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"Possess. Have. Hold. Enjoy. Control. Dominate. Pick your verb … I intend to explore so very many of them."

― J. Kenner

Chapter 48

Moonless Night
At last, Natsu broke the silence. "Are you ready?" he asked in a soft, concerned voice.
Gray looked up into his eyes. To have Natsu as his lover … to be lovers … sharing that intimacy … conjoined as one.
Quietly, but without regrets, he answered: "Yes."
Natsu stroked back the black hair. He tried to hide how nervous he felt. At least Gray had the advantage of having been intimate with partners before. For Natsu, besides "practice sessions," this was all new to him. Still, he knew Gray had to be even more apprehensive. Many times, Rei-chan recommended that Natsu let Gray top first, but … Natsu wanted this. He needed his first time to be in a dominant role. Deep in his soul, he needed this.
Natsu slowly licked his fingers, savoring the taste of Gray's pre-cum on his skin. Gray watched the pink tongue slither around, and he gulped hard.
"What are you doing?"
Natsu's green eyes twinkled. "Trust me."
His wet fingers reached down and slowly rubbed Gray's asshole. The ice wizard instantly tensed up.
Natsu pulled back at seeing the distress. "I'm sorry. I thought—"
"N-no," Gray whispered. "Sorry, it just … surprised me."
Natsu waited, but when Gray gave him a nod, he reached down again.
"Wait!"
Natsu yanked back in concern. He had not even touched Gray.
"Stuff … lube … I have some. We … we should use that."
"You have some?"
Gray did not directly answer, not wanting to admit he bought it a while back for another partner. He rolled onto his side, and Natsu pulled back. Gray stretched over to the nightstand, opened a drawer, and shuffled around to the bottom. He pulled out a small bottle of lube and a condom.
Natsu saw the bottle was half empty, and there were only a few condoms left in the box. So, Gray had used these sorts of things in the past. He knew that was a possibility, but it still reminded him of Gray's experience. He actually had supplies like this, whereas Natsu honestly had never known these sorts of things existed until recently.
Natsu took the bottle and drizzled some onto his fingers as well as onto Gray. Then he capped it and set it aside. He would need more soon enough.
He reached down between their bodies. "Try it again?"
"Y-yeah," Gray muttered.
Natsu stroked back Gray's hair again. "Relax. I'm not gonna bite."
He arched an eyebrow. "You already bit me, you asshole!"
Natsu laughed, and Gray loosened up with a chuckle. He trusted Natsu. Even if the Dragon Slayer really did want to bite and claw, he trusted Natsu to make it feel good. Plus the bastard studied under a professional. He figured Natsu must know what to do.
"It's okay. Go ahead."
"Are you really sure?" Natsu asked worriedly.
Gray reached down, held Natsu's wrist, and pulled it closer between his thighs. "I want it."
Natsu sighed in relief. He settled on the mattress and stroked Gray's legs. "Tell me if it doesn't feel right," he said with concerned eyes.
"It's going to hurt a lot," he muttered in worry.
"No it won't."
"When I tried on my own, it hurt like hell."
Natsu smiled at the idea of Gray attempting this on his own. He would have loved to see that. "That's because you're an idiot and can't even figure out your own body." Confidently, he promised, "I'll make sure it doesn't hurt."
Gray doubted it would be any different, but he nodded, trusting in him. Natsu had lightly fingered him in the past, and it was okay. However, those times had always been as merely a little added pleasure, not as a way of widening him in preparation for more.
He watched Natsu's face and saw him gulp thickly. He was trying to sound calm and in control, but Gray saw just how nervous he was. He realized, Natsu was a virgin. This was all new. He needed to support Natsu in this venture just as much as Natsu needed to assure him it would be all right.
Slowly, Natsu rubbed his finger around the rim. Gray tensed instantly, but nothing more happened. He just massaged the rim, softening it, waiting, remembering lessons with Rei-chan. She warned that Gray would tense up when first touched there, so he had to wait, be patient, until Gray's fears eased and he loosened. If Natsu plunged in, Gray would hurt.
