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Chapter 4: Running with
Scissors
By: ChaoticSpecter
(speckof_chaos@yahoo.com)
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do
not own anything pertaining to Digimon; I’m just a fanatic that likes to write
fiction containing its characters.
A/N: This fic contains shonen ai. If you are opposed to relationships between males, please
hit the back button on your browser. Everyone else, enjoy. I just want to take
a moment to let my reviewers know how much I appreciate you taking the time to
read my tacky work of fiction and going that step further and reviewing. You
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I sat on a bench a couple blocks from
Yamato’s apartment, smoking a cigarette as I thought about what I had just done
with Daisuke. I had never had an impure thought about the boy until tonight and
I just acted on it. That was very impulsive of me; but I don’t regret doing it.
I could never have imagined that my little protégé would make such a fantastic
bed partner. I can still hear him moaning, feel him arching into me, and feel
his warm breath brushing against my neck. It was intense, Daisuke was so
passionate and willing; it was like he had been waiting for this to happen for
a long time. I know now that Yamato was serious when he said that Daisuke
actually liked me.
I want to talk to him about that, but
I don’t think that Dai-kun is interested in anything serious between us. He
told me that he really enjoyed himself and he wouldn’t mind this happening
again and I shared his sentiments. I wouldn’t mind hooking up with him again if
the opportunity arose. He certainly is fun to sleep with. Only next time I hope
we’re somewhere more comfortable than a sandbox. While in the moment the sand
is not that much of a bother, it’s after the fact that it becomes a problem. I
finished off my cigarette and stared at it a moment remembering a time I hated
the damn things (yet another habit I’d picked up from Yamato), before I tossed
the butt into a nearby trashcan and walked the last couple blocks separating me
from Yamato’s apartment.
When I reached his apartment, I
knocked a couple of times and waited for him to answer. I hoped that Yamato
wasn’t feeling in a particularly bitchy mood because he took me to see Daisuke.
For all I know, he told me to come over here so that he could answer the door
half dressed and panting because he and Karen were in the middle of a make out
session--He actually did this once. I was feeling good and I really didn’t want
to deal with his bullshit. When the door creaked open a half dressed, sleep
tousled Yamato greeted me. I raised an eyebrow in question and Yamato blinked.
“Oh, hey baby,” he said, voice
scratchy. “I thought you weren’t going to show up.” He rubbed at his eyes and
made room for me to enter his apartment, closing and locking the door behind
me.
“You were sleeping…?” I asked
skeptically and Yamato gave me a blank stare. “Since when do you go to sleep
this early, Yamato?”
“It’s almost midnight, Tai,” he stated flatly pointing at a clock. I shrugged and
gave a sheepish smile. Yamato shook his head. “So, what took you so long to get
here?” he asked, steering me towards his room.
“Nothing. We just watched a movie and
hung out. Lost track of time I guess.” How the hell did I spend an hour two
blocks down the street from his house?
“What movie did you see?” By now we had reached his room and Yamato leapt onto
his bed and crawled under the blankets.
“I don’t remember,” I said and Yamato raised a suspicious eyebrow. “It was some
cheesy sci-fi thriller, I don’t remember the title,” I continued, answering his
unasked question and starting to ready myself for sleep. “But I do remember
mocking the hell out of it. You wouldn’t believe how shitty the effects
or the plot were. You would have had fun mocking it too, Yama.” I turned to
look at him when I’d finished undressing and crawled into bed with him.
“I take it you had a good time then,” he said slipping his arms around me and
pulling me close.
“Yeah,” I replied snuggling into his embrace. I loved the feel of Yamato’s arms
around me. Yamato chuckled lightly in my ear before giving it a playful nip.
“Did you do anything after you saw the movie?” he mumbled, already half asleep
again.
“We went to the park and talked for a while before I took him home,” I yawned,
my sleepiness finally catching up to me.
“Hmmm,” Yamato brushed his lips against mine and tightened his hold on me and I
knew he was asleep. I only managed to stay awake a few moments more before I
too fell into the world of slumbers.
x~x~x~x~x~x
I awoke early the next morning, still wrapped securely within Yamato’s arms and
stared. I never woke up before Yamato, like ever. This was just something that
didn’t happen. So I stared at him like a dumbass for about five minutes before
I finally got over my surprise and actually looked at him. I mean, really
looked at him. I spend almost everyday with Yamato, but I am rarely afforded
the time to actually appreciate his beauty when he’s unconscious. Admiring
Yamato’s beauty while he is conscious is an ordeal. He absolutely always has to
kill whatever nice thought I have about him by saying or doing something that
completely pisses me off and makes me want to kill him--it’s written in the
stars. I swear it’s like the fucker can read my mind. As soon as I start
thinking anything along the lines ‘God, Yamato is gorgeous’ he opens up his
mouth and immediately proceeds to murder the thought and make me feel like a
jackass for thinking it.
