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Levi's Recollections	By : konokoz Category: +. to F > Attack on Titan /Shingeki No Kyojin Views: 1003 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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The first time he touched me was the first time someone ever fucked me, and it didn’t feel so dirty.
Even though he did gross things.
I was getting used to him. His commands. His actions. The complex way he made his decisions and everyone’s willingness to follow them, including his subordinates beating the crap out of me when I disregarded one of his commands. That damn Mike hit hard.
I still hated him, but I was starting to see other admirable qualities about him as well.
I could see how he became a commander. His words were aspiring. He could persuade- more like manipulate- any terrified soldier to go out and die with pride or checkmate any higher up to give in to his plans. His battlecry was a powerful declaration of war that welded up from the pit of his stomach and matched that to the horrifying roar of any titan. He was strong, not so much physically as so strategically.
I was faster. Faster than any of them, especially him. Yet that didn’t amount to jackshit because he was always one step ahead of me. He was such a brilliant tactician that he laid out plans that contained so many levels of depth that their outcomes sometimes wouldn’t take place for months, perhaps years. He was unbelievable.
I think he was getting used to me too. Whatever insult or remark I said to him he either brushed it off or came back with a clever quip of his own.
I was still fairly new to the Survey corps, but I was unrivaled. My name was buzzing around the capital, and I was known as a weapon of mass destruction that could wipe out any titan, scouted out by the one and only brilliant Commander Erwin Smith.
Tch.
Even though I was damn good, I didn’t have a team of my own. It was about time, and I hounded him about it for weeks, but he always made some convenient excuse to avoid my request:
“We’ll discuss it later.”
“I’ll think about it.”
“I’ll run it by Chief Zackly when I have the time.”
His time to think was up. So, I confronted him late one night in his quarters. He answered, still awake in full uniform. Always busy..
“Levi, it’s late. Whatever you have to say can’t wait until morning?”
“No. You’ve been ignoring and avoiding me, so I don’t have a choice but to corner you like a big rat.”
“I haven’t been ignoring you,” he took off his jacket and bolo. “I know what you want, and I can’t give it to you now.”
“Why the hell not? I’m tired of taking orders from those weak captains. A few of them don’t even make it back, but I do. I always do. I should be in the lead. I deserve my own squad.”
“No. You’re still too wet behind the ears,” he simply said.
“I’m ready. I’m different.”
“No, you think you’re different. You aren’t ready. Being in this position means you will be responsible for the lives of many and that takes a big toll on your mental fortitude.”
“Weren’t you the one who told me never to doubt myself and here you are doubting me.” My voice was rising.
“Doubt involves hesitation and uncertainty. I am not uncertain. I am hundred percent indisputably sure of the fact that you are not ready for your own team.”
“I can handle it!”
“Like you handled it with your friends?”
I almost pounced on him. Clearing the space between us fast, I was eye to eye with him, grasping his shirt in my fists.
“You son of a bitch. Don’t you ever bring them up again.” I was seething.
“See what I mean? You’re still thinking with regrets and doubts. They cloud your judgement and could lead you to mistakes and lead your squad into the crushing jaws of a titan.” He was calm and unwavering.
That was another famous attribute about him. He wore the same stoic and cold mask in front of everyone. His calm logical nature was good to have out in the fields when everyone was panicking, but not now when I’m trying to get what I want because now I just look like an irate fool.
But he was right. The guilt over my friends’ deaths still weighed heavy on me. There wasn’t a night that went by when I wasn’t saying sorry while holding Isabel’s head in my hands or clinging to Furlan’s torso.
Damn him… I thought while staring into his steel blue eyes.
“That may be true, but then tell me this,” I said. “why- why do you let those poor bastards become captains before you let me? Surely, they all have more doubt and regrets than I do. They probably hesitate more than I do. Uncertainty of their lives probably plagues their every waking moment, but this isn’t my first brush with death. The first time some of them saw a titan, they couldn’t get themselves to get back on their horses. I did. So I ask again, why put them before me?”
There it was. It was quick, but I think I saw it.
He blinked with uncertainty.
As quick as it was, it disarmed me so much that I let go of my grip on him.
He stood there, maybe thinking of an answer, but he said nothing for a while. Did I finally crack Erwin Smith’s logic? If I did, I didn’t know the hell how.
Finally, he exhaled a long-exhausted sigh and walked over towards his bed.
