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To Hold The Sun
A/N: Demon’s Sinner- lol There are 13 pages in this chapter. *giggles*
Ch.39 To Hold The Sun
Two years past with things slowly going back to normal. Matt would take hour long showers and Mello knew what he was doing. Things with them had become a little awkward with age but not in a way that changed their dynamics with one another. The blond would play with the other kids. He got taller, tanner, more muscle started to form, his voice dropped and girls were paying more attention to him.
Mello was a beautiful boy and he was developing into a beautiful teen. Everyone would take notice of him and everyone wanted his attention. only one person ever gained it and that was Matt.
Over the two years, Matt had developed as well. His voice had dropped and he had begun smoking to calm his nervous and anxiety, which made his voice deeper and more husky. He got more freckles and his frame had stretched out and he was more muscled instead of lanky and had gotten taller. He had been doing more major hacker jobs and had at least 76,000 pounds in his sock drawer. He had become more antisocial and more withdrawn, talking only to Mello and Hannah. The ring Mello had given him was on a chain around his neck that he wore everyday.
He opened his window and popped out the screen, climbing out and laying on the roof, lighting a cigarette and taking a drag.
Mello popped his head out and stared at him. "Those things are gonna kill you if the fall doesn't."
He smirked looking up at the stars. "Then I will die happy."
"You should come inside soon. It's almost time for room check."
"Fuck all kinds of duck." He grumbled as he put the cigarette out and placed it back in the box, climbing back into the window and popping the screen back in place. He put the pack into his nightstand drawer. Mello rolled his eyes at him and went to the door. "I'll be back in a bit. I want to go look at something in the library."
"What about room checks?" He asked raising an eyebrow, staring at the blonde.
"I'll be back before."
"Okay. Just be careful." He said going over and lying down on his bed.
"If I'm not back in time cover for me." He ducked out of the room and ran down the hall.
He nodded and logged into the forum.
mariomatt: hey guys, whats up?
Beloved_twilight: Not much. Just finishing up this race.
Mariomatt: have you head from LC? he hasnt been on in a great while.
Bubbles: No I haven't heard from him in a week.
Beloved_twilight: I think he's still taking care of his brother.
mariomatt: i feel so bad for him... i cant imagine what he is going through
Bubbles: I know. I don't know what I would do if my baby brother got sick
Beloved_twilight: I hope everything is ok...
mariomatt: me too..
LCSQUARE has logged in
mariomatt: LC!
Bubbles: Hey baby
Beloved_twilight: LC! We've been worried.
LCSQUARE: my brother just passed away
Bubbles, twilight i need you help on frying a couple of laptops and also a plane ticket to NYC. I'll wire you the money....
mariomatt: LC! IM SOO SORRY!! *HUGGLES*
Bubbles: LC... Are you sure about this?
Beloved_twilight: I'm sorry...
LCSQUARE: yeah i have all the files on my laptop. i just want you to fry it so no one can get to anything.
Bubbles: We'll do what we can.
Beloved_twilight: Go to the airport. What name do you want the ticket under?
LCSQUARE: I have everything packed I just need these laptops taken care of right now. my brother was a hacker, its got some serious shit on it.
Make it under Linux Townsend.
Bubbles: You want to get caught in a fire? Do as your told.
Beloved_twilight: Virus wipe?
Bubbles: Virus wipe.
We'll fry the thing beyond repair.
LCSQUARE: thank you so much. i'll contact you as soon as i get to NYC.
Bubbles: Be safe baby
Beloved_twilight: I'll link Bubbles in
LCSQUARE: you two are my saviors.
matt-fish, dont worry about me sweety. im fine. *kisses*
mariomatt: *kisses* be safe and tell the big apple hey and to treat you nicely
LCSQUARE: XD I will.
LCSQUARE has logged off.
mariomatt: *sobs* poor guy...
Bubbles: He's got a plan... I hope...
Beloved_twilight: We can only help when we can.
mariomatt: i do too...i worry about him too much...
There was a pm to Bubbles and Twilight sending them the IP addresses of the laptop to be destroyed.
It was an hour later before Mello came back into the room. He looked at Matt before going to grab some clothing for bed. Matt stretched out and yawned. "Roger came by, told him you were in the shower." He said as he logged out and put his laptop up.
"Thanks. Sorry I was late." He pulled his shirt off and stretched a bit.
Matt pointedly looked away and grabbed his cigarettes and went over to the window, popping the screen out again. "Its okay."
He pulled on his black sweats and then walked to the window. He just leaned out and watched him. Matt sat down and leaned down and lit the half smoke cigarette from earlier and took a long drag, blowing out smoke slowly. "So what was so important in the library?"
"Huh? Oh, just some research for a paper."
"It could have waited. You work too hard." He said as he took another drag.
"Yeah I get that a lot." he smirked at him.
"It worries me." He stated looking at the blonde.
Mello just shrugged and looked up at the stars. He brushed his hand through his hair and the bracelet Matt had given him two years ago.
"Why don’t you come and join me. It’s nice out tonight." He said with a warm smile, lying down on the roof. The blond climbed out onto the roof and sat beside him. "You know that stuff makes you stink right?"
"Another plus, it will keep people away from me. Perfect." He said with a chuckle, his voice deep and husky.
"Stupid." He leaned back and tapped Matt's foot with his own.
"How is that stupid?" He asked around his cancer stick, smirking. He grabbed the blonde around the waist and pulled him down to his chest, holding him tightly.
He giggled and pushed at him. "Stop it I'm gonna fall."
"I would never let you fall. I got a firm hold." He said smirking, as he blew out smoke away from Mello. He pushed a bit more laughing. "Come on Matt we should get inside."
"Why? The stars are beautiful tonight." He said looking down at the blonde.
"Because it's cold and I'm shirtless."
Without letting go of Mello he shrugged out of his hoodie and wrapped it around the blonde's shoulders. "There." He smiled and took another drag, blowing smoke away from him as he settled back down.
"Matt come on let's go inside."
"Why?" he asked again. "Just let me finish this cigarette."
"Hurry up. I'm cold." He pouted at him moving blond hair out of his eyes.
"I gave you my hoodie." He took another drag on the cigarette, he was almost done.
"Yeah the covers my front. It's still cold at night stupid."
"Okay, okay." he said as he took another long drag and stubbed it out and flicked it off the roof blowing out smoke. He helped Mello up holding him around the waist as he guided him back to the window.
Mello climbed in first and turned to help Matt in. As he turned to help him the two boys came very close. They were only an inch apart and Mello's breath caught in his throat.
Matt swallowed hard. "Mello?" He whispered breathing as he let out a breath, staring at the blonde through his goggles. He shook his head and pulled away. "Hurry up."
