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Regrets in the Crying Sky	By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 7052 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: Fairy Tail is the property of Hiro Mashima. I make no money, I just do this for my own pleasure.

Chapter List
- 1-Rain
- 2-Regrets
- 3-Hesitancy
- 4-Taboo
- 5-Dessert
- 6-Domestication
- 7-Crying
- 8-Vow
- 9-Freedom
- 10-Decisions
- 11-Only
- 12-Stay
- 3
- 4
- 5
A/N: A too-hot-for-your-parents song for this chapter is "Flesh" by Simon Curtis. It's not a song to listen to in public! ("Wanna wrestle with me baby? Here's a sneak, little peek. You can dominate the game cause I'm tough. I don't play around that often. When I do, I'm a freak. So you'd better believe I like it rough.")

Chapter 4

Taboo
Natsu watched Gray closely, searching worriedly for the slightest hint at him changing his mind again. His hand drifted up strong thighs, slowly spreading them and rubbing the soft skin. Gray's cheeks went pink, his mouth opened to breathe fast enough, and his eyes closed tightly. Natsu picked up the bottle of olive oil and drizzled just a little onto Gray's ass, letting it run between his fingers as well, slicking them as much as he could. Then he felt down around the tiny opening between Gray's thighs, rubbing it, trying to loosen it, as well as getting Gray used to the feel of something touching him down there.
"Here we go," he warned quietly.
Fast, to overcome the initial shock, Natsu thrust a finger in just to the second knuckle. Gray's body jolted, and his eyes went wide in surprise.
Belatedly, he moaned, "Owwww. Not … not what I thought it'd feel like," he admitted, flinching a little.
"You've never tried this?" asked Natsu.
Gray shook his head. "You?"
"No," he whispered. "Not with someone else, at least. Not ever."
"Never … as in not even with girls?" Gray looked truly shocked. "You're a virgin? At your age?"
Natsu shrugged with a slightly embarrassed smile. "I knew I only wanted you. I'm not the sort to settle for any love. That's why it really pissed me off when you said that."
"I'm so sorry…"
"Don't even start," Natsu warned. "I'm too horny for remorse. Save it for later."
Gray laughed at that. "Fine. So are you gonna move or fall asleep on me, bastard?"
"I figured your fragile little ass needed time."
"Your finger feels so good, I want to feel more."
Natsu had expect more playful banter, so Gray's soft moan caught him completely by surprise.
Gray chuckled. "You're cute when you blush. Now move before I change my mind, pin you to the bed, and show you how it works!"
Natsu chuckled at that, and he pressed his finger in more. Gray hissed and turned his cheek to the pillow.
"Hey, you're tensing up. Don't. I can't move down here." Natsu wiggling his finger a little.
Gray gasped and jolted. "Gaah!" His eyes went wide, and his mouth hung open for a moment. "Oh God, whatever you just did, don't do it again."
"Hurt?"
"No, felt too good. I'll come too soon."
"We wouldn't want that," smirked the Dragon Slayer.
Natsu pulled out some, drizzled a little more oil onto the finger, then pushed it in again. Gray moaned loudly, not bothering to hold back. Natsu lived far away from anyone, and only a fool would be out in this rainstorm. They were wrapped up in a world all of their own.
"You're so tight, Gray," Natsu hummed, sniffing his musky skin as it began to sweat. "So wonderfully tight."
Between hard panting, Gray watched Natsu with lowered eyelids. He had wild daydreams about this moment, crazy fantasies of forbidden acts that he indulged in when he sat alone on hot days, imagining the heat was the Dragon Slayer's flaming body. Deep inside his heart, he had secretly thought of Natsu, imagined what his touches would feel like, his facial expressions, his low bedroom voice, all in a sinful dream that was shoved aside for cold reality.
This time, it was real. He felt the heat penetrating him. He felt the scorching finger going in deeper, deeper, thrusting a little more each time.
"More," Gray whispered hoarsely.
"More how?" asked Natsu.
"I dunno. Try two fingers, I guess."