“Levi,” he sat down like a tired old geezer and took off his boots. “Stay with me tonight.”
“Huh?”
“Sleep with me tonight,” he continued to remove more clothes until he was in just his pants. “It’s been a tiring day. I could use your companionship.”
I wasn’t sure he was joking or not.
“Right. ‘companionship,’” I mocked him. “Is that code for you wanting to fuck me?”
“Yes. It is.”
His outright confession startled me. I hope I wasn’t blushing because it felt like I was.
“Tch. You’re crazy. Who the hell just asks someone to sleep with them out of the blue?”
“It’s not out the blue for me. I’ve wanted to ask you for a while now.”
“Why?”
“I thought it was obvious.”
“To me, nothing is obvious with you.”
He casually leaned forward, resting his arms on his legs.
“Humans are delicate beings.” He said. “Our time is limited. If we aren’t eaten by titans, we’re taken out by disease, starvation, or other humans. I could die tomorrow, so I figured I needed to make my move now. Is it clear to you now?”
Now I know I was blushing.
I’d be lying if I said he wasn’t psychically attractive. Who wasn’t attracted to him? The women in the capital pined over him. Men envied him. There were a few times where I commented on how his handsome face made me sick. He just grinned and said thank you. There were times when I knew he was staring at me. So, he finally worked up the nerve to ask me to sleep with him, but I wasn’t gonna let him get it that easily.
“You deny my request to be captain then you stupidly think I’d let you sleep with me afterwards?” I smirked in his face. “You really are a smug fuck. People think you’re some prestigious commander but you’re really just some horny dog.”
He chuckled, “I can’t deny that.”
“Not only are you a dog,” I continued. “You’re useless. You bark commands at your lackies and they get their hands dirty or they’re the ones that get eaten. You’re an executioner. A monster.”
He was unwavering, but I was shaking. All the things I wanted to say to him felt like they were going to rush out of my mouth like puke.
“Every time I look at you, I want to connect my blade to your throat. And one day I will.”
“What else?” He nodded while slowly pulling me forward by my beltloop.
“You’re always going on about the sake of humanity, yet you aren’t human at all. How you can look down on me and call me pathetic for grieving for my friends- you almost met death at my hands that day, you piece of shit. I should have done it too. I should have delivered your head to the doorstep of whatever God those freaks out there worship.”
He pulled me onto his lap. I could feel his hard cock through his pants.
“But I can’t fucking kill you,” I spat, digging my nails into his shoulders.“I have to follow you because now... I'm lost but people need me. It feels good.. It feels good to be needed, and for some reason I need to see whatever it is you’re trying to show me. Whatever it is beyond these walls.”
“Anything else you need to say?” He kissed my neck.
I shuttered. “You really are the devil like they say. The day you get eaten by a titan will be my day of rejoice, and I will shit on the grave of Commander Erwin Smith. Those badges and ranks don’t mean shit. You’re nothing but a pathetic old pervert just like those creeps in the underground. So, will I have sex with you? Perhaps if you beg me like I made them, I’ll consider it.”
He chuckled with amusement. His hands were roaming under my shirt, and our hard cocks were pressed together through our pants.
“Please, let me have sex with you tonight.” His tired voice was low and sensual. It still sounded more like a command than a beg but it was fucking hot.
I shouldn’t have agreed. I should have just turned my nose up at him and left.
Yet my shirt came off, then my pants. Next, I was lying on his bed. He was top of me, kissing me everywhere. He focused on my nipples then ran his tongue down the front of my body.
“Wow Levi, you’re hairless.” He commented, stopping at my cock.
“I don’t like body hair. It’s disgusting.”
“I see,” he grabbed my legs and pressed my knees to my chest. My asshole was directly in his face. “You’re hairless everywhere.”
“Hey- what are you doing?”
“I’m tasting you right now.”
Then he proceeded to stick his tongue in my asshole.
“Stop!” I moaned as it slithered in.
I never let anyone do this to me. The thought of someone licking where you shit makes me nauseous.
“I don’t like this! It feels disgusting!”
“Does it really?” He didn’t stop.
“Yes..” I was panting. “It’s dirty.”
It felt so wet and he licked so slow. It was driving me crazy.
“I can’t believe you’re licking such a filthy place.”
“You’re not filthy. You taste amazing. Just relax and enjoy it.”
