Shattered Mirror

Hi!!! Hello dear readers. Well first of all this is one more ter ter of my fic and I hope you all like it.

I told you at first that is was going to be a violent fic and I think I do it in that form, But as you read it became more violent and maybe words became a little harsh too. But here is the warn part, you´ll see that this fic is "R" fic and it is not for only violence. This chapter contains "rape" and maybe I have descript it more than I spect so if you don't want to be scare it is better that you do not read it. The rape part is in Kouji´s side of story (S.O.S) so be careful there please I´m warning you.

Well as you know now this you should beging with the story. And as I told you up there S.O.S means "side of story".


Now let´s begin the show, and be careful down there!!!

Shattered Mirror

Chapter 4: In the market we meet and in the ice we separate…

Kouichi´s S.O. S


Why does he has to waste his time in that girl, if he doesn´t maybe he could be now hugging his brother for first time in his live. By now Kouichi was walking toward his home, he feel he was very close this time, it has flip it out of his hands. The day was getting colder, but it doesn´t matter he was very warm with his clothes. He was almost home by now and all his desilussion has to go, he doesn´t want his mother knows about it. He go upstairs toward apartment number 502, he open the door very slowly, he was getting in when suddenly his mother jump toward him, her eyes show sadness like if she was crying before he gets in, their eyes conected, he didn´t know why but his mother hug him like she hadn´t hug him before.


- "Mom…. What happen? Is something wro - H - He doesn´t know what had happen here, Why was his mother was crying?


- "Oh Kouichi it is just … I feel like something wrong was happening to you, I didn´t know where did you go and… everything could had happen to you, I got worry… Tell me what I´m going to do with out you, you are my only son now." - obviously it had been that, he had to figure it out earlier.


- "Mom you don't have to worry, look at me, I´m big now. I know how to protect myself. An you you see me I´m ok. Anything has happen to me. See." - Obviously he tells that to his mother just for not worry her but there was a strange feeling that it would be better if he hasn´t say that. Like if someone was trying to contradict him, he feels like someone hates him, like he was not doing the right, like a punish for just being he. When he notice the hate, that hurts in all his body he was gasping in the floor. It hurts so much, The strange thing was that every moment that pass the pain was beeing harder to support.


- "Kouichi, Kouichi what happen with you?? What do you feel? Oh my god!" - all her worries had come true. This was terrible. Why does this had happen to her and his only son. His only son was her reason for living, he was the one that made her days past in happines and sorrow at the same time. She had lost his twin years ago cause his houseband had taken him, she can´t take care about Kouji anymore… She was lost in her thoughts and she doesn´t realized that her son was ok now. He was standing up trying to recover himself. When she notice him again she hug him like she hadn´t seen him for a long time ago. - "Kouichi what was that? Are you sick and didn´t tell me? Let me see". - She put her hand in his forehead, she was right, he was burning up by now. - "You have fever, come on you have to go to your bed and stay there. I´m going in a minute, do you want te or hot chocolate?"


- " Mom don't worry. I´m ok, I just feel a little dizzy that´s all". - that was the true, he felt a little dizzy but he doesn´t know why? His mother lok at him a bit confuse and constern. He decide that by now it was better do what his mother have ask him earlier. - "Maybe hot chocolate, I like it more than te. But I´m ok right now". - He walk toward his room feeling sicker than before. Maybe he was realy sick, but how. He was fine a few moments ago and then suddenly he feel ill.


He laying on his bed when his mother enter to his room bringing with her his hot chocolate, medicines and a bunch of covers. All this attention make him feel sick, he knows his mother love him a lot cause he had been her only son for all this years, but he also knows all this was overproteccion cause she already had lost her other son, his twin brother, Kouji. For her this was a way to show all the love and care she had in her heart for her twin sonsand coul not show it to the both of them. He was happy for all his mother have give him but he was sad cause he knows that his brother didn´t have it.