Matt stood there for a moment and sighed as he turned around and popped the screen back and shut the window. Mello climbed into bed and looked at him from under his blankets. Matt trudged over to his bed and lay down, pulling his goggles off rubbing his face.
In the morning Mello ran to get to breakfast before Matt. He laughed as he turned to stick his tongue out at the redhead. "Come on Matty!"
Matt got up and ran after the blonde. "HEY GET THAT SEXY BLONDE ASS BACK HERE!" He yelled trying to catch up to Mello.
He laughed more and turned slamming into someone. He yelped and fell face first into someone's chest. "Ouch..."
The person fell backwards onto their ass. "Ow." He said as the blonde fell on top of him. L looked at the person, his eyes widening. "Mello?" He asked shocked.
He looked up at him with wide blue eyes. "Oh my god! L I'm so sorry!"
"It’s okay." He said with a chuckle. "Have I really been in my room that long, that I haven’t seen how much you've grown?" He said with a warm smile.
Matt rounded the corner and stopped short at the sight.
He slowly got off of him and stood smiling a bit. "Not that much... I mean I've just gotten a little taller."
"You become more handsome." He said with a grin as he stood up and dusted himself off.
He blushed and looked away. His eyes landed on Matt and he smiled. "Well I have to get going... I mean me and Matty have to get to breakfast or we could be late for class."
"Okay. Would you like to have Lunch with me?" He asked watching the blonde with wide eyes.
"Umm I don't know. I'll see if I have time." He motioned for Matt to follow and he calmly walked past him.
L eyebrows knit together as he watched the blonde and the redhead walk off. 'If he had time?' He thought sourly. The younger boy took Matt's hand and pulled him away smiling like the sun. Matt smiled and squeezed the blonde's hand tightly as he followed him. As soon as they got to the kitchen Mello found Hannah and grinned at her. "Good morning!"
"Sunshine! Honey Bun! Good Morning." She said as she pecked them both on the head and served them their breakfast.
"How long till classes start?"
"Oh, you have time. About 30 mins. Eat." She told them.
He smiled and started to eat his eggs. "That's good."
Matt ate his breakfast, smiling. "So what do you want to do later?" He asked Mello.
"Depends on how much work we get."
"I could always help you." He offered, looking at the blonde as he ate.
"Matt I keep telling you I don't want help on my homework."
"Sorry. I was just offering. You work yourself to death, you need a break." He said with a frown shrugging.
"Yeah yeah yeah whatever. I'll rest when I'm L."
"No. You won’t. You won’t have time." He said as he looked down at his plate and started to play with the remains of his food.
"L chooses the cases he does. If I didn't want to do it then I won't. No one tells him what to do."
"Yeah." He said disheartening. He didnt want to talk about L. He hated L.
Mello finished his food and hopped from his seat. "Alright time for class!"
Matt smiled and got up, having only eaten half his breakfast. He followed the blonde out.
The day passed same as always with Mello working his ass off in class and then ending with him walking off to go study in the library instead of going to lunch. Matt sighed and grabbed some food from Hannah and took it to him. He opened the door to the study room and placed the plate of grilled sandwiches in front of him. "Here. Eat." He said as he closed the door and sat down next to the blonde.
"In a second. Let me finish this chapter."
Matt sighed and leaned his chair back against the wall watching the blonde. "How much do you have to go?"
"A few more pages..."
Matt nodded and placed his boot against the desk, pushing the chair back and worth on it’s hind legs. The blond looked over at him from over his book. "Go play video games or something I'm busy..."
Matt dropped his foot, placing the chair back down. "I’m not leaving till you eat." He stated his voice husky from his last smoke. He rolled his eyes and took the sandwich biting it. "Happy?" the blond snapped swallowing. "Now will you let me work?"
Matt stared at him for a moment before getting up and walking over to him. "Don’t work too hard." He kissed him on the cheek and walked out of the study room with a sigh, softly shutting the door behind him. Mello stayed there for a few more hours.
Matt was in his room, on the forum.
mariomatt: hey guys any word from LC?
Beloved_twilight: not yet
Bubbles: I hope he's okay
mariomatt: me too.
linuxsquare has logged in.
Bubbles: ?
Beloved_twilight: ummm hello?
linuxsquare: HOLLA BITCHES IM BACK THE BIG APPLE IS AMAZING!!!
Bubbles: LC?
Beloved_twilight: bloody hell!
linuxsquare: yeah what gives?
i needed a change... the name was annoying me... among other things..
mariomatt: LC!!!
IM SO GLAD YOUR OKAY!!
IVE BEEN SO WORRIED!!!
Bubbles: Oh baby are you okay?
You've been gone so long!
linuxsquare: just two days.. the flight was hell and i had to find an apartment... and food and get everything set up... and furniture which i still need since the only thing i have is a futon and a tv, and my system....
Beloved_twilight: I can let a couple jobs float your way
linuxsquare: awesome.... i think i have enough money for a few months... so that would help...
mariomatt: oh im so glad your safe!! *kisses*
linuxsquare: my sweet matt-fish i missed you so much! *kisses* im not that far away now.... XD
Bubbles: You two never change. But how are you? Is everything alright?
mariomatt: *blush* what?
linuxsquare: yeah, what?
im as good as i can be given the situation... its strange, living by yourself after having someone always around...
Bubbles: At first but you'll get use to it.
linuxsquare: i hope so... i could always kidnap matty....
mariomatt: *flails and blushes*
Beloved_twilight: lol
Bubbles: back to old times.
linuxsquare: whatcha talking about sexy mama?
mariomatt:....
Bubbles: you two should just sleep together and get it over with
mariomatt: WHAT?!
linuxsquare: kinda too far away..
Bubbles: lol
mariomatt: seriously stop laughing and rewind, WHAT?!
Bubbles: with all your flirting you two might as well
linuxsquare: the mama has a point... XD
mariomatt: *blushes*
Beloved_twilight: But what about Mario's room mate? I thought he loved him?
Bubbles: Oh Twilight you are a romantic. People don't have to love each other to have sex
mariomatt: yeah thats going nowhere real fast... permanently stuck in the friends zone..
linuxsquare: aww your so adorkable twilight...
Mello walked into the room. He looked over at him and smiled. "So I was thinking about our spring break."
Matt looked up. "What were you thinking about?" He asked as he stared at the blonde, taking in his every movement. "Before that, did you eat?"
"Yes mother I ate." He rolled his eyes before sitting on Matt's bed. "How about we sneak out after bed check."
Matt sighed. "And where would we go?"
"Out into town. There is going to be fireworks and I want to see them."
"Okay." He said with a soft smile. "Fireworks it is." He smiled and looked back at his laptop.
He moved over and looked over Matt's shoulder. "What are you doing?"
