Demons | By : Macx Category: Descendents of Darkness/Yami No Matsuei > General Views: 1854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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It was just too bad that something interrupted and all his good intentions
were blown to bits. A small crisis that turned into a full-blown problem.
It was late when he returned home, cursing Enma, Konoe and whoever
else was handy for the workload, but all his curses were swallowed when
he saw the sleeping form in his bed, blond hair loosely braided, pale face
smoothed out, completely naked. The Shadow Master looked at the man he
loved, feeling those emotions again, overwhelming him like nothing else
ever had.
Took us years to get to this point, he thought. Years of being colleagues,
friends and partners.
After nearly a week, Watari had found his way into his home again.
He wanted to touch his lover, hold him close, kiss his lips, run his hands
over the smooth, warm skin, but he stopped himself.
Tatsumi prepared for bed as silently as possible, then slipped under
the covers. Watari was sleeping on, exhausted as it seemed, and the Shadow
Master smiled tenderly. He lay down, eyes on his lover, and finally dozed
off.
* * *
He had spent the last days looking for a formula to repel demons, to
fight them on a chemical basis, not just with magic, but whatever he had
tried, it hadn’t worked. Frustrated, sometimes close to tears, Watari had
finally buried his project and dejectedly resigned himself to the fact
that he was neither a researcher nor a scientist.
Failure.
The fact that three days of research couldn’t miraculously produce
a solution didn’t cross his confused mind. He only heard the mocking voice,
taunting him. He didn’t recall the fact that it took time and patience
to find something so complex. He wanted a success. He needed to prove to
himself that he was not worthless.
~But you are, little shinigami~ the voice snickered.
So he had crawled back to Tatsumi, into the empty apartment, into the
cold bed, waiting. He had dropped off into sleep and not felt his lover
snuggle in with him, close to him.
What am I for you? Watari thought as he looked at the sleeping
man. Golden eyes rested on the naked shinigami, smiling faintly as he let
his gaze linger on the muscular form. The blankets pooled enticingly around
Tatsumi’s hips, revealing a hint of buttock, and he itched to lay down
next to his lover again, touch him, hold him, feel the reassurance of their
bodies together.
~They keep you as entertainment. Just like he does. ~
The demon’s words kept echoing in his mind and he bit down on his despair.
For a week now it was haunting him throughout his waking hours and in his
sleep. It taunted him with its knowledge, how it read his emns, ns, how
it knew. The voice never stopped, only faded, but the cold remained.
Had he really defeated that thing? Or had Tatsumi lied for his sake?
Had he destroyed it with his shadows?
What are my powers anyway? he thought. I bumble along in the lab. I
pursue odd potions. I’m an engineer, not a scientist! What have I to show
for thirty odd years of playing with my chemistry sets? Now and then I
patch someone up who doesn’t really need my help. It’s like a reassurance
that stems from their human past. Have someone care for their injuries.
Watari closed hies aes and inhaled deeply, trying to calm himself,
but it didn’t work.
I have no function. I am a shinigami, responsible for a district
with close to no activities… and my life after death is senseless.
He opened his eyes and looked at his lover.
Seii… What do you see in me? Entertainment? A way to handle the
need?
The demon’s voice snickered in his head, sneering. The sadistic whispers
continued, sowing doubt and fear.
He angrily clamped down on his emotions. Why was he so damned depressed
all of a sudden? He had never cared about all of this before, except… except
his relationship with Tatsumi Seiichiro. It meant the world to him. It
meant his life…
Watari rose from the bed and slipped on his clothes, walking into the
kitchen to make himself a coffee. The noise of fluttering wings told him
that 003 was following, as she had done so often lately. She had been with
him when he had come to tatsumi’s place, happily hooting her approval of
his choice of overnight stay, and had fallen asleep on her favorite highback
chair.
Watari felt shaky, weak, rattled, and he still felt the cold touch
of the demon now and then. It had read his innermost thoughts… and his
innermost fears.
I don’t want to lose you, Seii, he thought. But if I’m just
a body for you to relieve your needs, did I ever have you?
Cold fingers closed around the mug and he bit back his tears. Watari
rarely cried. He never did so in public or around his friends, and now
he was close to a breakdown in Tatsumi’s flat.
“’Taka?”
The voice made him flinch and it took everything inside the blond not
to wince away. Instead he summoned what strength he had left and turned
to face his lover, a smile on his features.
“Good morning, Seii.”
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