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Fruits Basket. Finding their own family.	By : FanFicYokai Category: Fruits Basket > Threesomes/Moresomes Views: 952 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"I, I love you both!" She shouted, as tears came to her eyes, "I, I want, you both, I can't choose, I don't know how, both of you are precious to me, in different ways, I wish, I wish I could live with you both, laughing, learning, loving you both" she collapsed to her knees, saying it felt like such a relief, but at the same time she was terrified, terrified that they would be horrified, to actually admit being in love with both of them, her hand went to her mouth as if she could force the words back inside.

Kyo spoke first, he'd turned back towards them "when you say you love us both", her heart stopped in her chest, here it came, here came the rejection she was so sure of, "do you mean, as friends, or..."

She took a breath, it was out, and she didn't want to hold it in anymore, "no Kyo, I love you both with everything I have, I'm IN love with you both, I'm so sorry" she looked down too embarrassed and scared to see their faces "it's not fair to either of you, I can't ask you to choose for me, and I can't choose myself, I don't know what to do."

Kyo looked at Yuki, "I love her" he said, Tohru's head snapped up and her eyes went wide, "I love every part of her, I don't want to trample her or crush anything she feels, even, even if it means she loves you too, being here with her, it's a miracle, and I'll take every second of it I can, whether I have her to myself, or, have to, share" his teeth slightly ground at the last word but he forced himself to relax and he knelt down in front of Tohru. "I'm yours" he whispered "I could never be anyone else's, I know why you love Yuki, he, he's, who I wish I could be, I don't know why you love me" he looked down and sagged a little, "but if you say you do then I'll stay by your side, for as long as I can."

"Oh Kyo" Tohru breathed his name, "There's so many amazing things about you, you're so shy, and so awkward but so kind and so gentle, you protect those you love with a fierce passion, a passion that makes me, that makes my heart, stop in my chest, when I'm near you I almost WANT to do something clumsy, something that would make you wrap your arms around me, you don't even see how you make me feel, how I stop breathing when you get close, how I long for your skin to brush mine" she closed her eyes and lowered her head.

Kyo looked up through his hair with a look that was full of longing and hope, he brushed her hair from her face and her breath caught in a gasp as her eyes popped open and gazed into his.

Kyo couldn't hold back any longer, he lifted her chin and deeply kissed her, moving his hand to the back of her head and crushing her gently between his lips and his hand. They parted and for a second were lost in each others eyes.

"Miss Honda?"
Tohru gasped and looked up to see Yuki had stepped closer with a confused and almost pleading look on his face. "Oh Yuki, I'm so sorry." The use of his first name made him blush and step back again.

She looked back at Kyo and gently stroked his face, "I really am sorry, to both of you, it's not what you want to hear, that I can't choose between you, I know, that people who are, in love, want their partner to love them and only them."
She dropped her gaze again, "you should both hate me for doing this to you."
"Miss Honda, neither Kyo nor I could ever hate you, that is an iron clad certainty, you saved us, you saved our souls, our essences, you pulled us both out of self absorbed, dark, eternal pits that we saw no way out of, we owe you everything, that alone could ensure our loyalty to you, but, I know that my love for you is more than just that of a grateful loyalty, I love you for who you are, for your kindness, your consideration, for all the times you tried hard to understand me when I didn't even understand myself, for all the times you saw my faults and loved me for them instead of loathing me. I want to spend any time I have left making your life as joyful and as filled with love as you do mine. My passion may not burn like Kyo's does but it's there, and its powerful, it runs deep and cool and, I feel like, if I let it, it would sweep me away, being near you everyday, I'm always holding back, because I worry what might happen if I don't."

Tohru had stared at him the whole time he was talking, tears silently running down her face. When he stopped she stood up and stepped over to him, she smiled gently back at Kyo for an instant, almost to reassure him he felt, then turned to Yuki and stepped in so close that there was barely a gap between them. "You don't need to hold back Yuki, I love you, let go, let yourself love."

Yuki stood frozen a second longer, he was grappling inside with the emotion he'd held onto for so long, he didn't feel that he could let it go, wasn't even sure how. And it wasn't just his love for Tohru, something inside him had soared when Kyo had said "he's who I wish I could be" and he couldn't fathom what it was he was feeling but his urges lay torn between embracing Tohru, and god's help him, embracing Kyo! Letting go wasn't as simple as Tohru was thinking for him, he wasn't sure he could.

Tohru seemed to sense this and stood on her toes while wrapping an arm around his neck and head, she kissed him almost in the same way that Kyo had kissed her, Yuki stayed frozen for another instant and then it seemed like he'd opened a floodgate, he wrapped both his hands into her hair and kissed her like kissing her was the only thing keeping him alive in that moment, hungrily, passionately and as if he never wanted to let go.

