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WARNING: This chapter contains some adult content including rape,
sexual contact and sexual and physical violence. If this makes you feel
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communicate with you the seriousness and intensity of these kinds of topics.)

Title � Sugar Suicide

Chapter Four � My Lullaby

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Serena
strolled down the streets of the Juuban District, mindlessly humming a quiet
tune to herself. Todd had shown up at Serena�s lunch period today, to bring her
a little treat, and to give her his school jacket. All of Serena�s friends had
been in shock. Serena had this cutie boyfriend, and he was in college.

Serena
had hurriedly broken up with the boyfriend she�d made not long ago. It wasn�t
like he paid that much attention to her anyways, and he didn�t seem to care too
much, so it was all good. Thiere ere finally looking up for Serena.

Finally

And
tonight, Serena and Todd were going to a college party. Serena was ecstatic.

She
bounded down the street; occasionally glancing at her watch to make sure she
would get home before her dad, and was gone before he got there. He was out
Christmas shopping today. Christmas was only in 10 days; a week and three days
from today. She had a half day at school tomorrow, which would probably be a
good thing.

Once
at her house, Serena showered, did her hair up with curls and bows; though it
was in her normal ondagos. She dressed in a cute spaghetti-strap lilac dress,
with white ties on the front. The dress came to just past her knees, but as
Serena stared at herself in the mirror, she had another plan in mind.

She
removed the pretty dress, and replaced it with a thigh-high blue skirt. It was
actually a little girl�s skirt, that when she used to wear would come to her
knees. You couldn�t tell the difference though. It looked hot, and that was
what Serena wanted.

Hot

So,
she added a white and shiny tank top to it as well. She slipped on a pair of
sandals, and picked up her purse, but as she was leaving, she passed her
mother�s room. It was called that now, because the once spare room was now
filled with all of her mother�s belongings. Serena entered the room, knowing
exactly what she was looking for. She seated herself in front of the vanity,
and opened it up, revealing her mother�s make-up. In her head, she believed
that this is what her mother would want, but her heart was telling her
something different. Not sure what it was, she ignored it, and began to apply
the make-up.

Soft
blue eye shadow, rose-tinted cheeks, black mascara and eye-liner to kill, and
kissable pink lips. She had to admit, she wasn�t too bad at the make-up thing.
Maybe the eye-liner was a little much, but hey, she was going to a college
party!

As
Serena headed downstairs to leave, Sammy was just coming in.

�Hey
Serena-whoa!� The boy stopped in his tracks, looking up and down Serena, like
she had just turned indigo or something.

�What?�
Serena spat, glaring at her little brother. He looked at her wearily.

�Heard
you have a new boyfriend,� he mused. Serena nodded.

�So?�
she inquired. Sammy sighed, shaking his head.

�Nothing,�
he said with a smile, �Nothing, just go have fun okay?� he said. Serena�s anger
was diminished. Sammy had been more than nice to her as of lately. He could see
the pain she was going through, and though he didn�t say it, appreciated her
for being so strong. Serena smiled, and hurried out the door, snatching Todd�s
jacket as she left. It was reaching 6:30, and she was supposed to meet Todd at the Arcade at 7.

Todd
was there an extra 5 minutes early, and as 7:01 rounded, he was beginning to wonder is she
would come. He signed, staring impatiently at his watch. Behind him, he heard
Andrew laughing,

�Don�t
worry,� The blonde clerk said, �Serena�s always late. She�ll be here.� As if on
cue, Serena burst through the doors, obviously freezing cold, but still in good
spirits. Todd looked her up and down with a very pleased look on his face.
Serena smiled as she approached him,

�So,
you ready?� Todd didn�t say anything, just nodded, and they began to head out.

�So
I�ll see you there, Andrew?� Todd called as he was leaving. Andrew yelled his
acknowledgement, and Serena and Todd continued to leave. The car ride was
pleasant. Todd had a fairly decent car. It was a Rolls Royce, not in the best
condition, but still nice none-the-less. Serena eagerly blabbed on about this
or that, Todd laughing at the fact that she didn�t shut up, though he did
occasionally get his two cents it.

Occasionally

Finally,
they arrived at an extremely large building. It was on the richer side of
Juuban.

�Is
this an apartment building?� Serena asked, staring up wide-eyed at the size of
it.

