feel.
Regret.
He had L's trust once, and he broke his heart.
L reached a hand up and touched the omega's face, and Light leaned into the touch, the soft and gentle contact soothing the sudden helplessness he felt. L didn't seem to be touching him for that purpose, however, as he said, "You're sweaty, and that can't possibly be comfortable. I'll get a bath ready for you."
He got up after that, slowly to give Light time to get out of his path off the bed.
Light stared after him as he left towards the bathroom, and didn't move, even when he heard the sound of running water a few seconds later. For the first time, the omega wanted something that he couldn't have, and the fact that there might as well have been a brick wall between him and what he wanted was a daunting fact that he didn't realize bothered him until now.
He wanted L to trust him. Not because he wanted to get closer for some ulterior motive, but because he actually liked L... a lot. It was actually starting to bother him that his mate did not trust him.
But there was nothing he could do about it.
...
Moon opened his eyes and was greeted by darkness, the pitch blackness reminding him of his worst nightmares, the ones that he has when he is asleep.
He shot up out of bed with a yelp, fear, and panic invading his head when he realized he couldn't tell if he was actually awake or not.
Movement registered in his scared mind and he attempted to escape whatever had a strong hold on him, not caring that he could fall the three feet off the bed if he moved any farther, until a familiar voice brought him out of his anxiety attack. The same voice that comforted him in his most vulnerable moments and coaxed him out of the darkness that often consumed him.
"Hey, hey, stop screaming, you're okay."
Moon hadn't realized that he was screaming, but as Landon brought it to his attention, the omega finally felt the strain in his sore throat. "Landon?" he asked, his voice small and uncertain.
The alpha blinked, "I'm here, Moon." He gently grabbed at a hand that was clutching onto the omega's hair painfully and brought it up to his own face, pressing the teen's palm to his cheek and kissing the scent gland on his wrist.
"Am I awake?" the confused omega asked. His head hurt so bad. As if a wrecking ball had been approved to demolish whatever was inside Moon's head and it was currently hacking away at every cell and every nerve. His throat was extremely sore and his body felt heavier than he remembered, but the feel of his mate pressing soft kisses against his wrist distracted him from the pain that invaded his body like a parasite
"You are," Moon felt as the alpha leaned forward before he felt a forehead pressing against his own. The omega basked in the comfort that brought before he realized that Landon wasn't doing it to comfort him.
"Your fever has gone down significantly," Landon said, "you should go back to sleep."
Moon furiously shook his head, "N- no," he was awake for the first time in weeks, he would not go back to sleep yet.
"Shh," Landon quickly said when the omega started panicking again at the thought of going to sleep, "Okay, it's okay Moon, you don't have to go to sleep." Moon seemed to calm down after he said that.
"Can we turn on a light, please?" he asked softly, attempting to keep himself calm. he didn't like the dark, he spent far too much time in it.
He could feel Landon nod against his face, and Moon forced himself not to get scared when the alpha got up and he could no longer feel the man against him. When the lamp turned on however, a load of relief filled his being when he was finally able to see everything around him, including the deep gaze his mate aimed at him.
Moon's legs were mostly exposed, his pale hairless skin tangled up in the bedsheets and his oversized T-shirt falling off his shoulder.
"I'm sorry if I woke you up," Moon said, "I know you don't do that a lot." He suddenly felt a need to have Landon back within close proximity, and he reached out a hand to the alpha as he approached back to the bed.
"Don't worry about it, I was awake already."
Moon smirked as Landon grabbed his outreached hand and sat on the bed with his knees up to his chest, "No, I suppose you wouldn't want to fall asleep next to a murderer."
"Actually," Landon started as Moon grabbed his ankles and forced his legs down into a normal sitting position before climbing up to straddle him, "I am not afraid of Light trying to kill me, I am more afraid of his kinky side. His obsession with the sight of my blood is frightening." he put both hands on either side of the omega's hips as the boy leaned down to bury his face in the alpha's neck to breath in deeply, gently rubbing the tip of his nose against the scent gland there.
Moon giggled, "yeah, there are a lot of things scary about Kira."
Landon blinked in curiosity, "how aware of Kira's personality are you?"
Moon rubbed his neck against Landon's scenting him to comfort himself, "Well, sometimes, even though I am in control, I can still hear his voice. Talking to me."
"Really? What does he say?" the alpha lifted the omega's shirt up just enough for him to dive his hands underneath to run against the smooth skin of Moon Light's back.
"Well, he has always been more attentive and wise considering his memories make him much older than what we are physically. So when I was a kid -before he started murdering- he would be so much more aware of what was going on around me and he would tell me what to do to keep me from getting into trouble. Or he would tell me to go to my room when he figured out something was going to happen that would upset me greatly. I know this because one time when I was 6, I ignored him and I went downstairs to find my father cheating on my mother."
"interesting," Landon said as he drew little patterns against the boys back with the tips of his fingers. It wasn't strange for Moon to desire such close contact, he was an omega and it was in his nature as a submissive to need to be this close to his alpha. Especially when seeking comfort or affection.
Moon nodded, "Yeah, before I was old enough to know what was going on, I would talk to people about Light, but my parents just assumed that he was an imaginary friend that I had to replace the friends that ignored me at school. Light used to tell me stories to help me go to sleep, he would help me with my homework, he would even scold me when I forgot to brush my teeth. He was like a brother that I never had, and to be honest, even now after everything that has happened and everything he has used my body to do, I still sort of feel that way. He has always protected me when I was not strong enough to protect myself. All those times that someone tried to hurt me, or take me, Light always took care of them. I may not be for how he does it, but it makes me feel safe in a really... sick way I guess."
The omega paused to sigh at the feel of the fingers that kneaded his skin and gently massaged the tension away. "The great thing about having split personality instead of having conjoined memories like you do, is I don't ever have to personally experience what exactly goes through Light's head. I Don't have to understand why he likes to do what he does."