When finally they stopped, both slightly panting for air, Yuki looked over at Kyo, who was still knelt on the floor, hands slightly clenched and looking down. "Can we do this?" Yuki asked him. "Really do this? We'll have to reach a peace between us, we can't hurt her with our fighting." He took a deep breath and thought, let it go, let it out, all at once, be as brave as they are being. "You should know, that I wanted to be you as well, or at least be your friend, when we were little you always seemed so free, ironically I know, and loved, by Kazuma, by your friends, everyone just seems to like you straight away, you, have fun with people, I can't even be myself around others, I know it's stupid, considering what's in store for you, and what happened with your real parents, but I couldn't help it. I wanted so badly to be your friend and all you ever shouted at me was that everything was my fault and you hated me." Yuki had gotten louder and angrier with each word, his hands clenched and he bent forwards. "I, I WANTED YOU TO LIKE ME DAMMIT, and all you ever did was try to fight me. And WHY?! Why is it my fault? All I've ever done in life is suffer, at my parents hands, Akito's, yours! Why is it MY fault?!"
Tears were pouring down Yuki's face now and Tohru ached to hold him, she held his hand instead, "Oh Yuki" she breathed "You held all that in for so long didn't you."

Kyo was in shock, he couldn't speak, he felt like his whole life had been thrown upside down, he felt ashamed and disgusted with himself as realisations flooded into him, all that time he'd spent making Yuki the bad guy in his mind, he'd known in his core it wasn't true but he hadn't been able to stop it, it had been the only thing keeping him going for so long, he hadn't even thought for a moment about Yuki's perspective. He wanted to argue back, to defend himself, but Tohru was there, his time with Tohru was at stake if he didn't step up. "I'm sorry" he felt sick saying it and clutched his chest leaning forwards, "I didn't think, I didn't know, it's no excuse. Hating you, no, hating the rat, not you, not really, it, it kept me alive, gave me a goal, it was the only thing I had to cling to for so long, the only way I had to escape captivity." He gave a short scathing laugh. "Once again I sacrificed someone else for my own sake." He buried his head in his hands. "I just don't learn."

Tohru went over to him, half pulling Yuki with her, she knew about Kyo and her mother, that was what he'd told her the previous week, saying that he needed her to know what he was truly like because he couldn't hide any parts of himself from her any longer, he'd said he had more he wanted her to know but she needed to know about her mother first and decide if that changed how she felt about him.

Now she knew what that "more" was and her heart felt like it was about to burst, she pushed all thoughts of "choosing" out of her head and just absorbed the feeling that they both loved her! They both really loved her! And they needed her to help them heal their rift, maybe, if they could accept each other, they could accept themselves as well, and a smaller thought she almost didn't dare to think also said, what if that's enough to break the curse?

Yuki stopped short of Kyo and pulled Tohru to a halt just before she reached him. "I think, I understand that. I think, I can forgive you, maybe, but" he looked at Tohru, "can you change that part of yourself, if you're going to love Tohru, if I have to share her with you, I expect you to change, I expect you to do better, for her. I will." Yuki stood straighter "I'll stop blaming others, I'll stop fighting the dark parts of myself, I'll, try to accept them, to let them heal even" he smiled at Tohru, "with your help, I think I can do it."

Tohru wept loudly, "Yuki, I, oh I want to hold you so much", she bent over sobbing loudly.

"I will." Kyo suddenly said, standing as he said it. "I'll change, I have, already I think, this was the last part I needed, to be honest about how I really feel about Tohru, and you" he said to Yuki.

Yuki was surprised to feel a blush on his face from Kyo's words, it was just so alien to have Kyo speak to him this way. He diverted his gaze and turned back to Tohru, "please Miss Honda it's ok, it's painful, but it's good, knowing that you love me this way, is good."

Tohru slowed her sobs and looked up smiling through her tears, "Yuki" the way she said his name made a wave of tingles crash through his whole body, "I think you can call me Tohru now."

He blushed again and felt embarrassed for it but he reached for her and held his face next to hers, "Tohru" he breathed, "I love you" and then he kissed her again. "I want to hold you" she sighed, "I want to hold you both so badly."

"I don't mind transforming if it's in your arms" Kyo said with a small grin, then blushed and evidently still on his honest streak blurted out, "I dream of it sometimes, I dream of you most nights to be honest, but you can hold me in, any, of my forms."

"It's the same for me, Tohru" Yuki said her name slowly as if savoring the feel of it and it made her feel hot and light headed "you can hold me in either form, it might not even be that bad being nestled in with a soft kitty cat" he teased Kyo.

"Damn right I'm soft rat boy, can't beat me at that!" Kyo said, immediately going into competitive mode.

Tohru and Yuki both giggled and Kyo felt like an idiot and slapped his palm onto his head, "sorry", he said "can't help it."

Then Tohru grabbed both of them by an arm and pulled them in with an almost mischievous grin, "come here then" she said and wrapped an arm around each one as they instinctively put their arms around her and buried their heads into each of her shoulders, Kyo suddenly felt like all of the pressure he'd been holding in was gone, it was a peace he'd never known and he fought against the sobs that threatened to leave him, then he was shocked to hear Yuki sobbing and his head shot up realising two things at the same time, they hadn't transformed, and it felt like, he felt free, the bond of the cat, the presence of the cat, was gone!
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Fruits Basket. Finding their own family.