Strawberries and Cream, an Ichigo Mashimaro fic

Itoh Chika didn't know what to think. Really, her mind was in the process of rebooting and she couldn't do much more than respond to the amazing feelings she was getting from her sister's lips on hers. She tasted like strawberries, she thought. Was it just a moment ago that I was yelling at her to tell me what's going on? It felt like a lifetime. Then Nobue's tongue parted her lips and her thought processes went on vacation.

Nobue was in a similar state. But all good things come to an end, and her own mind finished its reboot and concluded with the information she already knew.

I'm kissing my sister, and I like it. Oh kami-sama this shouldn't be happening wait I need to stop...

She pulled away, but Chika was latched onto her tightly. Going for the next best solution, she put her hands on the girl's shoulders and kept her at bay so she could speak.

"Chika... we can't do this. You're my sister."

Chika's eyes opened and she stared at her older sibling with something akin to lust in her eyes.

"But... no. No, Nobue-onee-chan. That was... it felt good, didn't it? How can something that good be a bad thing? It can't, can it? I need... oh kami-sama, I don't even know what to think.... but I love you, onee-chan, and... that's okay, right?"

"Chika... I don't know. I... um... I never really let myself believe that you'd be okay with any of this, much less reciprocate. But it is wrong, at least by the standards of society, and I don't know how to fix that."

Chika's grip had loosened enough at this point that Nobue was able to pull away. She put a little distance between the two of them.

"You don't even know what you're feeling... that should tell me right there that you're not ready for this no matter what. I love you too, imouto, but we can't have this."

Nobue was off the bed by now and opened the door.

"I... need to think. I hope that you'll not tell anyone about this, until we can talk it out properly once we both have our thoughts straightened out. You should do the same."

Chika nodded once, and Nobue left for her room.

The younger girl laid down on her bed and faced the ceiling, lost in thought. How had her sister so abruptly pulled away and said all of that? What was she really feeling... and how could it be made right?

oOo

Nobue had a dual purpose for leaving the room. One, she really did need to think about this development in her life. And two, she was seriously horny.

She pulled off her outer layer of clothes as she entered her room, and flopped down on the bed with a hand already on her breast.

She had kissed her little sister. Chika was amazing... she tasted like sweet cream. Her hand decisively entered her panties as she thought about the kiss. Her index finger slid down her wet slit... soaked, really. Her panties were really wet, and she only was just now noticing it. Most of her hand was soaked just from being there.

She started rubbing herself a bit harder, one finger dipping inside almost experimentally as she relived the kiss over and over in her head. Her other hand played with her chest, groping one breast or the other and starting to roll over her nipples. She let out a soft gasp when she pinched her right nipple, and then her middle finger was plunging into her wet cunny, and it was enough to make her cry out.

I'm cumming... "Nnnnghhh!"

Her inner walls tightened around her finger, squeezing it tightly as she came hard, arching her back and then coming back down.

Oh kami... it's never been like that before.

She couldn't remember ever coming so hard or fast as that. Her hand slid out of her now very much soaked panties and she glanced at the clear fluid covering her hand, before sliding a finger in her mouth and starting to suck it clean.

Mmmm, delicious.

Relieved from her second purpose- if first priority- in leaving Chika's room, she found it time to focus on her other reason for leaving. She had kissed her sister, who not only was okay with it but seemed to want more, and she didn't have a good solution to fix what could be a serious problem arising in her life.

First, identify your issues. One, I kissed Chika. Two, she wanted it and seems to have a serious attraction to me right now. Three, she doesn't seem to know for sure what she wants or is feeling. Four, she still has those pictures and could make my life hell.

Second, define answers to the problems in an appropriate order. One. Okay, I accepted a long time ago that I'm a lesbian and I'd have to come out of the closet sooner or later. I learned to understand that I have some unusual attractions, but it was okay so long as I didn't overstep my boundries. Kissing Chika was an overstep, and I need to figure out what to do now.

Two. Wait, skip to four for a second... Chika wouldn't mess up my life. She just doesn't have it in her to do anything besides confront me directly and tell me no. No, nothing will happen from that. So that leaves me with two and three, which go together. Chika has some attraction to me but doesn't seem to know exactly what she's feeling or what to do about it. I need to advise her as I always have, just without the usual attachments getting in the way.

What if she hears all of this, and wants me anyway? Heh, that's hardly likely to happen.. this had to have been a fluke, an oddity of sorts. She'll come around when we talk again. And hey, if it really came down to it... would it be so wrong to accept her feelings so long as we kept it quiet?

She smirked to herself. Then a knock came at her door, and she recognized it it was Chika's knock. Everyone had their own unique way of knocking- or in Miu's case, not bothering to knock, and she could recognize that it was her sister right away.

"Come in, Chika. We need to talk."

oOo

For her part, Chika had not been idle once her sister left the room.

Her brain finally had a chance to reboot, and register what all had just happened during this whole ordeal. Tempted as she was to stimulate herself the way her sister was at that moment, figuring this all out was the main issue on the agenda. So she got up, moved to her desk, put her headphones on, and cranked the volume up.

This was her thinking method. She would consider what to do now... and hey, that was her health class text. Maybe there would be some answers?

oOo

Her research didn't take very long, really. Getting into the emotional side of the sexual chapters, she was pretty much ready to determine that she was in fact, a lesbian or at the very least bisexual. It was hard to say, she hadn't really spent much time with boys, but she wasn't really interested in the boys anatomy pictures and she had never lusted over a particular one at all. Dealing with her feelings for her sister, on the other hand, was much more difficult. There was little reference on incest, and what was there mostly focused on the biological issues of having children. Other than it being a social taboo, there was really no particular problem for two sisters loving one another.

Maybe she ought to try anyways. Taboo or not, she could keep a secret and she really wanted to explore this avenue of research. Maybe she'd have to write an update someday to explain properly why or why not sisterly love could work out.

Yes, research would be a good plan. She stood up and turned her music off, replacing her headphones on the desk. Now to find Nobue.