"Oh nothing." He said scrolling down to cover up the last of the conversation so that he could only see what Linux said bout bubbles having a point and no farther.
He looked at the computer and leaned his head on Matt's shoulder. "Hey Matty?"
"What?" He asked distractedly.
He was silent a moment but shook his head. "Never mind..." He closed his eyes slowly. As he laid there with his head against Matt's shoulder the other would be able to tell he had a fever.
Matt pushed the laptop away and yanked his goggles up. "Mells? Are you okay?" He asked as he felt the blonde's forehead. It was burning up, he had a fever. Shit!
"I'm fine... I'm just tired..."
He wrapped the throw around him and picked him up bridal style. "Mells, you’re sick. You have a fever." He said as he rushed from the room to go to the infirmary.
He pushed at his chest and shoulders. "I can walk stupid."
"No you’re not walking!" He said sternly as he went down the stairs hurriedly.
"It's a fever. I'm not dying."
"Yeah, but your sick." He said looking at the blonde his green eyes full of worry and concern.
"I can walk there myself."
"No!" He said again as they reached the ground floor and he rushed down the hall to the infirmary.
"Matt put me the fuck down!" He began squirming around and trying to get free.
He reached the infirmary and placed the blonde on the bed, wrapping the throw around him. He then told the nurse what was wrong.
The nurse nodded and gave the blond a once over. "It's just a small fever. Nothing to worry about." He gave Mello some Tylenol and then sent him to his room to rest. Matt hovered as they walked back to the room.
"Told you it was nothing." He walked back to the room laid down in the bed. "Happy?"
The nurse informed L about Mello's condition.
Matt sat down on the bed next to him, running a hand through the blonde's hair. "I was just worried." He said quietly.
L walked up to Mello's room to check on him.
The older boy batted his hand away sticking out his tongue. "I'm fine."
"Fine." He grumbled and got up.
Mello smiled at him as he sat up in bed. "Guess you get to kick my butt at video games now."
Matt turned around to say something but the door opened and L walked in. "Mello? Are you okay? The nurse told me you were sick."
He looked over at L and smiled. "No I just have a small fever."
L walked over and placed his hand on his forehead checking his temperature. "Get some rest. No studying. I get Hannah to bring you some soup and juice up." He said as he looked the blonde over. "Now lay down." He said placing a kiss to his forehead.
He turned away from the kiss and looked at Matt. "I'm okay really. I don't need to stop."
"Yes, you do." L said turning his head back to look at him. "You’re going to make yourself even more ill. Rest." He said soothingly with a worried smile.
Mello just gave him a warm smile. "I'll be fine L. Nurse Matt is here to take care of me."
L's smile faltered a bit. "I'll have that juice and soup brought here in a bit." He sighed. "I'll be back in a bit." He placed another kiss on his cheek and walked out. silently fuming.
"So about those games Matt," he said smiling.
Matt smiled and patted his bed before getting up and turning on his TV and game console. Mello went over and sat beside him to play.
He came back and climbed behind him and leaned back against the head board pulling the blonde against his chest, wrapping his arms around him as he handed him the controller.
He took the controller and they started a game. "Hey did L seem mad to you?"
"A bit.... Why?" He asked as he set up the game.
"I really hope I haven't upset him... What if he's mad because I might fall behind?"
Matt brushed some hair away from the blonde's ear. "He's probably worried about you working yourself to death like I am." He whispered into Mello's ear, his voice a bit husky and his breath blowing on the blonde's ear with every word.
Mello blushed a dark red and he stopped breathing. He tried really hard to keep himself from being this close to the other. His mind would shut down and his body would react in ways that he didn't like.
Matt moved his mouth away from the blonde's ear as the game started. His heart racing in his chest. It was so hard trying to keep his distance, when all he wanted was to be close to the blonde. His arms wrapped around the blonde possessively as he started to play the first level.
They played the game for a while and Mello would move with his character as he played. It wasn’t long before Hannah entered and placed a tray of hot broth and juice on the end of Matt's bed. "This should make you feel better in no time Sunshine." She said with a warm smile as she turned to leave.
"Thanks Hannah," he said as he took the tray and ate his food. He eventually just sat and watched Matt play his Mario game.
Matt played the game but wasn’t really paying attention to it, more watching the blonde in his lap, his arms still tightly wrapped around him possessively, his head perched on the blonde's shoulder. "Did the food help?" He asked into the blonde's ear.
He gulped and nodded. "Yeah... I feel much better."
Matt smiled. "That’s good." He whispered, as he got to a boss battle and epically pwned it.
He smiled and just watched him play. "I'm going to be right back. I want to get something to eat from Hannah."
He paused the game. "I'll go get it. You should rest." He said getting up off the bed.
"I can do it. Play I'll be right back."
"Okay, but if your not back by at least 30 mins I’m coming to look for you." He said as he watched the blonde.
"Yeah yeah, I'll be back." He walked out and once the door shut he turned and headed to the music room. He couldn't stop thinking about how close Matt had been, how warm he was, the scent of his clothing clung to Mello's body as he ran. His whole body felt like it was on fire and it tingled all over. He opened the door and stepped in closing it behind him. He had come in here every night with thoughts of Matt... "Matt," he whispered as he leaned back against the far wall. He slid his hand down his chest to his jeans and slowly began undoing the front. His hand slipped in and under his underwear to grasp himself.
Matt sighed and started to play his game half heartedly frowning.
L came back looking for Mello after a bit and Matt told him to check the kitchen. L nodded as he left and Matt shot him a bird to his back.
L made his way the kitchen.
Mello was panting and biting his lip to keep as silent as possible as his hand moved over his half hard erection. He gasped and let his head tilt back in pleasure.
L got to the kitchen and he talked to Hannah, who said she hadn’t seen him. He sighed and went back to talk to Matt again.
He couldn't help the loud moan that left his throat as he brushed his thumb over the tip of his penis. "AHHH! OH GOD!"
L stopped in his tracks in front of the music room door. He turned and quietly cracked it, peeking in. His eyes went wide as he saw the blonde pleasuring himself.
His hips moved with his hand trying to get more friction as he moaned and panted. His blond hair was hanging in his face as sweat pricked his skin. His body was burning up with the need to be touched. L watched him, his eyes wide and following the blonde's every move. He was beautiful and he felt himself get hard at the image before him. Mello moaned one final time his free hand going up to muffle his scream as he came. L inwardly groaned as he pulled the door silently too and ran back to his room to deal with his need.
The blond lay there panting and trying to regain his breath. When he felt his legs able to carry him, he slowly stood and made his way back to his bedroom.
Matt was sitting on his bed playing his game, but then paused it and checked the clock. It was past 30 minutes. Mello walked in and smiled at him. "Sorry Hannah wouldn't let me leave till I ate everything."
