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This Too Shall Pass	By : BroknAngel Category: Digimon > General Views: 2532 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon: Digital Monsters, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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See? I promised you didn't I? Here's the next kind of chapter.
This is Taichi in an...off...mood. It's not a plot twist in the story or anything, just something to kind of give you an idea of what goes on in his mind at certain times. He doesn't think like this all the time remember. This is just his 'the world is out to get me nothing's wrong with me why are you looking at me like that' phase.
Disclaimer- Don�t own Digimon...you corporate asses
Once again thank you for the reviews and e-mails

~Broken Angel

This Too Shall Pass: Chapter 3

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'...all that we see or seem,

is but a dream within a dream'

~Poe

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What is it exactly that makes them think I'm crazy?

'He wasn't always like this.'

My life is just the same as theirs.

Is it because I see things for what they are?

Because I sometimes think things are different from what everyone else sees?

Isn't that called perception?

Because I know that life sucks and hurts and tears and I actually do somng ang about it?

What the hell else am I supposed to do?

Just sit and let it hurt?

I can't.

I won't.

Not when I know how to make it stop.

'What they hell are you doing?!'

Why do they all get so worked up...

I'd be fine if they would just leave me alone

But no...they have to interfere

'it's none of your business!'

You know they almost made me believe it...believe their lie..

'I'll help you.'

I'm fine!

Why don�t you believe me?

You used to believe me...

"am I crazy?"

"No"

"are you lying?"

"You're not crazy"

Okay, maybe what I think and do does scare me sometimes...

I'm scared when I wake up with blood and bruises on me with no one around and can't remember what happened.

They tell me I did it...

I know I would

'Why do you do this?'

I know I do

'bec...'...'

It makes the world stop hurting
Sometimes I see like the others see and it's okay.

Everything's bright and happy and alright.

Then it goes back to normal and I can't understand what they see that makes them act the way they do.

When I see their way, I can't remember mine

When I see my way, I can't remember theirs

'Taichi...'

Everyone wants to help me.

I don't need help.

I don't want it.

'stay away from me!'

I hate telling people my problems, if you're one of the ones that call them that.

They're not problems to me, they're solutions and perceptions,

they're just 'problems' to everyone else.

'Why won't you talk to me?'

Telling about everything is just lainlaining.

It's not like they can do anything, not like I would let them try.

But nobody seems capable of minding their own business anymore.

'you need help!'

'I don't!'

'Yes, you do!'

Leave me alone!

I don't want your pity, your concern, or your help!

Just leave me the hell alone!

'why can't you let us help you...'

Because you betray me

'No!'

Because you hurt me

"I want to go home! Let me go! You son of a bitch! Tell them to let me go! I hate you!!"

I hate them.

For what they do.

For what they do to me.

And every time it's the same.

'It's for your own good'

What do you know about what's good for me?

I was doing just fine until all of you decided to interfere in my life.

'this isn't your business!'

'You're my business!'

'I�m not!'

My life. Mine. Not yours. Get your own.

'why can't you leave me alone?'

'Because we love you.'

Even my little sister. They turned her against me.

'Please onichan...'

My parents, my friends, they all think something's wrong with me

Maybe what's wrong with me is all of you.

No one seemed to think anything was off until you said it was.

Now they've got me seeing psychologists, misinterpreting everything I say, shoving pills down my throat...

That's what'll drive you crazy

'You know we care about you.

We love you so much

you have to know that.'

Shut up

'fuck off'

Everything was fine...

I was doing okay...

'They didn't mean it...'

'I shouldn't have said that'

I shouldn't have done that'

'What did he mean...'

'Why did she say that?'

Shut up!

Shut up! Shut up! Go away! Leave me alone!
I hurt them

I don't mean to...

but what I say hurts them...

'Tai-chan...'

But they hurt me

'Stop doing this!'

'stop interfering!'

I know what's best for me, not you

'Why?'

'it helps'

I hate them! All of them...

You think you're 'helping' me?

You're killing me!

'You're killing yourself!'

I don't need help...

'I don't need you...'

I don't want help...

'I don't want you...'

Stop trying to help me...

'You've got to go to the hospital'

stop it...

'...They can help you

I'll be right there...'

no...

'You have to go...

I won't leave you Taichi...'

...stop...

'I can't watch you do this to yourself'

god...

'I love you'

Stop it!
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