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Fight Me, Bite Me	By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 39446 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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Chapter 44

Within the Harem Room

Gradually, Gray woke up and stretched. Sleeping on a pile of pillows was far less comfortable than it appeared, and he worked out a stiff shoulder. He saw Natsu sitting up, staring out of their private little cove blocked by a mound of pillows. His eyes were much colder than usual.
"Hey," Gray said.
His high voice startled him for a moment. Oh, that was right. He had been magically transformed into a female body. That explained the pressure on his chest and utter lack of a morning woody. Natsu also looked feminine now that Gray rubbed his eyes and saw clearer. He had only tiny breasts, but his pink hair flowed gorgeously, not mussed up with a night of tossing like Gray's long, black hair.
"Did you sleep at all?"
Natsu's gaze stayed out blankly. "No," he said softly.
Gray sat up and hugged those warm shoulders protectively. "Natsu," he sighed, wishing he could fully shield him from all darkness. "Is it this place?"
Natsu glanced around at the harem room. "It's not like … back then," he said hesitantly. Then he forced himself to smile. "Y'know, this is rather nice for a prison. We could totally escape. They don't even have us chained up."
He glanced at the door and had to wonder why the rest of the women in here did not realize that all they had to do was overpower three guards, only three, one by the door, one by the bathroom, and one who occasionally got off his chair, put down his book, and took a patrol around the posh room filled with lavish beds and scared women. Lucy alone could have defeated them and escaped from here, so why did two dozen women not realize they had the advantage in numbers?
He shivered as he realized, maybe they were terrified of the consequences. Some girl must have tried to run away and used as an example, punished, beaten … worse. Rape one girl in front of the whole group and you guaranteed that no one tried to break free again.
Natsu remembered what happened to him when he disobeyed his captor. After only three times, he fell into a depressed state of believing it was better not to fight too much. The consequences were far worse than simple, quiet, indifferent obedience.
Far, far worse!
He quietly added, "I guess these guards might be able to fight off regular people." There was no point in blaming these girls for not escaping on their own. They were scared, they were not fighters, they did not have magic. They were just normal young women who had been abducted and subjected to horrible things for who knows how long.
"Yeah," Gray said softly. Natsu's voice sounded tired and frail. Had he been too scared to sleep? Too scared of the nightmares?
He nodded firmly to himself. "But I know I could escape this. That's why I'm not freaking out … totally," he added in a mutter. He was panicked, but not full-blown. Not yet.
"But you're still—" Gray did not want to point out just how frayed Natsu looked, worn and ready to snap at the slightest movement. Hugging him a little closer, he quietly asked, "Are you okay?"
Natsu looked over to Gray, grinning as brightly as normal, but seeing the worry in his lover's face made his fake confidence shatter. The laugh that had just begun gradually faded to a timid sigh. "No," he confessed softly. He leaned into Gray's chest and let himself be protected.
Gray cradled him and stroked his fingers through the long, wavy pink hair. He whispered Natsu's name and leaned over to kiss him on the forehead. He really wished Natsu never came here.
Natsu shifted and laid against Gray's chest. His kainushi was here with him. He would be safe. Gray would protect him. If he had been in this situation alone—Natsu had no clue what he might have done, but probably something truly awful.
"Look, about last night," Natsu said quietly, "I'm sorry. I've been thinking about it all night. I mean, why would I … in a place like this…" he said in disjointed phrases, shaking slightly although he kept trying to laugh it off. "I feel like flipping out, and I know I'm trying to escape mentally. It's like I just want to shut it all down." He held his head, wishing he really could shut it out, all of it, the fear and memories and hidden terrors that he could not mention.
"Oh God, Natsu," Gray sighed, clutching him tighter and leaning over that small, shaking body. "We shouldn't have brought you."
"Nah, it's fine. I mean, I'm here anyway," he said, trying again to smile and accept this with a sense of lightness, but it sounded forced.
"Yeah, but … Lucy could have used Virgo or someone." They came to protect the kidnapped women, but now it was Natsu who needed to be shielded from just what sort of prison this was and what horrors happened in this building.
"Nah," Natsu said, straightening up and smoothing out his hair. "They would be able to tell she's a Celestial Spirit." He looked over to where Lucy and Erza were still asleep together on a massive bed. They would be safe; he would make sure of that. Then he looked back around. "Gray, are … are you really okay?"
The question surprised him. "Yeah, I'm fine." A place like this was sick, but Gray did not feel even slightly threatened. He knew he was stronger than these men, even if at the moment he had less muscles.
"I mean…" Natsu began to touch Gray between the thighs.
"H-Hey!" he snapped, slapping the hand away. Natsu drew back in surprise. "Sorry. It's … it's a little sore down there," he admitted reluctantly.
"I'm sorry," Natsu whispered. He sighed and looked away in regret. "I'm really sorry."
Gray scoffed lightly. "Natsu, I'm not hurt, okay?"
He nodded, but the worry did not go away. "Yeah," he whispered.
"Hey," Gray sighed, hugging the Dragon Slayer around from behind. "Hey, what's up?"
Natsu stared out blankly again. He would have rather kept all of this to himself, but Gray jostled his shoulders and rested his chin on Natsu's shoulder. He knew the ice wizard would not stop urging him to open up. Steeling himself, he softly admitted what had kept him awake.
"Last night … triggered something," he whispered, tugging on his white scarf. "I don't know what. I don't even—" His words cut off with a gnashing of anger that threatened to boil up. "I … don't…" He slammed his eyes shut and shook his head.
"What do you mean?" Gray asked, worried after this. Triggered something? Fuck!
"I don't know if I remember, but something. I kept … seeing things. I don't know if it was me."
Gray kept holding him. "Things in the past?"
Natsu's brow tensed up. "Maybe. I mean, was it … was it me? Was I watching it? Was it something I saw, or…" He gulped hard in fear. "…or something I did?" He shivered deep inside. "Part of me knows, and part of me doesn't."
Confused, Gray asked, "What do you mean?"
"I don't know!" Natsu shouted. "Part of me knows, and part of me doesn't. I can't explain it," he said in frustration, wishing he knew the words to describe the chaos within him.
Gray nodded in solemn understanding. "It's something you've blocked. A memory."
"Maybe."