The last thing Natsu wanted was to hurt Gray.
"Tell me if you want me to stop," Natsu said, sliding a single lubed finger into Gray, just up to the second knuckle. "At any point."
Hearing that simple thing helped Gray to relax. He knew that Natsu really would stop, too. Even if they were in the middle of things, he would stop if Gray no longer felt comfortable.
"Same goes to you," Gray said. "Don't force yourself."
"The only thing I'm forcing is not to fuck you raw and rough."
"That's not the way a virgin normally talks."
"How many virgins have you made love to?"
"Probably none," Gray admitted.
"Then I'll talk however the hell I want. Right now…" He leaned over and licked Gray's nipple. "…I want you."
Natsu licked while his finger felt out the warm, smooth walls inside, before pulling back slightly and applying more lube.
"Still okay?"
"Yeah. Feels … nngh … good!"
"No pain?"
Gray shook his head, eyes slammed shut, fully focused on the feel of Natsu's finger inside of him. Just then, he felt another touch. He tensed, but the finger stilled until he relaxed again. Then, so slowly it was almost imperceivable, just the tip of a second finger slid in. Those small adventures with fingering his ass, always brief and near the end, were nothing in comparison to Natsu smoothly slipping his fingers into his body.
"Damn, that's…"
Natsu paused. "Bad?"
"Hell no, good!"
Natsu smiled, glad he was giving Gray pleasure and not any pain. Biting was one thing—he honestly had not meant to bite hard enough to make Gray bleed, but the smell that had disgusted him with bad memories in the past was now filled with wonderful memories from tonight. Still, even if he scratched and bit, Natsu did not want Gray to feel actual pain during this part.
Well … not this time.
He felt Gray's muscles relax, felt the passage seeming to widen a bit, walls no longer unyielding. When he inserted a third finger, Gray breathed out a moan. Natsu's other hand rubbed Gray's raised thigh, coaxing him to relax.
"More, Natsu. I want all of you."
Natsu's heart skipped a beat, and his face blushed deep crimson. He never imagined he would hear such words from Gray. "You sure?"
Gray nodded frantically, but he forced his eyes open to look up at his lover. "I want you. I need you."
Being wanted! Being needed! It was a dream come true, a dream that began a year ago in blood and grief, now culminating in sweat and passion.
Natsu pulled back, breathing hard, hands shaking in excitement. He grabbed the condom package, but it slipped through the lubed fingers. He hastily wiped the lube off onto the bedsheets and tried again. He opened the package and pulled out the condom. Rei-chan once showed him how to put one on, but now, with fingers trembling, he could not figure out which way it rolled.
Gray sat up and pulled the condom away. "Allow me," he smirked.
He pinched the tip and slid the condom down, rubbing Natsu's full length. He gazed up at his Dragon Slayer with a smile, stroking him to make sure it was on snuggly.
"Feels okay?" he asked.
Natsu gulped hard as Gray's cold fingers slid up and down. "Good. Maybe a bit tight."
"You'll have to buy your own." Gray leaned forward and licked up Natsu's jawline to his ear. "Extra large," he whispered sensually, and nipped the flushed earlobe. "To fit my wild dragon!"
Natsu shivered. His wild dragon!
Gray took more lube, drizzled it onto the condom, and spread it around. "Gotta make sure everything is slicked up and ready, right?" he reasoned, watching Natsu blush and moan at his stroking hand spreading lube all along the length.
Natsu squirmed under his touches. "Keep doing that and you won't get any pleasure."
Gray's tongue curled around the shell of his ear. "I like watching you moan."
Natsu suddenly grabbed Gray's hands and shoved him down, pinning him to the bed. "Yeah, but I want in your ass, bastard."
Gray simpered at that salacious expression. He spread his legs more and canted his hips up.
Natsu groaned to see that eagerness. He loosened the grip on Gray's wrists and stroked over his abdomen, where long ago he had reached into Gray's body to save his life. Now he was about to enter his body in a different way.
