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Rurouni Kenshin Fan-Fic - GOJOU	By : KikueMugen Category: Rurouni Kenshin > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 10110 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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The storm increased in intensity outside, but Saitou and Sano remained warm and cozy under the covers atop Sano’s futon. Neither of them was very talkative then, for Sano’s mind was consumed with the topic discussed earlier between them. Saitou enjoyed the quiet moment that rarely occurred whenever Sano was present.

The quiet was short lived. Sano rolled over to his side and faced the wolf once again. He stared at Saitou and watched the wolf’s chest expand with each breath until Sano could no longer hold back his crowded thoughts.

“Why me?” Sano questioned Saitou, and so stirred the wolf out of his own thoughts.

Saitou took a deep breath and braced himself for another lengthy conversation with his young partner, who had a habit of naturally being inquisitive.

“What are you referring to?”

“Why are you allowing me into your life? Everyone who knows you, or know about you are aware of the fact that you avoid exposing any part of yourself, yet you’ve been willing to let me in. Not that it is a bad thing, or that I don’t appreciate having the honor, but I’ve been wondering why.”

Saitou shot a corner-eyed stare at Sano and snickered. “It is because you understand that I will kill you if you discuss any of the things I tell you with anyone else.”

“Shit, why do you have to kill the mood all the time?” Sano announced his disappointment. “I thought that maybe… just maybe, you would admit that you like me more than most people? Maybe you trust me? Maybe…” Sano hesitated obviously troubled. “… Maybe I mean something more to you than being an available fuck when the mood hits you.”

Sano’s comments surprised Saitou.

“What the hell is this about?” Saitou verbalized his annoyance snapping back at Sano. “You best examine yourself before you accuse me of being in a mood. You could be mistaken for a mood-swinging woman right now.”

“Oh? Is that so?” Sano immediately sat up resenting the remark. “I don’t hear any complaints when you expect me to spread my legs like a woman!”

“What the hell are you talking about?” Saitou frowned becoming more agitated.

“You know very well that you like it between my legs,” Sano exclaimed and then straddled the wolf planting his buttocks directly on top of Saitou’s groin. “You like it so much that you always make sure that you are the one that does the penetrating. How many times have you had me that way, Saitou?”

“Ahou…”

“Well, I can count how many times I’ve had you that way!” Sano lifted his finger to illustrate his calculation to Saitou. “I can count how many times on ONE finger!”

“What the hell are you trying to say?” Saitou had known all along that the silence he was enjoying earlier wouldn’t have lasted much longer. As a matter of fact, he was rather surprised it lasted for as long as it did.

“For a guy who fought as many wars as you had, and led as many troops as you had, you sure can be dense in your own right!” Sano leaned forward supporting his weight with his arms straight out with his palms on the floor above Saitou’s shoulders. Sano felt the wolf’s crotch with his own as the two mesh together in the new position. Sano pushed his rising erection against Saitou.

“I want to have you that way sometimes too, Saitou.”

Saitou shook his head, “I’ve never objected to that Sanosuke. Why has this gotten you so upset?”

Sano shut his eyes and let his chin drop causing his loose hair to fall upon Saitou’s nose. Saitou took Sano’s face between his two hands to urge Sano to open his eyes. Sano did so and saw the wolf’s golden orbs staring back at him.

“I am yours for the taking, Sanosuke. I have not kept myself from you. What we share is two-sided, and it is not something we just take from one another. We both mutually decide on how we want to give and how we receive, as well.”

Saitou’s words forced Sano to perceive himself as an idiot for being so insecure and embarrassment began to leak into his mind like a fractured dam’s slow trickle.

Saitou put his arms around Sano’s firm body and drew the tempting morsel against him. Pushing down on Sano’s buttocks with his palms Saitou lifted his hips at the same time forcing his groin up against his mate. The arousal was mutual for the two men. Sano moaned in response and bent his elbows collapsing on top of the wolf.

“Is this what you are referring to Sanosuke?” Saitou grinned noticing the pleased look on his mate’s face.

“We’re getting closer to it,” Sano moaned, lowered his head until his mouth found Saitou’s ear lobe. Sano gently played on Saitou’s ear with his tongue, teasing the wolf with his hot breath.