Gray thought about Makarov's foreboding warning that there was a darkness within Natsu that even the Dragon Slayer himself might have convinced himself never happened. Last night, he had seen a little of that darkness in Natsu's eyes, something different, far different, and terrifying even to Gray.
"I could ravage you, and you can't stop me. I could get you pregnant, and there's not a damn thing you can do to stop me."
The fierce aggression last night, threats like that, and the insane glee in Natsu's eyes as he overpowered Gray had been a thrill edging toward terror. Was this part of Natsu's problem?
"I … I … I can't…" Natsu rubbed his head in frustration. "I see just a flash, and that's it. What I saw was—" His voice choked up, and he trembled deep in his heart. "—evil," he whispered.
"Natsu!" Gray whispered, growing more worried. Evil?
"And, what if it was me? I … flipped out back then, and I don't want you…" His words faded off again as a shadow filled his blank gaze.
"Don't want me to what?" Gray asked hesitantly.
Natsu fisted up his hands and shifted away from Gray's protective arms. He drew up into himself, away from the ice wizard. "I don't want to hurt you."
Gray stared at him hard. "That's not what you were about to say."
Natsu knew he could hide nothing from Gray. The annoying stripper knew him too well. He looked up into Gray's eyes with stolid determination. "I don't want you to see this darkness."
Gray jolted back. After all they had gone through, all they had shared about their past horrors, what in hell could be so bad that he was pulling away now? "Natsu, if there's something bad in your past, we can work through it. We always have!" He smiled, hoping to encourage him.
"Yeah," Natsu said ambivalently, looking aside. "Maybe." Dark eyes glanced up again. "But what if we can't this time?"
"Why wouldn't we be able to?"
Natsu's face turned serious. "What if it's that dark?"
A shiver ran through Gray. This had to be what Makarov mentioned, something so dark that neither the guild master nor even Gildarts had ever fully forgiven Natsu. Just what the hell happened?
"You said part of you remembers," he pointed out, trying to approach this with caution and logic. "What do you know?"
The sage-green eyes went sad. "I know … I can't tell you."
"Natsu!" he scolded.
"Not here," he added, and the Dragon Slayer laughed tensely. "I'm freaking out in here. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I don't want to scare you." His eyes locked onto Gray's. "I don't want you to be scared of me."
Gray scoffed arrogantly. "I'm not scared of you."
Natsu looked like he pitied Gray. "Yeah … for now." He turned away and glanced back out at the harem room beyond their cove.
Gray felt deeply worried, but Natsu had a point. This was one hell of a serious subject they needed to tackle, and being on a mission, in the heart of enemy territory, and people starting to wake up … this was a horrible time and place.
"Look, we won't deal with it right now, and when we get home—"
"No."
Gray blinked at the sudden dismissal. "What?"
Natsu pulled away further and slammed his eyes shut, wishing he could shove all of those visions of the past back into whatever little lockbox they had been in for all these years. Quietly, he said, "I'm not ready."
"Okay," Gray said awkwardly. "Well, when you are ready. Whenever you're ready, just let me know. It doesn't matter what time of day, if you have a nightmare in the middle of the night, just let me know. Jump in through my window again," he said, hoping to cheer Natsu up, but it was not working. "We … we can talk."
After a pause, he finally whispered a halfhearted, "Thanks."
Gray's chest ached to see his boyfriend this close to breaking down. He scooted over and held the Dragon Slayer again, whispering his name, wishing he could release all of this darkness, every drop of it.
"I'm not gonna let you get hurt," Gray swore.
"Heh, that's my line," Natsu scoffed wryly.
"What do you mean?"
Natsu glanced around at the room, the guards, and the women fearfully awaiting a horrific fate. When he turned his eyes back to Gray, there was a strange, almost fatalistic gleam in this.
"I'm not going to let you go through what I did."
That face terrified Gray far more than shadowy pasts. "Natsu, what are you planning?" The Dragon Slayer only chuckled to himself. "You better not be planning something," he warned.
Natsu's eyes held pity mixed with resolve and detachment. They were the eyes of a man who had surrendered to the inevitable in order to protect a loved one. Hollowly, Natsu said, "I already know what it's like."
What it's … like? Gray's eyebrows twitched at hearing such grimness in Natsu's voice. It took him only a few seconds to fully understand what he meant.
"No," he said sternly.
Natsu had a placid smile. "It's okay."
"No! Natsu, if you…" A guard walked past them and glanced into their cove suspiciously before walking on. Gray kept quiet until he was further down the massive room. Then he whispered to Natsu, "If you freak out—"
"I won't," he said with assurance. "As long as they're not stronger than me, I won't freak out. I haven't seen anyone strong. I can beat their asses." He glared at the patrolling guard checking out a partially exposed breast of a sleeping girl. "I want to beat their asses," he sneered in loathing.
Gray held back his misgivings for the moment. "Would that be therapeutic?"
Natsu had to chuckle. "Yeah, probably would be."
"All right. Have at 'em!"
Natsu laughed, but they had to drop their voices again as the guard glared their way.
"But I don't want you to be picked for this," Gray whispered firmly.
"Heh!" Natsu leaned up into his face. "Then try to be sexier than me."
Gray silently cursed that Natsu overheard those words the previous evening. "How'd you know Erza said that?"
"Oh come on!" he scoffed. "I could hear her."
"You were in the restroom!"
"So?" he shrugged. "I've got good ears."
Gray huffed and looked aside. "Damn you."
Natsu chuckled arrogantly, but his smile faded. "So, she also mentioned that Makarov told her a little bit."
That was one secret Gray wished Natsu did not know: Erza knew he had been molested as a child. "Apparently," he said cautiously, hoping he did not ask if Makarov had also mentioned things about him, extra things … darker things.
"I wonder what he told her," Natsu mused.
Gray's eyes narrowed. "I dunno. You tell me."
"What?"
"You're hiding something," Gray snapped quietly.
"I'm not hiding—" He cut off awkwardly. He was hiding something, and he knew it. "Look, I … I don't know. I mean, I kinda know, but … and … and then I don't know."
Gray shook his head in frustration. "You're not making sense."
"Well, it doesn't make sense to me," he cried out, but instantly Natsu dropped his voice back down. "I'm sorry, okay? If I could tell you … well, not now, but…"
When Natsu did not continue, Gray glanced over. "Would you tell me?"
He cringed slightly. "I want to say I would."