"I love you," he whispered, shifting his hips up closer and gripping himself to stabilize. "Love you so much."
Gray wrapped his legs around Natsu's body and pulled him in. "I love you, too." He caressed Natsu's face to bring him in closer. "Love you … Natsu."
Their lips met, and at the same time Natsu pressed in firmly. Gray flinched with a groan, but Natsu waited, just barely in. He kissed Gray instead, kissed him for accepting him, wanting him, loving him, giving into him like this. He kissed Gray for everything leading up to now.
As he felt Gray's tension subside, Natsu moved again, only a little ways, holding back instincts to rush. He wanted this to be without pain, although it seemed discomfort was still a problem. He kept kissing Gray through it, distracting him with tender touches to his face.
Gray breathed through it. Every time he thought for sure it was about to hurt, Natsu stopped and waited for his body to get used to it. Little by little, infuriatingly slow but needed for his first time, Natsu claimed him. Just as Gray thought for sure that he could not be spread any wider, Natsu finally stopped and leaned up.
"Are you okay?" he panted.
Gray gulped down a dry throat and nodded. "Is that it?"
Natsu glared. "What the hell do you mean, is that it?"
Gray chuckled wearily. "No, I mean … I don't think I can take more."
"But this much is okay?"
Gray gazed up into those narrow green eyes filled with uncertainty and gave him a warm smile. "This much is perfect."
With a sigh of relief, Natsu lifted Gray's hand and kissed his knuckles, still waiting for him to adjust. They were together! But it was more than just physical. In this moment, their hearts were one, their souls blended, summer and winter melded to allow something wonderful to spring forth.
His boyfriend, his lover … his mate!
He would protect Gray no matter the cost.
He would love Gray despite all adversity.
He would always be here, always by his side.
"I love you."
Three words were not enough anymore. They were just words, yet Natsu knew nothing else to do to show Gray just how deeply this love had burned into his heart.
Nothing but this, to let the flame consume him and make Gray burn with him.
He pulled back and thrust in slowly, feeling the entrance squeeze his arousal. Gray flinched, but it was just discomfort, not pain. Still, the furrow in his brow showed Natsu that he had to hold back still. As much as he wanted to ignite the flame to its hottest, this was the sort of fire that he did not want to burn out too quickly.
He spent a few minutes going slowly, closely watching Gray or looking down to where their bodies united. He could not shake out the memory of reaching into Gray's body, into pooling blood and quivering organs, to cauterize arteries in hopes of saving his life. Now here he was again, delving into Gray's body, but giving him life, making this life he saved a little better. While Gray's eyes were closed in pleasure, Natsu wiped a tear away.
He had saved Gray's life, healed his body, and now … now he wanted to complete his soul.
"Gray," he whispered. "Are you okay? Can I … do more?"
Gray smiled up at him. "I thought you were just being a timid virgin."
Natsu leaned over and kissed Gray's nose. "Not a virgin anymore."
Gray laughed softly. To think that Natsu saved himself just for this moment! And for him! This incredible man who could have had any woman he wanted, who had ladies swooning over him just yesterday, this powerful wizard and Dragon Slayer wanted some lonely kid from the frozen north like him. Natsu was the son of a dragon, and him … Gray felt like he was nothing compared to Natsu. He was just a kid who managed to survive demons and bitter winters and found his way to Fairy Tail. Maybe that was why he fought with Natsu so much. The Dragon Slayer burned brightly, always smiling, always filled with hope and optimism. As a kid, he would rush off at any mention of Igneel, eager to see his father again. Gray had envied that. Natsu had Gildarts as a role model, just like Gray used to have Ur, and seeing the smiles between the S-Class wizard and the fire-brat always pained Gray's heart with memories. Although he knew Natsu had suffered just as much as him, still he smiled and pushed himself beyond his limits.
Why would a man as incredible as Natsu want someone like him?
But here they were, and Natsu was showing just how much he loved Gray. It was overwhelming! Gray traced over a few of the scars Natsu picked up along the way. The Dragon Slayer was looking down, his pink bangs framing his flushed face, and sweat beading around his hairline like a fine mist. Those sharp eyes simmered, showing a fire barely tamed back.