Although Sano enjoyed his position above Saitou, he felt a bit inadequate. Saitou was much more fluent when it came to taking the lead. The wolf knew exactly what it was that he wanted at every given moment. Unlike Sano, who was torn between his needs and wanting to perform perfectly for Saitou.

Sano stopped and returned to his position with straightened arms pushing himself apart from Saitou. He looked down at the handsome figure not really knowing what to do with the situation.

“Shit,” Sano huffed.

“What is the matter this time?”

“I don’t want to talk about it,” Sano said as he dismounted the wolf and sat beside him. The last thing Sano wanted to do was let Saitou know that he had lost his erection. That alone was reason for panic.

The sounds outside mirrored the turmoil Sano was feeling right then. The rain was coming down in what seemed to be like rivers, and the wind struck in rapid pulses against the building, which shook the walls with each gust.

What a time to be feeling this way, Sano thought rushed at himself. Instead of passionately making love with his partner, Sano was experiencing anxiety and was troubled over trying to understand the reason for it.

“Sanosuke?”

“Hmn?”

Saitou propped himself up on his elbow facing Sano and asked, “Would you care to explain your unusual behavior tonight? It will not help whatever the situation is if you continue to brood about it.” Saitou moved closer to Sano who had turned his back toward Saitou, so to keep the wolf from seeing how troubled he was. The wolf reached out and placed his hand on Sano’s back. “Come on, turn around and speak up.”

Reluctantly, but encouraged by Saitou to do so, Sano faced his concerned mate and shrugged his shoulders.

“I’m sorry, I…” Sano was cut off by Saitou’s gesture.

Saitou lifted the cover and pats the futon with his other hand. “Come Sanosuke. Come and lay here and speak with me about it.”

Sano frowned at the wolf’s request and then barked, “You see! That’s exactly what the hell's bugging the shit out of me! You seem to order me around so easily, and I obey. No matter what, or when it is, all you have to do is snap your fingers, and I’m there. But when I do it…” Sano paused in his frustration, not knowing the right words to express what he was feeling. “…When I try to take the lead I can’t THINK! I get all sweaty and confused. I get scared shitless about doing something stupid and you’ll end up calling me an ahou!”

As soon as the words left Sano’s mouth, he regretted losing control and revealing that mousey part of himself that he tried so hard to hide from Saitou. Sano never wanted to be less than perfect for Saitou, and he always strove to be even better than the wolf at times. But, this oozed its way up and out somehow. It bothered Sano so much that it had an affect on his performance. Panic was the only thing Sano felt right then. He didn’t want to fail the wolf, especially not sexually, but the pressure to satisfy the ex-Shinsengumi Captain was proving to be a heavier burden for Sano to carry than he expected.

“I see,” Saitou sat himself up to give Sano his full attention.

“I freaking feel so damn inadequate around you, but I want you to know that I’m capable of stuff too! I always have to sit on the side and watch you go off to work with people like Kenshin, Aoshi and now even Cho! For shit sake… CHO!”

Emotions rage through Sano all at once, choking the words in his throat. Sano’s anger ignited for his failure to be more of a man, coupled with envy for the men who work at Saitou’s side. Sano words snagged at his throat, and caused him to feel as if he was close to exploding. Frustrated, tears began to well in his eyes, which was the LAST thing Sano wanted Saitou to see. First he failed at his earlier sexual performance, and now he was failing at being a man.

“NO DAMN IT!” Sano lost control and hit the floor with his fist. He quickly stood up, and then he rushed out the door into the storm outside.

“Ahou,” Saitou whispered below his breath. “Why does he choose all the wrong times to revert to being a child?”

Saitou reluctantly rose to his feet and walked to the door. The strong wind blew across the dojo dorm’s porch carrying with it streams of water that made its way past the threshold into Sano’s room.

“Damn it!” Saitou stepped out onto the porch and shut the door behind him to keep the weather from blowing into the room. Dressed in only his fundoshi the strength of the wind flung the raindrops against Saitou’s skin, strong enough to cause the propelling drops to sting.