Slowly, with Gray hissing, he worked it in. Gray's moans thrilled Natsu to no end. He did not care whether what they were doing was right or wrong. Natsu was willing to bear the sin for all eternity just for this moment. He would beg the heavens to shoulder Gray's sins, too, so he could continue being happy with the life he chose. For Natsu, this was all his soul needed. One night, one time together, one blessed moment to be with the man he loved.
He brushed his lips against Gray's and felt a cold moan fill his mouth. Natsu wanted to carve this memory into his heart forever, to record every sound and savor every taste. He had loved Gray for so long, yet he had buried his feelings deeply, denying himself any pleasure besides what he could give to himself. Now, being able to please another, Natsu felt a surreal detachment from the moment.
Watching Gray, knowing he was moaning so loudly because of him, was a dream come true!
Powerful longing rushed through Gray, shivering him to the core and burning him up inside. Each kiss was hungrier than the last, as if the Dragon Slayer had captured his prey and could hardly wait to devour him whole. He felt Natsu's chest press down on him with each heavy breath. The fingers moving inside had begun to grow bolder, twisting, curling, spreading, doing a sensual dance inside of him. This was a form of lovemaking Gray had never experienced before. In their five years of marriage, Juvia had never touched inside him like this, and Gray wondered if he never suggested it because, deep down inside, he wanted that to be a place reserved for Natsu.
"I'm an ass virgin, y'know."
Natsu's fingers went completely still. His hard breaths stopped as he stared in shock. Fumbling for words, he tried to recover. "Well, you did say you've never tried this."
"I meant it. Never. No one has ever touched me inside like this before … not even myself."
Natsu nodded, then moved his fingers again, although slower this time, being a little more considerate. "So, in a way, we're both still virgins."
Gray had to laugh at that. "I suppose, in a way."
Somehow, that made Natsu feel better. He was not stealing Gray's ass from Juvia, because she had never claimed it. "In that case … I dub thee Natsu's Dirty Playground." He gave Gray a smack on the rump.
Gray tensed up at the spank. "Asshole!"
"Yes, this is," Natsu smirked, giving him a few more playful thrusts. "But it's my asshole. I'm claiming it."
He nibbled a line down Gray's throat, across his broad chest, then detoured over to the pink nipple again. His burning tongue licked round and around, then his lips grabbed it, pulling, sucking, teasing. Gray caught his breath at the sensation, and Natsu felt the sphincter muscles clench. When he felt the nub harden, Natsu grabbed it with his teeth and gently pulled over the tender flesh.
"Natsu … oh God … Natsu, that's … nnngh, good. So good."
While stroking his fingers in and out, he leaned over and kissed Gray deeply. His longish pink hair draped down and tickled Gray's cheeks, while the stubble on his face enticed even more. He felt the ice mage shudder under him from his burning touches. Grunts and hums set a tempo to the cacophony of rainfall and the occasional cymbal crash of thunder outside. Natsu pulled away to gaze down in the wavering candlelight, feeling intoxicated by the face of the man he loved as he listened to Gray moaning his name.
He lowered his lips to Gray's ear and whispered, "Take it all in, Gray. Let me fill your void."
Hazy blue eyes peered up at him. "Then fill it already!"
Natsu smiled down at him. He gave a silent nod and gently withdrew his fingers. Gray hissed, then relaxed. Natsu gazed into Gray's eyes for a brief moment before raising himself up on his knees. He picked up the olive oil bottle again, and this time he dribbled so much on, the yellow oil dripped across the bed. Natsu did not really mind. He knew his sheets were going to be a mess soon anyway.
One at a time, the Dragon Slayer lifted Gray's legs, placing them on his muscled shoulders. Gray laid back in anticipation, gazing up with huge eyes. Natsu aligned himself and looked one last time at Gray. It was now or never.
"Are you sure? Are you really, truly sure?" Natsu looked utterly serious. "I won't ask again, and I'm not going to stop."
Gray chuckled slyly. "You better not stop, bastard!"
Natsu smirked at the challenging gleam in those gray-blue eyes. "Just thought I'd warn you," he teased.