I groaned pleasurably. I pulled his hair to stop. It felt good, but it also felt gross.
“Erwin stop!” I whined.
“Alright.” He stopped. “You make it sound like I’m punishing you. What happened to all that spunk you had earlier?”
“Don’t look down on me,” I scowled. “You’re the weird one that likes licking where people shit.”
He may have stopped licking, but he replaced his tongue with his long fingers. Him digging around down there wasn’t any better, but I could stand it better than his slimy tongue.
It’s not that I didn’t enjoy sex. It’s the idea of it that grosses me out. A guy is sticking their dirty tool inside one of your dirty holes.
It’s vile.
So sex with him would be no different.
Well..just a little.
Afterwards, he told me to flip over on my knees. He unzipped his pants and his cock sprang out while oozing disgusting juices.
“What’s with you, bastard? Your cock’s already twitching shamelessly.”
“I told you I wanted you for a while now. Now flip over.”
“Tch. I’ve had enough of you bossing me around.” I pushed him away. “You may command out there, but the bed is where I command. Now, you lie back, you pig.”
An amused perverted grin crept across his face. “Very well. I’m all yours.”
“Damn right.”
I shoved him back and rode him.
His stupid body was so big and muscular. I never knew I could be jealous and turned on at the same time. His cock was thick and every time I rammed down on it, its fat head stretched me wider, reaching deeper.
“This feels amazing. You feel so good Levi.” He groaned. “Dammit.” He put his hands on my hips and thrusted nonstop up into me. It was like riding a horse on rough terrain.
I was sweating profusely and moaning so loud as his horse cock slid deep inside then pulled all the way out. This felt nothing like those old pigs’ cocks from the underground. This sex was wild, and anger was still rushing through me, but he was hitting my spot with every precise thrust. Riding his cock was the best cock I’ve ridden so far.
“Fuck, you piece of shit.” I hissed. “Fuck! Fuck!”
It seemed like my cursing made him thrust harder. His head was thrown back and his eyes closed with both hands gripping my hips, driving his cock home in my ass. My orgasm was quickly welling up inside me.
“You disgusting motherfucker.” I growled. “If you keep thrusting like that.. I’ll- I’ll-”
I couldn’t stop it. I convulsed uncontrollably while my cock released itself all over his chest and abdomen. Some even shot up to his chin.
He didn’t stop thrusting. Even though I just came, he went in harder and harder. The base of his cock was twitching like crazy, and his breaths were getting rugged.
“You fucking bastard!” I yelled from the aching in my now sensitive ass. “Hurry up and cum!”
His abs contracted, and he thrusted his hips all the way up and roared like a beast. I yelled from the force of his orgasming cock being plunged deep into my bowels. He held his hips arched in the air until his long orgasm finished, and my ass felt flooded.
He was out of breath, and so was I.
His greasy cock softened, and I fell off him. My head was swimming like I was drunk. His heart was beating loudly in his chest next to my head.
“I hope you’re satisfied now.” I said.
He took a moment. “Levi,” He finally said. “We aren’t done yet.”
“Huh?”
“I told you,” he grabbed my arms. “I’ve wanted you for a while now. I’m not even close to being done with you.” His face was serious.
After a short while, he was ready to go again. I didn’t think I could go a second time. But he made sure I did. In fact, he wasn’t done with me until sunrise.
He was insatiable.
He fucked me sideways, on my hands and knees, on my back. I cursed him, which made it worse, until my voice gave out. My ass felt like it was turned inside out like a sock, and it was grossly leaking all his thick semen. I couldn’t even close my legs when we were done. I had bite marks all down my chest and shoulders. My balls were drained and his inside me. It was like he needed it the most. Just how backed up was he?
The first stream of sunlight through the window blinded me. I was ready to pass out, but he stood up and started putting his clothes on.
“The hell are you doing?”
“It’s 5am. Time to start the day. Shower and get ready for roll call.” He commanded.
“You bastard…” I cursed him as loud as my sore throat would let me. “I can’t even move!”
“You’ve got 45 minutes.” He put on his boots.
I growled. I’m gonna kill him one day.
“Tell me the truth,” I said. “After fucking me, did you at least reconsider my request to be captain?”
He silently adjusted his bolo tie in the mirror. His face was unreadable.
“I did.” He said flatly. “But my answer is still no.”
I sighed. I was somewhat relieved to hear that.
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