A lightening clap aided Saitou to look around the clearing just ahead to see if Sano had gone in that direction. Another lightning strike and Saitou glanced to the side of him. Sano was nowhere in sight. Saitou stepped off the last step of the porch and ran out into the rain toward the main house, hoping that Sano’s appetite lured him to the kitchen. Instead, Sano’s figure caught Saitou’s eye near the dojo. Saitou changed his direction and headed that way.

Sano just stood there, in his fundoshi, soaked to the bone. He saw Saitou approaching him, but he didn't feel hiding his tears were necessary. The rain was pouring down gallons, and the wind increased by three times the strength since the storm began.

“Damn you Sanosuke!” Saitou snarled as he approached the distraught young man. He grabbed Sano by the shoulders and shook him sternly. “What the hell are you doing?” Saitou shouted above the roar of the storm.

“Saitou… I can’t do this anymore!”

“What are you talking about?”

“I can’t be someone I’m not!” Sano shouted to make he can be heard above the storm.

“Who is asking you to be someone else?”

The look on Sano’s face, the agony from his tormenting frustration of trying so hard to please the wolf… Saitou shook Sano harder this time. “Sanosuke! Get a hold of yourself! I’m not asking you, nor am I expecting you to be someone you are not!” Saitou shook Sano a third time. “What the hell brought this on?”

“I lost my erection earlier…” Sano mumbled.

“What?”

“I lost my god damn ERECTION!”

Sano’s words stunned Saitou causing him to drop his hands from Sano’s shoulders like limp dead fish. It took a moment for what Sano just said to sink in.

“What the HELL has that got to do with you and I standing out here in the middle of a typhoon like two ahou in a pod?”

“It fucken scared me! That had never happened to me before, EVER! It’s the only thing I seem to be able to give you and now I’m losing it! What the hell will I be good for?”

Saitou took a step toward the panicking ex-fighter for hire, cocked back his fist and then struck Sano across the jaw, sending him staggering a few steps back.

Sano shook his head and wiped the corner of his mouth with his bended wrist. Because of the downpour, Sano wasn't able to see the blood, but he could taste the metallic flavor in his mouth.

“What the hell?” Sano snarled and clenched his fists while staring outraged at Saitou.

“That’s for not thinking more highly about yourself, and also for thinking that I would pick less than the BEST to be my MATE!” Saitou’s patience had obviously worn thin and a hint of ‘over-the-line’ anger rung out in his tone of voice.

Sano just stood there—mouth agape, eyes wide, and the rain pouring down both men’s bodies. Saitou took a few steps closer to Sano and sharply pushed Sano’s shoulders back to throw him off balance. Sano staggered back again, not understanding what the wolf was up to.

“I’ve not deliberately forced you to take a submissive role in our relationship, but you’ve chosen that position for yourself.” Saitou pushed Sano harder, and again, Sano stumbled backward. “If you want to get over this, fight for it Sanosuke… Fight for the right to feel like a man!”

Saitou attempted to shove Sano again, but this time Sano caught Saitou’s wrists and squeezed them as hard as his fists are able to strangle the flesh in his grasp.

“Yes, Sanosuke, show me! I can feel the frustration in you, but what can an AHOU do? Hmmm?” Saitou mocked and let a hellish laugh out that was plainly heard above the storm with the timing being perfect a clap of lightening crackled above the two men standing in the midst of the raging storm.

Sano caught the glow in Saitou’s eyes as though the lightening lit it ablaze. It angered Sano to hear Saitou mock him that way, but the look in Saitou’s eyes burned through Sano like a red hot blade from the furnace cutting through a block of ice.

Saitou pressed his chest against Sano’s, “Show me! Saitou demanded once again. “Or are you not able to be a man?”

Sano glared at Saitou whose breath was felt against his cheek. “Fuck you!” Sano let go of the wolf’s wrists and took Saitou by the waist instead. “That is EXACTLY what I’m going to do to you right now!”

Saitou snickered, but then Sano’s mouth quickly found the nape of Saitou’s neck. Without hesitation, Sano bit down hard.

Saitou smiled, closed his eyes and pulled Sano close to his drenched body. His smile increased as he felt Sano’s erection against his own. The pain shot down the side of Saitou shoulder and wrapped itself around his testicles forcing a rush of blood to surge making him even harder than usual. Saitou groaned.

