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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1812 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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All I could do was stare blankly at Hide. He was waiting for an answer, permission to get me off. This must be some kind of dream, right? I'm so embarrassed right now I can't even fathom that this is real. But still...
"O-Oh no, I couldn't. It's not your fault, Hide! You can just step out; seriously, I can take care of this on my own. There's no need for you to..."
Hide cut me off before I could finish speaking, raising his voice to me for the first time since this all began. "There you go believing you can handle everything on your own without help again. I've made things so difficult for you, let me handle this one thing!"
He slid the bucket he had been sitting on over and sat down behind me. His arms wrapped around my waist, his right hand grasped my cock and began stroking it.
"If it'll help ease your mind, I'll do it like this, so you won't have to see me."
His left hand pressed against my stomach. Soap still coated his hands, making his motions against me provide little friction. This was unlike any kind of pleasure I had ever given myself. My will to hold myself together was crumbling away. Soft moans escaped from my lips as he squeezed his hand around me and stroked the shaft from base to head. I felt the pressure building within me, his hot breath against the nape of my neck intensified the ecstasy that he was subjecting me to. My need to release grew stronger, my hips started moving on their own, driving myself against his closed fist.
"I-I'm close, Hide!" I barely recognized my voice now, wrapped in lust and desire.
Hide tightened his grip on my cock, rubbing his fingers just under its delicate end with each forward stroke. "Don't hold back, Kaneki. I've got you."
With a weak whimper, my body gave in as I finished in his hand. The evidence of my climax dripped from Hide's fingers. My mind felt hazy as though the steam from the shower had seeped into it. I didn't want to lose this euphoric feeling and kept my eyes closed as long as I could to prevent reality from setting in.
Hide rested his chin against my right shoulder, pressing his chest against my back as he also sought rest after such activity. His hands remained, holding me gently.
"We should finish your bath before your hot water runs out," Hide said as he let go of me and reached for the shower head, rinsing his hands clean and lathering up more soap as he moved his seat back in front of me.
I felt hot and I knew it wasn't because of the water. Despite how great that just felt, I couldn't bring myself to look him in the face as he finished washing me. Rinsing the last of the soap away, he stood up and offered me a hand. But my attention had now ended up somewhere else as well. During the course of things, Hide was stimulated by something too, because his arousal had shown itself. He noticed me staring but didn't acknowledge it, choosing instead to start walking away.
"Wait!" I cried out as I grabbed Hide's wrist before he could get out of my reach. My erection had been the direct cause of my interaction with Hide, but why would he have this reaction just from washing me? Perhaps it was just a natural thing, nothing more. I couldn't help but feel responsible though. "About, uhm... that," I said as I brought my eyes to his crotch. "I-I should be willing to do the same for you, right?"
He looked down at me, smiling once again. "No, don't worry about it, Kaneki. It'll go away on its own eventually, or I'll take care of it once you're dried off and dressed."
"No, I feel like it's my responsibility. Please."
Hide relented with a shrug of his shoulders, sitting down in front of me once again, facing away from me this time. "If you insist, go for it."
Okay, I just have to take care of him the same way he did with me. It can't be that difficult, just have to grab his... I reached around and touched him. So hot to the touch, I wrapped my fingers around it, feeling its warmth transfer through to me. My hand trembled as I started to move my fist against his shaft. Could I do this? I was beginning to lose the confidence I had when I first offered to return the favor to him.
"It's okay, Kaneki," Hide said as he covered my hand with his own. "I don't want you to feel pressured to do something you don't want to do. You don't owe me anything."
"I know that, and w-well, it's not that I don't want to..."
"Why don't we do it together then?" He shadowed my hands with his and started to jerk himself off using my right hand. It didn't take long to hear Hide's lustful voice start to come out. His moans were sultry and sensual; to think that I was playing a part in making him this way! Without realizing it, I started rocking against him, keeping with the rhythm he set with his own hands.
"Mmm, Kaneki. Keep doing that. It feels good."
I was so wrapped up in the moment, all I could do was abide by his wishes. He grabbed my left hand and pressed it against his chest. I held him close, pushing myself against him further.
"Keep going; I'm almost ready to come," Hide whispered.
He squeezed my fist against his cock tightly, thrusting with passionate force. He shuddered violently as he came, his body arching against me as Hide experienced the same rapture he'd exposed me to a short while ago. I held him close as he came down from that high, his breath slowly returning to normal. I let him go so he could stand up.
"That... That was amazing! Here, let me help you wash that off your hand." Once that was done, he brought a couple towels over. He wrapped one around his waist and used the other to dry me off. I wasn't sure if there were any words to say after what happened, so I just sat in silence. After getting himself dressed, he peeled off the wet plastic from the cast and helped me into a nightshirt and pajama bottoms. Finally, after reattaching the leg brace, he helped me to my feet and walked me to my bedroom.
"Th-Thank you, Hide. For everything." A million other words were flying around in my mind, most of them including some synonym of 'love,' but none of them made it as far as my mouth. I just couldn't take the chance that my confession would drive him away. Besides, what went on just now wasn't anything romantic anyway, he said so himself. Just a natural reaction that probably meant nothing to him other than just getting off.
"No thanks needed, man! But I should get going though. I'll be in a real jam if I miss the last train. I'll see you tomorrow, good night." He flashed that smile again, then closed the door behind him. I wanted to call out to him, to tell him he could stay here for the night. Anything to keep him close just a while longer. But I couldn't do it. Whoever he had to be dating wouldn't appreciate him spending all his time with me. I don't want to make things difficult for him.
So, I settled into bed, replaying what happened tonight in my mind like a highlight reel. Even though I knew better, I could fool myself into believing the connection we made was real, just for a short while, couldn't I?
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