�Yea��
Todd mused. �They guy whose throwing the party lives on the top floor. He lives
alone, so it�s perfect for a party place. The only other person on the floor is
a deaf guy with Parkinson�s decease.� he said,

�Parkinson�s?
That�s so sad�� Serena murmured,

�
My
Lullaby, hung out to dry

�
What's
up with that

�
It's
over

�
Where
are you dad

�
Mum's
lookin' sad

�
What's
up with that

�
It's
dark in here

�Sad
but convenient� Todd added. Serena huffed a little in though as they got out of
the car, her eyes still fixated on the building. �We�re a little late�� Todd
said as they entered the building. Serena gasped at the site of it.

It
was positively beautiful. It was like she�d enter some Victorian dream! The
lobby was colossal, decorated with ancient Chinese designs of the constellation
gods, painted with red and gold. The ceiling was like a sky. It was very high
up, and if the constellations weren�t boldly shimmering, you might think it
really as the sky.

Todd
led her to the elevator, and as they went up, Serena just couldn�t get over the
elegance of it all. Even the elevator was beautiful, with a sofa and a small
table! The ride was beginning to make her impatient though.

�How
many floors is this?� She asked, nearly exasperated.

�48.�
Todd laughed. Serena leaned up against the wall with sign. After a long wait,
they finally made it. As the doors opened, Serena could hear the music playing
from down the hall. There were only 3 apartments on the floor, one taken by the
deaf man, one empty, and the other belonging to the �party thrower�. Serena�s
heart was speeding up.

She
was at a college party!

What
would people think of her? Was this a bad idea? And this was an apartment
building!

�Kind
of kinky if you ask me�� Serena mumbled under her breath.

�What
was that?� Todd asked, stopping to look at her. Serena blushed.

�Nothing!�
She exclaimed, �Talking to myself�� Todd laughed at the bubbly girl, and then
knocked on the door.

�Let
yourself in!� called a voice from inside. The voice was familiar. Todd opened
the door, and the music boomed at full volume in Serena�s ears. She ignored it
though, figuring it was best to act like she belonged. She followed Todd
inside, obviously in awe at how beautiful the apartment was. It was obviously
very expensive, though quite bland.

�Hey
Todd!� Someone called, coming up to greet Serena�s date. As people took notice
of him, they took notice of Serena to.

�So
who�s the cutie?� One boy asked as he leaned on Todd�s shoulder, smiling at
Serena smugly.

�This
is Serena Tsukino.� He said, �My girl.� Serena couldn�t help but blush
at that. The boy held out his hand to shake, and Serena accepted it gracefully.

�
Why,
bleeding is breathing

�
You're
hiding underneath the smoke in the room

�
Try,
bleeding is believing

�
I
used to

�Guess
that means she�s off limits huh?� The boy said as he let go of her hand, and
rounded behind Serena. �Too bad�� he bent down by her cheek, �She�s quite the
knock-out.� He grinned from ear to ear, then left them be. But something caught
Serena�s nose. On his breath was clearly, the smell of alcohol.

�Todd!�
That familiar voice caught Serena�s ear again, she looked around, but didn�t
spot anyone she knew.

�Serena�
Todd snapped her out of her thoughts, �Hey, I�ll be right back okay, here�s a
drink for you.� He said, �I promise I�ll be right back.� Serena smiled softly
as he disappeared in the crowd of people. Serena took a sip of the drink he
handed her, and spit it out.

Alcohol

It
had alcohol in it. As Serena debated what to do, Todd returned. �You okay?� he
asked. Serena blushed and nodded vigorously, quickly sipping more of her drink.
Todd smiled, looping his arm around her waist.

A
wave of excitement went threw Serena at that little gesture. For about another
hour Serena was meeting all of Todd�s friends; some fun, some relatively weird.
She was beginning to feel somewhat out of place though. Todd had her on his arm
all night as she sipped away at drink after drink. God only knew how many she
had been given tonight.

Finally,
Serena spotted a face that she knew.

�Andrew!�
She called out, as the blonde poked his head up from over a couple people. He
smiled, making his way over to her. �Wow�� she murmured, �Haven�t seen you
without your apron before.� She said with a giggle. Andrew grinned, running a
hand through his hair,

�Yea,
yea.� He said. His simple jeans and tee shirt were a lot more attractive than
his usual attire. His shirt was slightly opened, and his sleeves rolled up.
�You look quite different too there Serena.� He said, looking her up and down.
That had gone on a lot tonight. Serena had felt out of place, yes, but
certainly was getting a lot of attention.