"Is he talking to you now?" Landon had never heard this before. How lucky was he that Moon would talk about this when Light wouldn't?
Moon hummed, "No, he's asleep right now." he started kissing up the side of Landon's neck, the scent of strawberries driving him crazy. "I'm glad we have you. I grew up thinking we would never find someone who would take care of us the way you do."
Landon tilted his head to the side a bit to give Moon more access to his scent gland as he felt the omega's hands grab at his shoulders, "I am 90% certain that you are horny."
"Then I'm not being clear enough," Just as Moon said this, he ground his hips down against the alpha's and sucked on his earlobe. His hot breath sent goosebumps across Landon's neck and down his spine, and the alpha tightened his grip on his mates hips possessively at the feel.
"I understand that you don't trust Kira, but I'm curious to know what it would take for you to trust him. I would like to play tennis." Moon let his hand caress up Landon's neck into his mess of black hair as he started sucking a deep hickey right where his pulse was beating under his skin.
"To be honest I am unsure myself," He admitted with a sigh, "I apologize, I understand it must be hard for you."
"Mmm," Moon mumbled as if in deep thought, "It's not so bad, to be honest, I never thought finding someone to take care of us the way that you do would be possible." he didn't sound as if he was thinking much about what he said before he said it. His words came out fluently, as if he was so sure of them that he didn't feel the need to think too much.
"I never thought anyone could love someone like me, who split his body with the worst murderer in history." Moon paused as if he was reminiscing on dark times, staring down at the deep purple bruise that he left right on top of Landon's scent gland. "you do love us, don't you, Landon?"
The alpha side glanced Moon, taking in the sad and needy expression he had on his face. He could smell just from the boy's scent that depression was threatening to take over, and Landon couldn't have that, could he? Such beautiful eyes should never be filled with such sadness.
He leaned back and gently cupped Moon's face with both his hands, brushing a thumb under his eye and holding him there inches from his face.
"With every beat of my heart, Moon. No matter what." It had been proven when even though Light lied and manipulated him in the cruelest way possible, only to murder him violently, Landon found that he still was and always had been deeply in love with the killer.
Landon wasn't much of a religious man, but Kira had to be the worst sort of demon to ever exist.
Moon immediately felt a warmth spread across his chest, chasing away the sadness that invaded him moments prior and leaving behind a deep blush. He closed the distance between himself and his alpha and kissed him softly, their lips barely making contact.
Landon leaned forward and parted his lips, catching Moon's bottom lip between his and sucking it teasingly before releasing it to smirk when the omega wined. The feel of those hips circling and grinding down on his growing erection wiped the amusement from his face though, and a grunt of pleasure and pain escaped from his throat, deep and sultry. His jeans were getting far too uncomfortable.
The omega kissed him harder at the sound, fully pressing his lips against Landon's and brushing his tongue against his lip. The smell of slick filled the air, and immediately the alpha was concerned, and he broke the passionate kiss to voice his disagreement. "Moon, your heat isn't for another week, it isn't wise to have sex now."
"Screw my heat," Moon said breathlessly, wanting those lips back on his. He stared into deep black eyes that were so big and sleep deprived, but beautiful as they reflected intellect and strength. "you don't have to cum inside me, I won't get pregnant. Please, I don't know when I'll get another chance." he kissed Landon again, hard, cupping his cheek and focusing on how soft his mates lips and skin were. The scent of his arousal filled the room like a cloud of smoke, and Moon hoped it meant Landon wanted it as much as he did. "Make love to me."
Either Landon took pity on him, or he was too horny to resist, but he nodded and started kissing the expanse of Moon's throat. The boy circled his hips down again, rubbing their growing erections together and cursing the jeans that separated him from his mate. Landon's tongue worked over his pulse, and the lips that followed sucked kisses that made the omega's shorts get tighter. When he started sucking a bruise on the scarred teeth marks that covered his scent gland, Moon couldn't hold back the strangled yelp that escaped his throat.
Moon had long had enough of the number of clothes separating them, so without any more hesitation, the sound of tearing cloth filled the room as the omega ripped Landon's shirt off. The alpha didn't seem to mind or care even, both Moon and Light had torn many shirts in the past.
The omega threw the ruined white long sleeved shirt somewhere across the room and dragged his hands across any flesh he could reach. After a moment of feeling and adoring the smooth muscular torso, he reached down to unbutton the alphas pants. Strong arms circled around him, encasing him in protection and warmth, and hands grabbed at his ass. Heat pooled in his lower region as fingers gripped and groped as his ass and drove Moon insane.
Such a loose term; insane. People used it to describe exciting experiences, like joy rides or free falling. They used it to describe the flavor of their food, or how good a piece of technology worked. It was used to describe people they didn't like just because someone reacts or thinks differently than they do. It was as if nobody understood that the word insane had no other meaning other than what lived deep inside Moon, sleeping at the present moment, but it was there all the same.
Moon grabbed Landon by the hair, hard, and forced the man down on his back. The alpha hissed at the rough treatment and glared up at the careless omega as he pulled down his jeans.
"I find I'd like to know what's with the both of you and hurting me during sex." His voice was only slightly irritated, but Moon didn't seem at all bothered by the man's discomfort. Landon knew already, however, that such treatment got Moon just as riled up as Light did when he caused his mate pain.
Moon smirked with Kira's face, "At least I, unlike someone we know, would rather keep the blood inside your body," Moon was practically purring as he grabbed hold of Landon's half hard cock and moved lower on the alpha's body to put it in his mouth.
Landon's eyes closed, "That is true," He said as it registered that he liked Moon's brand of sadism much more than Kira's. He could actually find enjoyment in it if they only inflicted minimal damage.
