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Life is Worth Nothing	By : darkAngel36 Category: +. to F > Card Captor Sakura Views: 2415 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Title: Life is Worth Nothing

Rating: R

Warnings: Yaoi and Yuri (male/male love, female/female love) Suicidal thoughts.

Pairings: Eriol/Syaoran, Sakura/Tomoyo, maybe more in the future chapters.

Authors Notes: Okay for all who may want to know, I also have this story up in ff.net I�m putting
only a few chapters here just to see how it goes, If I get good feedback then I�ll put the rest of my chapters up. Also I�ve started
putting this story here just in case it gets taken down in ff.net ^_^ lets hope it doesn�t come to that.

Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me, except for those I made up.

Chapter Five
Walking into the guest room Syaoran moved over to the sleeping form in the bed.

�Eriol�come on its time to get up, we have school� shaking the younger teen by the shoulders to wake him Syaoran sighed when Eriol groaned and rolled over so that his back faced him.

�Eriol you�re going to be late for your first day� seeing that there was no response from the boy Syaoran pulled the pillow out from under the darker haired boy.

Waking up with the actions that Syaoran did, Eriol looked over his shoulder only to come face to face with his host.

Syaoran smiled seeing that Eriol was awake.

�Good, now your uniform is on the chair, it�s my spare one, I�ll make us breakfast� with that Syaoran walked out of the room closing the door quietly behind him.

Eriol glanced over at the chair where the uniform lay. Seeing that there was no point in trying to get back to sleep he tossed the blankets off him and moved over to the chair.

After getting dressed Eriol made sure that his scars were hidden from sight, happy when they were he walked out of his room and into the kitchen where he saw Syaoran sitting at the bench eating his breakfast.

Once both boys finished their breakfast Syaoran made sure that they had their needed books for the subjects that they would be taking that day.

Eriol waited as Syaoran locked the door. Heading off towards the lift Syaoran glanced at the boy that walked slightly behind him.

�Eriol, you might have to talk a little more then you usually do, especially at school� reaching the lift Syaoran pressed the ground button as the lift started up Syaoran turned and looked at Eriol.

�They are going to be asking a lot of questions from you�.I know you don�t want to talk to anyone Eriol, I want to help you but I don�t know what to do if you don�t talk�.� Eriol looked at the boy for some reason he felt that he could talk to this boy his heart told him he could be trusted�but he just didn�t want to be hurt�.not again�

Syaoran looked into the dull grey eyes that stared blankly at him, the eyes silently pleading for the release that was offered. Syaoran stepped closer to the darker haired teen and placed his hand on Eriol�s shoulder.

�Eriol please tell me what made you like this� Eriol looked into the warm brown eyes that showed concern, the fight within him grew, his heart wanting to trust but his mind unable to do so.

Opening his mouth to say something the two boys that had forgotten theirrourroundings were startled by a small bell announcing that they had reached the ground floor.

Eriol looking over Syaoran�s shoulder saw a young girl standing at the doorway with her mouth half open and in a state of shock.

Realising that the girl must have thought she had walked in on something, with the angle she stood it almost seemed like the two teenagers had just separated from a �personal moment.�

Syaoran who was still recovering from the interruption studied Eriol�s face, noticing that something at the doorway had taken his attention he looked over his own shoulder with his hand still on Eriol�s shoulder.

�S�Sakura� removing his hand from Eriol�s shoulder Syaoran faced the young girl �Sakura�?� waking from her thoughts of what she had witnessed Sakura looked at the boy that she had grown to know over the years.

�Syaoran�I�I was coming to get you so that we could walk to school�toetheether� her eyes fell on the mysterious boy that stood behind her friend.

Syaoran seeing her gaze stepped aside so that Eriol was now in plain sight �Eriol this is Sakura she is a good friend of mine� Eriol bowed slightly at the young girl.

�Sakura this is Eriol, he is staying at my place for a while� Sakura bowed her head in return to Eriol�s gesture.

Tearing her eyes from the dark haired boys she looked back at Syaoran, still not knowing what to say with the small incident that she saw.

Syaoran walked off the lift followed by Eriol who was slightly relived for the interruption when he realised just how close he was to telling Syaoran everything about his past.

The three walked out of the building door and onto the pathway, Sakura looked over at Eriol who seemed to be in deep thought.

�So�Eriol?� not knowing wether she had pronounced the name right Sakura looked over at the teen boy who had snapped out of his thoughts when he heard his name.

Looking at Sakura he waited for her to continue, Sakura smiled slightly trying to get a better response from the boy �So where did you move from?� Syaoran looked over to Eriol worried that he wouldn�t answer.

Eriol looked at Syaoran who he saw was staring at him with a worried look, seeing that it would just be best to answer the question he spoke loud enough for Sakura to hear �England.�

Sakura smiled �That seems like a nice place, is it cold there?� Sakura said trying to extend the conversation.