�Hey
Serena� Todd said, placing his hands on her shoulders and leaning down, �I�ll
be right back okay,� Serena smiled, waving goodbye as he headed to the
bathroom. Andrew laughed.

�And
what�s that about?� Serena inquired, arms crossed. She bent her hip, sticking
one foot out to the side, eye brows raised. Andrew blushed deeply.

�Serena,
I wouldn�t do that if I were you.� Serena tipped her head, confused, but no
longer angry.

�Why?�
She asked. Andrew laughed, walking behind her.

�Because,�
he began. He, most surprisingly to Serena, placed a hand on her butt, and one
on her stomach. �It makes you look very tempting.� He said, low in her ear, and
then removed his hands. Serena blushed deeply, dropping her little stance.

�So?�
she asked with a blush stained face. She couldn�t believe it! She used to have
an awful crush on Andrew, and after all this time, he was just now noticing
her? �I�ve always been this way,� She said bravely. Andrew laughed
whole-heartedly, breath warm on her cheek as his hand grazed tenderly over her
rear end,

�Well
I knew that Serena. It�s just that your school uniform doesn�t do you justice.�
Serena sniffed, picking up the heavy scent of alcohol on his breath. It was
then Serena was starting to feel uncomfortable, and she stepped away.

�Andrew,
I�m going out with Todd, remember? You shouldn�t do that.� She spun on her heel
to face him, a soft pleading look in her eyes. Andrew smiled sloppily, crossing
his arms for a moment as he queered a brow.

�Still
Little Sweet Serena.� He mused, as if he was saying it to himself rather
than to her. Serena�s face puffed angry at that.

�I�m
a lot more of a woman than you give me credit for Andrew!� She snapped, arms
crossed and legs parted once more. Andrew rose his brows with disagreement,
though glanced around him, and took a seat in a chair directly behind him. He
slumped lazily, quickly discovering he couldn�t tip the chair for it was
against the wall.

�You
really think you�re a woman huh?� He asked with a hint of a challenge in his
voice. If there was a challenge, it was completely masked by a sweet smile and
sparkling eyes, though those eyes were also half lidded from his large alcohol
intake that night.

�Yea,�
Serena said hesitantly, �I do.� Andrew laughed a little bit, and though Serena
was about to question it, was cut off abruptly,

�And
quiet the woman you are.� Todd�s voice cooed softly into her ear as her nuzzled
her hair softly, arms wrapping around waist and leaning him against her. Serena
smiled softly, blushing. It was then Todd quickly pulled Serena along, closer
to the stereo system.

�Um,
Todd, I can�t really dance.� She said, looking around at all the other girls
who, to her, seemed to be like professionals. Todd laughed, placing his hands
on her waist, and pressing his hips to hers.

�It�s
alright.� He assured, �Its dark, no one really cares anyway.� Serena gulped,
reaching to loop her arms around his neck. She didn�t quite understand why they
hand to be so close to dance to such a fast up-beat song. Serena looked around
at all the other people dancing, when it dawned on her.

Grinding

They
were grinding. One of Todd�s hands moved to the small of her back, as the other
guided her hips to move. The feeling was awkward, sending funny signals to
Serena�s brain.

She
was relieved when the song ended, and Todd wanted to go get a drink.

Another
drink

Serena
couldn�t believe it. No one this boy ran to the bathroom so much! As they
approached the kitchen counter, Todd released her hands to get a cup. Serena
wandered off a little, bumping right into someone.

�Oh
Sorry� That familiar voice! Serena quickly looked up, ignoring the fact that
she was pinned against the counter.

Serena
gasped with shock when her eyes met with Darien�s.

�Serena?�
He asked, completely astonished. �What are you doing here?� he asked, looking
at her incredulously. Serena choked a little, taken back by not only her
surprise, but also his surprise to see her as well.

�I�m
with Todd.� She managed. Darien�s featured visibly
darkened. This scared Serena. She was still shaken up from how forceful and
demanding he was yesterday. Now he had that dark look again. Not only that,
Serena was feeling very light headed. It was then Serena took note to not only
the fact that he had her pinned into the corner of the counter, but he was
uncomfortably close to her. �Uh Darien, could you move?� She asked quietly.