Moon's head bobbed up and down on his alpha's dick, and his tongue licked a path that followed and had Landon's hands burying in the boy's hair. "Good boy, deeper, take it in and breathe."
The omega moaned and did as he was told, the low purr that Landon released sending thrills up and down his spine. He held back his gag reflex and deepthroated his mate, the hiss of pleasure the older let out filling Moon with pride and arousal. He loved making him feel good.
Landon gripped Moon's hair and pulled him off, watching as a string of saliva stretched and broke between the boy's lips and his cock. In half a second, Moon was on his back with his shorts gone and Landon was leaning over him with his legs up on his shoulders. The moment Moon felt the tip of his cock press into him, his eyes rolled back and his mouth dropped open.
The alpha made a noise of approval as he felt Moon Light stretch and clench down around him as he pressed in deeper, his wet walls spasming and practically sucking him in. He went in slow, not wishing to hurt the boy who hadn't been stretched in a while; this wasn't something he could just rush into without care, but that didn't mean the effort of taking care of him was easy. Especially not when the omega started clawing down his back and begged Landon for more.
The alpha hissed, knowing he would have bright red scratch marks for a while, but the idea wasn't at all unpleasant.
"More," Moon begged as Landon pulled back and sank in again, slowly dragging the length of his cock against his prostate and loving the feel of quivering legs on either side of his head. Landon kissed each of the boy's knees and pulled out till only the tip was still inside and paused there.
Moon didn't seem to approve, "Ahh, no, please, I want more."
The instinct to control and dominate was like fire in Landon's veins. He didn't know it was possible to be this aroused outside of a rut. "How bad?" the alpha asked as he wrapped a hand around Moon's penis and gently rubbed.
The omega made a noise in the back of his throat and dragged his nails down from the back of Landon's neck to his sides below his ribcage, knowing the burn would remain there for a good while. In complete desperation that felt almost like rage, Moon grabbed Landon by his hair and yanked, smirking in satisfaction at the pained hiss the alpha made, and groaned out, "Fuck me right fucking now."
The command and the thrill the pain brought forced Landon to thrust harshly. Moon's scent was heightened and so was his, the pheromones swirling in the air and making the room smell like some kind of fruit tart. Neither of them could control their urge anymore, and that was made obvious when Landon was unable to stop himself from thrusting again hard enough for a loud clap to be heard as their hips met. He thrust again, and again, in and out, deep and rough and fast as Moon moaned with every push. The sound of his whimpering did nothing but make Landon go harder at an unrelenting pace that made the boy see white.
"Ye-yes. Fuck. Me." Each word was spoken in sync with the borderline abusive pounding to his prostate. Landon buried his face in the omega's neck and listened to every little noise he made, he loved it when they talked dirty. "Don't stop."
Each sound got higher in pitch, strangled between Moon's harsh breathing, as he got closer. Landon picked himself up to look at the boy's flushed and sweaty face. Some of his hair was sticking to his forehead and his eyes were hooded and unfocused. The pretty red/brown sparkling in pleasure in the dim light and his lips wet and puffy from both kissing Landon and sucking his dick.
How could anyone be so beautiful? So perfect even with all the imperfections?
"Ah!" The omega was nearly screaming now, he was definitely close, "Landon, more. Yes!"
The alpha growled and leaned down to suck at a nipple, the little pink bud sensitive and hard. This earned him hands in his hair again, but instead of yanking, Moon just held them there, trembling and unable to do much with them as his moans got more frequent and high in pitch.
"I-I'm gonna," his walls started clenching and spasming around Landon, and the older could feel his own release getting closer, "Oh fuck." The omega's back arched as he threw his head back, his eyes clenching as tightly as his ass was as he screamed loudly. Strings of cum splattered up his creamy chest and a little on Landon's face as he started nibbling on the opposite nipple.
The tightness around Landon felt incredibly good, so good that if he wasn't so determined not to cum inside Moon, he would have.
As Moon calmed down from his high, Landon pulled out and started rubbing himself vigorously until he came hard, his semen spilling onto the omega's flushed pink cock.
The alpha hadn't realized he had stopped breathing until he released the breath he was holding and stared down at his mate. Moon stared right back up at the alpha with hooded and satisfied eyes, panting slowly with parted lips, his legs spread wide, and his body covered in the evidence of their climax.
Landon felt dazed as he took in the sight. Someone so dangerous should never be that sexy.
Moon started giggling, and for a few seconds, the alpha was still too dazed to even attempt to ask what was funny.
"Hey, Landon." It was less of a question and more of a demand for attention to be focused on what he was going to say, "You wanna know a secret?"
Landon tilted his head in unfocused question.
Moon stood up on his elbows and leaned in closer to Landon's ear, but what the boy said had his mind clearing up and his breath freezing in a matter of . 5 seconds. "Light has known the passcode for that door for half a year now."
...
"You are apparently pretty fertile Light," Landon said nervously as he looked down at the pregnancy test while the omega vomited in the toilet for the third time that day, "I didn't even cum inside you."
The sound of violent retching made the alpha cringe, protective instincts wanting to make the distressed omega feel better. Comfort him somehow or make the pain go away. There wasn't much he could do other than gently rub at the back of his neck in an attempt to distract from the pain though.
"Ugh," Light said when his stomach gave him a break, "you two are such imbeciles! How could you fuck us outside of heat? Damn it, one time is all it takes."
Light's fever had broken after he and moon had sex, unfortunately, when they realized that the omega's heat was more than a week late, Landon had gone out to get a test. He hadn't let Light in on the fact that he knew about his little secret; that he knew the 7 digit code to get out of the cell and upstairs. Moon had repeated the code just to prove to him that Light knew it, and Landon had to admit he was shocked. Not just that Light had somehow figured out, but also that Light could have escaped at any time in the last 6 months but chose not to. It was incredible, and though he still didn't trust Light all that much, this new development was definitely a start on the right path.