His cock rubbed along the crack of Gray's ass, stroking and coaxing. He rocked up and down, trailing olive oil and pre-cum around Gray's virgin hole. Natsu tried to remind himself to be gentle, yet instinct told him to grab Gray and thrust in hard, fast, and rough. One hand moved to caress Gray's body, a distraction he knew was needed to keep the ice mage from tensing up. Then Natsu shifted himself and wedged his cock into the crease between Gray's ass cheeks. He held his eager arousal in his hand and directed it toward the starlike pucker. He wanted this to work right the first time, not poking around aimlessly. Quick, gentle, smooth … he had to make this feel like he knew what the hell he was doing.
Gray felt the cockhead press up against his ass, and he stiffened, unsure if he was ready for what would surely involve pain.
"It won't hurt for long," the Dragon Slayer assured him, swiveling the tip of his cock around Gray's entrance, slowly burrowing just the tip in. He saw Gray tense up at just that much. "Relax. You've put up with worse pain in fights."
"True enough," Gray realized.
He took a deep breath, let it out slowly, and relaxed everything below the waist. For how nervous and tense he felt, Gray knew that for this to work, he had to be calm, accepting the pain, taking that heat into his body. He paused for a moment, making sure he was ready physically and mentally. Emotionally, his brain was screaming Fuck me already! But mentally, he was a total chaotic mess. After what felt like an eternity, with that arousal poised to pierce, Gray gave the consenting nod.
Gently, Natsu pressing the head of his cock against Gray's sphincter. It was harder than he had imagined. He pressed and pressed, yet it did not just slip in like he had read in Erza's yaoi manga. He gripped himself again, and with a bit of force, he jabbed himself through the circle of muscles. Gray's whole body contracted at the sudden intrusion.
"Dammit!" he bellowed.
"Sorry," Natsu grumbled, too overwhelmed to speak properly.
Gray tightly clenched the sheets at the initial pain and panted hotly. He grumbled profanities, but he never actually screamed. Natsu grabbed those powerful legs higher as he thrust in, no longer willing to wait. The olive oil slicked the passage as he felt himself squeeze into such a narrow space.
"So … damn … tight," Natsu gritted.
Finally, he paused, not even halfway in, but Natsu truly felt he could not go farther without hurting Gray. His heart pounded so hard, it drowned out the constant tapping of rain. Then he looked down. Under him, Gray's body was contorted, with his legs up on Natsu's shoulders and one arm over his flushed face. All Natsu could see was clenched teeth gritting in a rictus of pain.
"Are you okay?" Natsu asked worriedly.
In the back of his mind was a harrowing thought. If he did this wrong, if he made this hurt, Gray would hate this moment. It would be nothing more than some mistake made in the heat of passion, a painful lesson to be learned and promptly forgotten, never spoken of again. Gray would never consider sex with a man as viable. He would certainly not look back on this night with tender thoughts and private smiles. Natsu felt the weight of responsibility, the need to make this feel good.
Gray had known it would hurt. He could hardly help but remember the one time Juvia wanted to try it up the ass. She had sobbed in pain but claimed it felt better eventually. However, it was not something she wanted to try again. She was a woman who wanted instant pleasure, not eventual "sort of felt good."
He felt a hot hand caress his cheek and yank him away from those memories. He had not even realized that a tear slipped out. It was not just from the pain, though. That was slowly becoming bearable.
"Natsu," he said, his throat choked up. He sniffled to clear his nose.
The Dragon Slayer waited with dreading anticipation. Please don't tell me it hurts too bad. Please don't tell me you don't want this. Please don't get mad and leave me.
The arm moved away from Gray's face, and Natsu was relieved to see a smile hidden underneath.
"You're not a virgin anymore, squinty-eyes."
Natsu blinked in surprise, and then he laughed. "Neither is your ass virgin anymore, droopy-eyes."
The sin had been committed, yet at that moment, neither one cared. It was a dark shame that only shaded the back of their thoughts, darkening this moment with a haze of taboo, making the actual deed sweet with sinfulness.