Gray understood what was left off. "But you probably wouldn't."
Natsu hugged himself and pulled away. "Depends."
"On what?"
Terrified eyes gazed up. "On if that's me in my memories."
Gray saw the dread in that face. Whatever it was, it truly traumatized Natsu. No wonder he could not remember the whole thing clearly, if even just a vague flash scared him like this. "What were you doing in your memory?"
Faintly, Natsu admitted, "Things that I can't talk about." He shivered and hugged himself tighter. "Let's just drop it, okay?" he whispered, wanting to shove it all away, hide it again, hide from it.
"If that's what you want," Gray muttered. "For now! But this discussion is not over."
Natsu scoffed out a laugh. "It is until I remember whatever it is I'm forgetting."
"Okay," Gray pouted, "but you tell me."
Part of Natsu was glad to have Gray looking out for him, and part of him was terrified what those triggers last night portended. Whatever this was, he wished they had never dug it up. Even if his brain could not remember what happened, his soul knew, and it trembled, and that scared Natsu more than simply not knowing.
Gray began to move around, figuring they should get a start on the day. He stretched out his arms and legs, but suddenly there was a slicing pain at his groin. He gasped in shock. It was weird enough not having a penis there, but now … this felt way too weird.
"Gray!" Natsu jolted, seeing the pain in his face.
"N-no, I'm…" He laughed awkwardly. Seriously, this whole no-dick problem was humiliating and he hated that. He moved slower, pulling away from where they had spent the night.
A coppery scent wafted up. Natsu sniffed around, then glanced down and saw spots of red on the cushions. "Oh my God, you're bleeding!" he exclaimed. "G-Gray! What…? Is that from me?" he cried out. He knew he had been a bit rough, but to make Gray bleed!
The Ice-Make wizard looked away petulantly. "Well, you sort of tore me."
"I … uh … oh," he umbled. "Do you mean because you were a virgin?"
The embarrassment infuriated Gray. "I'm not, okay?" he snapped. "You were just reckless." Damn stupid Dragon Slayer! Gray already felt out of control with this female body. He did not need humiliation added onto it.
Natsu began to laugh, and Gray scowled angrily. "Sorry," he whispered, keeping a lid on how comical it was to see the dominant-sadist totally lost and out of control. He caressed Gray's face, but the ice wizard sullenly tried to pull away. Natsu scooted up beside him and put his hand on Gray's belly, adding a little heat, hoping to soothe the pain. "If I had known, I would have just licked you there."
Licked? Down there? Gray remembered having that crevasse licked, that tiny but insanely intense clit sucked on, Natsu's hot tongue plunging into him as he tasted something he would never normally taste. Last night, Natsu went down on him in a whole new way! He felt moist between his legs again just fantasizing about it.
"Don't say things like that," he groaned. He heard some girl waking up with a high yawn, and his voice dropped to a mere breath. "Come on, it's morning. Last night was … was crazy." Sexy, incredible, yet definitely insane and risky. "Not in the morning! I'll go to the bathroom." He began to shift, ignoring the ache. Then he looked back over in concern. "Wait, are you okay? I mean … do you need … to … go?"
The wet arousal was back, yet Gray could not help but remember how amazing that part of last night had been, to swallow everything, all of it, every drop of piss. It had been glorious! His eyes lingered on Natsu's body, knowing what the blankets were hiding and what was under the skirt. The chastity belt was still off. Natsu was not at full size due to the magic only partially working, but that did not matter. Gray gulped, and part of him wanted it again, to drink it down, to watch in the morning light just how humiliated Natsu was to do that. He felt his dominance returning. He wished they could be alone and he could force Natsu to piss in his mouth, to hold him in icy imprisonment, not release him no matter how he squirmed, keeping his lips around that cock until he burst. God, he wanted that!
Natsu shivered under that cold, domineering gaze. "I … y-you…" He blushed and looked aside. Gray's arrogant smile widened at seeing that bashful side again. "Didn't you drink enough?" he whined softly.
"Well, if you need it…" He left it as an open offer.
Although Natsu knew Gray would love to do this, last night had been hard enough with everyone asleep. Doing it in the morning when people were just starting to rouse and chat among themselves … no! No way! There was no way he could do that again and not whimper with shame and pleasure.
"You go!" he snapped. "You've got a lot of liquid in you."
Gray chuckled softly and tapped Natsu on the nose. "Yours!" His piss, topped with his cum: last night had been an all-you-can-drink buffet.
Natsu squirmed and shrank down. "Shut up," he grumbled with fiery cheeks.
Gray began to straighten his clothes and handed the chastity belt back to Natsu. Gray glanced out at the guards. The one patrolling was back in his chair with his book. Natsu slipped on the special chastity device, meant to hide the bulge in his groin. Gray watched as Natsu tucked his shrunken cock into the provided space. If he was any larger, he would never fit this. Then Natsu smoothed the skirt over him. It worked really well, nothing showed. With a little work, he put his padded bra back on, adjusting it around the small chest until it puffed out the tiny boobs that had developed. He looked fully female once again.
"Hey, Natsu," he said playfully.
"What?" he snapped sullenly.
Gray leaned over into the Dragon Slayer's ear and dropped his voice to an airy whisper. "Your piss is about to come out as my piss."
Natsu's face went bright red, and he gasped in sexual frustration as the cock swelled and smashed into the chastity belt. He reached down and sputtered in pain. "Pervert!" he hissed.
Gray laughed smugly. Screw what happened last night! Natsu had his fun playing the dominant role for a moment, and maybe some darkness slipped out too, but now Gray was back in charge. For what happened last night … oh yes, he would have to punish his dragon hard for that! For now, he left Natsu with his hands between his thighs, hunched over in pain, and he sauntered over to the side room where there was a toilet.
Natsu slowly relaxed, and the pain went away. This chastity belt was totally different from their normal one. That was more like a cage; he could still get partially erect but the pain and the restraint stopped him from coming. This one was like a vice, pressing him in, holding him totally imprisoned. It was far worse … and Natsu rather liked the fact that no one at all could see his penis. They all thought he was a normal girl.
'If they don't think I have a cock, they won't want my cum. If they don't want my cum, they won't touch me like that.'
If these perverted men wanted to grope his chest, that was one thing, but at least they would not force him to ejaculate. It was the only thing that kept him sane in this situation that was far too similar to the past.