"I apologize for our carelessness. I could not help myself." Landon said as he watched Light wash his face.
He wanted to make it go a little further, test Light somehow. But how to do that without putting himself or Light in danger was what was keeping him from acting. Now that Light was pregnant, however, the need for establishing trust was necessary.
Light brushed his teeth, slightly uncomfortable with how intensely Landon was staring at him. It wouldn't be so bad if the man would say something, but he didn't. He just stood there chewing on his thumb, watching his every move.
"Anything you wanna share with the class?" He asked with a little of a bitter attitude. He was both bothered by the staring, and angry at both Moon and Landon for doing something so stupid.
"Mm," Landon hummed passed the thumb between his teeth, "I was just thinking about hiring a private nurse," he lied, "However I'd like to be certain you won't kill her the minute I turn my back." It was logical that Landon would be thinking about Light's current condition, so the lie was easily believed. It wasn't completely untrue either, he had considered what he would do long ago if he ever accidentally got Light pregnant.
Each time he thought about it, the only conclusion he was able to make was asking a favor of an ex-patient of his who is now conveniently a nurse. He met her a few years back and she was a particularly difficult case, but after a year of working with her, he was able to get her mental stability to normal health. She had been so happy to have been deemed cured and released, after thinking for the longest time that it wasn't possible for her, that she promised if he ever needed her, she would help him just like he helped her.
Light hummed, "I'm not going to kill the nurse, I'd rather not have a miscarriage. You can handcuff me when she visits if you don't believe me."
"I'm afraid I can't do that. I can't let her know that you are Kira, and tying you up would appear abusive. Getting reported for omegan abuse would not be a wise thing to let happen. Which would mean that when she visits, you will have to be upstairs." There, the seed was planted. He believed he made it clear that not only would he have his hands free, but he would be freely roaming the house. The media had not revealed Light's face to the public, so the nurse probably would not recognize him, which would mean as long as Light didn't say anything about his identity, the nurse would not report Landon.
Landon knew Naomi well enough to know that even if she knew what was going on, she wouldn't report him. However, this would be a good way for Light to prove some loyalty. If he said nothing, then Landon would be more inclined to trust Light a little more, but if he spilled... well, that would be that, right?
"Aw, you're gonna let me upstairs? I'm touched."
"I don't exactly have a choice, it's either this or allow the baby to possibly die. That is not something I am willing to chance." Landon said as he followed Light out of the bathroom to his cooling tray of food. He wasn't sure if his stomach would allow him to keep much down, but he was hungry.
Light knew this was a test. L was attempting to figure out just how loyal he was. He was giving Light the chance he had been waiting for.
The omega felt a flutter of hope hit him in the chest.
...
Landon typed the 7 digit code into the door, the tiny cat meowing in the palm of his other hand. It had been a few weeks since Naomi had started checking on Light. The omega had every chance to expose Landon, or escape, and he hasn't made any attempt.
Despite the very real fact that he shouldn't put too much trust in him until he proves himself a little more, Landon can't help but feel a little happy when he looked at Light.
The kitten was the next test. If he could leave a kitten in his room and Light did not kill it, then Landon would feel a little better about the omega being a mother.
It was night time, so Light might not even be awake, but that didn't stop Landon from walking down the stairs into the 19-year-olds room. He was right when he assumed that the omega would not be awake, but what concerned him was the distress that immediately hit his nose when he walked in.
He set the kitten down on a blanket on the ground and turned on the dim lamp before walking over to the omega's bed.
Landon sat down quietly, Light seemed to be having a nightmare. He was shaking and whimpering quieter than a mouse.
He knew from past experience that when Light had a nightmare, he could wake up violently if he attempted to wake him up from it, so it would be unwise to shake him awake. Unless he would like a bruise on his cheek again.
Instead, he sat with his knees up to his chest and brushed the back of his knuckles against a wet cheek. It appeared Light was crying. L frowned.
Light woke with a yelp, his eyes shooting open and a hand grabbing at Landon's wrist.
"Easy," Landon said when he saw the boy's reaction and felt the tight grip on his wrist, "You're awake now."
The omega was panting, stress dripping from his pores as he stared up at L's gentle but sharp eyes. "You're in danger."
His words shocked L but only made him feel even more protective at the smell of anxiety and fear corrupting his mate's scent. "Light, it's okay, it was just a bad dream-"
"NO!" Light yelled, "You don't get it, I've had this dream 8 times this week, it always ends with you dead in the kitchen upstairs with a strange man standing over your torn apart body." Light seemed so sure that what he said was true, L continued to frown.
"Light, I am okay. I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere." He kept his voice soft, wanting nothing more than to take the omega into his arms and comfort him with his scent. He had no idea Light was so bothered by the prospect of him dying. He held out a hand and straightened out his legs, leaning back against the headboard, "Come here," Light lifted a shaky hand, stress still ever present in his scent, "That's it, come on, Light."
When Light was straddling L, the alpha wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close until the omega rested his head on his shoulder. "Tell me about the dream, Light." The psychological therapist asked.
Light nuzzled L's scent gland, breathing in the man's scent for a moment before responding. "It always starts with me down here, in bed, and you're not with me. Then the light's go out, and when they turn back on, I'm back upstairs looking for you. Every time I'm always terrified, so scared that I have a one-track mind and am unconcerned about anything other than finding you. But every time I do, the kitchen is covered in blood and you're on the floor, torn to shreds. A small black cat is sitting in the corner and a man in a dark hood is standing over your body with a hammer."
L blinked, "That's interesting." Was all he said.