I took advantage of the time afforded to me by whatever deity that decided I
deserved a break, no matter how small. I reached out and brushed aside the gold
strands obscuring Yamato’s face, taking in the lax features. Gone were the ever
present frown lines between his brows, the sneer always hovering around the
edges of his mouth, the glare in his eyes, and the gel in his hair. I loved Yamato’s hair, probably just as much as he
did, but he was always reluctant to let me touch it. It was rare when Yamato
would just let me run my fingers through it outside of sex, but whenever he let
me, I reveled in it. His hair was so soft and smooth and beautiful, he didn’t
have to do anything to it really; but he always felt the need to apply gel,
Ishida Yamato couldn’t possibly leave his apartment without having his hair
perfectly styled, now could he?
I ran my fingers through his hair a few times and Yamato sighed, pulling me
even closer. Once he settled, I studied Yamato’s face once again. My eyes
traced his entire face, taking everything in. The set of his jaw, his high
cheekbones, his nose, his mouth, his eyes… I desperately wanted Yamato to be
awake then. I wanted to see his eyes, see his smile, I wanted to feel him. I
brought up a hand and cupped Yamato’s cheek, using my thumb to trace his lips.
I moved my face closer to his, my breath brushing his skin, my entire being
focused on tasting him. I tentatively brushed my lips against his before moving
to deepen the kiss. The moment my tongue entered Yamato’s mouth I was hit by a
wave of desire and I moaned into him helplessly. I broke away from his mouth
gasping, grinding into Yamato, and trailed kisses along his jaw, settling at
his ear. “Yama,” I whined. Oh God, how I needed him. “Yama,
please.”
Yamato’s eyes fluttered open and he stared at me blearily, “Tai-chan…?” he
asked confused.
“Yama, please,” I said, grinding into him yet again, “I need you.” Nothing else
needed to be said. Yamato shifted, positioning himself on top of me, and
proceeded to give exactly what I needed. When all was said and done I was a
boneless mass on his mattress. God, I felt good.
“To what do I owe the occasion?” Yamato asked, lazily dragging his fingers
through my hair.
“There was no reason, Yama. Just cause you’re you.”
“You telling me you got all turned on because I was asleep?” he asked raising a
skeptical eyebrow. Gotta love him when he’s sleeping.
“Something like that,” Yamato just stared. “I got
turned on cause you’re hot, you moron.”
“I know I’m hot, Yagami. But you don’t usually wake me up just so you can jump
me, that’s more my style,” he said flashing me a lecherous grin.
I laughed, “I don’t usually wake up before you, now do
I? This is actually the first time that this has happened, I hope you enjoyed
it, cause this is certainly a once in a lifetime event.” Yamato snorted.
We lay like that for a few more moments before Yamato spoke again. “I know you
slept with Daisuke last night,” he said eyes boring into my own, daring me to
deny it. I was shocked. How the hell could he know that unless he was stalking
me?
“What?” was all I was able to get out.
“You heard me. I know you slept with Daisuke.”
“How could you know that?”
“I told you, you’re too honest, Taichi, you give yourself away without
realizing it.” I just stared at him. “When you showed up here last night you
reeked of cigarette smoke. You only smoke for two reasons and I didn’t piss you
off or fuck you last night.”
“Wow,” was all I could think to say in response to that. How stupid could I be?
Fucking cigarettes, “But what does it matter? It’s not changing anything
between us now is it?”
“Just letting you know how fruitless your attempts to hide anything of that
nature from me would be,” he said, moving away from me. “Don’t bother trying to
hide something when you’re utterly incapable of doing so,” he said this on his
way out of the room. Well, I guess he’s pissed, but not as pissed as he could
be. I’m guessing he doesn’t feel threatened by Daisuke. But he felt severely
threatened by Tsukishiro, a guy I barely have contact with. That’s really
weird. I got out of bed and went in search of Yamato.
“Yama,” I said when I found him in the kitchen. He didn’t bother answering me
so I continued. “Why did you freak out when you found me kissing
Tsukishiro-kun?”
Yamato turned to face me and glared. “Why wouldn’t I be angry when I find you
with another man, Taichi?”