He heard some noise over by the bathroom. Gray's girlish voice was still strange, and Natsu almost did not realize it was him. Natsu peeked around the edge of their private cove. Gray was in the bathroom, but there was no door. The toilet itself was out of view, but the guard stood right there, watching with a perverted smirk.
"What is that guard…?" Natsu began to ask. Was he really going to watch Gray? Natsu knew that was what he had been doing all night, watching the girls who needed to pee, but he figured it was so they would not try to escape in the night. Did he watch them every single time? Doing everything? Sick pervert! Watching as a consensual kink was one thing, but forcing girls to pee while he stared…
"Drop your panties," the guard ordered.
Natsu could not see Gray, but he knew that was who must be on the toilet now. That guard, that bastard pervert, was going to watch Gray pee. Gray hated to be humiliated. It went against his nature as a dominant and a sadist. Natsu wanted to protect his kainushi from that sick humiliation.
"Hey!" he cried out.
The guard was too focused on Gray to hear some girl shouting. "Come on, show me," he said slickly as his eyes stayed on Gray.
That sonuvabitch! Getting aroused from his boyfriend. "Hey!" Natsu bellowed, and he climbed over the wall of pillows.
The bombastic yell jolted Lucy awake. She rubbed her eyes and looked around. "Natsu?" It was almost like his voice, but higher. She saw long pink hair and had to remind herself of the gender changing spell.
Natsu marched up to the bathroom and grabbed the guard. "Leave Gray alone," he shouted.
Gray had not undone his clothes yet, and he already looked timid at the indecency. However, the guard looked enraged for being interrupted in his disgusting voyeurism.
"Natsu, it's okay," Gray assured quietly.
"No, it's not!" Natsu shouted. How could this be okay? These men were pigs!
The guard grabbed Natsu's cheeks in his massive hand. "Hey, lesbian."
Natsu's eyes widened. Lesbian?
"What? Are you jealous?" the guard smirked, squeezing the indignant cheeks hard. "You're not the only one who gets to see your pretty girl's pussy."
He threw Natsu out of the room by his face. Not used to this strangely proportioned body, Natsu fell chest-first and skidded over the floor. Fire burned in his eyes as the guard laughed and turned back to harass Gray some more.
Lucy ran over just as she saw the flames starting to burn. She wrapped her arms around Natsu's shoulders. They could not let these people know they were wizards, not until the buyer showed up. It was the only way to rescue all of the girls, even those who had already been sold.
"Natsu, calm down," she whispered.
Natsu slammed his eyes shut. He seethed as visions of the past returned to him, that sick man standing over him while Natsu was forced to pee in a bucket, still chained, a prisoner without even the decency of some privacy to relieve himself. He had almost forgotten about those memories since they were mild compared to the other things that happened to him during that time, but now he raged internally, thinking about how Gray must be feeling. He had a fetish for pissing, but something this hideous could potentially destroy that little kink they had shared.
The guard's horny smile fell to a scowl. "Hey, what's this?" He stepped into the bathroom, over to where the toilet was.
Natsu leaped up. "Get away from … her." He almost said him. He had to watch himself.
Gray was sitting on the toilet, the panties dropped, trying to focus on the idea that Natsu was out there, Natsu could hear him peeing, and just ignore the fact that there was some burly guard watching the whole thing. However, when that guard marched over, he looked up with horrified eyes. Oh God, what was he supposed to do? He was still peeing!
The guard looked down at the panties and the red spots staining them. "Are you bleeding?"
Gray choked up. Natsu also heard the question and froze. Oh … shit.
"What of it?" Gray snapped. He tried to bear down to pee faster, to get it over with. This was awful!
"Damn," the guard mumbled. He walked back to the doorway. "We've got a bleeder over here," the man called out to his companions.
Having his condition announced so loudly mortified Gray. "What?" he yelled.
The guard now looked at him with disgust. "Girls on their cycle aren't allowed to see the buyer. He doesn't like them bloody."
Gray froze at those words. On his cycle? They thought his bleeding was … but of course, that made sense in a cavernous room full of girls. One out of every four was bound to be on her cycle.
This meant he could not see the buyer with either Lucy or Erza. That increased Natsu's odds of being chosen. Shit!
"Don't worry," the guard chuckled lewdly. "We'll put you up in a week. Your lucky day, I guess. You get to sit around and enjoy all of this." He waved out to the lavish harem room. "Now, hurry up and piss."
Gray looked at the door. Just beyond, he heard growls of anger from the Dragon Slayer. "Natsu," he whispered, fearing even more for him now.
Outside, Lucy still held onto Natsu's arm. Bleeding? She knew what they all assumed. Lucy was a woman, after all. That was an annoying monthly hassle. She also knew that when Porlyusica brewed the potion to change them, she assured them that they would not have to worry about that, since even if their feminized bodies decided to ovulate that very moment, it would still take a few days for the egg to reach the uterus, and by then the spell would be worn off. Maybe the boys did not understand all of the anatomical explanations, since menstrual cycles and ovulation were things they never had to worry about before, but Lucy had paid close attention, purely out of interest. It was enough to know this bleeding was definitely not because Gray was on his cycle.
"Is Gray okay?" she asked softly.
Natsu fumbled a bit for words. "Well, yeah! Why wouldn't he be?"
She glanced around, leaned into Natsu's ear, and whispered. "I heard you two last night."
Natsu gasped and pulled back. "Y- … You were awake?" Granted, they had not been very quiet, but he thought for sure that Lucy and Erza were too drugged to have noticed.
She shrugged sheepishly. "Yeah, kinda got … um … woken up by it."
Natsu cringed in belated humiliation. "And Erza?"
"She's still asleep," Lucy said, glancing back at the bed they had used. "She's a really heavy sleeper, so at least when I was awake, she was still out."
Natsu sank in relief. "Oh, thank God," he muttered, feeling like he had just cheated death. He looked up with begging eyes. "Don't tell her."
Lucy really did pity him. If she and Loke ever got caught doing things like that … she shivered to think what Erza might do. Still, she warned, "Someone's going to let it slip."
"What do you mean?" he cried out.
She gave a sympathetic shrug. "I wasn't the only one awake."