His brother…. Where could he be now? It was obvious for what Takuya had told him that he was not passing it as well as he. Their father was not a good man for what he knows too. He hate him and for what he had to find his brother. He had to take him out of his hell live and send that man to jail for all the abuses he had commited on his brother. He knows, no, he feels that he was living in this part of the world, he feels him very close to him, and thinking it twice, he could feel him very hard the moment he felt sick. Does it mean that maybe he was in pain? It have to be that, then why could he explain that he suddenly feel ok whan he was suffering rolling all over the floor in the living room. He had to talk with Takuya. They were so close now to find his brother…. After all this pain had a good side.

Next day he was feeling like nothing had happen, her mother was very surprised with that but she refuse to let Kouichi go to school at least for that day. He couldn´t persuadate her so he have to stay. He had the impression that Takuya was coming to his home to visit him and he was right. In the afternoon they were chating about what had happern in school and all the homework teachers had left them. Looking they work her mother decide to left them alone and went outside to buy something to feed them, children need to be healty to be good at school. She could not stop thinking in his other son. Maybe he is starving, or sick, or in danger….


- "So what do you want to told me?" - Takuya couldn´t resist anymore, he had to know what had happen yesterday night so important that Kouichi could not go school today. In a hurry Kouichi explain everything what had happen, what he feels and what he supposes. Takuya could not belive it. - "All this what you are saying to me was incredible, I just think that all that link between twins was crap. Now what are we gonna do? Wait tu tou to have a strange feeling again and then follow it?"


- "Well I was thinking something like that to but… I don't know. Well you see, if we do that we have to wait for any sing, and what do we do in the mean time what? Everything could happen to him while we are waiting for a sing. It is not fair I know but we have to do something like continue looking for him for example. Maybe tomorrow we could go to that market that I told you and and wait for him to walk around there".- yes that´s it, it was the only thing they could do. He was right everything could happen to his brother by now, he could feel it.


- "I think it is ok for me, but you don't know if your mother is gonna let you go out tomorrow."


- "She is gonna let me out cause by now I´m fine, you´ll see" - I hope she let me out cause if not I don't now what are we gonna do then.

The day past as normal as always and the next day his mother let him go to school. He was so anxious that he could not concentrate himself in class. The teachers call his attention several times. After the school Takuya and Kouichi ran toward the market and sit in one box that was there. They were wasting time cause they couldn´t see Kouji. A bunch of people enter and exit of that place. They enter with empty bags and exit with full bags, a lot of boxes, sometimes one box in front of other box, sometimes with a tower of them, but no sing of Kouji. Something must be wrong with him, maybe he is sick too. Suddenly Takuya´s elbow hit him.


- "Look over ther there Kouichi! It is your father and he is carrying some kind of pack…. No correction it is your brother!! I could recognice him even in hell"


- "Where, where? I couldn´t see him!!! Where????" - Of course he couldn´t se them. A bunch of people were passing infront of his eyes, with towers os boxs and bags. - "where? Where is my brother?"


- "There! They are getting into that white car!!" - He could see them now but it was to late. What he could only see of his brother was a bunch of hair that was trying to be seen across the window of the car and a very thin arm that was trying to get out of the car, it was a bruised arm. By now he was running toward that car, but the car began to move, and when he was there the car was a block away. He continue running but he could not follow him anymore. Takuya was grabbing his arm, he was saying something to him but he didn´t understand what. He feel that he didn´t had anymore force, he was fading.


- "No Kouichi don't do this to me. We are wasting time here let´s go and find a taxi" but he didn´t have response. He was talking now to an unconsious boy - "why do I have to be friend with this twin brothers? Kouichi please wake up!!!! What I´m going to say to your mother????"


