Rebirth | By : irkm2011 Category: > Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji ???) Views: 8903 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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Wow I have got to update this more frequently... Excuse->I had finals, then a super busy Christmas, and this semester has just been impossible. If anyone reading this is a Chemical Engineering hopeful, I give you this advise: Quit. Quit before its too late. I must be a masochist to keep putting myself through this. Rant over. But my awful mood might have seeped into Ciel's character, haha... oops. Anyway this one is kinda short. But I actually already started the next one so it should be out in the next few days... maybe even today. Who knows...
“Good Morning, Young Master.”
I heard the voice, and knew who it belonged to, but something was off. The voice was too close. I opened my eyes suddenly. It was bright. Too bright to be morning, when I usually woke up, and I reflexively shut my eyes. I jerked away from the cursed light, and with my newfound speed and strength, I felt an overwhelming sense of déjà vu and…
I didn’t fall off the bed. Confused, I slowly opened my eyes to find myself wrapped snuggly in Sebastian’s arms. I was sitting in his lap, naked, with the covers lost to places unknown. I felt my face grow hot as memories of that morning flooded through my mind.
“You need to stop doing that,” he said, and I felt his breath caress each word across the shell of my ear. It made me shudder and tighten things low in my body, things I didn’t know I could even tighten until this morning. The blush deepened. Sebastian chuckled, obviously aware of my embarrassment, and moved his hand up to stroke my hair, and pulled me back, close to his chest. I couldn’t see his face from the position, but somehow I knew he was smiling. I glanced down, again aware of our nakedness and felt an overwhelming desire to be clothed. And no matter how nice it felt to sit there, cuddling…
Oh Lord Almighty… we were cuddling. If there was one thing I didn’t think Sebastian and I were capable of doing. It was cuddling, or doing any of those sickeningly sweet things lovers do with each other. Sex was one thing, but this intimacy. This was unnatural. Demons did not cuddle.
In a quick motion, I peeled his hands off me and moved to get off the bed. When I turned back, Sebastian’s face had already reset to a blank neutral. Honestly, I do not know how I felt about that. Angry, Sad, Disappointed, Indifferent, Amused? None…All? I had no idea. Regardless, I cloaked myself in a shroud of arrogance and steeled myself for the words I was going to say.
“I don’t remember giving you the day off.” I knew it sounded childish, but I was not alright with this intimacy. Sebastian remained still for a moment that seemed to last a lifetime, and I saw his face twitch. I’m not sure if it was his lips or his eyes, but something in his expression was fighting to show emotion and he had almost lost control. That was interesting.
“I apologize master, but when you passed out, you continued to hold onto me and it would have been… difficult to remove myself without waking you. Therefore, when Tanaka came to check on us”
“When Tanaka did what!?” I let the fury consume my expression. The anger felt good. It was a familiar, almost comforting emotion, and I held onto it like a safety blanket. It overpowered the wave of humiliation that came with the idea that Tanaka might have seen us naked in bed together. How would I ever face him again.
“When I did not return from waking master, Tanaka knocked to make sure everything was alright. I told him you were not feeling well, and that I was watching over you. He never opened the door, so do not worry, our secret is safe,” he stated matter-of-factly, and ended with a condescendingly sly smirk painted across his lips. I glared at him, and knew this was heading in a bad direction.
“I do not know what you are implying. We have no secret, because there is no WE. I simply did not want Tanaka misunderstanding the situation,” I stated, throwing his matter-of-fact tone right back at him. And as I expected, he didn’t let it drop.
“Now master, you know that is simply not true,” he smirked a dark, thin smile and let his eyes shimmer with some demonic light, “We have LOTS of secrets.” I could see the black humor glowing in his eyes, and I made a move to ignore his statement, but he wasn’t done.
“Besides, what would there be to misunderstand? I thought the situation was fairly straightforward.” I glared at him, letting him feel the full extent of my irritation.
“I think you are the one misunderstanding things. We had sex, and it fulfilled my needs. However nothing else has changed. We are still Master and Servant for eternity, and that will not change.” He gave me a blank look, and replied in a cautious monotone.
“I never thought that anything had changed. I was merely under the impression that you had wanted what happened this morning and…” he paused, almost decided to end it there, but he persisted and I sensed some strange determination I didn’t understand “that you would want to do it again.”
“I think that you have assumed too much, and maybe I made a mistake this morning. Do not worry though, I will not make it a second time.” I did not wait to hear his reply.
“I will dress myself today. You should tend to your chores. I’m sure Tanaka is faring just fine without you, but if I left it all to him, what would I need you for?” At that I rolled my eyes back to face him. His expression held the same blank neutrality, and his eyes were guarded, but just as piercing as ever. I let my eyes wander down. He was still nude, but the covers had magically appeared, pooling around his lithe waist, and I let my eyes linger for just a moment, then return to his face. A little arrogance had returned to his eyes, as I knew it would, but I needed him to understand. Rather than say any more, I let my eyes tell him what he needed to know. I thought he was attractive, yes, but that did not matter. My eyes were cold and cruel, and I was glad.
I warned you... Ciel was kind of a dick this chapter... but don't fret! There will still be lemony goodness in the future, but unfortunately given my track record with updates in might be a while. I apologize in advance. Please Rate and Review!
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