"Ready for more?" Natsu asked, trying to be considerate despite the lustful eagerness thrumming through his loins.
"Gimme your worst," Gray smirked with a challenge in his voice.
"Nope." Natsu leaned over to kiss Gray, and he rubbed that cold nose with the tip of his own. "I'm gonna give you my best."
With Gray's face struck in an expression of shock, Natsu thrust in more. Gray tensed in pain for only a moment, yet then remembered to relax. It was painful but bearable, and somewhere in the sparking pain was soft pleasure, comforting his mind like the touch of velvet. Gray looked up in awe at Natsu.
He's … filling me. Hurts like hell, but he's inside me. Inside! God, I can feel his heat all the way in my belly. It's like he's ripping me apart, but it feels … so … damn … good!
Gray moaned as Natsu slowly pulled out. Then, a little firmer, he thrust in. The gliding cock against his prostate sent shivers up from his ass, right into his tailbone, up his spine, and exploded in his brain.
Natsu reached over to the olive oil to add just a little more closer to the root of his cock. He wanted to be able to press completely inside. He pulled out and rubbed the oil around. Gripping Gray's hips for support, he thrust in hard, completely, until his balls smashed against the crack in Gray's ass.
"Holy … gaaaah!" Gray cried out, shuddering at the feel. "So frigging big."
"Thank you," Natsu smiled wryly.
"Shut up!" snapped Gray.
Need and desire raged out of control like an inferno born from an innocent candle. With every thrust, their breaths came in sync, their hearts beat together, their bodies united as one, thrusting deeper and deeper.
"Ugh … ahhn … unf … nnnngh!"
Natsu's heart raced when he saw the expressions on Gray's face as he made love to him. Such passion, wild abandon, the erotic grunts … Natsu would always keep it in his memory. He thrust into Gray more and more, filling that void, until their hearts and souls became one.
"You're sucking me in, Gray. Your body must really have been craving this. Mine, too," he admitted. "I've been craving you … for so long. Oh God, Gray."
"N-Natsu!" Gray cried out.
"Don't come yet," Natsu said, trying to slow down. He grabbed Gray's cock and held the base tightly.
"No, please!"
"Not yet," Natsu smiled, leaning over and giving him a devious kiss.
He grabbed Gray, and with a swift yet slightly awkward spin, Natsu flipped their positions. Gray was now on top, sitting on Natsu's groin, still pierced, and Natsu laid on the pillow, gazing up with fascination.
"Ride me, Gray."
Gray was stunned. Although he was used to being on top, this was completely different. It was a type of lovemaking he had never experienced, and it made him a little nervous. Slowly, testing it out, he lowered himself more onto Natsu.
"Oh God!" he shuddered.
In this position, the cock could slide in deeper. Once again, Gray realized that Juvia loved riding on top. He let her most of the time. She liked being in control, and she liked the depth of penetration. Gray now fully understood why she preferred the cowgirl position.
He put his hands on each side of Natsu's head, bracing himself. Leaned over like this, he looked straight down into Natsu's amused face. That smile was beginning to irk him. Gray wanted to see Natsu make the same embarrassing expressions as he knew he was making.
He leaned over and kissed the side of Natsu's neck, right over the scar. He felt Natsu's hips thrust up at that. He licked there again, following the ragged scar.
"Gray," Natsu moaned as his body trembled.
He looked at the Dragon Slayer's face. Yes … that was the expression he wanted. "Your scarf will hide this," he mumbled. Then Gray leaned over and sucked his lips onto Natsu's neck.
Natsu cried out and shuddered. Me? Being marked?
Gray raised up and admired the blood raised to the surface. That mark would last beyond this night. It was not permanent, but it would still be a brief and pleasant reminder.
"You're mine now, Natsu," Gray said in soft, velvety words. "Even if it's brief, like this mark," and his fingers brushed lightly over the sensitive spot, making Natsu buck upward, "you're mine for now."
Gray raised his hips, then sensually slid down the shaft, smirking as he watched Natsu reacting stronger now, tensing at the sensation, rather than stoically watching. Now it was Gray with the smug glint in his eyes, giving Natsu the pleasure he craved.