Matt smiled at him. "It’s alright." He said patting where Mello had been sitting. "Come, rest."
He shook his head. "I'm gonna take a hot shower. It should help make me feel better."
He got up and walked over and hugged him. "I’m really glad your feeling better." He said with a warm smile. Matt's nose then wrinkled up. "What's that smell?" He asked looking around.
He pushed him back and walked into the bathroom shutting it. He peeled his clothing off and turned on the hot water. Matt looked around. He knew he hadn’t left any clothing with cum on them lying around. So where was that smell coming from? He started to pick through the dirty clothes on the floor.
Mello washed himself scrubbing every bit of skin before getting out and grabbing his cloths. He took his perfume bottle and placed a few drops on the cloth before walking out. He raised a brow at Matt. "What are you doing?"
"I think I need to do laundry something smells in here." He said with a chuckle.
"I keep telling you to not leave stuff around." He lay on the bed after putting his clothing in the hamper.
"Yeah I know." He said as he picked up the whole pile and dumped them in the hamper. He turned back and climbed on his bed and leaned against the headboard. "Come over here."
"I guess I could." The blond got up and walked over to him and sat beside him. "So what game are you going to play now?"
"Go pick one out." He said smiling at the blonde.
"Too tired."
Matt turned the console off and place the controller on the floor. "Then let’s go to sleep." He said kicking off his combats.
"If I sleep in your bed you could get sick stupid."
"I don’t care." He said as he took his hoodie off and throw in on the floor.
He lay on the bed and smiled at him.
Matt got up and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them off, giving the blonde a nice view of his Mario boxer clad ass. He then walked over to his dresser and pulled out some pj pants and slipped them on.
"Thanks for helping me..."
"With what?" He asked confused as he walked back to bed and pulled back the covers, tucking the blonde under them.
"Taking me to the nurse and just taking care of me." He watched Matt with a smile. "You're a good friend Matty."
Matt nodded. "Yeah." He said as he got into the bed and pulled the covers up, laying on his side, with his back to Mello. Mello pressed himself against the redhead's back and nuzzled his neck. "Thanks Matty..."
Matt almost purred out loud. "No sweat." He said his voice deep with lust. He smiled and closed his eyes. The blond drifted off to sleep, his arms moved around to hold the redhead close. His breath ghosted over the back of his neck.
Matt smiled drifting off as well his arms over the blonde's smiling widely in his sleep. During the night they moved and Matt ended up sleeping on Mello's chest, his arms around him possessively.
Mello slept through the whole night just holding him. He kept dreaming about Matt and him, sitting together and kissing each other.
Matt slept hard, dreaming of the blonde. Kissing him, whispering sweet nothings in his ear, touching him....
When it was time to get up Mello just rolled over; snuggling closer to the warm body beside him. It was Saturday so they didn't have class. Matt wrapped his arms around him, his head on Mello's chest, still dead asleep.
Blue eyes fluttered open and looked down at the redhead. "Matt..." He saw the ring that he had given to him years ago. He lifted it from his chest just holding it. Matt snuggled closer to him in his sleep his eyelids fluttering with dreams.
He fiddled with the ring a bit more. Matt didn't wear it anymore on his finger ever since L had said something about it. Matt's nose scrunched in his sleep and he nuzzled he blonde's chest getting closer then stilling. He dropped the ring and slowly pushed Matt away. He got up and dressed before leaving. He ran to L's room and knocked on the door. "L?"
L opened the door, rubbing sleep from his tired eyes. "Mello. Come in. Are you feeling better?" He asked moving so the blonde could walk in.
"Yes thank you. Umm I was wondering... Are you mad at me?"
L shut the door and turned to Mello. "No. Why would I be?" He asked confused.
"I don't know you just seemed angry with me yesterday... When I told you I had to go and then when I told you I would be okay.... You just got this look in your eyes like I did something wrong."
"Oh no, I've just been a bit stressed and I was worried about you." He said with a smile. "Would you like to have breakfast with me?" He asked he walked back to his bed and climbed up, sitting in front of three food trays piled with food.
"I should head back before Matt wakes up."
"Why?" L asked looking up at him with wide curious eyes.
"I'm still sick. He'd throw a fit if I wasn't back." The blond laughed and scratched the back of his head. "Thank you for putting us together. Without him I would have self destructed."
"Of course." He muttered as he took a sip of his tea.
Matt woke but didn’t open his eyes. The bed was cold. He ran his hand over it and opened his eyes, sitting up. "Great. Scared him off." He muttered to himself as he grabbed his laptop and login into the forum.
mariomatt: dont you wish that you could just woke to someone holding you? or is that just me?
"Are you mad?" Mello asked L.
L raised an eyebrow. "Why would I be mad, sunshine?" He asked confused.
"I can see it in your eyes..." He moved closer to L. Mello leaned in close and blinked at him. "You don't like Matt do you."
"I don’t. I'm not going to lie." He said locking eyes with the blonde.
"Why? You use to push us together constantly."
"Because truthfully, I didn’t know if I would come back from LA. I wanted to know you had someone to take care of you."
"So why don't you like him now?"
"Because I’m back and your pushing me away."
"I'm not trying to. I've been working hard."
"I know you have. I've seen all your test results, and your doing a fantastic job." He said with a smile. "I just miss my sunshine." He smiled warmly never dropping the blonde's gaze.
"Well I'm here now."
He leaned over and kissed him gently on the lips.
The blond pulled away and stared at him. "What are you doing?"
L looked shocked. "I was kissing you. Like I use to all the time."
"But you said not to do that...." He looked away and touched his lips. "You said boys shouldn't do that at my age."
"Yes when you were ten. You are almost a teenager, now." He said with a smile as he reached out and caressed his cheek with his thumb.
"L... What do you want from me?"
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"I'm 12 not stupid. What do you want from me."
"Your affection." He said with a smile.
"What kind of Affection..."
"Any kind of affection. I've been smitten by you since the first day I met you." He said with a chuckle, still caressing his cheek.
"Really? But you kept pushing me away. You did everything to push me away and now you want me." His head tilted and his eyes lit up like fire. He moved closer placing a hand on L's shoulder and moving himself as close as possible.
L smirked. "I told you, you were too young." He said as he walked the blonde's every move.
"Am I too young now?"
"No." He said biting his lip and shaking his head.
"So now you'd touch me? Hold me close in your arms? Nip my neck and mark my body?"
"Only if you want me to." He said simply.
He shook his head and stepped back away from him. "I need to think..."
He nodded. "Okay." He got up and placed a kiss on his forehead. He then went back to his bed and started to eat his breakfast.
"I'm sorry L... I can't replace B..." He turned and ran from the room.