Natsu gasped and looked around. He only then realized that most of the girls were staring at him and whispering to one another. His ears began to pick up those other conversations. Gossip was spreading. Those who had woken up from the noise were telling those who had slept through the whole thing. Soon everyone would know what had happened, that two of the new girls were lesbians and had been very active last night.
"Dammit," he whispered, cringing down.
"Did you two not realize?" Lucy asked. "I mean, you were kind of … vocal."
"I wasn't really in my right mind," Natsu quietly confessed.
Lucy giggled at the blush on his cheeks. "Well, now I know you really do top." She winked at him. "Pretty hard too."
Natsu cringed. "Th-That was just…" He realized Lucy would of course think that he topped after a night like that. He had taken Gray roughly and thorough. He had actually made love to him. It was not their first time, it still was not to completion, but it was definitely rare for them. Somehow, with Gray having the body of a woman, that had changed something in Natsu's mentality, but not exactly for the better. He had been dark, threatened Gray, said horrible things that he normally would never say.
"So, did you like it?"
Like it? It had been dark and easily could have been violent; Natsu felt that in his heart. "Lucy, no. Don't. Not now."
"Sorry. I'm just curious."
Natsu knew she meant well, and he could not be angry with her. He thought about the good parts of last night, and he smiled mischievously. "He makes a sexy girl."
Lucy had to laugh at that confession. "Well, you know what?" She gave him a light punch to his feminine arm. "You do too!"
Natsu scratched his head awkwardly. "Uh … thanks?"
Lucy laughed at how embarrassed he looked. Natsu really did make a good girl. In another universe, the two would have been besties, shopping together, doing each other's hair and makeup, instead of worrying about Natsu seeing her breasts and scolding him for eating up her food.
"We really should fix your makeup."
Natsu groaned. "Can I not wear that stuff?" Seriously, how … no, why did girls put that crap on their faces when they looked perfectly fine without it?
"Nope," Lucy decided. Then she dropped her voice lower. "And you better get that corset back on. I mean, you kind of don't really have a feminine figure." For how good his face and hair looked, the lower half of the body really was manly, with those square hips and breasts like a pre-teen.
Natsu whined as she smiled like she was about to play dress-up with an over-sized doll.
However, something else needed to be attended to first. Lucy looked over at the bathroom. She really did have to go, she had not used a toilet since last night, but she saw how the burly man watched Gray on the toilet.
"Um, Natsu? Does that guard really watch everyone pee?"
"Yeah." He glared at the guard and had to fight back an emotional surge that made him want to rip the man's head off.
A flashback burst across his eyes. That man's head … in his hands … blood everywhere … an insane laugh of glee … and then … then … as he stared at the blank eyes and mouth opened in a silent scream of agony…
A whimper from Lucy yanked him out.
"What, do you have to go?" he asked.
"Yeah!" she whined, as if that was obvious. "I just woke up. Of course I have to pee. I don't want him to watch me." Something dawned on her. If that guard watched everyone, and if Natsu's gender transformation had been only partial… "Wait, have you not gone? Are you still holding it?"
Natsu blushed as he remembered last night, feeling Gray swallow it all down, everything, peeing into that mouth, using Gray as a personal urinal. His cock tried to swell, and the pain made him cringe.
"Yeah, I'm … holding it."
Lucy saw the discomfort in his face and misunderstood. "Oh man, you're gonna end up with a bladder infection."
"M-Maybe not."
Natsu laughed tensely as he tried to push aside memories of Gray gazing up in amazement as he accepted everything Natsu had to give him. Damn, they would have to try that again, but in private. Or … maybe not necessarily in private. Maybe in the guild restroom, hiding in one of the stalls, Gray on his knees, being Natsu's urinal. Something like that would entice Gray's exhibitionist kink as well. Or he could even pin Natsu to the stall and hold him prisoner until Natsu could not hold his bladder anymore, and only then let him pee, swallowing it, denying him even the use of the toilet. Natsu shivered at the thought and bit his lip. Once they were back to their real genders, he would have to suggest that.
"Well, if you really, really have to go, I could maybe call out one of my Spirits just for a moment, if we can hide in that cove you slept in."
Natsu was yanked out of perverted reveries. "And do what?"
"They could bring you a bottle to pee in and dispose of it. Virgo would be more than willing to do that as punishment."
Natsu imagined the celestial Maiden kneeling in front of him, holding a bottle up to Natsu's penis, urging him to pee all he wanted. When his imaginary self turned down the offer, Virgo then acted like Gray, opened her mouth, and begged him to punish her by peeing in her mouth instead.
"Eww! No!" he cried out a little too loudly, attracting the attention of the guard reading his book. Quieter, he muttered, "No thank you! Ugh!"
Lucy giggled at his reaction. So modest! She had no clue what perverted thoughts were really running through his head. "Well, let me know. I don't want you to have an accident."
"Don't worry," he assured her. He and Gray had played their kinky game of how long Natsu could hold his piss. Natsu knew when he would be at his limit, and it was not yet. Besides, if things got truly bad … well, Gray had offered to do it again. He looked disappointed to be turned down. He would probably love to wrap his mouth around Natsu's cock, gaze up at him, swallow it, fill himself up inside with Natsu…
Natsu almost cursed as his cock throbbed against the smashing chastity belt. He just might ask Gray to do it purely so these minor erections would stop.
Lucy squeezed her thighs together. Gray was done and washing his hands in a basin. "Do I really have to go?" she asked herself, grimacing at the thought of doing that with some strange man watching.
Natsu felt sorry for her. She was a real girl, after all. "What if I distract him a bit?"
"How?"
"Argue with him! You run in, do your thing, and I'll argue with him."
She pouted at that plan, so typical of Natsu. "You really shouldn't."
Natsu glared spitefully at the man inside the bathroom. "I don't like the way he's looking at Gray, and I don't want him to look at you that way. I mean, Gray will pop back to normal in a few days, but you…" Those were her real body parts. He knew Lucy was timid about nudity, despite how many times she had lost her clothes on missions. It was totally different from him and especially Gray, who hardly cared if entire crowds saw him nude.
Lucy smiled as she saw Natsu watching Gray with angry eyes. So protective! He was always like that with all of his friends. "You're really sweet, you know that," she said softly, admiring that quality in the Fire Dragon Slayer.
A slight flush came to his cheeks. "Yeah, whatever."
"No, really, Natsu. You're…" She smiled and whispered to him, "You're a gentleman, in your own weird way."