�Yes, it rains a lot�

Sakura nodded �When did you move here?� Syaoran looked over at Eriol slightly surprised that he was speaking in larger sentences.

�About four years ago� Sakura nodded, not aware that this was the most Eriol had talked in a conversation.

�Do you like it here so far?� Eriol nodded. Sakura smiled seeing that she would get along with Eriol nicely. �So you�re about seventeen aren�t you?� nodding again Sakura continued �So you would have been�.twelve when you moved here�� Sakura was more talking to herself then to anyone else.

Syaoran not knowing any of this was also taking it in; Sakura spoke up again with all the questions wanting to be answered �So why did your parents decide to move here?� Eriol stopped in his tracks as the mention of his parents came.

Shaking his head from the memories that were threatening to return he just looked at Sakura who was looking at him not realising she had said something wrong, though Syaoran was looking at him in concern.�The�They thought it would be a nice change� he said while he started to walk again.

Reaching a large school Syaoran and Sakura walked into a classroom followed by Eriol.

�Sakura�Syaoran� both looking up they smiled at a dark haired girl that looked at them both with a warm smile.

�Hey Tomoyo, how was your holidays?� Sakura asked walking up to the girl and hugging her.

�It was fun, I got to meet some professional photographers and I learnt a lot about the latest digital camera that is coming out� Sakura pulled away from her friend and smiled �That sounds fun� nodding the dark haired girl looked over at Syaoran.

�Hi Syaoran, how were your holidays?�

Syaoran smiled �Okay I guess, Tomoyo I would like you to meet Eriol� gesturing his hand to the boy that stood next to him Syaoran introduced Eriol to one of his other close friends, Tomoyo.

Smiling Tomoyo moved over to Eriol �Wow you�re cute�� Eriol not expecting that comment looked at the dark haired girl that stood in front of him her eyes travelling over him with her smile growing with what she saw.

Feeling very uncomfortable under the young girls stare Eriol shifted slightly causing the girl to look back to him �Oh I�m sorry, my name is Tomoyo� she said bowing her head slightly.

Eriol returned the greeting and felt slightly relived when she walked over to a table where a small group of girls stood.

Syaoran watched as Tomoyot het he hadn�t expected her to react like she did. Unconsciously he moved closer to Eriol.

Soon the class had started and the teacher had placed Eriol in a seat opposite Syaoran who was behind Sakura, Syaoran was slightly nervous with Eriol being placed behind Tomoyo but forced himself to look unfazed with the seating plan.

The lesson had gone slow and to Eriol�s relief the teacher hadn�t asked him anything.

Soon the bell rang announcing to the teachers and students that they had a lunch brake. The four stepped out of the building Sakura and Syaoran walked in front talking about their homework, with Sakura complaining that they shouldn�t get homework on their first day back at school and Syaoran saying that they are in year eleven so she should expect that now.

Eriol walked behind with Tomoyo talking happily to him about all the fun they are going to have and how she will have to show him all her filming clips of Sakura and Syaoran from the previous years also that she will have to start getting him on film now.

Sitting at their hangout the girls talked happily while the two boys sat not really listening to the conversation that was going on around them, both were deep in thought for the hundredth time that day.

��Syaoran�.SYYAAOOORRRAAAN� Sakura yelled into the boys ear causing him to be jolted from his thoughts, in an attempt to back away from the loud noise Syaoran collided with Eriol who was sitting next to him, the fast action caused both boys to lose their balance and fall off the table and onto the grass.

�Syaoran�Eriol�are you guys okay?� Tomoyo asked as she jumped off the table and walked over to the two boys who were still trying to figure out what had happened.

Syaoran burned a bright red when he turned his head to see what had softened his landing, seeing large eyes looking into his own brown eyes Syaoran realised that he was lying on Eriol, he turned in even brighter red when he saw just how close their faces were as he felt Eriol�s breath brush across his cheek.

Staring at Syaoran rather shocked that they were in the position that they were, Eriol realised he was holding his breath with the close proximity that he found himself in, releasing the breath Eriol watched as Syaoran�s face turned even brighter red.

�Go�Gomen� Syaoran stumered out as he tried to climb off Eriol, silently cursing his legs as he felt them turn to jelly on him, he felt like his face was about to burn off when he found himself in a straddling position on top of the younger boy.

With the help of Tomoyo and Sakura Syaoran was off Eriol and was now sitting back on the table trying to calm his body down. Closing his eyes he tried to block out the memory that kept replaying in his head.

Tomoyo helped Eriol to his feet �Are you okay?� nodding Eriol looked over at Syaoran who had his eyes closed with Sakura sitting next to him asking if he was okay and apologising for startling him like that.

�Well this is an unusual first day� Tomoyo said as she picked a leaf out of Eriol�s hair.

TBC�
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