L dropped his tea cup and it shattered on the floor. Replace B? but he wanted Mihael, the beautiful blonde.
Ch.39 To Hold The Sun
Two years past with things slowly going back to normal. Matt would take hour long showers and Mello knew what he was doing. Things with them had become a little awkward with age but not in a way that changed their dynamics with one another. The blond would play with the other kids. He got taller, tanner, more muscle started to form, his voice dropped and girls were paying more attention to him.
Mello was a beautiful boy and he was developing into a beautiful teen. Everyone would take notice of him and everyone wanted his attention. only one person ever gained it and that was Matt.
Over the two years, Matt had developed as well. His voice had dropped and he had begun smoking to calm his nervous and anxiety, which made his voice deeper and more husky. He got more freckles and his frame had stretched out and he was more muscled instead of lanky and had gotten taller. He had been doing more major hacker jobs and had at least 76,000 pounds in his sock drawer. He had become more antisocial and more withdrawn, talking only to Mello and Hannah. The ring Mello had given him was on a chain around his neck that he wore everyday.
He opened his window and popped out the screen, climbing out and laying on the roof, lighting a cigarette and taking a drag.
Mello popped his head out and stared at him. "Those things are gonna kill you if the fall doesn't."
He smirked looking up at the stars. "Then I will die happy."
"You should come inside soon. It's almost time for room check."
"Fuck all kinds of duck." He grumbled as he put the cigarette out and placed it back in the box, climbing back into the window and popping the screen back in place. He put the pack into his nightstand drawer. Mello rolled his eyes at him and went to the door. "I'll be back in a bit. I want to go look at something in the library."
"What about room checks?" He asked raising an eyebrow, staring at the blonde.
"I'll be back before."
"Okay. Just be careful." He said going over and lying down on his bed.
"If I'm not back in time cover for me." He ducked out of the room and ran down the hall.
He nodded and logged into the forum.
mariomatt: hey guys, whats up?
Beloved_twilight: Not much. Just finishing up this race.
Mariomatt: have you head from LC? he hasnt been on in a great while.
Bubbles: No I haven't heard from him in a week.
Beloved_twilight: I think he's still taking care of his brother.
mariomatt: i feel so bad for him... i cant imagine what he is going through
Bubbles: I know. I don't know what I would do if my baby brother got sick
Beloved_twilight: I hope everything is ok...
mariomatt: me too..
LCSQUARE has logged in
mariomatt: LC!
Bubbles: Hey baby
Beloved_twilight: LC! We've been worried.
LCSQUARE: my brother just passed away
Bubbles, twilight i need you help on frying a couple of laptops and also a plane ticket to NYC. I'll wire you the money....
mariomatt: LC! IM SOO SORRY!! *HUGGLES*
Bubbles: LC... Are you sure about this?
Beloved_twilight: I'm sorry...
LCSQUARE: yeah i have all the files on my laptop. i just want you to fry it so no one can get to anything.
Bubbles: We'll do what we can.
Beloved_twilight: Go to the airport. What name do you want the ticket under?
LCSQUARE: I have everything packed I just need these laptops taken care of right now. my brother was a hacker, its got some serious shit on it.
Make it under Linux Townsend.
Bubbles: You want to get caught in a fire? Do as your told.
Beloved_twilight: Virus wipe?
Bubbles: Virus wipe.
We'll fry the thing beyond repair.
LCSQUARE: thank you so much. i'll contact you as soon as i get to NYC.
Bubbles: Be safe baby
Beloved_twilight: I'll link Bubbles in
LCSQUARE: you two are my saviors.
matt-fish, dont worry about me sweety. im fine. *kisses*
mariomatt: *kisses* be safe and tell the big apple hey and to treat you nicely
LCSQUARE: XD I will.
LCSQUARE has logged off.
mariomatt: *sobs* poor guy...
Bubbles: He's got a plan... I hope...
Beloved_twilight: We can only help when we can.
mariomatt: i do too...i worry about him too much...
There was a pm to Bubbles and Twilight sending them the IP addresses of the laptop to be destroyed.
It was an hour later before Mello came back into the room. He looked at Matt before going to grab some clothing for bed. Matt stretched out and yawned. "Roger came by, told him you were in the shower." He said as he logged out and put his laptop up.
"Thanks. Sorry I was late." He pulled his shirt off and stretched a bit.
Matt pointedly looked away and grabbed his cigarettes and went over to the window, popping the screen out again. "Its okay."
He pulled on his black sweats and then walked to the window. He just leaned out and watched him. Matt sat down and leaned down and lit the half smoke cigarette from earlier and took a long drag, blowing out smoke slowly. "So what was so important in the library?"
"Huh? Oh, just some research for a paper."
"It could have waited. You work too hard." He said as he took another drag.
"Yeah I get that a lot." he smirked at him.
"It worries me." He stated looking at the blonde.
Mello just shrugged and looked up at the stars. He brushed his hand through his hair and the bracelet Matt had given him two years ago.
"Why don’t you come and join me. It’s nice out tonight." He said with a warm smile, lying down on the roof. The blond climbed out onto the roof and sat beside him. "You know that stuff makes you stink right?"
"Another plus, it will keep people away from me. Perfect." He said with a chuckle, his voice deep and husky.
"Stupid." He leaned back and tapped Matt's foot with his own.
"How is that stupid?" He asked around his cancer stick, smirking. He grabbed the blonde around the waist and pulled him down to his chest, holding him tightly.
He giggled and pushed at him. "Stop it I'm gonna fall."
"I would never let you fall. I got a firm hold." He said smirking, as he blew out smoke away from Mello. He pushed a bit more laughing. "Come on Matt we should get inside."
"Why? The stars are beautiful tonight." He said looking down at the blonde.
"Because it's cold and I'm shirtless."
Without letting go of Mello he shrugged out of his hoodie and wrapped it around the blonde's shoulders. "There." He smiled and took another drag, blowing smoke away from him as he settled back down.
"Matt come on let's go inside."
"Why?" he asked again. "Just let me finish this cigarette."
"Hurry up. I'm cold." He pouted at him moving blond hair out of his eyes.
"I gave you my hoodie." He took another drag on the cigarette, he was almost done.
"Yeah the covers my front. It's still cold at night stupid."
"Okay, okay." he said as he took another long drag and stubbed it out and flicked it off the roof blowing out smoke. He helped Mello up holding him around the waist as he guided him back to the window.
Mello climbed in first and turned to help Matt in. As he turned to help him the two boys came very close. They were only an inch apart and Mello's breath caught in his throat.
Matt swallowed hard. "Mello?" He whispered breathing as he let out a breath, staring at the blonde through his goggles. He shook his head and pulled away. "Hurry up."