"You're the weirdo," he immediately said back. Still, it felt reassuring to be called a gentleman when he had a body like this. "Come on, weirdo!" He took her hand and positioned themselves a little closer to the bathroom, ready to move.
Gray slowly came out. He looked pale, emotionally pummeled.
"Natsu," he whispered, collapsing into his arms.
Natsu froze up. What happened while he was talking to Lucy? "Are you all right?" he asked in dread.
Gray buried his face down into Natsu's scarf and growled, "I don't like humiliation!"
Peeing as a girl was bad enough. Having someone watch him was even worse. Having his bleeding announced to the entire room had been his limit. All of the quiet harassment from the guard only pushed him beyond his limits. Natsu saw he was fighting tears. There were no safewords in this situation, and Gray had experienced too much.
Natsu hugged him and breathed into his ear, "I'll make up for it when we get home."
Gray groaned softly. "Don't get me aroused." That moist feeling was too weird. He missed boners. Then Gray saw how Natsu and Lucy were positioned, like they were ready to attack. "What are you doing?"
"Lucy has to go, and I'm going to try distracting him."
Gray glared up in fury. "You couldn't have done that with me?"
Natsu shrugged. "You didn't ask."
Gray growled. Stupid flame-brain! He can do that for Lucy, but not for his own boyfriend?
Natsu stroked down the long, black hair. "Hey, take it easy."
"I'm fine!" he shouted, pushing himself away from Natsu.
"You're bleeding."
Gray looked away petulantly. "I'm fine," he grumbled.
Natsu rubbed his arm. "I'll take responsibility."
Gray glared up at him. "Don't even say something like that! Shut up!" Dammit, being treated like a girl! Granted, he physically looked like one at the moment, but still, just because this damn Dragon Slayer had a minuscule cock, that did not give him the right to treat his dominant lover this way. "I'm fine," he insisted again, folding his arms and looking away stubbornly.
"All right." Natsu shrugged, letting Gray handle this however he wanted. He looked over to Lucy, who crept close to the bathroom door. Then Natsu took a step toward the guard. "Hey, you!" he shouted with a challenging glint in his eyes.
The guard turned around to face Natsu. "What do you want, lesbian?"
Natsu glanced to the blonde. "Go, Lucy," he whispered.
She pressed her hands together. "Thank you!" she lipped, and she raced over to the toilet.
Natsu leered up at the guard. "Hey, you were looking at my girlfriend." Sheesh, calling Gray that was really, really weird.
"Oooh, so she really is yours."
Natsu thumbed his own chest. "Yeah! Mine! I don't like people looking at what's mine."
The guard laughed and smirked down at the pink-haired prisoner. "Well, you sure don't mind sharing what's yours."
Natsu bristled. "What do you mean?"
"Oh, come one," he grinned. "Every guy here was fapping to you two."
Natsu shivered, realizing that last night really had given all of the guards a show. Even Lucy had heard them. "That's our own business."
The guard stepped up to Natsu and tipped his chin up with a finger. "Look, little sakura. You and your cutey can make out any time you want." He chuckled lewdly and leaned in closer to Natsu's face. "We were having fun listening to you two last night."
Natsu yanked away and sneered. "Bastard."
The guard yanked him back by the waist and clutched Natsu against his massive body. "Would you want to give us a show?"
Natsu easily slid out of the hold and backed away. "Fuck you!"
"Oh, that's a dirty mouth for a pretty girl like you." He licked his lips lecherously. "Maybe I should be the one to clean it."
Now Gray moved in, stepping in front of Natsu with his arms spread out. "Hey!"
Natsu grabbed around the ice wizard's shoulders. "Gray…"
"Back off," he growled at the guard.
The room began to drop in temperature as Gray sneered protectively. The last thing Natsu needed was threats like that. It was too close to what he suffered in the past, and there was no way Gray would allow that to happen again.
The guard merely laughed at the two. "For a screamer, you're quite protective."
Gray jolted. Screamer? Last night! People heard! His kinks, his voice, everything, all of it!
Natsu felt the chill collapse and saw Gray's indignant face fall in horror. He leaped around Gray's protective stance and snarled at the guard, ready to attack him.
Just then, Lucy rushed out of the bathroom and up to him, putting her hands on his chest and calling out his name. They could not get into a fight, not yet. The mission depending on them putting up with all of this until the right time.
Natsu knew this had to be ignored for now. Still glaring, he pulled back. "All right. Let's go, Gray." He took Gray's arm and pulled him, but Gray was not moving. "Gray?"
The ice wizard was shaking, staring ahead, thinking about last night, realizing they had been heard.
"Gray!"
He gulped and whispered, "They heard. Us. Me." He put his hand to his mouth as he began to hyperventilate in fear. "Oh my God," he muttered into his hand.
Lucy touched his arm in sympathy. "Gray, it's okay."
"You heard?" he shouted.
Lucy jolted back at his anger, and Natsu grabbed Gray's arm before he could make a move at Lucy. "Uh … a little," she confessed, cringing in guilt. "You … kinda woke me up." It was not like she purposely spied on them.
Loud enough to wake up others! In the middle of all this! Everyone heard! Everyone knew! Gray gasped. Blinded by dread, he took off and fled to the dark cove and behind the wall of pillows.
Natsu watched him go with anguish. "Lucy, go check on Erza. I'll take care of Gray."
"Right," she whispered. "Gray?" He would not come out. "It's okay. You know, it's a stressful situation and—"
"Lucy," Natsu butted in. "Go."
"Sorry!" She took off, letting the two sort this out on their own.
Natsu went back into the cove. It was easy to think this was a separate room, a bubble just for themselves, and not merely a recess within a massive harem room. He sat down beside Gray and hugged him around the shoulder.
"They heard," Gray whispered in a tremble. "They heard us."
"Come on, you're an exhibitionist," Natsu tried to reason.
Gray yanked away. "I don't want to be caught," he nearly shouted.
Natsu knew this was one of Gray's issues. As much as he loved a little kink in public, he also had a huge terror of getting busted and discovered as being a kinky pervert.