�I
think you should leave.� He said, eyes hidden under ebony bangs. Serena looked
up at him with astonishment.

�What?�
She asked. Darien huffed.

�You
shouldn�t be here. You�re not even in high school yet.� Serena�s face puffed
red at this.

�I�m
going to be soon though, and I am 14 Darien, I can make my decisions on my own.� Much to
Serena�s relief, Darien took a step back, but
then she realized why. Like many other guys tonight, he was looking her up and
down.

Though,
for some reason, this was the only time she�d felt uncomfortable about it. For
many moments he examined her. She inadvertently hugged her body, but when she
noted it made his eyes loom at the cleavage she�d created, she pinned her arms
at her sides. When his eyes met hers, Serena had to look away.

�Hey
Darien!� Todd exclaimed,
patting Darien on the shoulder, and
moving between Serena and him to hand Serena her drink. �So, where�ve you-�
But Todd stopped as Darien stalked away, obviously
displeased. �Gee, what�s the matter with him?� Todd asked. Serena huffed.

�He�s
a jerk, what else?� She snapped, and then gulped down her drink. It wasn�t
until it was gone she realized that she wasn�t holding a cup but a beer can.
How could se have not noticed that? What was wrong with her? She heard Todd
laughing, and some of his friends commented on how �hot� she was, which made
her feel a little better.

�
My
mouth is dry

�
Forgot
how to cry

�
What's
up with that

�
You're
hurting me

�
I'm
running fast

�
Can't
hide the past

�
What's
up with that

�
You're
pushing me

By
the time midnight rolled around, Serena
had been to the bathroom more times than normal as well. The more she drank,
then more she had to go, and then more she went, then more she drank. Todd was
just insistent on it, and Serena didn�t want to embarrass herself. Serena
hadn�t seen Darien again, much to her
relief. Todd had wandered off somewhere to talk to a friend, leaving Serena at
the door next to the balcony.

Serena
was breathing heavily. It was to warm. �So hot in here� with that thought,
she opened the balcony doord led leaned up against the railing, relieved by the
cool winter air. She knelt over in attempt to see how far down it went.

�You
shouldn�t do that.� Serena gasped at the voice. She quickly snapped back up,
and whirled around. Darien stared at her with a
displeased look on his face.

�I
was fine.� Serena insisted, �I knew what I was doing.� Darien chuckled mockingly.

�I
bet,� he mused, and then reached down and straight her skirt that went riding
up when she had bent over. Serena stared at him blankly.

�Oh��
she blurted. �Oops�� Darien groaned at that,
rolling his eyes as he leaned against the railing as well.

�Serena
please, Go home.� He asked, much softer this time. Serena was still upset
though.

�Why?�
she asked, �Listen, just because I�m a kid to you doesn�t mean I�m a kid to
Todd.� She said.

�But
you�re not a kid to me.� That took Serena aback. He�d obviously thought the
whole matter through in the hours they�d hadn�t seen each other. �Serena, I
just think that this isn�t the place for you. You�re better than this-�

�Or
not good enough� Serena spat. She just didn�t want to believe that all he
wanted to do was help her. Darien rolled his eyes, now becoming annoyed as well.

�Serena,
you shouldn�t be here!� he snapped at her. Serena growled.

�Well
Todd think I can be, and that�s all that matters!� she snapped. She spun on her
heal to stomp away, but as she did, she lost her balance. She began to fall to
the floor, but was swiftly caught by a pair of strong arms. Serena looked up at
Darien with an angry look.
She heard him sigh with frustration.

�Careful,�
he said as he began to help her up. Serena rubbed her temples for a moment, and
then headed back inside. She stopped though. The warm air of the apartment was
flooding her senses again as she turned to look at Darien. The moon hung low
behind him as he stared at her, his face completely emotionless. He then looked
down at the floor, which surprised Serena. But what surprised her more was when
she noticed: he wasn�t wearing that jacket. She smiled softly.

�You
look nice.� Her comment made him quite visibly suck in a breath. And for a
moment in time, she could have sworn she saw him blush,

�Not
like you care Meatball-head.� He heard him spat as he looked away. Serena was
taken completely aback. Her eyes went wide with furry, and she growled,
stomping her foot.

�Jerk!�
she piped, and then stalked inside as Darien stood brooding on the balcony.