Light was about to say some snarky comment about how that shouldn't be all he could say after he talked about something so personal, but right at that moment, the kitten that L brought meowed. Light's eyes widened as they shot over to the innocent looking black kitten a few feet away. If it weren't for the fact that the kitten looked suspiciously like the one in his nightmare, he would have been able to enjoy the flutter of happiness such a sweet gesture brought.
"There's a cat." he said flatly, "A black one."
"I'm sure it is just a coincidence." L tried, but Light didn't seem to be convinced, and if he had puppy dog ears, L was sure they would be drooping.
It was quiet for a while as Light rested against L, taking in his warmth and breathing in the sweet tangy smell of strawberries with every inhale he took.
"Can I hold it?"
Landon side glanced Light, he didn't know if he would like the cat after the dream. "Of course. She's yours." Light seemed to be much more tamed than usual, but Landon was sure he was talking to Light and not Moon. Perhaps the boy was just feeling needy and receptive to the increased amount of affection because he was pregnant. Either way, it was strange that Light seemed to value L's life for more than just what the mating bond forced on him. It would be flattering if he didn't suspect it was only because of the increased hormones his body was producing to help the child develop.
When the alpha got up to pick up the baby cat to give to Light, the loss of contact between the mates seemed to upset the teen. His distress, however, was tamed when L grabbed his hand and laced their fingers together, placing the tiny feline on the bed between them. It stood up on tiny legs and balanced itself before Light gently picked it up and it sat down in his palm.
"She's beautiful," Light said as the kitten licked at his thumb, her tongue feeling like a tiny dull grater on his flesh.
"She was also alone, in a box, in need of someone to love her. Just like how I found you."
Light looked up at L, who sat with his knees to his chest, as usual, a few inches from him. "That was the cheesiest line I've ever heard." His body felt heavy, and the comfort hormones that L continued to release were making him sleepier and sleepier by the second.
"Hey Light, are you a camera? 'Cause I can't help but smile every time I look at you." L smirked as Light blinked at him dumbly, "There, now you've heard cheesier."
The omega wordlessly blinked again before gently getting up to set the kitten back down on the blanket on the floor, getting back on the bed and kissing L passionately just a moment later. The sound of smacking lips and breathy moans filled the space around them as Light controlled the pace, the heat of L's body making him feel as fuzzy as a school girl with a crush.
"Stay with me tonight." Light asked against L's lips, "I know I'm not sick or in heat, but please stay. I promise I won't hurt you." He was still put off by the nightmare, and he couldn't imagine that L leaving him alone would help in the matter.
L paused for a few good seconds of thought, but eventually the need to comfort his mate and the small amount of trust that he had won out and he slowly nodded. He allowed himself to fall back against the pillow with Light clinging to the side of his body and the boy's face buried in his neck.
It was silent for a few minutes, and L was sure that Light had gone to sleep, but then he spoke.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course." L reached a hand up and started lightly scratching at the back of the omega's neck.
"How come you never let us mark you?" The question shocked L. He didn't expect that to be the question that left the boys lips.
"I didn't know you wanted to." It was an honest answer, it just wasn't the complete truth. He wanted to be able to kill Light if he ever needed to. Every day though he hoped to whatever higher power was out there that it never came to that.
"Well," Light said slowly, "I'm not sure if I do. It just seems unfair that we completely belong to you, and you could potentially leave whenever you want."
"Leaving won't be a problem, I assure you."
Light hummed and rubbed his face on L's scent gland again. "If I wanted to, though, would you let me?" Funny how Light was asking permission when L didn't. He was curious though; knowing that he could force it was different from knowing if L would voluntarily allow it.
"Probably not, at least for now." L said softly, almost hesitantly, as if he was legitimately afraid to say it.
Light couldn't help but be disappointed, but he didn't expect much of a different answer. He understood. That didn't stop his eyes from dropping though. Sure he could simply open his mouth and bite down hard on the tempting flesh of L's neck right at that moment, but the thought made him burn unpleasantly.
Perhaps it was just because he was pregnant and feeling clingy, but Light felt like curling up into a ball. The omega in him felt unbelievably angry at itself for betraying his alpha, even though he didn't even do it in this lifetime. All he could do now was be a good boy and never give L another reason not to trust him. His instincts wanted him to make the alpha feel better, to kiss and love him until everything was okay, but it didn't work like that. Kira did L wrong, and now they were both paying for it.
Light felt a tear dare to escape his eye. He hated that he couldn't control it, the baby better grow to be healthy with how much restraint it's taking from him. His arm burned to move, and so Light lifted it up to rest against L's chest to press his palm against the alpha's cheek. He brushed a thumb around the smooth skin of the elder's cheek and below his full bottom lip.
"I'm sorry." Light whispered, barely loud enough for himself to hear.
Not even L heard him, and Light's lips were right by his ear. "What was that, Light?"
Light removed his face from the alpha's neck and stared down at his face, another tear falling from his eye and onto L's cheek, "I'm sorry." He said again.
Slight nervousness corrupted L's resolve. Was this an apology for something he has done, or a warning for something he was about to do? "For what, Light?"
Light kissed him then, it wasn't as deep as it usually was when they made love, but it held more passion than he remembered feeling. "I'm sorry I lied to you. I'm sorry for making you love me, and for making you think I loved you. I should never have killed you." Light seemed to be babbling as the tears fell and he stared at L sadly, knowing that no matter what he said, it wouldn't change anything. L would still not trust him, nor would he forgive him.
L stared deeply into Light's eyes, only seeing truth. With truth came lies though, and with Light, one could never tell which was which.
It still felt good to hear him say it though...
L kissed him softly, but it didn't last nearly as long as the omega was hoping it would. "You should get some sleep, Light." He fought the instinct to tell the omega everything was okay because it wasn't. "I'll still be here when you wake up."