Matt stood there for a moment and sighed as he turned around and popped the screen back and shut the window. Mello climbed into bed and looked at him from under his blankets. Matt trudged over to his bed and lay down, pulling his goggles off rubbing his face.
In the morning Mello ran to get to breakfast before Matt. He laughed as he turned to stick his tongue out at the redhead. "Come on Matty!"
Matt got up and ran after the blonde. "HEY GET THAT SEXY BLONDE ASS BACK HERE!" He yelled trying to catch up to Mello.
He laughed more and turned slamming into someone. He yelped and fell face first into someone's chest. "Ouch..."
The person fell backwards onto their ass. "Ow." He said as the blonde fell on top of him. L looked at the person, his eyes widening. "Mello?" He asked shocked.
He looked up at him with wide blue eyes. "Oh my god! L I'm so sorry!"
"It’s okay." He said with a chuckle. "Have I really been in my room that long, that I haven’t seen how much you've grown?" He said with a warm smile.
Matt rounded the corner and stopped short at the sight.
He slowly got off of him and stood smiling a bit. "Not that much... I mean I've just gotten a little taller."
"You become more handsome." He said with a grin as he stood up and dusted himself off.
He blushed and looked away. His eyes landed on Matt and he smiled. "Well I have to get going... I mean me and Matty have to get to breakfast or we could be late for class."
"Okay. Would you like to have Lunch with me?" He asked watching the blonde with wide eyes.
"Umm I don't know. I'll see if I have time." He motioned for Matt to follow and he calmly walked past him.
L eyebrows knit together as he watched the blonde and the redhead walk off. 'If he had time?' He thought sourly. The younger boy took Matt's hand and pulled him away smiling like the sun. Matt smiled and squeezed the blonde's hand tightly as he followed him. As soon as they got to the kitchen Mello found Hannah and grinned at her. "Good morning!"
"Sunshine! Honey Bun! Good Morning." She said as she pecked them both on the head and served them their breakfast.
"How long till classes start?"
"Oh, you have time. About 30 mins. Eat." She told them.
He smiled and started to eat his eggs. "That's good."
Matt ate his breakfast, smiling. "So what do you want to do later?" He asked Mello.
"Depends on how much work we get."
"I could always help you." He offered, looking at the blonde as he ate.
"Matt I keep telling you I don't want help on my homework."
"Sorry. I was just offering. You work yourself to death, you need a break." He said with a frown shrugging.
"Yeah yeah yeah whatever. I'll rest when I'm L."
"No. You won’t. You won’t have time." He said as he looked down at his plate and started to play with the remains of his food.
"L chooses the cases he does. If I didn't want to do it then I won't. No one tells him what to do."
"Yeah." He said disheartening. He didnt want to talk about L. He hated L.
Mello finished his food and hopped from his seat. "Alright time for class!"
Matt smiled and got up, having only eaten half his breakfast. He followed the blonde out.
The day passed same as always with Mello working his ass off in class and then ending with him walking off to go study in the library instead of going to lunch. Matt sighed and grabbed some food from Hannah and took it to him. He opened the door to the study room and placed the plate of grilled sandwiches in front of him. "Here. Eat." He said as he closed the door and sat down next to the blonde.
"In a second. Let me finish this chapter."
Matt sighed and leaned his chair back against the wall watching the blonde. "How much do you have to go?"
"A few more pages..."
Matt nodded and placed his boot against the desk, pushing the chair back and worth on it’s hind legs. The blond looked over at him from over his book. "Go play video games or something I'm busy..."
Matt dropped his foot, placing the chair back down. "I’m not leaving till you eat." He stated his voice husky from his last smoke. He rolled his eyes and took the sandwich biting it. "Happy?" the blond snapped swallowing. "Now will you let me work?"
Matt stared at him for a moment before getting up and walking over to him. "Don’t work too hard." He kissed him on the cheek and walked out of the study room with a sigh, softly shutting the door behind him. Mello stayed there for a few more hours.
Matt was in his room, on the forum.
mariomatt: hey guys any word from LC?
Beloved_twilight: not yet
Bubbles: I hope he's okay
mariomatt: me too.
linuxsquare has logged in.
Bubbles: ?
Beloved_twilight: ummm hello?
linuxsquare: HOLLA BITCHES IM BACK THE BIG APPLE IS AMAZING!!!
Bubbles: LC?
Beloved_twilight: bloody hell!
linuxsquare: yeah what gives?
i needed a change... the name was annoying me... among other things..
mariomatt: LC!!!
IM SO GLAD YOUR OKAY!!
IVE BEEN SO WORRIED!!!
Bubbles: Oh baby are you okay?
You've been gone so long!
linuxsquare: just two days.. the flight was hell and i had to find an apartment... and food and get everything set up... and furniture which i still need since the only thing i have is a futon and a tv, and my system....
Beloved_twilight: I can let a couple jobs float your way
linuxsquare: awesome.... i think i have enough money for a few months... so that would help...
mariomatt: oh im so glad your safe!! *kisses*
linuxsquare: my sweet matt-fish i missed you so much! *kisses* im not that far away now.... XD
Bubbles: You two never change. But how are you? Is everything alright?
mariomatt: *blush* what?
linuxsquare: yeah, what?
im as good as i can be given the situation... its strange, living by yourself after having someone always around...
Bubbles: At first but you'll get use to it.
linuxsquare: i hope so... i could always kidnap matty....
mariomatt: *flails and blushes*
Beloved_twilight: lol
Bubbles: back to old times.
linuxsquare: whatcha talking about sexy mama?
mariomatt:....
Bubbles: you two should just sleep together and get it over with
mariomatt: WHAT?!
linuxsquare: kinda too far away..
Bubbles: lol
mariomatt: seriously stop laughing and rewind, WHAT?!
Bubbles: with all your flirting you two might as well
linuxsquare: the mama has a point... XD
mariomatt: *blushes*
Beloved_twilight: But what about Mario's room mate? I thought he loved him?
Bubbles: Oh Twilight you are a romantic. People don't have to love each other to have sex
mariomatt: yeah thats going nowhere real fast... permanently stuck in the friends zone..
linuxsquare: aww your so adorkable twilight...
Mello walked into the room. He looked over at him and smiled. "So I was thinking about our spring break."
Matt looked up. "What were you thinking about?" He asked as he stared at the blonde, taking in his every movement. "Before that, did you eat?"
"Yes mother I ate." He rolled his eyes before sitting on Matt's bed. "How about we sneak out after bed check."
Matt sighed. "And where would we go?"
"Out into town. There is going to be fireworks and I want to see them."
"Okay." He said with a soft smile. "Fireworks it is." He smiled and looked back at his laptop.
He moved over and looked over Matt's shoulder. "What are you doing?"
"Oh nothing." He said scrolling down to cover up the last of the conversation so that he could only see what Linux said bout bubbles having a point and no farther.