Another clap of lightening distracted the men long enough for Sano to break his bite-grip to look at Saitou still wearing the grin on his face. Sano nodded and looked over at the dojo. Saitou smirked, and the two walk toward the dojo’s porch, their erections out ahead of them in plain view under their soaking, now see through, wet fundoshi.

Before either men set foot on the first step of the dojo porch, Sano halted their progression by taking hold of Saitou’s wrist once again. The wolf, almost read his aroused partner’s mind turn toward Sano and stood there, anticipating Sano’s next move.

“This is where I want you Saitou Hajime… Up against the railing.”

Sano took Saitou’s fundoshi in is hand and tugged at the wet fabric until it fell from his mate’s hips to the flooded ground. There stood Saitou before Sano, totally naked from head to foot. The rain, still coming down heavily, caressed the wolf’s body the same way Sano wandered over the wolf’s form with his eyes.

“Damn, it’s like I’m seeing you for the first time!” Sano shouted with excitement forgetting all about earlier and his pressure to perform. All Sano had on his mind at that moment was his intense desire to ravish the tall tale man who stood before him. “You are so strong inside and out, Hajime-sama. It is no wonder you survived the wars, how could someone like you not?”

Sano moved in closer, eagerly reaching out to encase Saitou’s enlarged organ in his hand. Saitou closed his eyes and let the rain dance on his eyelids as he felt Sano’s fingers tighten around him. Along with being sensitive to the feeling of countless raindrops titillating almost every part of his exposed body, Saitou desired Sano to take him. It was not often when the wolf finds himself yearning to submit, but Saitou found himself playing the part, perhaps too well, for Sano’s sake.

“I want to…” Sano faltered in speech not able to find the words. He bordered between panic and frustration, knowing that he wanted Saitou to face the dojo’s railing, so to expose himself as an easy target for Sano. But the words! The right words escaped him.

“Shit…” Sano managed to mutter instead of what it was that he wants to say.

Saitou realized that Sano was in trouble and could backslide, ending up totally frustrated with himself again. Quickly Saitou shut his eyes tightly and moaned out loud pushing his hip forward thrusting himself into Sano’s hand.

“Sanosuke…” Saitou groaned louder this time in hopes that he would distract Sano and keep his mate from falling back to doubting himself. “You are making me feel so good. You surprise me each time we are together in this way.”

Sano, elated by what Saitou just said to him pressed his body against the wolf’s warmth. The stinging rain beat against the two forms in the midst of the storm and stimulated their skin to the touch. Every inch of them seem to escalate in waves of the sensations from the rain and wind, and from the beating of each other’s hearts against their chests.

“I’m going to take you Saitou,” Sano yelled above the storm. The sound of the tree limbs creaked as the wind forced them to bend. So too, Sano turn Saitou around and nudged him to bend over and lean against the dojo’s railing. and brace himself for what is to follow next.

This was beyond Sano’s wildest dreams, or expectations. To think that Saitou would actually allow this to happen in the middle of a raging storm, and then have Sano take the lead as well! Sano’s excitement mounted and there was no mistaking his erection for a full on, genuine arousal. The rain beating on his sensitive organ was making it seem so much more sensual than usual, for Sano had already climbed to a high level of passion, even before physical intercourse.

Saitou didn't mind Sano using him to spread his wings and become a full-fledged man-stud. As a matter of fact, Saitou felt somewhat of a mentor to Sano, and he was glad that he was able to oblige the young man and be one of Sano's life’s great stepping-stone.

Like a pro, Sano moved behind Saitou with ease. Being driven by lust helped the situation, but usually by now, Sano would be fumbling along, unsure of himself. Saitou was being sensitive and careful not to discourage the fledgling.

With both hands on the wolf’s hips, Sano leaned and folded himself onto the bent-over shape of Saitou’s back. He closed his eyes and rested his head against Saitou’s torso for a minute, while at the same time his right hand found its way up between Saitou’s legs.

By now the anticipation was getting to Saitou. Holding back impatient words, he moaned out loud, feeling at liberty to do so since no one could possible hear them out in the middle of that storm, hidden in the late evening darkness. Occasional claps of lightning captured surreal blue-lit still-shots of the two together in their ritualistic masculine copulation.