Light didn't say anything after that, and the alpha swallowed down the temptation to make the omega feel better. He couldn't say what Light wanted him to. He wanted more than anything to forgive, but how could he? It wasn't something that could spontaneously happen just because Light seemed to finally regret how things went, no matter how much he wanted it to. He needed to be sure. He needed to be positive that he could trust Light. He's done a few little things that would suggest that L could give him a little more trust than he received two years ago, three years ago. It wasn't enough though. Not nearly enough.
Light settled down again, but he didn't cuddle up to L again. Instead, he grabbed the alpha's arm and guided it to wrap around him as he turned to lay facing away from the elder.
When L felt the omega's body shudder as depression filled the air, he got as close to Light as physically possible and held him as tightly as possible.
Those eyes should never be filled with tears.
...
L's eyes shot open the next morning.
He had NOT fallen asleep.
He shot up into a sitting position and looked around. He wasn't injured, and nothing seemed to be missing from his body, but where was Light?
Panic started to sit like a cold rock in his stomach when he realized that the omega was nowhere in sight, and he was about to run to the exit in pure fear that Light had changed the passcode and left him there. But then a figure walked out of the bathroom and he just about fainted in relief.
"Jesus, L. Calm down. Your scent is so sour when you're scared." Light was wearing a towel around his waist and his hair was still dripping wet. It seemed he had just gotten out of the shower.
L panted to make up for when he completely stopped breathing, his body still recovering from the amount of fear he just felt. Light nearly gave him a heart attack.
That's when he realized; Light always takes an hour in the shower, minimum.
He had been asleep.
He had been asleep with Light awake for at least an hour, and the omega had not taken advantage of the opportunity. He could easily have done what L had feared.
Wait. Did he go outside to kill someone and come back before he could wake? He supposed the possibility was there, considering he never changed the passcode and he knew that the omega could have figured out a way to get past the scanners. How would he know for sure?
L got up and walked over to Light. He wouldn't be able to tell if someone else's scent was on him if he really had just come out of the shower, and the boy was a master at controlling body language so it wasn't as if L would be able to tell if he was lying.
The distress that was still in L's scent was really bothering Light, and the omega in him itched to help but he used his words instead. "What's up with you? You're the one who fell asleep. I didn't do anything to you if that's what you're concerned about." He appeared legitimately confused, which was to be expected as L never told him that he knew Light knew the passcode. "I kept my promise so I don't know why you're staring at me like I just raped you in your sleep."
Security cameras! That's how L would know, he realized. The cameras in every corner of this room never stopped recording. If Light left, then the cameras would have picked it up. He needed to get to the tapes.
The kitten meowed, grabbing the two tense males attention.
L glanced down at her, "I'm going to go get her food." He side glanced back at Light heatedly, "take care of her while I'm gone."
Light didn't say anything, too confused and a little hurt to respond, and L didn't wait for any sort of response anyway. A minute later, he was gone, leaving Light and the kitten alone.
The little black cat crawled up to Light and stood up on her back paws to bite at the towel hanging from Lights hips, attempting to rip it away before the omega knew what was going on.
He looked down at the baby cat and quickly grabbed the towel before it could fall. "I'm going to name you, Brat."
...
Light had not left.
L had watched the screen very carefully that day a week ago after he carelessly fell asleep in a serial killers bed, but Light had not done anything evil. The only thing that could be considered weird that happened is Light seemed to wake up super early to sit and watch the alpha sleep for almost an hour before he got up to actually shower, which he took his normal time doing. As awkward as it had been to know the killer had sat there watching him for a full 50 minutes, L was actually proud to know Light had been a good boy despite the fact he had every opportunity that day to do something bad.
Now a week later, L felt comfortable leaving Brat in the cell alone with Light, and he could actually forgive the fact that Light knew the passcode and could probably get out whenever he wanted.
The news was on, and he watched it with minimal interest. More focused on what was going on in his head than what the news was talking about. Something about some guy slaughtering local doctors. He didn't catch in what city or state it was happening, nor did he catch how many victims there were. Though he knew it had to be at least a good few if they were considering him a serial killer with an interest specifically in doctors. He briefly wondered why that was before he was distracted with thoughts of Light again.
The omega had definitely done enough for Landon to consider the fact that perhaps Light was actually regretful of what he did to L. He still felt incredibly skeptical though, whether it was because he was paranoid and scarred or if he was just being careful, he was unsure. Though the progress Light has made should be commended.
He didn't doubt that the omega still had a deep desire to kill, nor did he doubt that he probably would kill if he was provoked to. He would just have to keep that from happening.
A rumble in his stomach signaled that he was hungry, dragging him away from his thoughts of Light and onto the need for food. He sighed, the stress was starting to make his head hurt and the temptation to ignore his hunger in favor of going to sleep was great, but he got up anyway. He hadn't slept in three days, he could wait another half hour.
He went to the fridge and pulled out the store-bought cheesecake. It wasn't as good as the ones he made, but it was adequate in getting the job done.
Getting it out of the case was the hard part, Landon recalled as he struggled to get the lid off. It's like they made these to keep people from getting to the sweet goodness inside. Containers like this were the real way to prevent diabetes.
The lights shut off.
"Fuck," Landon said uncharacteristically, suggesting he was spending too much time around an angry Light. He felt around in the darkness for a flashlight. This was really strange. His electricity was extraordinary, the best money could pay for, and the light never shut off unexpectedly like this.
He sighed, a bird probably flew into the fuse box outside or something. Nothing man made was perfect.
Except for the cheesecake that he couldn't get to as of now.
He found the drawer and opened it, finding the flashlight a moment later and turning it on just in time to watch a masked figure swing an arm towards him.
Landon gasped, instinctively grabbing the fridge door and opening it in the path of whatever weapon the figure was about to hit him with. A loud clash of metal against metal had the alpha pacing backward as he aimed the flashlight at the masked intruder.