Gray smirked up at him. "Burn hotter for me, dragon!"
A sneer of desire curled up for a brief moment. Natsu grabbed Gray's legs, hoisted them higher, and slammed in hard.
Gray gasped in surprise by how good it felt. It was like a sudden spark struck deep inside, igniting a blaze of pleasure, and with every thrust Natsu stoked the flames hotter until it seared him.
He remembered all of his past concerns, fears about pain in intimacy, fears about mockery for loving someone of the same gender, doubts about it being Natsu, of all people, to excite him in this way. Now, it all melted into euphoria. He squeezed Natsu's arms and scratched into his shoulders, moaning as the inferno of Natsu's love burned him.
Natsu may have had many fantasies up until now, but nothing compared to this. His desire blazed hotter at Gray's throaty moans and the sounds of flesh against flesh. Claiming Gray, taking him, ravaging and fulfilling all the lust he could smell coming off from Gray … it drove reason out of his mind. He was insatiable, and he was glad Gray never asked him to stop, because he was unsure if the logical side of him even worked anymore. He was an animal who wanted to devour his prey.
Every plunge took them both deeper into desire. Gray felt Natsu's teeth on him again, biting sharp and hard. He cried out from the pain, but he was far too lost in carnal bliss.
Natsu lowered himself to lick and nip his lover as he continuously thrust in. Their bodies rubbed against each other, a cold sweat and a burning dampness shimmering on their skin. Gray locked his arms around Natsu and dug his nails into his back. Short huffs escaped them with every collision of their bodies.
Gray suddenly grabbed his cock and stroked frantically, unable to take more. Natsu watched, mesmerized at seeing Gray losing control so fully. He felt Gray's body reacting, smelled it, and began to make shorter and quicker thrusts.
"Gray!" he cried out in warning.
"Yeah," he moaned. "Nngh … y-yeah!"
Gray felt Natsu slam in hard and shiver. There was an animalistic noise, a grunt and growl mixed with a suppressed roar. He opened his eyes briefly and saw the snarl in Natsu's teeth and tendons taunt in his neck. The heat inside increased, and Gray weakly smiled to see his dragon succumbing. However, he kept stroking, more purposeful now, wanting to join him in this release.
Suddenly, Natsu's hand was over his, shoving it aside, and Natsu was the one stroking. It was such a rough and hot hand, slowly getting slicker with dripping pre-cum.
"Come on, slow poke," he teased.
Gray shuddered, but he still wanted to hold out. He wanted to feel Natsu touch him, feel him still inside, his heat radiating down onto him. He wanted it to last…
… And knew it couldn't!
He grabbed Natsu, he wasn't even sure where, and his fingers clenched in deep. He heard a grunt of pain above him, but then his ears deafened to his own low, shivering moan and the rush of blood from his pounding heart.
Natsu watched Gray in full glory, mouth open in ecstasy, wordless moans, and although his cold fingers were digging bruises into his mid-back, Natsu loved to feel Gray clinging to him like this. He loved knowing he was the one to bring Gray to this plane of ecstasy.
He looked down at the white mess on his hand and all over Gray's stomach. He stroked slowly a few more times until Gray shivered and shook his head in sensitivity. Then Natsu pulled back, spent and tired. He licked up his hand, rolled over to the side, and licked up Gray as well, cleaning his abdomen.
Gray's eyes slowly opened and gazed down at his Dragon Slayer. The fiery tongue tickled, but he was too tired to protest. Finally satisfied with his job, Natsu collapsed onto the pillow next to Gray.
They stared at one another in silence as their ears rang and bodies hummed. Natsu cuddled up closer to Gray, sniffing the sweaty skin, sometimes softly licking to taste the saltiness. Gray reached out his hand to move away the sweaty bangs shading Natsu's forest-green eyes. Those squinty eyes looked up at Gray, soft now, filled with so much tenderness and joy. Gray felt like making some quip, but it was simply one of those moments when words were unneeded.