He looked at the computer and leaned his head on Matt's shoulder. "Hey Matty?"
"What?" He asked distractedly.
He was silent a moment but shook his head. "Never mind..." He closed his eyes slowly. As he laid there with his head against Matt's shoulder the other would be able to tell he had a fever.
Matt pushed the laptop away and yanked his goggles up. "Mells? Are you okay?" He asked as he felt the blonde's forehead. It was burning up, he had a fever. Shit!
"I'm fine... I'm just tired..."
He wrapped the throw around him and picked him up bridal style. "Mells, you’re sick. You have a fever." He said as he rushed from the room to go to the infirmary.
He pushed at his chest and shoulders. "I can walk stupid."
"No you’re not walking!" He said sternly as he went down the stairs hurriedly.
"It's a fever. I'm not dying."
"Yeah, but your sick." He said looking at the blonde his green eyes full of worry and concern.
"I can walk there myself."
"No!" He said again as they reached the ground floor and he rushed down the hall to the infirmary.
"Matt put me the fuck down!" He began squirming around and trying to get free.
He reached the infirmary and placed the blonde on the bed, wrapping the throw around him. He then told the nurse what was wrong.
The nurse nodded and gave the blond a once over. "It's just a small fever. Nothing to worry about." He gave Mello some Tylenol and then sent him to his room to rest. Matt hovered as they walked back to the room.
"Told you it was nothing." He walked back to the room laid down in the bed. "Happy?"
The nurse informed L about Mello's condition.
Matt sat down on the bed next to him, running a hand through the blonde's hair. "I was just worried." He said quietly.
L walked up to Mello's room to check on him.
The older boy batted his hand away sticking out his tongue. "I'm fine."
"Fine." He grumbled and got up.
Mello smiled at him as he sat up in bed. "Guess you get to kick my butt at video games now."
Matt turned around to say something but the door opened and L walked in. "Mello? Are you okay? The nurse told me you were sick."
He looked over at L and smiled. "No I just have a small fever."
L walked over and placed his hand on his forehead checking his temperature. "Get some rest. No studying. I get Hannah to bring you some soup and juice up." He said as he looked the blonde over. "Now lay down." He said placing a kiss to his forehead.
He turned away from the kiss and looked at Matt. "I'm okay really. I don't need to stop."
"Yes, you do." L said turning his head back to look at him. "You’re going to make yourself even more ill. Rest." He said soothingly with a worried smile.
Mello just gave him a warm smile. "I'll be fine L. Nurse Matt is here to take care of me."
L's smile faltered a bit. "I'll have that juice and soup brought here in a bit." He sighed. "I'll be back in a bit." He placed another kiss on his cheek and walked out. silently fuming.
"So about those games Matt," he said smiling.
Matt smiled and patted his bed before getting up and turning on his TV and game console. Mello went over and sat beside him to play.
He came back and climbed behind him and leaned back against the head board pulling the blonde against his chest, wrapping his arms around him as he handed him the controller.
He took the controller and they started a game. "Hey did L seem mad to you?"
"A bit.... Why?" He asked as he set up the game.
"I really hope I haven't upset him... What if he's mad because I might fall behind?"
Matt brushed some hair away from the blonde's ear. "He's probably worried about you working yourself to death like I am." He whispered into Mello's ear, his voice a bit husky and his breath blowing on the blonde's ear with every word.
Mello blushed a dark red and he stopped breathing. He tried really hard to keep himself from being this close to the other. His mind would shut down and his body would react in ways that he didn't like.
Matt moved his mouth away from the blonde's ear as the game started. His heart racing in his chest. It was so hard trying to keep his distance, when all he wanted was to be close to the blonde. His arms wrapped around the blonde possessively as he started to play the first level.
They played the game for a while and Mello would move with his character as he played. It wasn’t long before Hannah entered and placed a tray of hot broth and juice on the end of Matt's bed. "This should make you feel better in no time Sunshine." She said with a warm smile as she turned to leave.
"Thanks Hannah," he said as he took the tray and ate his food. He eventually just sat and watched Matt play his Mario game.
Matt played the game but wasn’t really paying attention to it, more watching the blonde in his lap, his arms still tightly wrapped around him possessively, his head perched on the blonde's shoulder. "Did the food help?" He asked into the blonde's ear.
He gulped and nodded. "Yeah... I feel much better."
Matt smiled. "That’s good." He whispered, as he got to a boss battle and epically pwned it.
He smiled and just watched him play. "I'm going to be right back. I want to get something to eat from Hannah."
He paused the game. "I'll go get it. You should rest." He said getting up off the bed.
"I can do it. Play I'll be right back."
"Okay, but if your not back by at least 30 mins I’m coming to look for you." He said as he watched the blonde.
"Yeah yeah, I'll be back." He walked out and once the door shut he turned and headed to the music room. He couldn't stop thinking about how close Matt had been, how warm he was, the scent of his clothing clung to Mello's body as he ran. His whole body felt like it was on fire and it tingled all over. He opened the door and stepped in closing it behind him. He had come in here every night with thoughts of Matt... "Matt," he whispered as he leaned back against the far wall. He slid his hand down his chest to his jeans and slowly began undoing the front. His hand slipped in and under his underwear to grasp himself.
Matt sighed and started to play his game half heartedly frowning.
L came back looking for Mello after a bit and Matt told him to check the kitchen. L nodded as he left and Matt shot him a bird to his back.
L made his way the kitchen.
Mello was panting and biting his lip to keep as silent as possible as his hand moved over his half hard erection. He gasped and let his head tilt back in pleasure.
L got to the kitchen and he talked to Hannah, who said she hadn’t seen him. He sighed and went back to talk to Matt again.
He couldn't help the loud moan that left his throat as he brushed his thumb over the tip of his penis. "AHHH! OH GOD!"
L stopped in his tracks in front of the music room door. He turned and quietly cracked it, peeking in. His eyes went wide as he saw the blonde pleasuring himself.
His hips moved with his hand trying to get more friction as he moaned and panted. His blond hair was hanging in his face as sweat pricked his skin. His body was burning up with the need to be touched. L watched him, his eyes wide and following the blonde's every move. He was beautiful and he felt himself get hard at the image before him. Mello moaned one final time his free hand going up to muffle his scream as he came. L inwardly groaned as he pulled the door silently too and ran back to his room to deal with his need.
The blond lay there panting and trying to regain his breath. When he felt his legs able to carry him, he slowly stood and made his way back to his bedroom.
Matt was sitting on his bed playing his game, but then paused it and checked the clock. It was past 30 minutes. Mello walked in and smiled at him. "Sorry Hannah wouldn't let me leave till I ate everything."