�
Why,
bleeding is breathing

�
You're
hiding underneath the smoke in the room

�
Try,
bleeding is believing

�
I
used to

�
I
used to

>

Inside,
Todd found Serena again. Todd�He was a really sweet boy.

Not
like Darien. Not Like Darien

She
kept repeating that in her head, over and over. She hung all over Todd, in
hopes of getting any thoughts of Darien out of her head. And, it was beginning to work.
She hadn�t seen him again that night. It was going on 2 o clock when Todd had
Serena at the Kitchen again. She was growing so groggy; she could barely hear
was he was saying over all the noise.

As
she continued to sip down another can of the substance she was growing sick of,
she spotted Darien. He was talking to a
bunch of guys not 10 feet away from her, and they were heading her way.

�Hey
Todd?� Serena asked, �Why don�t we go someplace a little more quite?� she
asked. Todd looked at her astonished.

�Alright�
He said, then took her hand, and began to lead her through the apartment, away
from Darien. He led her to the back
of a hall, past the bathroom, and the room someone told her was the host�s
room. �This is the spare room.� He said, as hened ned the door to let her in.
Serena stepped in, looking around at the plain boring room. Behind, sherd
rd
the door close, and lock. Serena cringed, turning to stare at him.

�Why�d
you lock it?� she asked. Todd smiled,

�So
no one will disturb us.� He said, matter-of-factly. Serena nodded, not really
understanding, but not really ng. ng. Todd moved her to sit on the bed, and she
complied. �You know Serena, you are so beautiful.� He said. Serena
blushed brightly.

�Really?�
She asked. He nodded,

�Oh
yeah� His lips then claimed hers. Serena�s eyes snapped open wide. He was
kissing her�.this was her first kiss! Serena responded as best she could, but
for some reason, she was having trouble focusing. Todd eased her down to lie on
the bed. �You okay?� He asked, in a very hushed tone. Serena didn�t answer. �Okay
about what?� She wondered. He didn�t repeat the question, but kissed her
again, much more deeply this time. He began to ravish her mouth, and he placed
his hands gently on her waist.

na
na
barely even realized it when his hand slipped under her shirt.

�What
are you doing?� She asked groggily, breaking the kissing.

�Shh,
Shh�nothing.� He insisted, �Just relax cutie.�

�I
feel funny.� Serena blurted out, she reached her hand up tad, ad, but Todd
abruptly pinned it down.

�It�s
okay.� He said, �Its Alright, I�m here.� Serena stretched out, lying on her
back, or attempting to. Todd took it to his advantage, and climbed on top of
her.

�What
are you doing-� Serena�s voice was muffled by Todd�s large hand over her lips.

�Shh�It�s
okay. You�ll like this.� He assured soothingly. Serena looked at him confused,
but he didn�t notice. His lips met hers again. Serena was simply trying to react,
when she heard something rummaging. She opened her eyes, and saw Todd was
holding a tiny little package. �What is that?� she asked herself. He
opened it up, and stretches it out, whatever it was. Her eyes were so
disoriented she couldn�t even tell if it was even Todd sitting on her.

Serena
did notice something else though: His pants were undone, in fact, half way down;
and not only that, her skirt that hiked up. When had that happened?

Serena
blushed abruptly when she realized his erection moving against her legs. But
then, something dawned on her. That little thing in his hands was a condom.

�Stop!
Get Away!� Serena snapped, pushing his arms away and squirming. Todd abruptly
slamming her down, suppressing her forearms onto the bed.

�I
wouldn�t do that if I were you.� He warned, and slipped the little rubber on.
His hand reached down, to slide her panties over.

�No!
Get off of me!� Serena was screaming now, or at least she thought she was. She
couldn�t quite tell. She heard Todd growl, and gripped her arms so hard, it
hurt.

�Just
Stay Still��

�
Why,
bleeding is breathing

�
You're
hiding underneath the smoke in the room

�
Try,
bleeding is believing

�
I
saw you crawling on the floor

�
Why,
bleeding is breathing

�
You're
hiding underneath the smoke in the room

�
Try,
bleeding is believing

�
I
saw you crawling on the floor

�
Why,
bleeding is breathing

�
You're
hiding underneath the smoke in the room

�
Try,
bleeding is believing

�
I
saw you crawling on the floor
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