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Worlds Apart	By : Shuichi77 Category: +G to L > Loveless Views: 1121 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"Nnn..my head is killing me." Ritsuka slowly opened his eyes as he muttered to himself and placed a small hand on his forehead to discover a damp washcloth. The cool sensation was enough to spring the boy into full alertness and he shot up and began looking all around in attempt to figure out what was going on or where he was. Just as he sat up however, the tall blonde entered the room and was quick to notice that he was awake.
"Oh Ritsuka, you're finally awake. How are you feeling?" Upon seeing the blonde, he quickly realized where he was but the last thing he remembered was being in the car. The large lapse in his memory made his heart skip a beat at the thought of Soubi might have seen.
"U-um…I feel fine. W-what happened?" Soubi then made his way to the large couch where Ritsuka was now sitting with a confused expression and sat next to him before handing him a steaming glass of tea.
"Well after I picked you up at your therapist's office, you asked me to take you by your mother's so you could grab your things. When we got there you asked me to wait outside so I did." The whole time Soubi was speaking, Ritsuka was racking his brain trying to remember anything, but it was no use so he had to rely on what Soubi knew; which was a though that scared him to death. "I waited as long as I could but I was beginning to worry because it seemed as though you were taking too long so eventually I came in after you." Soubi then paused for a moment making Ritsuka's stomach drop.
"A-and then what? I don't remember."
"Well I'm not entirely sure what happened while you were inside actually, but by the time I got inside you were out cold on the floor and your mother was lying on the floor in the hallway. So I picked you up and grabbed your bag and brought you here to my place."
"I see…I wish I could remember what happened…" Soubi couldn't sense the anxiety in the boy's voice and moved his hand to gentle caress the boy's cheek in an attempt to comfort him.
"Try not to worry about it Ritsuka, everything will be ok." There was then another short pause before Soubi removed his hand and put on a very solemn expression. "There is something you should know though…" This caused Ritsuka's eyes to grow wide in anxiety and his ears stood at perfect attention.
"W-what?"
"Well…when I found you at your mother's home, she told me never to return to her home and…she said the same for you as well." This wasn't very much of a surprise to the boy at all and he simply lowered his ears slowly before looking down to his feet with a sigh.
"Oh…" The sight of boy was enough to break Soubi's heart and he took his chin in his hand and gently lifted his face to be closer and more level with his own.
"Don't worry, you can stay here." It was in this moment when he was looking directly into Soubi's beautiful eyes and glowing smile that Ritsuka realized that he was alone in Soubi's home. He then began to panic at the thought of living permanently with the newly admitted object of his affection. A thousand thoughts began to blaze through his mind, like what if he did something embarrassing? Or what if after living together, Soubi grew tired of him? In his panic, he quickly took his face from the blonde's hand and turned away in hopes that he didn't see just how red his cheeks had become.
"U-uh…you don't have to do that…" Soubi then gave a small chuckle before ruffling the hair on top of Ritsuka's hair causing the boy to turn his face back towards him.
"I want you to stay silly." Ritsuka's ears then pressed down flat against his head and he attempted to look away to hide his blush.
"A-alright. At least for now." Soubi then suddenly stood from his seat with a smile.
"Great. I will go start diner then; is there anything in particular you would like to eat?"
"I don't care…"
"Alright then. You can go ahead and take a shower and unpack your things in the bedroom if you'd like."
"Yeah, ok." Soubi then sauntered out of the room and into the kitchen, leaving Ritsuka to gather to his things and make his way into the bedroom just down the hall.
Once Ritsuka had made his way into the bedroom he quietly closed the door behind him before letting out a long relieved breath. He then began to take a few very deep breaths in an attempt to calm his fast beating heart. As he was trying to calm himself however, it seemed as though his mind was working against him as thoughts continued to fly through his head. It was bad enough that he was dealing with this condition of his but now he found himself actually living with the tall blonde that he was just now discovering he had feelings for. These thoughts scared the boy to death and in that moment his one and only concern was keeping his secret concealed. He then took a few more deep breathes before he felt like he had his anxiety under control and he gently set his bag on the floor in front of Soubi's large wooden dresser before making his way into the large tiled bathroom. Once inside, he walked over to the shower and turned the knob to start the water. As he waited for the water to warm, he walked over to the mirror and began to undress, all the while trying his best to keep his thoughts calm and centered. Once he had stripped away all his clothes, he stood and stared at himself in the mirror focusing on the scattered scars and bruises all over his body. He quickly became entranced with tracing his delicate fingers along a few of his most recent scars. He stayed there until the fog from the hot water obstructed his view. He then let out a long sigh before turning away and stepping into to warm running water.