“You didn’t freak out last night or even a few minutes ago about Daisuke, and I
slept with him. Why freak out over a harmless kiss and not my fucking someone
else?”
“Daisuke is Daisuke. However, that bastard Tsukishiro is a completely different
matter.”
“You do realize that you’re not making any sense, right?” I asked, eyebrow
raised and Yamato’s glare hardened in response.
“I’m not discussing this with you,” he said and turned his back on me.
“Yamato--”
“I broke up with Karen yesterday,” he said, voice soft. I was shocked to say
the least.
“What?”
“I said I broke up with her,” he said turning around to face me yet again. “You
happy?” he asked his eyes studying me intently. Happy couldn’t adequately
describe what I was feeling at that moment. I was ecstatic, I felt bubbly
inside. I wanted to laugh and dance. I never realized how jealous I was of that
girl until this moment.
“As a matter of fact I am,” I said grinning and then another thought occurred
to me, “Who did you replace her with?” I asked suddenly suspicious.
Yamato laughed, “I didn’t replace her with anybody, Taichi. I figured I’d stay
unattached, you seem happier that way.” I could only stare at him a few moments
before responding.
“That’s very thoughtful of you,” was all I could think to say. How ironic, the
day Yamato decides to do something nice for me I act on impulse and fuck
someone else. Weird.
Yamato moved closer to me smiling, “I’m glad you think so,” he said placing a
chaste kiss on my lips. I hugged him in response. I was truly grateful that he
did something completely unselfish. I know he liked Karen, sleeping with her at
least, and that he gave her up for me made me very happy. But that didn’t mean
that I forgave him for everything he did to me, it didn’t even come close. But
it was a step in the right direction. Yamato slipped his arms around my waist
holding me and I buried my face in his neck and tightened my hold on him. We
stood like that for a while before Yamato started to pull away. “You have
practice today,” he reminded me and pointed at the clock. “Go get ready, I’ll
take you,” he said gently pushing me away. I nodded and headed toward the
shower.
x~x~x~x~x~x
I
was wandering around town aimlessly one afternoon killing time because I had a
couple of hours until Yamato finished whatever the hell he was doing when I ran
into Tsukishiro again. “Tsukishiro,” I called as I approached him.
“Yagami,
how are you?” he seemed hesitant to speak with me.
“I’m
well. How are you?” I asked smiling. I was happy to see him, I’ve wanted to
talk to him for a while, but he has been very evasive as of late.
“Ishida
isn’t here with you is he?” he asked eyes darting around nervously. I touched
his arm and sweat broke out on his brow.
I
chuckled a little at that. “No, Yama isn’t here, you can relax.” I said in an
attempt to calm him.
“Are
you sure…? He isn’t going to pop up out of nowhere threatening to kill me
again, is he?” he asked while subtly stepping away from me.
“Yamato
happens to be on the other side of the city right now. So, unless he suddenly
developed superpowers, I think it’s pretty safe to assume that he won’t be
making any unexpected appearances,” Tsukishiro breathed a sigh of relief and I
laughed. “Are you willing to speak with me now?” I asked giving him a
small smile.
He
blushed slightly before stuttering a response, “O--Of course,” he said before
taking my hand in his and leading me in the direction he was headed when I
called out to him. “We can talk in the café I was headed to, it’s pretty small
and quiet,” he said glancing at me. I just smiled.
“I’ve
been wondering something, Yu-kun,” I said once we were seated at the café and
Tsukishiro looked up in surprise, blush spreading across his cheeks at the
endearment. “How long have you been attracted to me?”
“Well…I’ve
always liked you, Yagami-san,” he said staring at his hands.
“Call
me Tai, Yue, we’ve known each other long enough to drop the formalities, don’t
you think?”
“Why
are you asking me this, Tai? I told you I wouldn’t bring it up again and you’re
already dating Ishida-san.”
I
laughed and he looked at me in confusion. “I’m not dating Yamato.”
“Then
why did he react like that when he saw us in the hallway? I don’t understand.”
“Yamato
has the tendency to be a bit possessive and seeing as I’m his best friend he
tends to be overly possessive of me.”
“But
he kissed you, there’s more to it than friendship. If the intimacy you two
share makes him so jealous, why aren’t you two dating?”
“Because
that isn’t what we want right now. Look, I’ve talked to Yamato and the issue
has been settled. You don’t have to worry about Ishida Yamato trying to kill
you just for talking to me. Although it would probably help if you did it when
he wasn’t around, otherwise you’d have to put up with his glaring and believe
you me that shit gets old real fast. Its better not to have to deal with it at
all,” Yamato hadn’t exactly agreed with me when we discussed this, but Yue
didn’t need to know that.