"Hey, they all think we're girls," Natsu whispered to him. "Once this is over, they won't know who we are. So it's all right. It's like this isn't you, like we're wearing costumes, and we got caught at a costume ball, and you know, what happens at costume balls, no one knows about it afterward, and…" His rambling was not helping. Gray still held his arms and was drawn into a small ball. "Hey," he said soothingly. He rubbed Gray's back, but he felt the shaking of suppressed sobs. "Come here." He pulled Gray's balled up body over into his arms. "I'll deal with it, okay? You just relax for today."
Gray cringed. "Stop this!" He hated thinking he had to be treated differently just because of a little blood. It was too weird, and he hated it.
"It's okay," Natsu said softly, squeezing him. "You can rely on me once in a while."
Gray broke into tears and turned around, burying his face into the warmth of the white scarf. "Bastard," he wept, releasing emotions that had been on edge since this mission began.
Natsu hugged him and kissed the top of his head. "Blame it on PMS or something."
Natsu knew his own emotions were not normal. Being a girl was more than just a physical change. He could smell his hormones being completely out of whack. If girls felt this emotionally volatile all the time … well, it explained why Erza and Lucy could get really scary.
He now felt something even weirder: a desire to nurture. He stroked through Gray's long hair and cradled him like a child.
"You're allowed to be emotional today, and I'm allowed to take care of you."
Gray knew this maternal feeling. He remembered how his mother used to hold him just like this. He recalled her voice.
"You're allowed to cry when it hurts, Gray, and I'm allowed to take care of you because I'm your mother and I love you."
In a grumpy voice, Gray asked, "Because you're a dick girl?"
Natsu laughed at how he pushed aside simple comfort and went right back to rivalry. "Yeah, exactly," he whispered, hugging Gray's head to his chest.
"Fine!" Gray muttered. "They won't know it was us." He cringed down again and whispered, "Don't let them know it was me."
"I won't," Natsu assured. "As for Lucy … well, I've got blackmail on her."
Gray rose his face up in shock. "What?"
Natsu chuckled mischievously. "I told you long ago, I accidentally stumbled on those two doing something … not so appropriate," he smirked. Lucy and Loke were still hiding their relationship. Having blackmail like this would surely keep her silent.
Gray looked stunned. "Natsu, that's just mean."
"I won't let her tell Erza."
Gray thought about it. For how much he feared what Erza, of all people, might think, this was wrong on so many levels. "No," he decided. "Don't do that to Lucy."
Natsu shrugged widely. "All right. Just a suggestion."
"Don't go dark," Gray muttered.
Natsu scoffed a laugh. "You're one to talk." However, his levity was short-lived. "Sorry if I am," he muttered. "This place is just…" He glanced out as more girls began to wake up, and the sound of quiet snuffling began as they realized they were still imprisoned. "I'm on edge," Natsu confessed. "I wonder if you can live in a psychotic breakdown and be this normal."
Gray patted his hand. He hardly blamed Natsu for barely keeping himself together, considering the situation. "Do you think that's what happened last night? I mean, we normally would never do that."
"Maybe," Natsu mused. "I dunno. I've been feeling weird since we got here."
Gray muttered to himself, "We shouldn't have brought you."
"Stop that," Natsu said in tired annoyance. "I'm here so it's fine. We'll deal with it."
"Still," Gray sighed.
"Hey." Natsu hugged Gray and shook him out of his melancholia. He whispered into his ear, "Do you think I'd give up the chance to do you as a girl?"
Gray blushed and hid his face down into the scarf, muttering insults. Natsu just laughed and held him closely. Like this, cuddled together, he could easily forget the dire situation they were all in.
"GRAY!"
Dire just went to fatal.
They both leaped apart, and the ice wizard went pale at Erza's booming voice.
"Oh shit."
Natsu put a hand on his shoulder. "I told you, I'll take care of this." He leaped up to his feet and faced the Titania. "Hey, Erza!"
She stomped right up to him and glared hard. "What is this I hear?"
Lucy was right behind her looking apologetic. "It wasn't me. Someone else mentioned it."
Natsu stared firmly into Erza's face. "Yeah?"
She took a deep breath in anger. "You and Gray—"
"Yeah." He nodded once, confirming it without showing remorse.
"Last night?"
"Yeah."
Her voice rose in anger. "I missed it?"
He was about to say yeah again, but her exclamation caught him by surprise. "Huh? Uh … well, I guess you were drugged. W-Wait, you're not mad?"
"Not at you two. I mean, given the changes, we can blame it on hormones."
"Uh … r- … right!" he cried out. "That's what we were just saying. Gray's … like that," he said, pointing down to the long-haired raven, "and I'm kind of … mixed up."
"Exactly!" Erza slammed a finger into his chest. "This time, I'll forgive you."
"Uh … right," Natsu muttered. Were they really off the hook that easily?
"Don't ever do this in public again!" she scolded sharply.
"N-No!" Natsu stuttered out. "No, ma'am. Never."
"All right," she decided, suddenly placid again. Erza swirled away with Lucy giving the two a look of both apology and relief. They were all safe this time.
Natsu sank to his knees. He had faced her boldly, but that … that was terrifying! "Well, that wasn't so bad," he said stiffly. They really got lucky that even Erza reasoned the cause was jumbled hormones. "Gray?" His blue eyes were open and blank, staring ahead with a glassy glaze. "Gray, breathe!"
He let out a breath he had been holding that whole time and sucked in a gasp of air.
"Hey," Natsu said, touching his shaking arms.
"I'm alive?" Gray asked, looking around in shock. Natsu just laughed at his reaction and shook his head. "I just … I kinda … I blanked out," Gray muttered, shaking from Erza's wrath. "I just saw my life flash before my eyes."
"Weirdo," Natsu mumbled.
"She … she's okay with it then," Gray said in amazement.
"She's more mad that she missed it," Natsu scoffed.
"What!"
"You know how Erza is. She's got a really big perverted streak in her."
"Oh … ugh … Seduction Armor," he grumbled with a sickened grimace.
"Yep!" Natsu eyed Gray up and down. "Well, I could always let her get a consolation prize."
Gray was about to ask what he meant when suddenly Natsu's lips were on his, slamming him back against the pillows.
"Na-…"
Before Gray could protest, Natsu's tongue plunged in, invading his mouth. Gray still tried to fight, but Natsu's kisses were warm, sweet, incredible, and made him melt. With his eyes closed, these kisses were exactly the same as always. He could pretend Natsu was not a half-girl magical mess-up, and just enjoy the Dragon Slayer's gentle hands and brutal kisses.