Both of their eyelids dropped halfway as their faces got closer. They held each other, conversing with their eyes all that their hearts felt. Their lips brushed against each other, barely even a kiss. Their noses rubbed together, and sleepy, playful smiles replaced the lusty snarls from earlier.
Natsu suddenly reached down. The condom was slipping off already. He did not want to move and break this spell, but he knew he needed to dispose of this.
"Just need to clean up," he whispered, and gave Gray a kiss before sitting up, holding the condom onto his shrunken cock.
Gray sat up and grabbed Natsu's arm. "I'll help." He glanced down at the swaying used condom being dragged down with a generous white dose. "You really filled that thing."
"It's been a while," Natsu shrugged. "Not since you―" His words cut off as he blushed at remembering their last time being intimate.
"Not since then, huh?" Gray smirked as his fingers touched some of the hickeys left on Natsu's body. "Well, hopefully you don't have to wait so long for next time."
Natsu hummed and leaned in to nip Gray's earlobe, then whispered sensually, "Hopefully not!"
They both grinned at each other as they realized they had just opened the door to many future opportunities. A whole world of sensuality awaited them, and their adventurous spirits looked forward to exploring it all.
Later, though. They kissed and pulled back, satisfied for now.
They went to the bathroom together. Natsu disposed of the condom and turned on the shower. They got in together, and this time Gray did not mind that the water was rather hot. His body still burned with Natsu's heat.
Gray ran a soapy washcloth over Natsu's body, tenderly wiping down sweat and semen. He knelt and cleaned below as well, giving only a light peck to the cock that had worked so hard to please him. In return, Natsu cleaned down Gray's body, kissing the bite marks, muttering apologies for getting rough. The last thing he cleaned was Gray's ass, being gentle there, seeing a faint bit of blood along with the lube. He peppered kisses over Gray's butt cheeks until finally the ice wizard laughed and yanked him back up.
They held each other, the water sprayed down on them, eyes hazy and dreamy. Suddenly, Natsu lurched forward. He pinned Gray to the tiled wall and kissed him aggressively. His whole body lunged forth, and a possessive growl boiled in his chest.
"Down, dragon," Gray laughed, easing him back. "More later."
Natsu's eyes were still narrow with desire, although his body said this was enough for the moment. He playfully bit Gray's collarbone, dragging his teeth over the skin, not enough to mark him, just to show he was not fully sated yet.
"I know," Gray assured him, "but I need to rest."
Natsu backed off at that. His desires clashed with his body's own weariness. If he physically could, he would have made love to Gray all night.
Except Gray looked sleepy. He rested against Natsu's shoulder as the hot water rained on them. Natsu wrapped his arms around his lover, holding him up in support.
"Sleep?" he asked, and Gray nodded in exhaustion.
Natsu turned off the water, got towels for them both, and they dried off as well as possible. Still a little damp, they went back to the bed. Natsu grabbed the blankets that had gotten shoved aside earlier in their eagerness, and he covered them both. He turned off the lights. The sun had set long ago, and the dark sky outside pitched the room into shadows. Natsu slid closer to Gray in this enshrouding darkness, seeking him out.
This time, Gray was the one to curl into him. "Thank you," he whispered on the edge of sleep.
Natsu ran his fingers through the damp hair and kissed Gray on the forehead. "You're mine, Gray, and I'm yours. Yours alone. I love you so much." He wrapped up Gray's body and rested his chin on the top of the raven head. "So much!"
In barely a minute, Gray's breathing went heavy. Natsu pulled back to gaze at him, and his eyes softened in happiness so intense, he barely understood it. Another tear came to his eye, and he wiped it away.
"I'll always be yours, Gray," he swore.
Natsu shut his eyes with Gray's sleeping face being the last image imprinted in his mind before drifting off into slumber. The moonless night darkened the misty windows, and the amber glow of a street light was the only thing to shine on the two sleeping lovers.

Next Chapter: "His Dragon"

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