The attacker angrily shoved the fridge door closed and started making his way toward the frightened alpha, but Landon was NOT about to be murdered prematurely for a second time and he grabbed the iron skillet from the stove next to him and used it to block the hammer that came crashing toward him for a second time. The attacker expected the block though, and he smashed the hammer against the wrist that held the flashlight.
Landon shouted in pain and fear as he dropped the light and it shattered against the floor, bathing them both in darkness. He held on to the skillet and put it over his head just as something hit him over the head. Hard.
Disoriented from the hit but glad that the skillet took most of the blow, Landon dove over the counter to put some distance between him and the intruder. It worked at that, but what horrified him was he had no idea where the attacker was now.
He kept his head ducked and the skillet protectively acting as a helmet as he calculated how far the knives were from him. He didn't need to see to know that they would be a few feet to his right.
The attacker didn't seem to be inhibited by the lack of light because just as Landon was about to run for the knives, something stabbed into his back. He howled in pain as the sharp end of a hammer dug into to meaty part above his shoulder blade before ripping away as he was kicked forward by a heavy boot.
He fell forward, hitting the ground and not needing to smell the coppery scent to know that he was bleeding a lot. He quickly turned over, his eyes had adjusted a bit and he could see just an outline of someone about to swing the hammer down on him, so he blocked it again with the skillet before it could smash his face in. His luck ran out though when whoever was attacking him ripped the skillet out of his hands and threw it somewhere out of reach.
Landon scooted back, knowing the attack was slowly stepping toward him as his bleeding back hit the wall. There was nowhere for him to go and there was nothing else to keep the hammer from mutilating him. He briefly recalled Light's dream as his life flashed before his eyes. Somehow the omega knew this was going to happen, and he had not believed him until now.
Damn life sucked. He was just meant to die young, wasn't he? Landon thought as the attacker reared his arm back to hit him with the blow that would surely kill him. Everything seemed to happen in slow-mo as he lifted his injured and bloody arms to feebly attempt to protect himself.
At least this time around it wouldn't be by the hands of who he loved more than anything in the entire world.
...
The pain never came, nor did the empty feel of violent death, and Landon was positive the yelp of pain did not come from him.
He opened his eyes, previously unaware that he shut them, but Landon did not need to see to know that Light was in front of him.
The smell of anger filled the room thicker than a cloud of smoke. The anger L felt at someone hurting his pregnant mate mixed with the enraged insanity that was currently clenching as tightly as the omega's teeth were.
Landon could hear shuffling after that, loud crashes and Light's cursing, and Landon reached for the drawered above him for the second flashlight.
"You son of a bitch," He heard Light say as someone started choking, Landon quickly shined the light towards the two on the ground only for his eyes to widen as he took in the sight before him.
Blood was all over the floor, and Landon was 80% positive that that most of it was the attackers, but that wasn't what caught his attention.
Light was currently shoving the hilt of the intruder's hammer down his throat, "You messed with the wrong alpha."
All of the attacker's fingers were broken, smashed into shattered pieces of protruding blood and bone. He was unable to fight back as the surprising strong omega held him down and shoved the hammer deeper, causing broken strangled noises to leave passed what little space the hammer left.
Landon quickly got up and ran over, wanting to help somehow, but it seemed as though Light had a good handle on it. The omega was bleeding profusely from a spot on his back, but it didn't look like it was fatal, nor did it seem to deter Kira as he twisted the butt of the hammer around. The sickening squelch of bloody muscle tearing and bones breaking hit Landon's ears and he cringed, watching as the attacker stopped kicking.
Landon saw the look on Light's eyes, though he looked nothing like the Light that he had grown to get used to over the last couple years, no. This was Kira. The look in his eyes was evil. Inhuman. Horrifying in their beauty but satisfied with the torture they inflicted. The devilish smirk that he had on his face as he stared at the mutilated body below him couldn't possibly be from someone who was human.
Kira killed him that easily. That quickly. That morbidly. Someone who he himself, an alpha, had not been able to overpower... Suddenly Landon was reminded of just how dangerous the murderer was.
Light straightened, leaning his head back and taking a deep breath, seeming to be high after killing for the first time in 3 years.
Landon stayed put right where he was, staring down at the hammer that protruded halfway out of the intruder's mouth. Blood dripped from the overly stretched lips and cascaded down the sides of his scarred face. Kira had at some point removed the mask that the attacker had been wearing, revealing the scarred flesh that had to be the effect of third-degree burns at least ten years old. So that's why Landon didn't smell him coming, his flesh was too scarred up for the scent gland to produce any more oils.
The omega tilted his head to the side and looked up at L, taking in the blood dripping from the top of the alpha's head and the swollen wrist he was cradling against his chest.
"L," Kira said as the light returned to his eyes, and he slowly stood up off the body. Landon took a small step back, watching the omega's every move. This was the ultimate trust exercise, but Landon had not been ready to let it play out. "L, I'm sorry. I know you don't like me upstairs, but I swear I only came up here cause I was scared for you." he put his bloody hand up, palms out on either side of his head, in clear view for his mate to see.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I've known how to get out for a while now." Light took a couple of careful steps away from the alpha, unsure if L was scared of him or still recovering from the shock of what just happened. Whatever it was, he didn't like the unwavering scent of fear radiating off the alpha like a freshly baked cake. "Look, I know how to clean up the mess, just let me do that for you and I'll go back to the cell."
The omega didn't say anything after that, he didn't know what else to say. He just escaped from his cell and killed a man in L's kitchen, he had no idea what the alpha was going to do, or how he was going to react. The quiet seemed to drag on forever, and the silence was driving him crazy.
L seemed to have recovered from most of his shock though, and he took a few steps toward the omega, stepping over the mess of the intruder and stopping inches in front of Light before turning off the flashlight. They were bathed in darkness a split second later and neither of them could see.