Natsu pulled back and softly gazed down at Gray. The ice wizard felt like grabbing Natsu, flipping him over, tying him down, and making him scream in pleasure. However, Natsu sat up and looked over the pillow wall.
"How was that, Erza?" he asked flippantly.
The redhead shrugged. "Good enough." She seemed satisfied, while Lucy looked on in shock.
Gray turned his blushing face away and wiped his mouth. "Natsu, you're a bastard!"
Natsu chuckled deviously. He was just beginning to lean over to kiss Gray some more when the main door to the harem room slammed open.
"All right, ladies!" a man barked out. "Line up."
They all climbed out of alcoves and off beds, hands twisting, some hugging each other, terrified of this moment. The wizards realized this must be it, when the human traffickers picked offerings for the slave buyer, only a few at a time so the army did not catch them. Natsu and Gray stepped out together holding hands. Gray squeezed Natsu's fingers with reassurance.
However, a wooden baton slammed into Gray's chest. "Not you. I heard you're a bleeder. Go over there with them." He pointed with his baton to a cluster of girls who were not joining the others. The girls drew back and clung to one another.
"What's with them?" Gray asked.
"Bleeders," the captor explained.
Gray was shoved over to them. "Bleeders?" he asked the girls.
One nodded awkwardly. "That time of the month."
"Yeah, me too," another girl nodded. She rubbed out her cramping belly to further explain.
"R-Right," Gray mumbled. He did not dare admit his bleeding was from other causes. How in the world was he supposed to explain that the girl with pink hair had a dick that had torn the vagina he received just yesterday?
"All right, let's see."
One of the guards, a leader of some sort by the different hat he wore, began to walk up and down the line of nervous, trembling girls. Only the three Fairy Tail wizards faced him without fear, although Lucy cringed at how he ogled her breasts.
"The blonde!"
Lucy let out a groan. Of course, she would get picked first. Lecher!
"Lucy," Natsu whispered in worry.
She flashed him a reassure smile. "No, it's all right." This was what they had planned anyway. At least one of them had to be picked for this to work.
The man kept going down the line. Erza was next to Lucy, but the man just frowned at her and kept walking.
"Hey, what's wrong with me?" she asked peevishly.
The head guard glared back. "He doesn't like redheads."
That shocked Erza. She had never had someone dislike her due to her hair color. Jellal loved the color of her hair. To think there were men out there who did not like gingers! This was a new revelation to her, and it cast her down in depression.
The man kept walking to the end, then turned around and made another inspection. He paused by one girl who kept her chin down and turned away. "Now, you've been in here a while, haven't you?"
The girl looked up in horror. "N-No! No one wants me." She cringed down in shame. "I'm too ugly."
"Sometimes we find a pervert who likes girls with your type of look. Come on!" He roughly grabbed her by the arm and threw her over toward Lucy, who caught the mousy girl before she could fall to the ground.
"Hey!" Natsu shouted, angered at seeing someone manhandle a woman.
The guard walked over and eyed the long, pink hair and pointed eyes. "Oh, you're the lesbian, huh?" He laughed at the spiteful glare in those sharp, green eyes. "I wonder what he'll think of you." The man began to stroke the soft hair and surveyed the physical features. A pretty face, small breasts that were obviously padded, narrow hips, a bit on the muscular side, but he knew the big boss liked feisty girls.
Gray realized this guard was about to pick the one person they had all planned to keep from being chosen for this part of the mission. In a panic, he shouted, "Natsu!"
Erza also yelled in protest. "No!"
Natsu knew Gray would not accept this, but to hear Erza also yell surprised him.
"Keep her back," the head guard ordered as Erza tried to move over to protect Natsu. "Bring the sakura."
Two guards came over to hold Erza, and although she knew she could have easily overpowered the whole group, she also knew that if Gray was out of commission, and she was not even an option, this whole mission now had to rely on Lucy and Natsu. As much as she hated it, she slammed her eyes shut and did not fight back.
Natsu stepped forward willingly. He felt better if Lucy at least had a partner going into the next phase of the mission. If it was just her alone … well, she would do anything to protect these women, and Natsu worried just how far she might go. If he was with her as well, then at least they had each other's backs.
"Natsu?" Lucy whispered. Gray's and Erza's reactions had startled her, considering she thought the whole point was to get at least two in their group to go face the main villain.
"It's okay, we're in this together," he told her. Then he heard the mousy girl make a whimpering sound. She was lost in a daze and crying. Natsu leaned over into her face. "Don't worry. I'll protect you."
Worriedly, she look up at this newcomer who seemed to have no clue what was about to happen. "How?" she squeaked.
Natsu patted her back. "Don't worry." He gave her one of his sunny smiles.
"And … this one, the brunette," the head guard concluded. "Yeah, she's got pretty eyes. These are the four." With a wave of his hand, the dispatch of guards shoved the chosen girls out.
"Natsu!" Gray shouted again. He began to run forward. Damn the mission! It wasn't worth the price of Natsu facing these perverts alone!
Erza grabbed his arm. "Gray, stay back."
"No!"
Natsu flashed them both one last confident grin before the harem room door shut and locked. Gray stared, shaking with terror.
He had wanted to protect Natsu.
He never wanted Natsu to relive what happened long ago.
He collapsed to his knees and began to cry, feeling like he had failed to keep control over the situation. Erza knelt beside him. The other girls hurried away, glad another day had passed without them being picked. For them, the worst was over, and it was another day lamenting their situation and hoping beyond all hopes for rescue.
Erza hugged Gray as he trembled and sobbed. She squeezed him against her chest to silence him before the guards got upset.
"It'll be all right," she assured him.
However, the mighty Titania also looked worried. She knew only a little bit about Natsu's past, enough so that she had sworn to Makarov she would never put Natsu into a situation like this. Now she had broken that promise. She was not sure how bad this might be, but Gray's dread made her feel far worse. She never should have asked Natsu to come along as well. Too late for that.
She almost wished that Lucy knew a little about this issue. Maybe then she could help protect him. Instead, knowing Natsu, he would rather do something stupid to protect Lucy.
Gray screamed in anger, and Erza hugged him tighter. There was nothing they could do now but wait for Lucy's signal. She hushed Gray and held him as he broke down.
"It'll be all right," she said again, wishing she believed that.

End of Chapter 44
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