Kouji´s S.O.S


When he woke up he doesn´t remember what he ws doing there. After a minute he remember what had happen yesterday when he saw he was laying in a poll of dried blood. He could continue tasting blood in his mouth, he hate that taste, he feels the need to vomit but he couldn´t. He crawl like a baby, he pass across the living, his father was there, continue sleeping in the couch, he continue crawling until he arrive to his room. He stay there for a moment, he feel a bit dizzy, he put his hand in his forehead. He was burning up. He stand up and look at a little mirror he had. His eyes were dull, his cheeks were in a soft pink, the bruises continue in their normal purple and black color. His hands were cold but all his head burn up. He has to do something to heal himself. But why does he had to heal himself? By now he realized that he didn´t want to live anymore. But live for what? He doesn't have anyone to take care about him. His mother doesn´t care about him too, obviously she prefers the bear boy. His head was aching. So he decide to heal himself not he wants to continue living, he just doesn´t want to continue living in pain.


He was going to the bathroom to wash his face when he heard his father was calling him. He knows he had to go but he also knows that it was nothing good to him. He have to go now or it would be worse. He before he enters to the living take a look, but he was not there. Where could he be at? He doesn´t have to wait anymore to know that. A hand began to strangle his neck and the other one was trying to brake all his bones. He knows perfectly well how does it feel to be a pounching bag. The problem was that he will not tell anyone how does it feel cause he can´t breath. He try to get of that mad hands but they were so powerful. Suddenly he let him go, maybe cause he had a purple face, he always do that when he turns purple. Kouji would be grateful with his father if he have kill him in that moment cause minutes later things got worse.


Kouji doesn´t know why his father hate him so much but what he knows is that he loves to make him suffer maybe in a retribution way. The man pull Kouji by the hair dragging him, making him crash with tables, chairs, couchs, doors anything it was on the way to the kitchen. He carry him and put his body on the table. He was drunken he could smell it he hate that smell, it reminds him all his miserable and un- happy chilhood. His hand was around his neck again and was trying to smash his head against the table. as bas beggining to feel nothing. Was he going to die now? He was smiling to that oportunity since he was younger like about … 6 years ago.


- "Stop laughing you idiot! What it is so funny?" - smiling? Was he smiling? How could he do that? In that house it was forbbiben to laugh and smile, it is forbibben to be happy.


Now he had to pay the price to laugh. He was waiting waiting for the punishment when for the first time in his live he feels a hand that instead of kick his soul out of him it make him feel like the boy he was. He was begining to like this suddenly show of love when he remember that this things, specialy in his father are not right, and he was right with that. The hand was fondleing (¿?) first the back of his head and was going down… He knows this was bad, even more than in other oportunities he try to stop this abuse hitting the jaw os the drunken man but he failed in two things: one the direction and the other one the force. His father was more powerful than him. He was obviously to hot up to let that simple hit stop his needs. He with one hand and incredible force grab his sons both hands meanwhile his mouth was trying to no let hireamream and breath, and his love hand was exploring some of the private parts of his son. But was he his son? By now he didn´t remember. For he now Kouji was his daugther, a hot lady that needs to be instructed in life. Kouji in the mean time was struggleing without luck. He was trying to stay calm but it was impossible, a tear slid down his cheek.


- "Is my little girl crying? But how if I hadn´t do anything to hard on her?" - Kouji took this chance to hit his nipples with his knee, jump of the table and began to run toward the principal . `D. `Damm` was the only thing he could said the door was close. Maybe he could runaway across the bathroom window. He begans to run when a chair hits his back. - "Trying to scape my little one? Tut Tut bad bad girl. You shouldn´t do that. Now you have win a little… no not a little I mean BIG punishment. I´m not goig to lie you it would hurt you but you know it is for your own good… and my pleasure…"


- "Let me go! Gerrof ¡ gerrof!" - it was to late by now the man was carrying him like a man carry his wife, the kid was struggeling but without luck again. The man in a way to silence smassmash the boy agaist the frame of the door and enter to his room, the man´s room….