"What are you-?" Light was cut off when a hand grabbed the back of his head and pulled him towards L until their lips clashed together. the omega hummed and parted his lips so L's tongue could deepen the kiss.
It ended all too soon, leaving Light breathless and wanting more. It wasn't the time for that though.
Landon blinked his wide eyes, "You are injured."
Light's eyebrows rose, the pain in his shoulder only just registering in his brain. "You're hurt worse."
"You're pregnant," L argued.
Light glanced down at their feet, not that he would particularly see anything, "Well how much do you trust Naomi exactly?"
The alpha thought for a moment, his voice coming out soft, "Well it wouldn't be unwise to call her. However, I think it's for the best if she doesn't know about what the events of tonight." L turned the light back on and went to the closet in the hall for a third flashlight before giving that one to Light. "I am going to go fix whatever the intruder did to the fuse box. Feel free to start cleaning."
L walked away after that, and Light aimed the light at him for a moment before the man disappeared from view completely. He couldn't believe that L chose to leave him unsupervised in his kitchen. Was this a test or an act of faith?
The omega knew that he had a choice between leaving while L was busy, or just getting to work to clean up the mess.
To him, there was only one option.
Light walked over to the cabinet and pulled out the bleach, a bucket and a box of garbage bags before getting to work.
...
"Well, the baby seems to be fine, I'm not sure why you felt such a need to have me check on him first thing in the morning," Naomi said as she put her tools back in her bag.
"Daddy just felt spontaneously worried I guess, it must be a girl." Light joked, making the beta nurse giggle. Landon sucked his fork, the plate that previously had a beautiful slice of cheesecake now empty.
"Well, as long as everything is fine. I'm comfortable with you leaving." The alpha stated offhandedly as he stared at Light.
They had cleaned up the mess and gotten rid of the body, but it had taken the whole night and L was very tired. He could see that Light was too if the tension in his shoulders and the bags under his pretty eyes were anything to go by.
"Okay Dr. Lawlence, I'll be going then. Thank you for the cake." She smiled before kissing Light's cheek goodbye, "Call me if you suddenly worry over nothing again, Ryuzaki is my priority."
"Thank's Naomi," Light waved her goodbye as L walked her out.
"No problem, sweetie, don't let Dr. Lawlence worry over you the entire pregnancy!" She was gone after a final wave of her hand, leaving L and Light alone again.
While L wasn't in the room, Light wondered what the alpha would do with him now that he knew that he had been able to get out despite the security system he had. What would he do now that he knew he couldn't contain Light forever as he had tried?
What if he tried to give him back to the asylum? Or what if he turned him into the police and they came to take him away? Would L let that happen? What would happen to him if he did? Would they kill him? No, they were too afraid he would come back and they would have to start the search for Kira all over again. They would probably put him in a medically induced coma. Yeah, that was probably it. Kira was too much of a problem, too much of a danger to be kept awake. Would L let them do that to him? It scared him that he didn't know the answer to any of these questions.
"Light," L said, and Light's eyes focused on the male that had apparently been standing there watching him. "What's wrong?" he asked as he approached the omega, his bandaged wrist hidden under the long black sleeve of his wrist.
Light glanced down at the bedsheets. He was in L's room, sitting on his bed. "What are you going to do with me now?" He asked dejectedly, positive that he wouldn't like or agree with the answer.
"What do you mean?" L said, "I was planning on sleeping right now if that's what you're asking. Though I suppose now that you are already pregnant, avoiding sex is unnecessary."
What? Light thought.
"Sleep sounds nice." Light said with confusion. Was he going to change the passcode, or did he not care anymore?
"Then lay down," relief and joy fluttered in Light's soul when L said this and crawled up on the bed next to him, getting comfortable with his face on the pillow and closing his eyes.
Light looked around for a second to make sure this was real, to make sure he hadn't been downstairs the whole time without knowing it somehow. It felt strange to be in L's bed outside the cell with the man laying next to him so calmly as if he wasn't sharing a bed with a murderer.
L opened one eye, already half asleep from his own exhaustion and called again, "Come on Light." He pat the spot next to him with his uninjured hand. "Sleep."
The omega lied down, curling up into L's body, both of them carefully avoiding the injuries as their arms and legs tangled with each other.
"If you wanted to mark me, I wouldn't stop you." L said after a few blissful moments of silence.
The implications of what L said had Light's sleepy eyes shooting open to stare at the alpha's relaxed face. The pure happiness he felt was unlike anything he had ever felt before, or anything he ever thought he would feel.
Light kissed L, breathing in the addicting smell of strawberries that he was sure he could no longer live without. The alpha was too tired to kiss back, but that didn't stop the kiss from putting all the ones behind it to shame. "Next time I'm in heat then."
L nodded, passing out a minute later.
...
Explanation of Character.
Moon Light/Kira/Light Yagami.
Moon is who the reincarnation of Light Yagami's soul would have been if he hadn't remembered being Kira. It was briefly implied in this chapter that Moon did not have a good childhood, It is implied that he was traumatized as a child. And as personality disorders work in the real world, because of the trauma he went through, the existence of Kira and Moon living in the same body became Split personality instead of conjoined experiences and memories. Moon is not an OC he is actually Light, only a submissive and less evil form of him. he is what Light should have been as a normal omega.
Landon Lawlence/L Lawliet
Landon did not remember ever being L until Kira triggered him to start experiencing flashbacks in his sleep. After a while, the memories of L and the memories of Landon joined to form one person. I like to think of it like, after Kira betrayed L, he wanted to forget the pain so bad that he subconsciously forced himself to suffer amnesia when he was reborn. But L never stopped loving Light and when Landon's mind mixed with L's, he himself also couldn't help but fall in love.
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