Once he was beneath the cleansing waters, he closed his eyes and attempted to clear his mind completely of all his fears concerning the tall blonde. For a brief moment, the steam and sound of the running water seemed to be really relieving to the boy. That was until the increasingly familiar voice rang through his head.
"Ritsuka…" The sudden voice caused Ritsuka's eyes to slowly open, being less and less surprised by the voice every time it appeared. This time he only sighed and in fact responded.
"What do you want…" Ritsuka's tone was very obviously annoyed at the intrusion in his own head.
"You shouldn't talk to me like that you know. I'm just here to help you." Ritsuka gave a sarcastic scoff at this.
"Yeah? Help me how?" Ritsuka then felt a slight chill when he heard a short pause followed by a very quiet sinister laugh.
"To get the things you want of course." Ritsuka's calm quickly left at this statement and he was slightly scared as to what his alter could mean.
"L-like what?"
"Mmm…like that delicious looking blonde from earlier." This was enough to completely rile Ritsuka to the point that he now had to support his weight with his hands against the tile wall of the shower due to the shaking in his knees.
"I-I don't know what you are talking about! Just shut up already!" This caused the same eerie laughter to echo through his mind.
"You can't lie to me Ritsuka. I'm apart of you…I know everything you know: your thoughts, feelings, everything. And I know how you feel about that man…Soubi isn't it?"
"I said shut up! You don't know anything!"
"That's where you are wrong Ritsuka, I know everything. I know the things want to say to him…to do to him."
"Stop talking damnit!"
"Tsk tsk, how rude. All I want is to help you and this is the way you treat me. Shameful." Ritsuka's resolve then quickly faded as his thoughts were drawn to the blonde in question.
"Whatever….there is nothing you could do anyway."
"Oh but that is where you are wrong again."
"W-what are you talking about?"
"You still underestimate just exactly what I am capable of."
"What do you mean?!" There was then another laugh, this time it made Ritsuka shiver in fear.
"How about I just show you…"
Ritsuka's eyes then grew wide in shock as he felt his entire right arm go numb before slowly moving from its place on the wall and making its way towards the sensitive place between his legs.
"W-whats happening? What are you doing?!"
"Exactly what I know you want to…just relax and enjoy it." Ritsuka then let out a small gasp as his hand grabbed onto his member against his will.
"N-no! Don't ! I don't want to!"
"Oh but I think you do. I know it isn't hard for you. Just think about it…that tall perfectly slim and muscular frame….shirtless…whispering your name…" Ritsuka's hand then began to slowly stroke his quickly growing erection as he found it impossible to get that picture out his mind.
"Nnn…S-stop it…"
"You know you don't want me to stop. You know you want nothing more than to see that gorgeous body, to touch it…to be touched by him." The pace of the strokes then began to increase and Ritsuka could no longer hold back his soft moans and gasps as he did in fact picture his beloved Soubi doing these kinds of things with him.
"Mmm…ah…."
"That's what I thought. I told you, you can't resist me…or your own desires. Just imagine it Ritsuka, imagine what I could do for you. I could get you the object of your affection…."
"Ahh…"
"You could be the one writhing on his bed as he touches you all over….kissing you. It would be so easy and feel so good. You are tired of those ears aren't you?" Ritsuka's hand was now stroking his very erect member faster and faster as the water ran over him and he could feel a knot tightening quickly in the pit of his stomach.
"We both know you want him…just let go…let me help you…let me make him yours and only yours…."
"Nn..aahh….Soubi!" Ritsuka then fully released himself onto the tile of the wall of the shower, panting heavily. He then suddenly regained the feeling in his arm and quickly removed it from his member.
"All you have to do is let me out, and he will be yours Ritsuka….forever."
TBC
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