He lay the boy in the bed and began to undress him first his jacket, then his t-shirt, he continues with his pants and finaly his boxers. He tied the boy in a hurry with things that he found in his way. He use the boy´s socks, a tie of him, and a sheed of his own bed. This was his fantasy he always wants to rape his daugther, this was his chance, his oportunity. When he finish he uss hss himself and sat in the top of his daghters limp body. He was ready to began to punish her little daughter. He slap her face twice, her cheeks were now in a rose tone and one or lir lips were bleeding. He came closer to her and kiss her like he was his lover and meanwhile his tonge was trying to open the acces to her mouth across her teeth.


Kouji was waking up trying to forget what has happen to him in the kitchen. When he open his eyes he saw a face so close to him, he was going to scream when a mouth close his and a tonge was forcing him to open his mouth. He couldn´t resist anymore time with his mouth closed he had to breath. He open the mouth and the tonge enter. Even now he couldn´t breath. He had to do something so he try to push of the man and his mouth but his arms could not move. He was tied. He had no choice now, he knows very well that he was gonna suffer the consecuences later but he had to do it, and he did. He bite him.

The man yell. Kouji have now the chance to look the problem he was in, and he prefer not to watch time later. Both his father and him were naked and his father was in the top. He was going to die this time. The man began hitting him in all his body. He kick him until he was sure kouji could not move anymore. Here was when the man began to get fun with him.


First of all he go away and came back with something that Kouji didn´t see. The man untie Kouji and pull him at the edge of the bed. He grab both legs lifting and separating them too. - "Well you could not say I didn´t warn you. I told you many years ago that you have to be a good girl. It seems that you didn´t listen to me. Now you have to afront the BIG consecuenses!" - Saying this he enter him with full force and stay in that position keeping there the presion of his body. Kouji that by the time was almost uncounsious began to scream, this was realy painful he thought. He plead his father to stop with this but the man didn´t listen to him.


The man was in pleasure that produce to hear her little daughter screaming in pleasure of course, this was something that always excite him. He knows that she like all of this things that´s the reason for him to do it and that was the reason that he enter in her so many times. He knows that what give her more pleasure was full force enters, so when he enter he moves trying to explore her inside with his member. But after a while that he give pleasure to her and to he recive her moans he had to stop. He then look at his child that was exhausted like him, she looks like an angel he thought. He was standing up when he realized blood on his bed sheets. "Oh my God! She was virgin!" - He was very happy of that, that means that she didn´t have any sex with other man, and he was the one. She stay virgin just to give her purity to him, his father. He was hot again and jump on her and like a way of repayment he began to give her again as much pleasure as he can.

The next morning everything hurts to Kouji. It was not the simple fact that he was rape by his own father, no, he was now laying in his father´s bed with him, his father in the top of him. He needs to go away, he wants to vomit everything he had inside and it doesn´t matter if he vomits his stomach. He try to slip of the bed without waking his father up but it was as imposible as just to try to stand up. His legs didn´t want to support his height and after a trembling he ends on the floor. He try try again but this time he could feel something wet in his legs as he could feel pain growing more intense in his bottom of them. He try to see what had his father done to he yesterday but it seems that the wound was inside him, it hurts too much and the bleeding was becoming more intense. At the time he could stand up by his own his father was behind him.


His father was watching at himhe could feel it. Kouji began to shake as he came closer to him. He put a hand in Kouji´s shoulder as trying him to relax. - "Yesterday I was so drunken that I think you was your mother. You look just like her with that long black hair, your eyes are as blue as her…. by now I just don't care you are my little slut right now. So my little bitch began to jump on my bed as you did yesterday. I know you like it, that´s why you are bleeding now." - Kouji feels so dirty with all the things his father was telling him, he wants to cry, he wants to die.