Sano, not forgetting to prepare Saitou, inserted one, and then two fingers into the wolf slow and easily delighting in Saitou's response of groans and the whisper of Sano’s name under his heavy breath. Sano discovered how sensual rainwater was as he lapped a puddle up off Saitou’s back, lovingly with his tongue.

Sano most definitely felt more at home submitting to Saitou rather than taking the lead, but this wasn't any less enjoyable to Sano as he took his stand behind Saitou for entry. He patted the wolf’s back, as a forewarning of what was to come next. Sano took a deep breath, positioned himself and leaned into Saitou.

The sensual impact of penetration, coupled with the tingling sensation of the wind-forced rain against Saitou’s body had the wolf taking his pleasure into own hands. He began to stroke himself as Sano thrust slowly, back and forth inside him. Nothing mattered at that point for the two, for they were both lost in a storm of their own. Stroke, for stroke and pleasure for pleasure, the two men are joined together, in exchanged roles, but it didn't seem to mater to either of them.

The sight below Sano was robbing him of breath. The most beautiful sight was now down in front of him in the form of Saitou Hajime, the perfect spirit-mate for Sanosuke Sagara. For that moment, the two were joined together in rapturous bliss of mutually giving, and receiving.

“This is too much!” Sano clenched his teeth and thrust into Saitou faster. “Saitou! Ahhh Saitou!” Sano’s pace quickened, his heart pounded against his chest as he felt as though Saitou engulfed his very soul. Sano’s call for Saitou was choked off at his throat, when his final thrust delivered him at the door of his climatic departure.

Saitou held steady and allowed Sano to complete his orgasm. He listened to every sound his mate issued forth due to the extreme bliss Saitou’s token had brought to him.

Out of breath, Sano withdrew from Saitou and flashed his trademark smile at the wolf that was now facing him with a smile returned.

“You didn’t cum?” Sano questioned Saitou not fully understanding Saitou’s reason for holding back. “Was I that bad?” Sano began to panic again thinking that he had disappointed Saitou by his struggled performance.

Saitou snatched Sano into his arms and pulled him as close to his body as possible. Saitou held the back of Sano’s head in his hand, lowered his lips against Sano’s ear and kissed it hotly.

“You did me good, Sanosuke. You did me very good…” Saitou inserted his tongue into Sano’s ear and gave him a good tongue bath. “You set me on fire and now I want to do you in the same way.”

Sano’s eyes perk open wide and an even wider smile shown from Sano’s mouth as he realized that his mate desired him and was still in need of Sano’s pleasures.

“The very same way?” Sano asked, in need of confirmation.

“Hmn, right here, right now…” Saitou turned Sano and placed his hand on Sano’s back to push him forward. “I enjoy you like this more than you know Sanosuke,” Saitou explained while getting Sano ready to receive him. It surprised Saitou to find that Sano became ready in such short time. “You’re very good like this… Sanooosuke…” Saitou found himself deep inside of his mate with no need for hesitation this time.

Sano loved the sensation of Saitou inside of him. When it came to making love with Saitou, Sano was sure now that he was more comfortable submitting to the wolf rather than being assertive. It all felt so natural that way, and Sano was most glad that Saitou held off and sought to find his climatic conclusion for himself this way.

Saitou growled as his whole body stiffened. It was his turn to choke off his utterance as he let himself pass the point of no return. Saitou pulled Sano’s hips against him and howled, as a wolf would do calling out to its mate. Sano joyfully leaned back against Saitou to receive it all.

Saitou bent at the waist, kissed Sano along his spine and slowly withdrew. Saitou pulled Sano back up into his arms once again, breathing heavily against his lover’s neck. “There just aren’t any words…”

“Yeah there is,” Sano injected.

“What would they be?”

Sano looked up at Saitou, and while enjoying the warmth of the wolf’s arms around him, he answered, “I love you.”

“Ahhh, I do agree with you. There are no other words, is there?”

Sano shook his head, “Not as powerful as those words.”

The two kissed deeply out in the storm permitting their mouths and embrace to express even more of what they were feeling that words couldn't possibly express.
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