“So
you guys are just friends with benefits…?” he asked a little uncertainly.
I
nodded, “Yama just got used to having me to himself, but it’s not a problem
anymore,” I was going to say more when the waitress showed up with our order.
Yue thanked her and turned his attention back to me smiling softly.
“Does
this mean that you can see someone else without Ishida-san becoming enraged…?”
he asked, hope shining in his eyes.
“It
does,” I said giving him a shy smile. Tsukishiro blushed in response. The rest
of our meal passed in a companionable silence. I sat contemplating the
conversation while Yue alternated between giving me shy glances and staring out
the window.
As
I sat reflecting on my conversation with Yue, I realized why Yamato felt so
threatened by him. He felt threatened because Tsukishiro treated me completely
different than he did, Tsukishiro would have no qualms about showering me with
his affection; he would give me everything that Yamato wouldn’t. He was
actually a threat to Yamato and Yamato acted accordingly. Daisuke on the other
hand is more concerned with keeping my friendship than anything else. He
desires me, yes, but my friendship will always come first and Yamato knows
this. Therefore, there is no real reason for him to feel threatened. The same
probably goes for the rest of the digidestined as
well. Everyone else is just considered a threat. I probably wouldn’t have
realized this if it weren’t for my conversation with Yue, well maybe I would
have, but it would have taken a bit longer to get there; I was just too close
to the situation to realize it on my own.
We
finished our meal and left the little café talking amiably about everything and
nothing. It has been a while since I have talked to someone like this and it
felt good. It was nice to be around someone who was willing to listen to all
the idiotic thoughts that went through your head and have them reciprocate. It
was something akin to sex for the mind. It was fucking awesome and one of my
favorite things to do; only the person I was talking to now was not the person
I usually talked to. I gave a mental sigh, why don’t you talk to me anymore,
Yamato? I wondered and felt a small wave of depression wash over me. I sulked
for a couple of seconds before I remembered that I had to meet Yamato, depression
was immediately replaced by panic and I grabbed onto Yue desperately. Yue
started in shock and looked at me in question.
“I
just remembered that I have to meet Yamato,” I managed to get out in the midst
of panic. “What time is it?” I asked desperately hoping I could get there on
time.
Tsukishiro
raised an eyebrow at my panicky state and glanced at his watch. “It’s 3:30,”
he said and I wailed the feeling of abject hopelessness washing over me.
“Oh
no, oh no,” I cried hands fisting in my hair. “I’ll never make it on time.
Yamato’s going to kill me,” I shuddered at the thought of the lecture I was
going to get for this as well as the pissy mood I was
going to have to deal with on top of the interrogation. God, this was
ridiculous. I shouldn’t be panicking over this, but that just goes to show how
much I let Yamato affect me.
“Uh…I
could give you a ride wherever you need to go,” Yue offered and I tackled him
in a fierce hug causing him to turn an interesting shade of red.
“Thank
you so much,” I said, voice filled with gratitude. After having managed to peel
me off of him, Tsukishiro lead me to his car and proceeded to take me to
Yamato.
“Thanks
again,” I said once Tsukishiro parked a couple of blocks from Yamato’s house.
“I really appreciate it.”
Yue
smiled shyly at my show of gratitude. “It was no problem, really,” he said,
blush forming on his cheeks.
“I
had a nice time with you today, Yu-kun, thanks for everything,” I said leaning
in for a quick kiss just to see his reaction. He was just too cute when he was
embarrassed. I started to pull away after the first tentative brush of lips
when Yue surprised me by moving in and deepening the kiss. One of his hands
found its way into my hair, his thumb gently massaging the nape of my neck and
I moaned leaning further into him. When he finally pulled away I was left
panting, breathless after his thorough assault of my mouth.
Yue
smiled softly against my lips before giving me one last lingering kiss and
pulling away completely. “I enjoyed myself as well, Taichi, it would be nice if
we could spend time together again,” he said blushing softly.
“I
would like that,” I said a small blush creeping across my cheeks despite
myself. Yue smiled brightly in response. “Thanks again,” I said before leaving
the car and making my way toward Yamato’s apartment. Things were definitely
starting to get interesting. I was no closer to figuring out my situation with
Yamato, but I had slept with Daisuke and I would have no qualms about sleeping
with Yue if it did happen. It’s funny how much people change in such a short
amount of time. It’s almost been a year and I’ve changed so much, all because
of Yamato. Why is it that everything always comes back to him? Always Yamato. Always.
To be continued…….
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