Am I Not Good Enough

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~*Confessions*~

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The sun was high in the sky woke up the next morning. He started to lift up his arm, but then he felt a weight upon it. He looked over and everything came flooding back to him when he saw that beside him lay his Odango. Her golden hair fanned over her face, so he slowly reached up to it back to reveal her sleeping face. She looks so peaceful laying there beside him I could get use to this. It is like waking up with a goddess and she feels so warm. Oh I love her and last she gave me her love and her virginity as I gave her mine. This is unbelievable… she is mine… she is my Odango.
Slowly Usagi’s eyes flutter opened and she turned to see Seiya’s dark blues staring back at her with love.
“Good Morning Seiya”
“Good Morning Odango”
“I love you”
“I love you too…how are you feeling Odango?”
“I’m a little sore.”
“That is to be expected… Maybe you should sit in the hot tub, it will probably help you a little bit.”
“Hmmmm… that sounds good, will you join me?”
“Yes Odango…My Odango.”
“I like the sound of that…”
“Ne?”
“ ‘my’ Odango… I like the sound in that…”
“Me too, come let’s get in the hot tub.”
Seiya help Usagi up out of bed and over to the hot tub, making sure she was comfortable before he even took a step inside. Together they cuddled in the hot tub for about a half an hour before Usagi’s tummy started to growl for food.
“Well I guess it is time to get together and have breakfast,” Seiya said with a chuckle.
The two of them took a quick shower before getting dressed for the day. Usagi put on a black dress slip that came down to her knees and over that she put on a pink v-neck dress. The dress was a little bit shorter than the slip so it showed a little bit of the black lace at the bottom as well as across the chest where the v neck collar dipped low. And to complete her look she wore golden crescent hoop earring and a pair of black flats.
Seiya put on a white short sleeve shirt along with a black vest and a pair of black jeans. He also wore a gold chain around neck with a star charm, his usually small crescent silver hoops and finally wore a pair of black sneakers.
Together the couples quickly cleaned up the room, making it seem as if they were never there to begin with. With the room clean the couple headed to the small restaurant next door.
Seiya pulled the chair out for Usagi, before he took his seat across from her. The two looked at the menu in silence. Usagi and Seiya ended up ordering two Pancakes, two eggs, two sausage and hash browns. But Usagi had Blueberry pancakes, while had just regular. With the meal ordered the couple looked each other with love in their eyes. Anyone who walked by could tell they were love. Seiya reached across the table to hold Usagi’s hand.
“Odango…”
“Yes Seiya…”
“I love you and I would not trade a moment I spent with you for nothing, but we do have something to discuss.”
“Oh…”
“Yes…Kakyuu has no problem with us, so Taiki and Yaten will follow her on this… well at least they will for appearance sakes. But your scouts…I mean your friends may not be as understanding.”
“Well to be honest I am sick and tired of being told what I can and can not do. So if they don’t like they will just have to learn to deal with it. I am making my own future and I will be held back something that could have been. I deserve a little happiness and by god you are my happiness… if they can not understand that then they need to learn that I may be, well you know, but I am also just plan Usagi. I no longer live on the moon and things are different. I love you Seiya and I will not allow them to rule my life anymore.”
“I’m glad to hear that, and I will stand by you the whole time.”
“And I will stand by you, are you going to tell Taiki and Yaten tonight?”
“Yes, that is if Kakyuu has not already told them.”
“Then I will be with you when you tell them, ne?”
“Yes I would like that…”
“Good, now let eat!” Usagi said with smile as the waitress walked up with their food.
As usual Usagi practically vacuumed up her food.
“Odango, slow down it is not going anywhere?”
“I know, but you made me work up an appetite,” she said with a wink.
Seiya blushed as the comment, but still laughed at his Odango being well… Odango!
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Later that afternoon
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Seiya and Usagi are on their way to the Three Lights apartment, so Seiya can get ready for the concert that night.
Together the couple walks in hand-in-hand, but find the apartment dark and empty.
“Well I guess they left early. Well let me go change and then we head to concert,” Seiya told Usagi.
“Okay,” Usagi said as took a seat on the couch.
A few minutes and the front door opened. There stood Taiki, Yaten and Princess Kakyuu.
“What are you doing here?” Yaten barked at Usagi.
“I’m waiting for Seiya; he is changing for the concert.”
“Get out,” Yaten responded coldly.
“Healer, you need to show respect the princess of this Solar System,” ordered Princess Kakyuu.
“Sorry Princess,” Yaten responded to Princess Kakyuu, before turning to Usagi “Forgive me Princess, I meant no disrespect.”
“Yaten, I know you do not like me. But this whole time all I wanted to do was help you.”
“No offense Princess, but you only seemed to get in the way,” Yaten said as he gave Usagi a death glare.
“I know, I did it on purpose, because you were ignoring me. If you had only taken the time to listen to me and then in return talk to me there would have been fewer problems.”
“I see,” Yaten responded coolly.
At that moment Seiya came out of his room wearing is traditionally red suit with his black shirt and yellow tie.
“Oh you two are here… good I have something to tell you,” Seiya said as he looked upon his two companions and fellow Star Lights.
“What is up Seiya?” Taiki questioned
“After this concert I will be staying on earth, with Usagi.”
“WHAT,” yelled Yaten
“Seiya, you can not be serious,” Taiki responded in disbelief.
“Actually I am very serious. In fact I was going to talk to Princess Kakyuu about it, but then before I even had a chance to she actually told me to stay here.”
“Princess is this true,” Yaten asked looking as his Princess.
“Yes, it is. Seiya has served me well and not once has he asked for something in return. I have never seen fighter want anything more than this, but torn between duty and love. So I made the choice instead. Seiya will stay here on earth, with the promise of coming to visit along with Usagi and the other girls.”
“But Princess, Fighter is… Fighter is suppose to be with us….He… she … I…”
“Healer, I understand your feelings, in a way I do not want Seiya to stay either, but I also know that if he was to come back with us as fighter, she would be miserable. I only hope that one day you and Taiki will allow your hearts to find love. Even if the one you love is from a different planet. Besides this is a good way to make peace with other places. Because I am sure we will need each others help in the Future.”
“I agree with you Princess Kakyuu. In fact if it meant that one of my sailors could be happy and be with someone they love I would more than likely tell them to leave with their true love. Even it was one of you. I could not stand for one of my scouts to be miserable while I am happy. Of course I would tell them visit often and keep in contact in one way or another.”
Yaten questioned “You would do that?”
“Yes”
Yaten and Taiki both got silent as they began to think about what was happening and the possibilities.
Seiya seemed satisfied with at least this turn of events. “Come on let’s go to the concert”
The two other star lights nodded their head before they turned to leave the apartment. Behind them Princess Kakyuu followed and lastly the new happy couple.
“Well that was easier than I thought,” Usagi whispered to Seiya.
“Ahhhh… yes Odango, but you have forgotten that we still have to tell your Sailors.”
“True, but after the concert.”