Suddenly, Gray sat back harder, thrusting forcefully down. His legs, which had been tucked to the sides, slid upward and shoved Natsu's arms up, capturing the Dragon Slayer's wrists with his feet and pinning them to the headboard. Natsu's eyes widened, shocked at Gray taking so much control over him. It was way more erotic than he could have ever imagined!
Gray smiled at his trapped dragon. Natsu was just a virgin, after all. He had no idea how much fun sex could be, and all the alternatives available between two people in love. Then Gray placed his hands on Natsu's thighs and leaned backward slightly. He moaned loudly as the new position shifted inside him. Slowly, using his arms as leverage, Gray swiveled around with his hips, grinding deeper. He teased Natsu with circular and side-to-side motions rather than plain up-and-down.
"Gray!" came a desperate hiss. Natsu tried to reach forward, wanting to touch that cock that now danced erotically in front of him, but Gray's feet kept him pinned.
"Do you like to feel me ride you, Natsu? I have to admit…" He stopped his boast before saying it.
"Admit what?" Natsu moaned, too wrapped up in the moment to see Gray's troubled face.
Gray had wanted to say I'm more used to being on top. However, this was not the moment to bring up that. Any mention about his married life would only ruin the moment. There was something else he wanted to say, though.
"I have to admit…" he said softer, shifted gears in his tone. He released Natsu's hands, pushed himself up from his reclined crouch, and twisted back over so he could look straight down into Natsu's face. "…I wish we could have a second chance at this. I want to feel inside you, as well."
Natsu looked a little confused by that. "Are you saying you wanna switch positions? Right now? I mean, I'm okay with that, but I'm seriously ready to come."
Gray chuckled at that bit of crudeness that was so like Natsu. "No, I want to give you what you want tonight. I want to feel you in my ass. I just … I wish … maybe we could do this again. Later."
"I'm fine with that," Natsu shrugged.
Gray looked aside angrily. Of course he was fine with that! He wasn't the one who had to go home to a wife. A wife who wanted to start a family!
Natsu reached up and stroked that tortured face. "Gray, if you ever want this again…"
"I will want it again," he snapped. "I already do. But I'm not sure if I can. I'm not sure if I should."
"I know," Natsu said in understanding.
"No, you don't!" he yelled. Gray looked aside with frustration. "Goddammit, I didn't want to ruin the mood."
"You're not," Natsu smiled. "Hearing you say you want this again … it's the biggest turn-on all evening! I'm not pressuring you. I'm just saying, if you're ever caught in the rain again, or maybe … maybe if you want to take a mission together for old time's sake…"
"Let's not think of the future," Gray warned. "If we speak more on this, I'll only tear myself up inside. Right now, the only thing that should be doing that is your cock." To drive home that point, Gray slammed harder down, thrusting those wishes and pleasant fantasies aside. "Role back over. I want you to fuck me, Natsu. Hard! As rough as you can."
Natsu's brow looked a bit troubled, but he nodded.
They rolled back over, and Gray looked up at the Dragon Slayer.
"Yeah, like this," Gray whispered. It was different enough to keep him in the moment, not thinking about that caging world outside this warm little home.
"Rough?" Natsu asked, looking dangerous now.
Gray swallowed, then nodded. "Make it hurt for a week. Mark me inside." He caressed the hickey again. "You'll see this and remember me. I want to feel this … and remember you!"
Natsu smirked playfully. He had been holding back, wanting this to last as long as possible, but if Gray wanted it rough … he could definitely do that!
With no warning at all, Natsu's hips thrust hard, fast, and incessantly. Gray gasped, and then choked out a wanton cry. His hands grasped at Natsu's shoulders, digging in. He wanted to mark the Dragon Slayer once more, so he scratched hard and deep. Natsu felt tearing at the skin and roared at the sweet pain.
"More, Gray! Scratch me more."
"You've got a little masochistic streak, eh?" the Ice-Make mage chuckled. "You'd love bottoming. I could make you really hurt, you know."