Matt smiled at him. "It’s alright." He said patting where Mello had been sitting. "Come, rest."
He shook his head. "I'm gonna take a hot shower. It should help make me feel better."
He got up and walked over and hugged him. "I’m really glad your feeling better." He said with a warm smile. Matt's nose then wrinkled up. "What's that smell?" He asked looking around.
He pushed him back and walked into the bathroom shutting it. He peeled his clothing off and turned on the hot water. Matt looked around. He knew he hadn’t left any clothing with cum on them lying around. So where was that smell coming from? He started to pick through the dirty clothes on the floor.
Mello washed himself scrubbing every bit of skin before getting out and grabbing his cloths. He took his perfume bottle and placed a few drops on the cloth before walking out. He raised a brow at Matt. "What are you doing?"
"I think I need to do laundry something smells in here." He said with a chuckle.
"I keep telling you to not leave stuff around." He lay on the bed after putting his clothing in the hamper.
"Yeah I know." He said as he picked up the whole pile and dumped them in the hamper. He turned back and climbed on his bed and leaned against the headboard. "Come over here."
"I guess I could." The blond got up and walked over to him and sat beside him. "So what game are you going to play now?"
"Go pick one out." He said smiling at the blonde.
"Too tired."
Matt turned the console off and place the controller on the floor. "Then let’s go to sleep." He said kicking off his combats.
"If I sleep in your bed you could get sick stupid."
"I don’t care." He said as he took his hoodie off and throw in on the floor.
He lay on the bed and smiled at him.
Matt got up and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them off, giving the blonde a nice view of his Mario boxer clad ass. He then walked over to his dresser and pulled out some pj pants and slipped them on.
"Thanks for helping me..."
"With what?" He asked confused as he walked back to bed and pulled back the covers, tucking the blonde under them.
"Taking me to the nurse and just taking care of me." He watched Matt with a smile. "You're a good friend Matty."
Matt nodded. "Yeah." He said as he got into the bed and pulled the covers up, laying on his side, with his back to Mello. Mello pressed himself against the redhead's back and nuzzled his neck. "Thanks Matty..."
Matt almost purred out loud. "No sweat." He said his voice deep with lust. He smiled and closed his eyes. The blond drifted off to sleep, his arms moved around to hold the redhead close. His breath ghosted over the back of his neck.
Matt smiled drifting off as well his arms over the blonde's smiling widely in his sleep. During the night they moved and Matt ended up sleeping on Mello's chest, his arms around him possessively.
Mello slept through the whole night just holding him. He kept dreaming about Matt and him, sitting together and kissing each other.
Matt slept hard, dreaming of the blonde. Kissing him, whispering sweet nothings in his ear, touching him....
When it was time to get up Mello just rolled over; snuggling closer to the warm body beside him. It was Saturday so they didn't have class. Matt wrapped his arms around him, his head on Mello's chest, still dead asleep.
Blue eyes fluttered open and looked down at the redhead. "Matt..." He saw the ring that he had given to him years ago. He lifted it from his chest just holding it. Matt snuggled closer to him in his sleep his eyelids fluttering with dreams.
He fiddled with the ring a bit more. Matt didn't wear it anymore on his finger ever since L had said something about it. Matt's nose scrunched in his sleep and he nuzzled he blonde's chest getting closer then stilling. He dropped the ring and slowly pushed Matt away. He got up and dressed before leaving. He ran to L's room and knocked on the door. "L?"
L opened the door, rubbing sleep from his tired eyes. "Mello. Come in. Are you feeling better?" He asked moving so the blonde could walk in.
"Yes thank you. Umm I was wondering... Are you mad at me?"
L shut the door and turned to Mello. "No. Why would I be?" He asked confused.
"I don't know you just seemed angry with me yesterday... When I told you I had to go and then when I told you I would be okay.... You just got this look in your eyes like I did something wrong."
"Oh no, I've just been a bit stressed and I was worried about you." He said with a smile. "Would you like to have breakfast with me?" He asked he walked back to his bed and climbed up, sitting in front of three food trays piled with food.
"I should head back before Matt wakes up."
"Why?" L asked looking up at him with wide curious eyes.
"I'm still sick. He'd throw a fit if I wasn't back." The blond laughed and scratched the back of his head. "Thank you for putting us together. Without him I would have self destructed."
"Of course." He muttered as he took a sip of his tea.
Matt woke but didn’t open his eyes. The bed was cold. He ran his hand over it and opened his eyes, sitting up. "Great. Scared him off." He muttered to himself as he grabbed his laptop and login into the forum.
mariomatt: dont you wish that you could just woke to someone holding you? or is that just me?
"Are you mad?" Mello asked L.
L raised an eyebrow. "Why would I be mad, sunshine?" He asked confused.
"I can see it in your eyes..." He moved closer to L. Mello leaned in close and blinked at him. "You don't like Matt do you."
"I don’t. I'm not going to lie." He said locking eyes with the blonde.
"Why? You use to push us together constantly."
"Because truthfully, I didn’t know if I would come back from LA. I wanted to know you had someone to take care of you."
"So why don't you like him now?"
"Because I’m back and your pushing me away."
"I'm not trying to. I've been working hard."
"I know you have. I've seen all your test results, and your doing a fantastic job." He said with a smile. "I just miss my sunshine." He smiled warmly never dropping the blonde's gaze.
"Well I'm here now."
He leaned over and kissed him gently on the lips.
The blond pulled away and stared at him. "What are you doing?"
L looked shocked. "I was kissing you. Like I use to all the time."
"But you said not to do that...." He looked away and touched his lips. "You said boys shouldn't do that at my age."
"Yes when you were ten. You are almost a teenager, now." He said with a smile as he reached out and caressed his cheek with his thumb.
"L... What do you want from me?"
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"I'm 12 not stupid. What do you want from me."
"Your affection." He said with a smile.
"What kind of Affection..."
"Any kind of affection. I've been smitten by you since the first day I met you." He said with a chuckle, still caressing his cheek.
"Really? But you kept pushing me away. You did everything to push me away and now you want me." His head tilted and his eyes lit up like fire. He moved closer placing a hand on L's shoulder and moving himself as close as possible.
L smirked. "I told you, you were too young." He said as he walked the blonde's every move.
"Am I too young now?"
"No." He said biting his lip and shaking his head.
"So now you'd touch me? Hold me close in your arms? Nip my neck and mark my body?"
"Only if you want me to." He said simply.
He shook his head and stepped back away from him. "I need to think..."
He nodded. "Okay." He got up and placed a kiss on his forehead. He then went back to his bed and started to eat his breakfast.
"I'm sorry L... I can't replace B..." He turned and ran from the room.
L dropped his tea cup and it shattered on the floor. Replace B? but he wanted Mihael, the beautiful blonde.