That concert that night was going well until Galaxia attacked along. That night the Sailor Scouts had to fight for their lives. But in the end the power of love and friendship conquered all.
(disclaimer: the fight with Galaxia goes the same as it does in the anime, except for the fact that the Sailor Star Fighter is a man and The Star Lights and the other sailors work together from the beginning)

All of the Sailor Scout reappeared around Usagi who was floating high up in the sky wearing nothing but the two wings in her back. They all praised Usagi on a job well done. And lastly Mamoru appears with Chibi-chibi in his arms.
“Usa-ko, this little girls guided me to you”
“Mamoru, I ‘m glad you have returned.”
“You did great Usa-ko”
“Thank you Mamoru,” Usagi replied as she used her wings cover her naked body.
“Usa-ko… what is wrong?”
“Mamoru…there is something I need to tell you… all of you…”
“While you were gone Mamoru, you never called or responded to my letters… I know now that it was because Galaxia had your star seed. But none the less while I was alone…I was depressed most of the time, which most of the time I hid from everyone… or so I thought. There was one who noticed my unshed tears and always knew how to make me smile and laugh. He even got me try some new things and he even got me to study… a little. Gomen Nasai… but I m tired of being told what to do and how to do it… I don’t want to know my future… I want to follow my heart… and I have… Gomen Nasai Mamoru… but I have fallen out of love with you and in love with someone else.”
“WHAT!” Uranus screamed.
“Uranus this is not your choice… this is mine… I realized that my feeling came from Princess Serenity from when we where on the moon… not once did I fall in love with Mamoru… it was only after I remembered my past that I thought I did…I am not Princess Serenity anymore… yes she is a part of me… but she is my past… and yes I am Sailor Moon… but I am just simply Usagi underneath it all.”
“Usa-ko… I…please give me a chance… I love you…”
“Gomen Nasai Mamoru… but I think in time you will come to realize that is not the case…I am in love with Seiya and I want to be with him.”
Mamoru could only stare at Usagi in disbelief as did the rest of the scouts.
“You are going to be with the wimp ass, puny singer! But that is not your destiny” yelled Uranus
“I could care less…I want my own life… I want to make my own choices… Hell if I told you that you could not longer be race car driver and that you could not longer be with Michiru how would you feel?”
“I… princess…I…”
“That is what I thought…so Uranus, please don’t ask me to give this up, because I will not. I love him, more than I can describe and I want him by my side. And even you have seen him protect me numerous times. He is stronger than you give him credit for.”
“Mamoru once again Gomen Nasai and everyone else please forgive me I was going to tell you after the concert, because it was only yesterday that I came to this conclusion myself. I do not expect you to understand, but just know that know matter what you will always be my friends. I will understand if all need time get use to this,” Usagi informed the group before and after a few second Usagi de-transformed back into Eternal Sailor Moon and flew down to the ground. Once again she de-transformed but this time into just regular Usagi as she ran towards Seiya, who also just de-transformed from his New man Sailor Star Fighter form.
Seiya caught Usagi in his arms an d smiled.
“I’m proud of you Odango… I love you.”
“I am proud of you too Seiya, you fought well. I love you.”

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