"I want that, too," Natsu moaned, pounding hard. "Want … all of you. Top, bottom, stroking each other, sucking one another off … everything! Every … thing! Nnnngh!"
Gray let himself indulge for just a moment. Him and Natsu, living in this house together, making love in every position, in every location. In the shower, in the kitchen, on the couch … everywhere. Laughing together. Eating together. Sleeping together. Waking up and arguing about who had to cook breakfast that morning.
It was a bittersweet fantasy.
"I'll make sure you remember this night," Gray said, and he scratched at Natsu's hips, yanking him forward harder while his nails bit into the skin. Bloody welts came to the surface.
"Gaaah! Gray!"
"I love hearing you yell my name," Gray purred. "Roar for me, dragon."
Natsu felt like his own fire might consume him. Everything was hot, burning, scalding him. His chest burned from the frantic breaths huffing out of his lungs. His thighs burned from using his legs and hips to thrust in deliciously fast. He felt like a phoenix being reborn in his own flames.
Sorrow. Happiness. Regret. Satisfaction. Pain. Pleasure. This was a night for everything.
And right now, his everything was Gray.
Gray…
Nothing else mattered. In that moment, in that second, Gray was his world, his reality … his everything!
And he wanted to give everything to the man he loved.
It was a rush, like a cleansing purge, flushing out the passion, the desire, and the lust, coveting a married man. All those sinful cravings gushed forth, as if this was the only way to show Gray everything he had desired and suffered for far too many years.
The seed that shot into Gray was so hot, it made the ice mage cry out. He could feel that thick fluid coating him, filling that dark passage with heat, and some dripped out, making Gray's thighs sticky. He closed his eyes, riding the feeling, the surge, carried over and above it.
It truly, honestly, was like soaring freely in the sky.
At the sensation, Gray lost his control. As he came, his mind whited out, like a blizzard had swallowed them both up, trapped in this storm of sensuality and passion.
A snowflake and a dragon … who would have thought!
They stayed motionless for what felt like an hour, holding one another, Natsu's head buried into Gray's shoulder, Gray's body flopped in exhaustion. Neither wanted to move, knowing that when they did, the magic spell would be broken, and real life laid beyond.
"Best … fuck … ever," Natsu finally groaned.
Gray had to laugh at that. "How would you know?"
"Better than my own hand."
"Hell, anything is better than those callused fingers of yours."
"Still…" Natsu raised his head and rubbed Gray's nose with his own. "Best fuck ever!"
Gray blushed a little. "Yeah … for me, too." His eyes drifted aside in regrets.
Natsu pouted a little. Was the moment over already. "Your cage?"
"No!" he said fast and roughly. "Not yet. I don't want to. Not yet." He sounded panicky, and he looked up with a feeling of desperation. "Can I stay the night?"
Natsu smiled in relief, and he caressed Gray's flushed cheeks. "I did offer you dinner." He leaned over and kissed him, then smirked down into that pale face. "Besides, you're quite a mess."
Natsu dragged a finger through the splattered cum on Gray's chest, and then he put it in his mouth. Although his face was set for an erotic glint, his mouth twisted up bitterly instead.
"Yuck! Cum tastes really nasty."
"Idiot. You really know how to ruin a good mood."
"No, seriously! Have you ever tasted cum?"
Gray flushed. "Obviously not!"
"It's gross. Here, taste." He dipped his finger in again and shoved it at Gray's lips.
"Bastard! I don't wanna taste my own cum."
"Really, taste it."
"Stop screwing around, squinty-eyes!"
They tackled one another, rolling around on the bed playfully and making an even worse mess. Then Gray captured Natsu under him and pinned him down, grinning victoriously. They froze for a moment, the heavy panting stopped, and their smiles wavered on their faces.
"I hope morning never comes," Gray whispered.
"Me, too," Natsu confessed. "Wanna shower?"
"If your power is off, won't the water be cold?"
"Idiot! Who do you think I am?" Natsu smirked smugly.
Gray chuckled as he realized he had a point. Life would never be cold with Natsu.
He just wished his life could always be with Natsu.

End of Chapter 4
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