He knows he couldn´t resist him every try was just a simple hope to try to be free. His father push him into the bed. Kouji was sit at the edge and his father was standing up in front of him. - "I´m going to tell you what are you going to do. First of all you have to suck it. Slowly and softly, trying to taste it, and when you feel something on your mouth eat it. And repeat it all until I tell you to stop. Do you understand?". - He couldn´t talk, he didn´t want to do that, it was disgusting. - "This is the part when you bitch have to say: Yes my lord. I´ll do everything you say.Now say it!"

- "Yes my lord. I´ll do everything you say".


- "Thats it. Now begin with your work". - it was worse of what he have expect it. He began to suck his erection as he was told. He didn´t like the taste and of course he didn´t like the taste of the seeds that spread all over hjs mouth when his father reach his climax. Now his father was so horny that he couldn´t stop. He had to continue sucking him until his own father stop him. His father was now turn on and push him in the bed, now he was laying there. He began to bite Kouji in his neck as one of his fingers enter on him, he began to scream in a mixture of pain and pleasure. His moaning were exciting more his father that was begging to put more finger in his bottom. Now all the fingers seems that were trying to find something in him. A time later all the fingers where out of him and Kouji starts thinking that it was over, but it was a mistake. Now what was inside him was a tongue that was licking all his fluids, groin and his erection. He feels pleasure on that, but he feels that it was bad and he was a dirty person. He was relaxing when the same pain that he feels last night stroke him again.


- "Stop it! Please! Please stop doing that! It hurts!" - He could not resist it anymore, it hurts like hell. He could sense that everything was blurring up. If he was going to die then God realy exist. Then he blank out.


The man was entering into him again and again, he loves whaen his daughter plead. The last time he push as harder as he can and then he feel like he had broke something in her. He take his member out and saw what he did. The boy "his daughter" was bleeding like crazy. Definitly this was bad. He had to do something, if she die then he will not have his toy. In a hurry he dress up and dress her with her clothes of last night. He grab a cover and wrap her with it. He carry her and began to walk, he had to find a taxi. But where is he going to take her? It has to be a place that not ask him a lot of things, it have to be a safe place for him and then he got it. He had a friend that was a doctor and he was going to understand him, thats why they were friends. But he will ask him to pay him and he don't have a lot of money. Maybe they could arrenge something with his beautiful daughter.


He continue walking until he gets in the market. Out side the market was a white taxi. He continue walking toward it and ask the driver for the direction. It seems the man knows where it was his friends home and offer her a good price. He accepted and get in with her daughter in his arms. But as he gets in he could hear a voice, a boy voice. Maybe that boy is interest in know my daughter, now she wont know that boy, never. She was in love with him, his father, and he was in love of her daughter, by now they were a couple. She last night had given him his virginity, they were bond now and no one is going to separate them….


TBC…




Author Notes:

Now to the ones who could read "all" the chapter … what do you think? Probably you are thinking that I´m a sick person that needs a psicologist right now! But what do you think?? I want answers and I need them now. You maybe are asking why? Well it is because I have an idea of my next fic and I have a lot of ideas for the next chapter but this ideas are yaoi ideas that are more brutal and crazy than this, but I want to know if you want them. If you don't them I have to write them lighter for you and all my crazy and lemon yaoi stuff is going to be post in some other page that loves this kind of things… I´m thinking in adult-fanfiction.org or maybe other page. But I warn you if you decide the lighter chapter you´ll have to wait a little more than a week cause by now I have began to write chapter number 5 and I´m doing it very yaoi.

And just for make clear all the things that maybe are a little dizzy. Kouji´s father is an alcoholic person and when you are drunk you could think your dog is a lion and your son is your daughter like in this case. But there are persone that continue beliving his own lies the next day like in this case too. And as you have notice too the man has lost his marbels, that and the fact that he didn´t see it in a long time ago if you know what I mean.


Ohhh… yes I was forgetting something more. The last paragraph of this chapter was write by my big brother, he says he knows this things, I don{t know where did he but that is what he said. For me sounds dirty and aggg!! But for the content I think it was ok.


Well I think that´s all I have to say to you.

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